#nvm i lied i cried 4 times

[loveydive]

guys,,,, i cried like three times throughout the whole ep

[dame-mas-princesa]

ELECTRA HEART BY MARINA

1.) BUBBLEGUM BITCH

“Oh, dear diary, we fell apart. Welcome to the life of Electra Heart”

i cannot express to you how much i LOVE this album. it follows the life of electra heart and has many themes the main one being identity. even though this song says i’m YOUR bubblegum bitch it’s not even in a submissive way. it’s like i’m YOURS and you have no choice about it. this is a GREAT intro song to the roller coaster of a story we are about to follow.

2.) PRIMADONNA

“Get what I want 'cause I ask for it. Not because I'm really that deserving of it”

this is what i wanted, want, and will want to be. this is “BIG EGO!! BIG PERSONALITY!! ME ME ME ME!! ITS ALL ABOUT ME!!” the beginning of what will be a down fall which she references in “the primadonna life, the rise and fall” i didn’t give too much on what it means cause honestly with this album she is pretty straightforward and you can just tell what she is trying to convey. this song is a mf BANGER 10/10

3.) LIES

“You're too proud to say that you made a mistake. You're a coward till the end”

now we get into the deep shit. this song i fucking SCREAMED cried to. this reminds me of mitskis songs when it refers to not wanting to think of the bad when you know it’s hurting you. this is like the step after that. you are STILL trying to bargain but you also acknowledge that the person is an asshole. when i cried to this song, i really never thought i’d one day relate to it but. yeah. pretending that a relationship is going well is not a good solution.

4.) HOMEWREAKER

“I'm the image of deception”

again, electra heart is a story album. you are following a chain of events (she has music videos of them). in this song she talks about how all you want is trust, love, and laughter but you can’t escape the past. the relationship from the past three songs is what caused electra heart (the protagonist of this story) to start seeking revenge in hopes to have a brand new start. she is only happy ‘when i’m on the run’ she is only happy when she isn’t attached to that previous relationship.

5.) STARRING ROLE

“When you are not a starring role in someone else's heart”

oh but electra is still OBSESSED with the past relationship. this song goes well with the events of lies. the feeling of only being loved when you’re having sex or drunk. i also used to cry to this a lot. i have a horrible relationship with getting possessive and if i don’t get that main attention, i feel EXTREMELY upset. “you don’t love me, not a big deal. i’ll never tell you how i feel” just !!!!!!! it’s EXACTLY how i feel in regards to relationships. “sometimes i ignore you, so i feel in control. cause really i adore you and i can’t leave you alone.” as well. this song is just has mari written all over it.

6.) THE STATE OF DREAMING

“Yeah, I've been living in the state of dreaming. Living in a make-believe land”

THE EPITOME OF LIVING IN YOUR MADE UP SCENARIOS!!! this song is JUST THAT!!! living in a world that you have created because people can be so cruel and life is just hard. it isn’t real!! fuck that!!!!! this goes along with the wanting to live in a pretend world/ relationship.

7.) POWER AND CONTROL

“Think you're funny, think you're smart. Think you're gonna break my heart”

#girlbossmoment but like fr this is straight up “you have no power OR control over me” this also goes with sexist ideas that men have control over women and that women are weak. she states that all her life she has been controlled. BY MEN. jk idk,,, ANYWAYS yeah it’s the giving a little and expecting a lot because you are a man. “you may be good looking but you aren’t a piece of art” yes you might be a good person but you aren’t worthy of everything without a price. you can’t just stand there and expect everyone to admire you???

8.) SEX YEAH

“All this time was fighting for what I believe. All my life I've tried to hide what history has given me”

YEAHHH FUCKING BANGERRRR. i totally forgot this song existed. this song really talks about how history (mainly sexuality) has impacted us. women are seen as always submissive and used for sex and such BUT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAT THEY DONT TEACH YOU!!! historically women serve men but no longer BABES!! fight what history has given you!! the thought of what a woman SHOULD be. FUCK YEAHHH FEMINISM

9.) TEEN IDLE

“Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?”

undoubtedly marina’s most popular song. covers many topics such as su1*1de (gonna use ‘scd’ when referring to it) and eds. she wish she was the beauty standard, she wished she would’ve been a prom queen. she wish she had lived that ideal life of a teenager, a teen IDOL. never thought that one day I’D be sixteen and feeling super, super, super scd-al. she talks about her regrets of her adolescence. i should’ve taken this as a warning but it’s not done yet. we continue.

