#now all i need to worry abt is... getting it fitted. finding shoes. getting my hair n nails done :3.
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ihophashbrowns · 2 years ago
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oh i forgot to mention i found my prom dress yesterday :)
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monstersflashlight · 4 months ago
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instead of a minotaur bf what about a tall rhino bf? 😩🙏 can u pls make a story abt it like nsfw hehe u can also add anything u like!!
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Hi anon! Sure, that sounds fun. Hope you like this little piece <3
Perfect match
Rhino-monster x fem!reader || horn-riding, size difference, overstimulation
When they matched you with a “new kind of creature” you were skeptical about it. You were all in for inter-creatures mating, and you were more than excited for it, but you were expecting a werewolf or an orc… But no. You got a new kind, the first of his kind to sing in the mating agency. And now… Now you were about to find out what he was like. Nervousness and excitement filled your insides as you entered the room.
His rhino-like looks made you take a step back and the hurt you saw in his eyes made you feel like the worst kind of shit. He was gray, full gray-scale of colors, and he looked fantastic in his strangeness. You felt a tingle of anticipation in your pussy at the thought of fucking him.
You talked, mixed and made fun of yourselves as you got to know each other. You both were waiting until the other shoe dropped, you were too compatible, too good for each other, and it was a surprise. You felt out of place when you finally made it to the bedroom. The contract you two signed made it so you had to have sex the first night, and you… you were more than ready.
You got naked in silence, admiring each other’s bodies… But when he got his boxers off, you gasped. There was no way that thing was fitting inside your tiny human body. Just… No way. He looked at you, understanding crossing his face as he nodded solemnly.
“Don’t worry, you’ll ride my horn first, get yourself ready.” His calm tone made you more nervous.
“What?” His explanation sounded weird to your ears, you couldn’t do that, could you?
He sat down on the bed and looked at you intently. “You need to be prepared for my dick, so you’ll ride my horn.” You approached him, still weirded out.
“That… that doesn’t seem right,” you tried again. It wasn’t like you didn’t want to do it, it was just that… it didn’t feel right.
He chuckled and kissed you deeply, making your worries go away. “I’m asking you to. Come on, jump in, ride me,” he repeated.
He helped you get into position and slowly started entering you, you felt weird, the whole ordeal was bizarre and you didn’t know what to do about it. It should have been weird and not pleasurable, but when you were fully seated over his big horn… You couldn’t hold back the moans. The bigger base and pointy-covered tip was making you see stars, hitting all the right places. Without realizing, you were grinding your hips, your clit aligning perfectly with his little horn, making the most amazing combination.
He kept encouraging you to go faster, to take your pleasure off him, and you couldn’t hold it any longer, you screamed and grabbed his chest for support as you came apart over him. He kept telling you sweet nothings, but your brain was too content to process any words.
“Now you are ready,” his words were ominous, and his dick was so hard and big you felt your eyes crossing at the thought of having him inside of you.
“I- Yes. Yes. Ready. Take me. Take me. Please…” Your brain was still fuzzy with pleasure when he manhandled you to the perfect position, right over his dick.
He grabbed your hips and lowered you onto his big dick, the tip so wide you struggled to take it in even after being thoroughly stretched by his horn. When it slipped inside, you both groaned at the same time. “So good, so thigh. Your pussy is perfect,” his non-sense was turning you one even more, clenching over his shaft and making him moan. But it helped. With each new word he said, your pussy accepted a tiny bit more of him. “Yes, just like that. You are doing so well, little human. Taking me so well, so good.”
When he was finally inside, you felt it everywhere. He was so big, so hard inside of you, his big rhino body under you felt so hot and perfect… You were in heaven. But even that was nothing compared with how good it felt when he started to move your hips up and down his dick. You screamed, the pleasure so intense you couldn’t talk, couldn’t think, couldn’t barely breathe. It was too much, too good, too intense… You came. Two thrusts was all it took for you to fall apart around his dick.
He grunted, but kept going, fucking you through your orgasm until you went lax, just to keep fucking you through it all. Your pussy felt raw, but it was so good you didn’t want to say anything about it. He kept going, and going. And you came once, twice, three, four times more. Maybe even more. Your orgasms mixed with the extreme pleasure he was giving you to the point of no return. You screamed as loud as a banshee when he finally came inside of you, filling you with his seed.
Well, you weren’t sure about your match, but now you sure were. He was perfect for you, in all his rhino glory.
