#now time to travel 1 hr to go to a store w an ex friend bc public transport in my city sucks

[toothmarqed]

ok actually feeling like i’ve come to terms with the situation after journaling 4 pages abt my mom being overbearing lol

[koolkvat-blog]

       hello  loves  ,   what’s  up  !   i’m  super  excited  to  be  here  &  to  finally  play  my  precious girl  ,   jade aka kool kat   .   i’m  LOLA  ,   use  she / her prounouns  ,   i am NINETEEN  ,   &   i  am  currently  in  the  gmt + 1 timezone  which  means  yes  ,  my  ass should’ve  been  awake  for  intro  posting  but  i  don’t  know  what  time  management  is  and  ended  up  swamped  w/  work  ,  so  !   everything   you  need  to  know  about  about  miss  kat  is  under  the  cut  ,   &  i’m  rlly  thrilled  to  be  apart  of  such  a  wonderful  rp  with  such  gorgeous  muses  .  corniness over  ––   if  you’re  looking  to  plot  sumn  out  ,   just  hit  that   ♥︎    &   i’ll  make  my  way  on  over  to  ur  dms  ,  or  feel  free  to  add  me  up   on  discord  which  i’ll  give  in im’s  if  anybody’s  interested  !   ♡♡♡         tw  :   family issues  ,  body image issues  &  drug mention  ( not  explicit ) . 

001 . SYNOPSIS  . FULL     NAME  .      jade        kikuchi . NICKNAMES  .      kool kat    . AGE  .      twenty - one . DATE     OF     BIRTH  .      twenty  -  seventh     of     september   ,     1993      /     libra . PLACE     OF     BIRTH  .      harajuku ,   tokyo ,     japan .         GENDER  .       cisgender     female . SEXUALITY  .     (  closeted  )  pansexual  . NATIONALITY  .      japanese  ,  now  american  too  after  successfully  gaining  citizenship  . ETHNICITY  .      asian  . OCCUPATION  .       fashion designer at katz designz      ,     former  fashion  design  and  journalist  student  back  in  her  original  timeline  . PLAYLIST  .      here  !  (  +  )     charismatic , enthusiastic , warm , energetic , adventurous , compassionate , animated . (  -  )     deceptive ,  independent ,  emotional , territorial , ambitious , impulsive , temperamental , insecure , sarcastic .  

002 . AESTHETIC  .      wheatgrass  smoothies , 90′s  anime  with  subtitles  , chanel  no. 5, speeding  on  a  desert  road  with  the  windows  down ,  painting  your  toenails  on  the  dashboard ,  neon  prints ,  cat  lazing  on  a  balcony  in  the  sun , black  lace ,  japanese  horror  films  ,  sour  cocktails  with  sugar  around  the  rim , half - smoked  cigarettes ,  stacks  of  fashion  magazines , long  hair  hastily  dyed  different  colours in  a  motel  bathroom ,  thrift  stores   .

003. INFORMATION  .

tl;dr : a flighty, inattentive adventurer: a follower of whims; personable and sociable but lacks the skills to maintain relationships because she’s entirely (and perhaps too) career focused, checks her horoscope daily and entirely relies on the stars when concerning relationships, epitome of a britney spears / gwen stefani stan back in the 2000′s, still owns a (bedazzled) flip phone, collector of vintage fashion (chanel, elle, juicy couture etc.) a subscriber to the Leonardo Da Vinci sleeping method; catch her at 2 am making soufflés or buying plane tickets to shiwei so she can really experience the culture: will tell you she loves you ten minutes after first introduction because she’s high: kind of unintentionally insensitive to those she doesn’t know and closed off but in like a cool, lovable way. 

•    heads up im running on like 5 hrs sleep so sry when this inevitably derails ! ok sweet let’s get into this . 

•    so as aforementioned this is jade kukichi, aka, kool kat. she was dubbed that by her friends due to her unique fashion style and sense of dress, and it’s stuck. lbr nobody other than her friends can use that term so if you do, she’s just going to stare at u for a quick sec before saying ‘it’s jade’. 

•    born in harajuku, tokyo to a cardiothoracic surgeon of a father and a politician of a mother, jade grew up traveling the world and becoming flighty af, never thinking she was going to make long - term friends and kinda being okay with that. 

•    her family has never stayed in one place for very long, though her aging parents eventually settled into a permanent residence in the us around the time she turned sixteen, not soon enough for jade to break the habit of wandering, but thankfully quick enough for her to meet the bratz girls who were just as adventurous and fun - loving as she. she's spent much of her teen life jumping from place to place wherever her interests are that moment, collecting people along the way, but to find friends was the only thing she was missing. jade has a brilliant mind, but she lacks patience and follow through. she needs guidance or she'll jump from idea to idea, job to job, whim to whim.

