#now what if....luke pearce in the baaaaathroom.....

[actualbird]

every now & then i go back to read your be more chill fics because they bring me a sort of nostalgic comfort nowadays. and i just really love your writing, i’ve been considering getting into tears of themis just so i could read more of your work lmao do you still think about bmc ever??

oowwaaaahhh im so glad you can still enjoy my old bmc fics ;w; while i have........complicated feelings about my writing during my bmc era, it still fills my heart with joy to know there are people out there who like it, so thank you for your kind words

if ever u do get into tot, just know that my writing is A LOT BETTER THAN IT WAS WHEN I WAS INTO BMC SKJDFBKLDSFJD. like not to toot my own horn or anything but even i, self-critic extraordinaire, can tell that my writing's improved.

i dont think you need to know too much about tot though to read my tot works, if ever that helps!! i have had several people in my comments tell me that they read the fic Even If They Don't Go Here, and i think thats partly because a lot of my fics arent about canon, in a strict sense. i mean, one of my biggest OTPs for tot (and the ship i write most for) is marius/luke, which. it does not exist. in canon. there are crumbs of innocuous interaction and banter between the two, but 99% of it is making stuff up HAHA.

i actually thought about bmc very recently!! when on twitter it was revealed to me that one of my tot friends, chika @khickuwa, was BRIEFLY in the bmc fandom and made michael fanart back in 2018. that is wild to me. if i had seen that michael fanart back then, chika and i couldve crossed paths and met and become friends like years earlier, that is WILD TO ME.

but, as chika said, maybe destiny wanted us to come together for luke pearce instead of michael mell....