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kimnjss · 4 years ago
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for part 22 !! this is long im srry ahfduhdfu
“Now laying in his lap felt like a crime. As if you were stood in self-checkout, constantly glancing over your shoulder as you scanned an expensive pair of shoes as one of those 79 cent candy bars.”
said it a couple of times, i’ll say it again. the way you write is SOOOO SOOOO good. we can feel so much and see so much which are prolly like ,,,, the most important things in writing ?? also, poor y/n. POOR POOR Y/N . she cares so so so much for miju like bruh their friendship rlly b toxic like this huh :--(
“But you can’t shake the look on Miju’s face you conjured, watching the two of you with that pouty frown of hers, arms crossed over her chest.”
the fact that this whole girl bestie crush issue is sooooo shallow but bec miju has so much issues (she needs help), y/n finds the need to constantly feel guilty ??????????? i so so so feel bad. not @ me being a miju apologist before yIKES cant believe she made our girl try to drop out of ballet ????? fucking dumbass bitch im gonna slap her so strong
“As if he’d let it go. As if he’d pick up on the slightest abnormality in your mood and just let it slip. Let you drive yourself mad with your racing thoughts and not let him in, not let him take on some of the weight. As if.”
so this is where i started crying !!! i think it’s like the nature of people to just ,,,,, idk ask when they feel something’s wrong but they dont really care enough to actually CHECK up on you ??? if that makes sense ??? i’ve had my fair share of people doing this. they’d ask but then get sidetracked and forget you were someone to worry for. this is probably why this y/n and this jimin might be my favorite. they feel so real, the emotions are so raw. i’m rlly glad our girl has jimin by her side now. he’s exactly what she needs. not just as a lover but ,,,,, as a person. yknow ??? like someone to just ground her whenever she’s so high up her mind. someone to be with her as in WITH her. i love love love that.
“No idea what’s wrong with you, but safely relieved that it’s not him. That he could help you work through whatever it is.”
i hope u know my standards for ppl is so so so high bc of ur au-s i SWEAR to god where r the fellas like this huh ???? hUUUUH ?????
“’I don’t know… I just… keep thinking about Miju.’ Jimin lets out a scoff, rolling his eyes in a really exaggerated way.”
jimin, u, me, same
“You’re really thinking about a girl while I got my hand on your ass? Is there something I should know?”
I LOVE HIM SM PLSSSS *INSERT CRYING EMOJI IM USING LAPTOP SO* I LOVE HIM I LOVE THE HUMOR I LOVE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
“His face softens at the sound of your words, becoming serious for you.”
i nominate loy! jimin for best boyfriend PERIOD if he doesnt win, RIGGED
“That’s a terrible idea.” The door slams behind the new voice, your body instantly lunging from Jimin’s lap to the vacant space behind him”
like everyone else, i tot this was miju too HAUFHDIUHFUDHUF
and then we came to the part where jimin was having his crisis bc he wants The Sex but our baby is just not having it. i actually really like the way you portrayed it. whenever he’ll talk about wanting to fuck, he’d always say but he understands and he respects. that’s reality baby. he’s a man of honor but obv he has his ~hormones~ and i cANT STRESS ENOUGH how much i love you for writing that !!!!! they jus feel real ok like . how do u even do this ???? HOW IS YOUR MIND CAPABLE OF WRITING THINGS LIKE THIS YOU TALENTED TALENTED BABY
  // ok now that i just reread it, i jus found out that they talked abt the ballet thing in this chap LMAOOOOO i thought it was when they were in the dance room ajidjfijoifjafiodj //
“Can’t wait to fast forward past all this shit. Feel like I haven’t seen you smile in a while.”
cried to this too. like ,,, cried VERY HARD. i turned my phone off AHAHHAHAHA this is pAINFUL . y/n’s going through so much and i jus feel feel feel so bad (also hits close to home) . i feel like im always gon think of this line now whenever i feel a small inconvenience afiudhuihdui . CANT WAIT TO FAST FORWARD PAST ALL THIS SHIT . WANNA SEE MYSELF SMILE AGAIN
“Surprised that he even cared about the difference, but he did.”
when i read this, yes, i cried HARDER . we all need a loy jimin in our lives huh ?? . he's just ,,,, It. like It . jimin loy best boy !!!! also @ yn. DESERVE !! youve always been the older sis, the good good friend, with jimin, u can rest bby. u can lay low, u can do whatever u want :--( u deserve it
“Did you just call me your girlfriend?”