10.) VALLEY OF THE DOLLS

“Born with a void hard to destroy with love or hope”

she is living with identities that do not belong to her. this song basically covers how it is to adapt to each person. she is faking the person that she shows to everyone because in reality she feels like no one. there is a permanent void that cannot be filled with love or hope. she says “i am ready for the last hurrah” which y’all know is referring to death. she is not saying she wants it but that she is ready. she feels empty, there is nothing to preserve. not even herself because, once again, she doesn’t even know herself.

11.) HYPOCRATES

“So hypocritical, overly cynical. I'm sick and tired of all your preaching.”

this song i sadly relate to. someone you love preaching to you how you should do and what you shouldn’t be doing. telling you who to be!! though, i fall guilty to this as well. this song just resonates with one point of my life very well. someone telling you what you should and shouldn’t be and believing that they did no wrong. sigh, BUT all is good.

12.) HOW TO BE A HEARTBREAKER

nvm this is marinas most popular song. honestly. not many thoughts though i strive to one day be able to follow these rules hehehhehehehehehehehhehehehehe

13.) RADIOACTIVE

“Oh baby I want you to die for, for you to die for my love”

this song has mari written all over it too. this is “be obsessed with me” song. your heart is full at night and empty by the morning, you NEED ME. this is also the bad type of be obsessed with me. this is like be obsessed with me so that i can burn you. this is why her love is radioactive. burn to a crisp fuckerrrrr!! though at the end of the song she states “ready to be let down. ready for a meltdown” big uh oh

14.) FEAR AND LOATHING

“Baby you don't have to live your life in fear”

this is more of a recovery song from the meltdown from before. this is a song talking about you don’t have to live in your fears or IN FEAR of being hurt. you don’t need to feel anything really. this leads to numbness. she references her other songs “i’m tired of trying to having it all and ending up with not much at all” (power and control, starring role) she also states a sense of hope when she says “i know a light will burn on when they blow me out” there is that fiery hope deep inside her. i feel like this song really feels like a message to death or about death?

that’s the end. this album is GREAT and to really understand it you GOTTA follow along with the music videos that are made in parts so you know which follows what. 10/10 might do froot next

[ashesofeternity]

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. Tagged by @unbenchthekench​ kill m e lobster

Last:

1. Drink: uhhhhhhhhhh COFFEE

2. Phone Call: uhhhhhhhhhh mom

3. Text: m y friend 

4. Song I listened to: Web of Lies ~ Ayreon

5. Time I cried: thursday... that’s... yesterday isn’t it...

Have you:

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope

8. Been cheated on: nope

9. Lost someone special: ehhhhh, not really

10. Been depressed: I think so, like this week I was considering going to a doctor to find out or something lma o

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

List 3 favorite colors

12. Indigo

13. uhhhh that one green blue copper thing hue

14. some fucking yellow fuck idk

In the last year have you:

15. Made new friends: yeee

16. Fallen out of love: in the last year as in 2016 or 2017.

17. Laughed until I cried: I think so

18. Found out someone was talking about me: yea

19. Found out who my friends are: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what does this even me an

20. Kissed someone on your Facebook List: I don’t have a fucking facebook

General:

21. How many of my Facebook friends do I know in real life: I DON’T HAVE A

22. Do I have any pets: nope

23. Do I want to change my name: sure I guess, just to get the romanization correct ajkgjsdkhjnsfkh I used to hate my western name but nah it’s alright

24. What did I do for my last birthday: I DON’T REMEMBER???????? I THINK I WENT TO A RESTAUrANT?????

25. What time do I wake up: 11:30, basically. Yes I go to sleep at 8am.... yes I know...............

26. What was I doing at midnight last night: awaiting death

27. Name something I can’t wait for: death... no uhhhh for the month/classes to end

28. When was the last time I saw my mom: like uh yesterday she’s not home yet

29. What is one thing in my life I wish I could change: My Shitty lack of motivation to do anything hey lobster I’m keeping your answer for this

30. What am I listening to right now:  The Fifth Extinction ~ Ayreon

31. Have I ever talked to a person named Tom: I... don’t think so

32. Something that is getting on my nerves: life

33. Most visited website: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk, according to chrome it’s this news portal

