#oc: nathkiira

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Ati: secret, skin and pain :3

And maybe hunt and nightmare for Nathkiira?

yess thank youu!! :3c questions from this post

Ati:

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

Ati doesn't actively have any secrets she's keeping as far as i can remember, but some of her emotions are something she doesn't think others have the right to know about. Ati cares so much about those around her. She won't say it, not even admit it to herself, she'd be mortified if she had to verbally pour her heart out. She will do little acts of service in secret, or otherwise say or do things that delight others. In a modern world, Ati would lie she doesn't really care for pickles in the presence of a loved one who likes them a lot. Sometimes she lets her "softer" emotions slip up and then she immediately dies of embarrassment. Maybe this all culminates to her secret being that she thinks these things make her not as tough as she wants people to believe. Don't get me wrong, Ati is resilient and strong and capable of so much and more, but she has her issues on how others perceive her.

skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?

You'd think with the amount of cockiness and self-confidence Ati has, that she'd be deeply unsure of herself but no she's just like that as far as she knows. I don't think she's capable of fearing death being the way she is at her age, she thinks she's invincible. But, what lives inside her, is the taint. It will eat her from the inside out until she's left nothing but a hollow husk like those she's slaughtered hundreds, maybe even thousands of. I don't think she acknowledges it. Otherwise she's very comfortable in her skin!

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

I would say Ati's pain tolerance is fairly average, maybe a bit higher than usual considering how much she's seen battle so she has gotten used to a lot. She hasn't gone through any notable physical trauma, so it's hard to say what has caused her the most pain. Though I feel like she was at her worst in the tower of Ishal since getting out there alive required Flemeth's help.

Nathkiira:

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

Oh Nathkiira is a 100% alert at all times. I don't know if she has ever really relaxed in her entire life. Well, Nathkiira has her moments but she doesn't experience day-to-day peace y'know? She knows there's a possibility of people, some lolthsworn, being after her and her siblings. Nath's been living a fairly peaceful life in Baldur's Gate so far after everything she's experienced, but she has a bad feeling about it all, and is constantly on guard.

nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?

I want to say that at camp, Nathkiira keeps all of her nightmares to herself. However I don't think she's actively hiding them. If she gets up and moves around (<- she does some light exercise to deal with any possible nightmares. i dont think thats good for u. nathkiira needs to sleep--meditate- a bit more i think. anyways she doesnt go back to bed after a nightmare) and someone catches her, she might mention having a nightmare, as there's no harm in saying that. I think her siblings may know of some of the nightmares she has, as at least those concerning her deceased brother and parents are something someone who has lived together with her for a long time would know about.

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hey. hey how fucked up do you guys think it would feel to be born the 2nd son of a drow family and have your new little baby brother killed for lolth and then realize you're a woman later in life and start living as your true self, truly happy, but still having a little part of your brain tell you death could have been avoided had you realized your womanhood earlier. anyways totally unrelated to that here's nathkiira