•    ngl, jade pretty much hated her home life. her parents were an overbearing presence in her life, her mother wanting jade to be a proper lady who also went into a profession like theirs (entirely serious and stifling when it came to creativity, doctor, politician, lawyer etc.) while jade herself wanted to check out the latest trends and go to the mall w her friends – so she turned all of her focus and energy into getting good grades in everything she wanted to do in the hopes that she could be the most successful fashion designer, then leaving town forever. 

•    like she spent 7 yrs in high school graduating w honours but she barely knew what was happening in 9/10 of her classes and sometimes she just slept through classes and then wing her exams which she miraculously did well at. it was just not a good idea to send jade to a public school at 11 after being in boarding school for the rest of her life and then never really enforce any rules :~\ she has trouble with that kind of thing.. as in making logical choices instead of saying "YEAH lets go watch american psycho and smoke weed!" skipping chemistry to do just that 

•    she loves fun and values doing what makes her happy over most things. it's hard to pin her down and she spends most of her life chasing after ideas that don't really follow any sort of conscious order, bc she’s really got that ‘i’ve got dreams and i’m gonna do everything in my power to achieve them’ personality. 

•    according to bratz canon she’s worked as literally everything ? she’s one of those insufferable people who r just. good everything ig and that’s just how it is on this bitch of an earth. jade’s been a photographer, a song - writer and bass player in a rock band (shout out to bratz rock angelz the best movie w the best soundtrack ever), a student studying fashion design, a fashion columnist, a quickly fired nanny, and many other things in between. 

•    so when she appears in toonsville she’s kind of out of it that she’s not doing something w her skills and sets up her own business which she loves ? being her own boss suits her fine (for now) because she’s got a Real Job and she's actually trying rly hard so she can fulfill her dreams !! like suck it mom nd dad haha !!!

•    jade has a lot of weird feelings TM about her body and her looks and struggles a lot with her self confidence :~( she had a shit time at school with boys saying she was too thin and she compensated by acting like she didn't like anyone at all for a while and now she thinks she isn't good enough for anyone when rly she is a cinnamon bun too good for this world too pure 

•    best friend ever she is so good at being a friend if u text her at 3am to go out or cry on her shoulder shes ready to go at 3:15 even if she was sleeping w lots of snacks and treats and love!!! she is sooo extroverted around those she’s comfortable w, she gains so much energy from being around people and she loves being nice and being around ppl she likes 

•    she becomes the mom of groups pretty easily (hence why she’s the leader of the bratz) bc she bottles up most of her own problems to help ppl with theirs!! which is toxic yea but she puts people first always so !! plz help her poor repressed soul!! rip kool kat.. 

•    still super into the stuff of her time so like.. she loves the x files and bad reality tv shows (i want to be a hilton) and reads gossip magazines on the reg because she enjoys that stuff! also very into girl groups.. ginger spice / posh spice is an eternal mood.  

•    anyway yes sweet adult-child of 21 (she is in denial about that tho like she doesn't want to be childish) who is v nice v kind v loyal v baked a lot of time, v passionate v silly. idk what i'm doin hope u like it < 3

004. WANTED CONNECTIONS . 

friends / best friends / ride or dies . jade genuinely loves people, loves talking to strangers and getting into intense conversations with people she’s only just met, learning other people’s way of life and bettering herself for getting. she is, however, incredibly blunt and has never once minced words to keep from hurting someone’s feelings or to ease them into a situation. she’d much rather have a one-time conversation with a stranger than make long lasting relationships. she has three very close friends –  to the point of co - dependence –  and honestly, she’d rather spend all of her time doing things she loves such as her hobbies, sticking her nose into the latest vogue, or searching for cute collars and treats for her cat mica w them instead of making new friends. she's also FUN and she'd be happy to go on crazy road trips or buy out a movie theater for a day or anything that she thinks will her buds happy. she's traveled all over, so she’s v well read and cultured. she loves people but she hates complication and won't deal with any sort of emotional labor. she wants to live in the moment and expects everyone in her life to do so as well. just be chill, y'all. 

frenemies / enemies /  rivals  . please be her enemy, she needs people to antagonize shdhshd. she grew up pretty much affluent so she’s pretty spoiled even if she doesn’t want to admit it, and that rebellious side of her hasn’t died down yet. despite the fact that she is wealthy and in good community standing, she has a hard time letting go of childish grudges. in general she’s got a lot of suppressed feelings and ready to fight everyone who hurts her friends – like an irritated cat – so, honestly, come at her ? she is sometimes a little fickle and flighty and a unintentionally stuck up when it comes to art / fashion and she has definitely said the wrong thing at the wrong time and pissed the wrong people off, she can’t stand anyone underestimating her or thinking she’s dumb bc she’s interested in fashion. like gtfo !