34. Mole(s): uhhhh beauty marks, some on my shoulders and arms, IDK if there’s more asjkhnskfhnfdsh

35. Mark(s): one on my arm WHAT THE FUCK I CAN’T FIND IT WHAT oh nvm found it no need to start a conspiracy theory yet

36. Childhood dream: cronch bones

37. Hair Color: Black

38. Long or short hair: what is this like supposed to uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I never know if it’ s preference or facts uhhhhhhhhh

39. Do I have a crush on someone: on everyone.

40. What do I like about myself: like uhhhhh most of it, except the things I do, I’m like, good concept, terrible execution

41. Piercing: Nope

42. Blood type: fuck I don’t remember I’ll die because of this won’t I I think it’s b something

43. Nicknames: teb

44. Relationship status: in a commited relationship with my 17 wives (this is an euphemism, it’s actually 17000)

45. Zodiac: leo

46. Pronouns: He/Him

47. Favorite T.V. Show: uhhhhh what the fuck is a television

48. Left or right handed: Right

49. Surgery: I tihnk when I was a baby I fucked my arm up or something idk

50. Hair dyed a different color: Nope

51. Sport: lying in bed dead

52. Vacation: like what does this mean sjkgnhksfdh uhhhhhh last time I went to Vitória

53. Pair of trainers: this is such a cryptic meme dude

More General:

54. Eating: nothing atm, when mom gets home we’ll probably order something I think it’s too late to cook

55. Drinking: Water, coffee, bone hurting j

56. I’m about to: Ignore my huge essay for 2 more days and do it all in the last 2 days I can

57. Want: idk nothing specific right now... god that’s... so fucked up... help akldsjsdklhjsfdh

58. Get married: I have 17 wives.

59. Career: no, no no  no  not yet

60. Hugs or kisses: fuck dude idk both

61. Lips or eyes: I’d prefer both, that’s kinda bfucke d up.....eyes

62. Shorter or taller: like is this preferences.... .shorter

63. Older or younger: I’ll treat it as preferences and uhhh either

64. Nice arms or nice stomach: for some reason I keep thinking like you can’t have one without the other and you just reminded me that there’s people out there with amputation fetishes so FUCK YOU

65. Sensitive or loud: uhhh sensitive

66. Hookup or relationship: honestly atm neither.

67. Troublemaker or hesitant: these are not... mutually exclusive

Have I ever:

68. Kissed a stranger: nope

69. Drank hard liquor: which ones are hard liquors let me google oh yes

70. Lost glasses/contact lenses: ok so funny story: last year my class went to this uhhhh farmhouse place idk how to define it in english cottage does not fit at all but there was no farm idk this slightly rural place and we stayed there for about a week and uhhh there was a pool, so one time I came back from the pool and I saw glasses on the table and was 100% sure they were not my glasses. After one hour searching I had to accept that they were my glasses. THey did not fucking look lik e my glasses like wtf dude. The lenses worked though so I guess I was wrong.

71. Turned someone down: yea

72. Sex on first date: nope

73. Broken someone’s heart: I guess not really

74. Had your heart broken: yea

75. Been arrested: not yet

76. Cried when someone died: nope

77. Fallen for a friend: yea

Do I believe in:

78. Yourself: not this week but yeah usually

79. Miracles: ehhh not exactly, it’s more blended in with believing in myself

80. Love at first sight: not exactly either

81.Santa Claus: [insert image of köksal baba here] if the little helpers are real so is saint nick

82. Kiss on first date: uhhhh idk

Other:

83. Current best friend(s): there’s like 15 how do I

84. Eye color: Brown

85. Favorite movie: WAIT WEREn’T THE sE 92 QUESTIONS THIS IS WRONG THIS MEME IS A CRYPTIC SCAM I’m NOT TAGGING ANYONE

[trisabelle]

