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i feel like i should have more vines for the canon vines ask game but i only have one.

old sins is the "what is this, a murder weapon?" vine. that is all goodnight

- null element (the room) #📼⚖️

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hi its me again. havent sent in one in with this kin in a while but. i feel i should post more fics i have about my source but, i dont want to flood my source tag with them. i dont think everyone there would like them. i could try ao3 but idk how to work it with actually posting them. kinda just feeling stuck. i do have a writing blog so it's not a total loss.

but i do have some good news!!! i bought the first four games of source on steam since i had the money and an account finally. i only played the room one and the room three so far at least, and both of them are so much better graphically than the mobile games (but i still prefer them). one thing ive noticed is that the room one lagged a bunch on my computer, dont know if its a game issue or just my computer, but i managed to get to the epilogue.

think thats about it for this small update. i hope everyone has a calm time whenever you see this. see yall when i kinfess again! - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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local null element kinnie gives new meaning to the phrase 'im in my element' - #📼⚖️

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having a body hurts. wanna go back to just being a crystal. or at least have my tendrils back - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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I love making content for my source's fanbase (has gotten comments and reblogs <33!!!) - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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(post on nov. 21st please?)

happy birthday to me! since this is the day I got my body in source :) - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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have been thinking about possible doubles of me. i guess it wouldn't be bad? on account of source? and out of my canon it's certainly possible that they would be different. the other possible double could be from the imprisonment ending, or even like The Circle. i guess it's a waiting game to find out. - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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mmm... drawing the others with somewhat religious imagery can be healing but oh so taxing - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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I'm considering making personalized kin neopronouns again bc I feel like I need some for my major ones. I even used null/nulls for a time. But all of my current ones feel. flat. if that makes sense. at least flat in terms of kin. I might get back with the possible news if I do get ideas for them - #📼⚖️

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I totally didn't buy jewelry with blue crystals because they remind me of myself. Nope totally not :) - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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Sometimes kin euphoria is painting your nails your colors because you miss your source. Don't get me wrong, I love playing my source. Can never get enough of it when I sit down and play. The few fics that I've read are spot on. But feeling alone in this fandom does take it's toll on you.

But good news! My partner finally got to watching my source!! They also might be my Hydrus so I'm excited (since I haven't been able to stop talking about Hydrus). The only bad thing is that it might be another fictionflick for them. We both hope it stays.

My gossip time is done rn, hope everyone reading this has a fine day. Remember to get water in you - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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At this point I wish anyone who's played my source (and everyone reading this obviously (especially you mpc)) to have a well deserved break. Take a moment to calm down and breathe. Maybe get a drink if you haven't in a while. Remember that who ever you are, I care about you and wish you the strength to see another morning. - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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Only barely into November and I already hate chrismas music and the entire season. So much happened this month with my kin but I don't want to bring it up to my friends to get them to stop talking abt mariah carey bc. it feels obviously lighthearted? but also taken way too seriously. I hate it I want it to stop but I don't want to be a bother with it. It's only going to get worse isn't it? I just want to dwell with my possible coming memories in peace and without any fucking christmas music! -null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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Decided to watch the room vr. This is gonna fuck me up isn't it - null element (the room) #📼⚖️

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Have I mentioned that I hate The Circle? I hate the way they worship me as a god. I'm not one. I haven't been my entire existence. How did they even reach that conclusion? Yeah 'anything humans dont understand they see as divine' but it still gets to me! Also whatever the demonology parts they added as part of their worship is also weird. Look what happened to A.S. Whatever they want to do with those demons clearly don't work, but I can't tell them now. It's tiring. - null element (the room), #📼⚖️

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Listening to game ambience is a weird form of calming. Every ambient track I listen to feels right, even though it's not a source. Idk where I'm going with this, I think I just miss my ambient noise. I miss being myself a lot recently - null element (the room) #📼⚖️

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