#nyx is bipolar :0

[ibeblizzard12]

fucking swear 2 nights ago I was making all these ridiculous and productive plans(I was gonna wash my face every dont judge me bitch) and other actually ridiculous shit and now I can’t get myself 2 take a shower even tho I was gonna like 1 days ago kms I fucking hate depression and yet some part of me wants me 2 be like this

Anywayz im gonna have 2 wait like 2 weeks for my manic episode 2 come again T^T I honestly don’t care if I’m horribly impulsive and willing 2 do literally ANYTHING for attention, cuz I don’t need sleep(which is great cuz I’m an insomniac) and I’m productive for once and YEAH the plans I know are unrealistic but at least I have hope for the near future(we don’t talk about me being really manipulative(more than usual) when I’m have a manic episode, cuz I at least I suddenly have social skills wtf also my anxiety is worse than usual (and don’t worry chat I have bipolar 2 so my manic episodes are a little less dangerous since I get hypomania Instead of full mania at less thats wut my therapist told me bleh :0)

[ibeblizzard12]

Anywayz I was right chat, my therapist diagnosed me w bipolar :|