ex’s , fwb’s , possible love interests .  jade is fairly fluid romantically and is the type of person who hates labels but also just wants to be cherished and called cute pet names lowkey. she loves a lot and gives a lot to her relationships, but typically doesn't want to commit to anything important. she’s gone from one disastrous relationship to another, ending up with a boyfriend who constantly ridiculed her image that was essentially the catalyst for her cutting off romantic ties, quite a recent wound before she found herself on the island actually. worst thing is tht she’s convinced herself that she’s been the problem in these relationships –  that she turns good people bad or that she is too much for people to deal with, she’s not sure what the issue is and she doesn’t really want to know. so…. fuck everything amirite ? anyway, she’s a strong independent woman who don’t need no (wo)man. 

etc . pls give me people jade can give a makeover to, people she shares an apartment w on the island, people who think fashion is girly and vapid.. creatives who love what she’s doing, anything tbh << 3

[samporo]

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YOLO. No Ragrets. Recycled some answers cause

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

- My Best Friend, Danielle! 

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

- I’m a mixture of both (also depends on how much alcohol I have). But from my friend’s perspective, I’m shy about the first 5 minutes and then I act like who I am. But I tend to be more shy around people I find attractive.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

- My Best Friends this weekend and old friends I haven’t seen in a while!

4. Are you easy to get along with?

- I find myself easy to get along with unless you’re a racist, sexist, etc. I will tell you off and put you in your place if you find other people’s existence below yours.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

- Nope because the people I like don’t give a fuck bout me lmao

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

- I’m attracted to people who have a sense of purpose and know what they’re doing. I’m attracted to people who know their dreams are difficult but aren’t afraid to reach them. I’m attracted to people who are broken and lost hope. I’m attracted to people who smile even though they are not happy inside and don’t want to show it. :B

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

- Probs not lmao but who knows (98% sure of it)

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

- MINA FROM TWICE

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

- Nope. I talk about sex majority of the time but make inappropriate sexual innuendos all the time. :^)

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

- Angelica and Danielle!

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

- “Your dick size is a joke”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

- 1) Twice - TT

- 2) Twice - Knock Knock

- 3) Red Velvet - Rookie

- 4) Rihanna - Love on the Brain

- 5) Kehlani - Advice

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

- YES. But i make sure they think I don’t like it because I have a persona to upkeep.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

- I do~

15. What good thing happened this summer?

- A few things happened this summer that were good but one major good thing that happened was my friends driving up from North Carolina to visit and I haven’t seen them in a while. It was really great to catch up with them and spend time with them that it brought me a lot of joy and it’ll always be a memorable time for me!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

- Okay now I remember who it was with lmao… maybe… maybe not… probs not… probs. idk lmao 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

- I think there is life everywhere and we are but a speck of dust in the universe. Please don’t make me think about this because I will mindfuck myself..

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

- From time to time but it’s because we have a mutual friend group

19. Do you like bubble baths?

- Ya but my bath is too small and outdated :(

20. Do you like your neighbors?

- Never met them so yes I do like them.

21. What are you bad habits?

- Taking depression naps, being petty/salty, my laziness and procrastination, I can keep going but I rather not disappoint you l0l

22. Where would you like to travel?

- Yes.. I love to travel and the idea to visit other cultures, but I got no money so :(

23. Do you have trust issues?

- I do to an extent at a certain point in our relationship when it gets there but at the beginning, not usually.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

- My favourite part of my daily routine is driving home from class around 4pm, eating a small plate of food then taking my 2 hour depression nap :’)

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

- My teeth :( When I was a kid, I barely brushed my teeth and now I regret it because they’re yellowish and stained, so it really affects my self-confidence.

26. What do you do when you wake up?

- Contemplate if I really need to go to that class and spend 10 minutes giving myself reasons to skip but in the end I get up and cry in the shower :’)

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

- I wish my skin was clearer 

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

- Pia and Janina lmao. 

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

- Nope :)))))))

30. Do you ever want to get married?

- Eventually, but we’ll see where life makes me.

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

- Nopee

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

- Yoon Yong Bin from ICanSeeYourVoice and Mark from Got7 :’)

33. Spell your name with your chin.

saJKMN LOL

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

- League and Overwatch :))

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

- Um definitely TV….

