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regulationhottie7905 · 3 days ago

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if dazai was older or oda younger, they would’ve had a slightly toxic codependent homoerotic friendship. I feel like oda takes care of dazai like you take care of a feral cat, lovingly and knowing their tendency to bite and scratch, a little scared. dazai romanticizes oda in his mind, obsessively idolizes him, sees him as his own personal savior, nearly a god in his mind. that’s the tragedy of them: dazai looks up to oda too much to ever truly open up and oda saw dazai too accurately to ever open up

#oda never could have opened up to dazai in any timeline #because he views Dazai as a child he needs to care for first and a friend second #dazai could never open up to oda because oda is to good to know him and too good for mafia life #they’re just so fucked up #I don’t like categorizing oda as a brother figure or a father figure #he’s a secret third option #and dazai’s feelings for oda were neither platonic or romantic secret third option #obsessive idolization of a man the way most worship a god with homoerotic undertones #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #oda sakunosuke #odasaku sakunosuke #bsd odasaku #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungou gay dogs

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regulationhottie7905 · 2 days ago

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dazai’s feelings for oda were neither platonic nor romantic, they were a secret third option (obsessive idolization of a man the way most worship a god, he worshipped oda as his own personal savior, with homoerotic undertones as a treat)

#oda sakunosuke #odasaku sakunosuke #odasaku #bsd odasaku #bsd #bungou gay dogs #bungou stray dogs #dazai #dazai osamu #osamu dazai

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