#now i love love love elzar and avar’s relationship. i love them sm | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bikananjarrus · 6 months ago

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no but, stellan said he was jealous. he was wary of the closeness, the intimacy, of elzar and avar’s relationship—not bc he was trying to stick to the rules, but because he was JEALOUS. and he was looking at elzar in a way he hadn’t for a long time when he said that!! do u understand!! he said that in their constellation of three, elzar and avar always shone brighter, were always closer together! and even though elzar assured him that he is their polestar—their guide—stellan believes he will always be separate. a part of the whole, but always apart from them. he wants what he can’t have and he’s in love with elzar!! like you understand yes?? he said he was jealous and he’s in love he’s in love he’s in love—

#THERES SO MUCH LOVE THERE #like even if he’s not in love with elzar there’s so much love there #but reading between the lines and the way this conversation is framed #it doesn’t read as him being jealous of elzar being with avar #but as avar being with elzar #as in she has something stellan wants. she knows elzar in a way stellan never will #which honestly fits in with how stellan and avar’s relationship is framed in this book #now i love love love elzar and avar’s relationship. i love them sm #but there is something SO tragic but beautiful about stellan and elzar’s relationship #you can feel how much affection and devotion is there #and i literally can’t get this scene out of my head #stellan gios #elzar mann #elzar x stellan #the fallen star #the high republic #mik reads the high republic

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