@set-wingedwarrior TY FOR TAGGING ME ILY FRIEND (though I feel offended I was only the fourth person you tagged. Like I thought I mattered... :,c) Rules: Tag 20 people you’d like to get to know better Name/Nickname: Haha. You fool.. To have a nickname you must have friends.. cries (everyone just calls me tris and I like that tbh!!) Gender: cismale with a pinch of awkward femininity??? idk nvm Star Sign: Sagittarius! Height: 166cm I think?? And that's like 5"6 or however you do the "s Hogwarts House: (¯\_°□°)_/¯ Favorite Color: mint green or pastel pink!!!!! Both are beautiful Favorite Animal: turt Average Hours of sleep: solve for x where x=x Cat or dog person: d o g g o Favorite Fictional Characters: oboi.png Korra, Aang, Toph, Amethyst, Peridot, Lapis, Garnet, 💖Max Caulfield & Chloe Price💖 KATE MARSH IS MY CHILD. Lara Croft & Carmilla & all the main characters from Sense8. Also the Doctor, the entire Pines family (gravity falls) as well as Wirt and Greg from otgw. CANT EVER FORGET ANNA AND ELSA and many, mANY characters from Bionicle (standouts are Matoro, Takanuva, Kopaka & Pohatu). And finally, Link & Zelda and Wash from Firefly. Oh yeah and Joy from inside out and then there's quite a few from walking dead, such as Glenn & Maggie, Tara, Daryl, and Morgan. But lets not forget Star Wars! Rey and Poe and Finn and bb-8 and Luke and Leia!!! Han is great too and of course Chewy, and ALL the ewoks. Anyways imma stop now before this gets out of hand Number of blankets I sleep with: one (1) bc I only use it for like a few nights and then it goes through the wash. Ocd rocks : ) Favorite Singer/Band: hm. Probably barenaked ladies! I've listened to them since I could hear Dream Trip: do the lego inside tour... again c:< Dream Job: take a guess from my last question When was this blog created: i think it's like two and a half years old now????? Wild Current number of followers: 667 with probably 700 of them being porn bots When did your blog reach its peak?: probably when I posted a picture of my lego inside tour stuff. Kind of regret it because it probably spoiled it for the next batch of visitors.. What made you decide to make a Tumblr?: My reddit account is probably 4-5 years old now and I got on tumblr after seeing how much the frozen subreddit linked to here. So I decided to go right to the source. I still remember the first blog I followed!! They don't post elsanna anymore but I'm happy to still see their posts and see how they're doing c: Birthday: november 28! Relationship status: single and rdy2die Siblings: a younger sister who's so dramatic but that's family Wake up time: time is relative. no further comment Lemonade or sweet tea: neither. gimme a nice cold glass of water and keep ur gross lemon juice/nasty leaf water (sorry iroh) Day or night: night bc no one will bother me Coke or pepsi: even worse than lemonade and tea combined Calls or texts: texts bc the phone makes me nervous for some reason. It's even worse than talking in person Ever met a celebrity?: i had the opportunity to meet a guy who's on one of those crap disney sitcoms. I passed it up because I cannot support sin (he's probably a nice guy though) Smiles or eyes: ...both pls?.. Country or city?: city Last song i listened to: listening to mountains by message to bears right now!! Lis soundtrack gonna kill me Tag some users you want to get to know better: if you want to do this then do, if not then don't. I mean it, I will FORCIBLY MAKE YOU FOLLOW YOUR DESIRES REGARDING THIS TAG MEME @raggedymancomegetme @the-akward-feistypants @the-pretty-kitten @sheikahstone @starrchild @femme--fandoms @gallifreyan-baymax @keith-koganes-laugh @moonlit-battlefield @trans-dovahkiin

[inlove-with-myhubbies]

