#obviously that'd be nuts even if I wasn't adhd and also 8 so I didn't get very far on that project lol but. like do you understand.

[blujayonthewing]

the thing is I know the good and healthy way for me to deal with 'people are going to bizarrely misunderstand you and your feelings and intentions no matter how desperately you try to make yourself clear' would be to go 'then I guess I can should and must do whatever I want forever and not worry about what anyone thinks, as long as people are gonna be Wrong About Me no matter what'

but my heart and soul are stuck sitting on the floor wailing 'I DON'T WANT THEM TO BE WRONG ABOUT ME!! I JUST DON'T WANT THEM TO!!!'