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

- Yeah.. sometimes and other times I do because what do I got to lose? That’s right. I got nothing to lose. Keep bringing me them L’s!!!!

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

- Nothing because I accept it and there’s nothing awkward about silence unless you make it awkward cause you think you gotta force yourself into thinking you need to keep a conversation going.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

- My dream person.. hmm… I would start off with someone who has a nice ass smile because that’s what usually catches my attention and I would love to see their smile every day. Height is not an issue for me, shorter, taller, etc. :) Personality, I really like someone who has a nice balance of social life, responsibility, personal life, and work life. I really don’t like someone who is too social that their other aspects of life are failing but if it happens, then so be it lmao. I like the basic necessities: honestly, communication, and loyalty.  I also really like when they just want to be lay there and cuddle all day or play video games. I just really like when we spend time together whether I meet them in real life or online haha. That’s all I could think of now tbh :P

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

- Forever 21, H&M, J. Crew, Uniqlo, Zara

40. What do you want to do after high school?

- Well I wanted to study either forensic psychology or culinary, but I made myself to think my cooking wasn’t good enough for culinary and I wouldn’t make it in that field. So now it’s psychology and HR :)

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

- Everyone is prone to mistakes so I definitely think they deserve a second chance but after that, it’s a no go because it becomes a decision.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

- It means I’m thinking about one of the following:

     - Sex w you 

     - Never hanging w you again

     - Food

     - Dicks 

43. Do you smile at strangers?

- I smile at everyone I come across hoping it becomes contagious even if I hate my life :’)

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

- Definitely bottom of the ocean for me (If it means I survive too)

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

- What I’m going to eat tbh and my crippling debt.

46. What are you paranoid about?

- Being lonely forever.

47. Have you ever been high?

- :^)

48. Have you ever been drunk?

- Always!!!

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

- Yes and no one will ever know :^)

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

- Light grey!

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

- At times I do but it’s only because I’d just want to see what they are packaging down below :^)

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

- My teeeeEEEEeeEEEeeth

53. Favourite makeup brand?

- Anastasia

54. Favourite store?

- HMART

55. Favourite blog?

- samporo.tumblr.come ;^)

56. Favourite colour?

- Violet-Purple~ but now it’s starting to be Rose Quartz~

57. Favourite food?

- Bun Bo HUEEE

58. Last thing you ate?

- Hibachi noodles :^)

59. First thing you ate this morning?

- Nothing.. I don’t eat in the morning

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

- Being petty…

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

- Never have I ever been suspended/expelled

62. Been arrested? For what?

- Almost :\ I thought it was cardiac arrest but God was just playing me

63. Ever been in love?

- I have :)

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

- My first kiss was back in like 4th grade when me and this girl were mocking each other and we were leaning in back and forth like chickens eating food off the floor and we pecked each other on the lips and I told her her lips were really dry LMAO

65. Are you hungry right now?

- I’m always hungry…

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

- NOPE. Jk they’re cool but I like my real friends :)

67. Facebook or Twitter?

- Neither…

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

- Tumblr because it has became my place of comfort.

69. Are you watching tv right now?

- I am not

70. Names of your bestfriends?

- Angelica, Danielle, Pia, Janina, Kiana

71. Craving something? What?

- Dick, human touch/warmth/feelings, food 

72. What colour are your towels?

- Mocha and Gray

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

- I have 2 body pillows, 1 square pillow, 2 full pillows, and 3 queen sized pillows.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

- I used to but not anymore because they’ve grown up and moved on with their life :(

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

- I have about 4

75. Favourite animal?

- Octopus :)

76. What colour is your underwear?

- Currently, it is maroon with white polka dots

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

- Vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

- I like orange sherbet…..

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

- Black tank top :^)

80. What colour pants?

- I’m wearing black puma shorts

81. Favourite tv show?

- Steven Universe!! and Nikita :)

82. Favourite movie?

- Kimi No Na Wa definitely

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

- Havent watched either of them.. opps

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

- I don’t know her…

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

- Stop asking me idk :(

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

- Destiny the Whale Shark because she’s nearsighted like me and thats the stuggle I gotta deal with when I don’t have glasses on :’)

87. First person you talked to today?

- Probably snap chat to Duy-ABS

88. Last person you talked to today?

- Angelica!!

89. Name a person you hate?

- I don’t hate anyone :)

90. Name a person you love?

- Angelica xoxo

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

- Myself :\

92. In a fight with someone?

- Nope!

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

- Like 2 pairs :( I need more but so expensive..