Kay! Im so bored. I'm just gonna do all the qns.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yeah, I'm pretty sure Hiroki loves me~ 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Why would I not date someone my age? Hahah 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? When I was playing the main story? 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I would prefer not to. 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Dunno. 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yep~ 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? A tank top? 8. How often do you listen to music? Everyday~ 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans~ 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2018? Probably not~ 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Antisocial lol... 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Aigonorus~ Aoi~ Asahi~ Aslan~ 13. What about ‘R’? Ryo~ Rhion~ Ritsuto~ Rikiya~ Ryoji~ 14. Can you drive a stick shift? No. 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Depends~ 16. Are you going out of town soon? Nope. 17. When was the last time you cried? When I broke my nail the other day? It hurts. 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes. I tell Scorpio I love him everyday. 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No. 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? SCORPIO~~~ 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Nope. 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Yeah~ 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? Hiroki? Yeah. 24. What are you sitting on right now? My bed? No, I'm not gonna say Scorpio's lap. Fuck! My phone just decided to slap my face. 😓😓 Nvm, let's continue. 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? My family doesn't tell me that. We don't even talk or anything lololololol... But yeahhh, my fictional hubbies always tell me how much they love me~ How? Pick a story to replay, then play the story lololol... 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yes. I want Partheno, Tauxolouve, Tsugumi, Kohaku, Motai and many moreee... yes! I want Coach Motai!!! 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Hiroki~ 28. Do you get a lot of colds? Not really~ I wear cardigans or hoodies~ 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Dunno. 30. Does anyone hate you? Probably... I guess so. 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Nope. 32. Do you like watching scary movies? Yep. But I'm scared... So I NEVER watch horror movies alone... 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? No. 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? The year when I'm born? 1998? 35. Did you have a dream last night? I don't think so lol... but I remember the last time I had a dream... I dreamt of some stuffs I don't wanna remember lol... what an irony hahah... I remembered how I was tied up and... errr let's just say... attacked... 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Almost an hour ago? To my fictional hubby~ 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? To my fictional hubby? Yeah sure. 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Probably my fictional hubby? RL? Dunno lol 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? You? Well, you just spent 5 mins of your life reading this... 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Dunno... isn't it just a normal day? 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes. With my fictional hubbies~ 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Nope~ 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yessss~ I never ever ever ever wanna lose my fictional hubbies toooo~ RL? Nahhhh neverrr! 44. What’s the best part about school? Dunno~ 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yeah, i guess~ 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? I did. 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Hell yeah! 48. Were you single over the last summer? RL? Yes. FICTIONAL WORLD? NEVER! 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? What was it like 2 years ago? I don't remember lol.... 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Nothing. 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Nope. 52. Are you nice to everyone? Not really. 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes. But I still love my fictional hubbies! 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I will NOT cheat on my dumb boyfie, that is if I ever have one... Let's just talk about my parents... My mum has a boyfie, my dad has a (?) girlfriend, and lots of stuffs happened... that's why they divorced... ermmm how many years ago? I can't remember... I think... 5? Or 6? Or dunno lah... But the point is, I don't like cheating. 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Feelings on how much I love Yurio? Nooooo~ He is just so precious. 56. Do you think you like someone? Scorpio! 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Nope~ I think dun have lolol... 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I'm fine with both. 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Can I not answer this qn? Haizzz fine. Few years ago, when I was in class, I had a relapse. A huge relapse. Hmmm... let's just say, when it stopped, I burst into tears... and... it was not pretty. Yeah. I pity my future boyfie, if I will ever have one. He will probably have to deal with my bullshit... and my split personality... and my relapses... and... errr... let's just say some other stuffs. 60. Do you hate anyone? Nope. No need to hesitate lol. Answer is straightaway no. It's tiring lol... very tiring... 61. How’s your heart? Broken into pieces? Lololol waiting for Dr. Saeyoung Choi to stitch it back into one piece for me. Jk. 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yes. However, even though I hate it, I don't mind talking about it. That's if the listener PROMISES NOT TO SHIT TALK ABOUT IT LATER. 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Over a fictional character? Yeaahhh 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Dunno. 65. Are your toenails painted pink? No. 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? How would I know? Lolol 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? Ermmm... I would like it if my boyfie trusts me enough to do that... 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No. 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My fren? 70. How do you look right now? Messy as always? 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? In real life? No. 72. Can you commit to one person? RL? Yeah. I would never cheat on my boyfie. Fictional world? Haizzz... Please do not remind me. 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? No. 74. Have you ever felt replaced? Yes. 75. Did you wake up cranky? Sometimes lolol 76. Are you a jealous person? Probably sometimes~ 77. Are relationships ever worth it? Dunno... If he's the one, yeah sure. 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Nope, except for myself. 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? ...yes Who? ... ... ... The unluckiest god is? SCORPIO!!! 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Breathe. 81. Last person you cried in front of? My freaking idiotic brother. Cux that asshole broke my freaking nail. He's a hugeee jerk! 82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yeah. 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Yeah. Scorpio always protects me. 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Hug him. Kiss him. Love him. HE NEEDS MORE LOVE. 85. Are you over your past? No. I have no idea how to get over it either. There are just so many things that remind me of it. 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yes. 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Nope~~~ 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? He wouldn't. 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Yes. Why would I not let Hiroki in? 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Can't remember lolol 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? With a new fictional character? Yeahhhh! With a guy in real life? I don't know. Probably not. I would probably still be doing nothing everyday. 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yeah. 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No. 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Yes, with my fictional hubbies. AND YES! It's awesome! 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Yes. 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? I guess he's fine. 97. Who do you have texts from? Frens? 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I wish them all the best? And then I will probably cry? Cux my fictional hubbies left me? 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes. 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? My hubbies, duh 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? No. 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? I even see stars lolol...