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

- In total, about 6 (3 each)

95. Last movie you watched?

- Don’t Breathe. It was alright

96. Favourite actress?

- I don’t have one lmao

97. Favourite actor?

- Me :^)

98. Do you tan a lot?

- I do not tan at all

99. Have any pets?

- I have no doggo! His name is Latte and he’s a Siberian Husky. but I do want a cat.

100. How are you feeling?

- Empty and unsure of what my life will become.

101. Do you type fast?

- I believe so when I actually know what I want to write.

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

- Many things. I think about it a lot before bed (’:

103. Can you spell well?

- Ya i guess???

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

- Some people yes, but we moved on from them for a reason, right?

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

- Yeah usually with my cousins and it’s pretty nice.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

- I’m sure I have.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

- Yah and it’s okay.. not a huge fan

108. What should you be doing?

- Reading and taking notes…. but I probably won’t until 2am :)

109. Is something irritating you right now?

- Not particularly, just in general: Where is the love at my life at??? Can ya hurry up. tf

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

- Yeah and I don’t know why I would disrespect myself like that but I can’t help it lmaoo

111. Do you have trust issues?

- Isn’t this question 23???

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

- Danielle :( when she read her break-up letter to me…

113. What was your childhood nickname?

- Cu Tai (my viet name is Tai lmao)

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

- Yup! I been to New York, New Jersey, Maryland, Michigan, Massachusetts, Rhode Island, California, and North Carolina… I believe.

115. Do you play the Wii?

- I do! When it’s at parties but not at home.

116. Are you listening to music right now?

- YES (Knock Knock - Twice :)))))))))))) )

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

- I’m a sucker for those nasty cambell’s soup tbh

118. Do you like Chinese food?

- Yeah I do. Love chow fun :)

119. Favourite book?

- Not a huge fan of reading :^)

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

- I used to be but now I’m not. I’m ready for whatever lurks in the dark to take me or sleep with me. Whatever they want.

121. Are you mean?

- I guess you could say I’m average :^) AYYY

122. Is cheating ever okay?

- HELL NO. On tests yes because help a mate out but in a relationship no because then they think about it all day and night, wondering why they weren’t enough and reasons why they were cheated on. so nope

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

- After this weekend, apparently not :\ but I cleaned the shit out of them and it’s better now.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

- I believe in infatuation at first sight but not love.

125. Do you believe in true love?

- I believe there’s someone out there that is meant to be with you, so yes?

126. Are you currently bored?

- With the lack of interests in these questions, yes.

127. What makes you happy?

- Food, Twice, my best friends, and dark sense of humour.

128. Would you change your name?

- Before I wanted to change my last name from Quach to Nguyen (my dad’s last name to my mom’s) but I’m contempt with it now but I do like Gwok…

129. What your zodiac sign?

- Taurus so let me ram you ;)

130. Do you like subway?

- Not as much as I used to but I do crave it from time to time. I like their chicken salad and raspberry cheesecake cookies :^)

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

- Yoikes…. let them down easy but I wouldn’t let things be awkward/stop being friends with her.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

- Question 10?????

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

- I’m like TT, just like TT :’)

134. Can you count to one million?

- Yeah.. when I’m going down on you and counting how many licks it takes to get to your center haha ;) (1 million licks probably suggests I suck tho)

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

- “Yeah, I’m fine”

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

- Closed. I want to be intimate w myself as much as possible.

137. How tall are you?

- 5′6″ :B

138. Curly or Straight hair?

- I love both tbh

139. Brunette or Blonde?

- I think I look better blonde than brunette but both are nice colours.

140. Summer or Winter?

- I’m a winter kind of person because of how cold and lonely it is, but summer is lovely when you want to take walks at night.

141. Night or Day?

- I’m a night person because of how quiet it is and you appreciate the silence you have with yourself or the life you have. I find it euphoric being out at night and being accompanied by the silence.

142. Favourite month?

- November because Thanksgiving :’)

143. Are you a vegetarian?

- Sorry I love meat too much.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

- Milk chocolate~

145. Tea or Coffee?

- I’m a tea person :^)

146. Was today a good day?

- Today was a good day! My Aunt just moved into her new house so my cousins and I came over to congratulate her and just ate together and spent time before I came home to take my two hour depression nap and now here I am! :’) Thanks for asking!

147. Mars or Snickers?

- … Neither???

148. What’s your favourite quote?

- “I feel like I’m always searching for someone, or something.”

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

- I do, but like why we do always portray them as evil? What if they’re nice like Casper and just want friends… But the supernatural is something I’m very interested in.

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

- “.. with the consequence that some individuals will survive, but others will not.” That was from my psych book lmaoo