AFHUDSHFJKAHDFJKSHAJKDHFJKAHFKJDSHFJ THERE WE HAVE IT FOLKS BYE
“No.” There’s an exaggerated roll of his eyes. “I’ve only been referring you like that in my head for the past month for fun,”
im having so much fun imagining a jimin in my life FOAHDSIFHIDSHOIFHIO ihy sm for making me realize how dry my love life is CAN I PLS LIVE IN THIS UNIVERSE N TRY TO FIT MYSELF IN BETWEEN THESE TWO AJAJAJAJA (no i wont yn deserves this but whatever mom i wANT HIM)
“I want you to be my girlfriend. So that I can be your boyfriend. And we can be boyfriend and girlfriend to each other, together.”
look at them go :--( cringey babies idk theyre so so so so so so so so nd i cant stress enough SO SO SO SO ADORABLE
“Go ahead. I’ll protect you.”
IM FUCKING SCREAMINGAHDHUFDHUSHIUHAFUIHDSFUI I LOVE HIM OKAY MUM I LOVE HIM CAN I PLS HAVE HIM WHERE DO I FIND (but also, IVE BEEN SAYING IT but like thank thank thank thank fuck they found each other. though y/n has kook, jimin is jus different ,,, i mean obv right but yes im just so so so so glad. y/n doesnt need to always be strong and dependent now. she can just be her and jimin loves that. SIGN ME UP UHUH UHUH
and then we have this whole talk with the moon and y/n quoting him back. i think loy yn and jimin best couple ????? I WILL FRAME THE WHOLE MOON TALK OKAY BYE ,,,,,,,, but fr thats so wholesome and i feel so honored i get to read this FOR FREE. it’s just soooo *insert that aww-ing emoji the one w big eyes* . i love them so much im willing to risk it ALL. theyre so so so so amazing. YOURE AMAZING. i LOVE IT.
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achieveandhunt · 5 years ago
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live typing extra life 2019
warning: this a fucking LONG post. if you plan on reading it all, godspeed.
i typed all of this as it was happening on stream so this gets progressively less coherent as i grow more sleep deprived. prepare yourselves. i may or may not go off topic at some points
larry vehemently vomiting pure malic acid. we’re off to a great start
what the fuck the soggy ass popcorn in that ranch jesus christ
lindsay in the song from AH the musical. i love her so much
jeremy going YAAAAAAY after someone eats a cursed oreo
matt getting AGGRESSIVELY kissed by larry
“this kiss this kiss” before geoff and jack kiss
geoff “i’m from alabama” ramsey
THIS FUCKING RANCH SEGMENT HAS ME GAGGING
jeremy “the alcohol demon the whiskey goblin” dooley
alfredo “you wont believe what the white people did today” diaz
DUSK BOYS DUSK BOYS DUSK BOYS GET THAT DICK ESSENCE
wait why does it sound like wonderwall
they look like characters from the matrix
the speaking parts. make my teeth hurt
in conclusion: they weren’t kidding abt the tight pants 
okay everyone get ready for eric soundboard spamming YEAH BABEY
“hi i’m from broadcast and i don’t want to be here” they represent themselves well
also, let’s take a second to appreciate broadcast here!! they have a really tough job and don’t get a ton of credit. lots of love to all of broadcast!!! you guys are awesome
i am: foreseeing problems with this eric sound board
which one is eric?? will the real eric please stand up?? was the real eric the one we found along the way??
“i’m... just really worried that i won’t ever find love-” “i really don’t care”
WHY DO THEY HAVE THAT ON THE SOUNDBOARD (what does that apply to? whatever it is you’re thinking of, but mostly “daddy wants some”)
ooh someone’s about to get a fReE tongue piercing from a pineapple
god dammit i went to the bathroom for thirty seconds and now they’re eating chad’s chest hair
owie the shock collar and belly slap look painful, but drinking natty light from a shoe? that’s a true punishment
“and this roast was brought to you by meundies”
ah yes what better way is there to end a segment than people throwing up
“man action” oh no
THROBERT MULVEINY
K A R B is blind in T W O of her eyes
“my last name is cottagecheese”
I HAVE A PIECE OF METAL SHOVED UP MY A S S 
chris has somehow managed to lose 23 years of age and roughly 412 pounds
“just open throat like baby bird” who the fuck is writing this and why is it jeremy
jon. jon you’re breathing in adam’s ass fumes
a summary of this segment: ass and cottage cheese
BARB IS HERE I REPEAT BARB IS HERE
“to fitness” -starts choking-
final fitness coach: tad, here to workout your issues so they can beat you into submission
“will you buy my wet” well i don’t see that on the raffle items
we’re back folks & i’m loving this walk around segment
moonball wall and gavin&michael will soon be reunited can we get an F in the chat
jeremy getting a borderlands tattoo is very on brand
what’s extra life without a little satan
“starvation army, putting lead back into paint, increasing childhood obesity” people in chat: TAKE MY MONEY
chris “i’m doing a different hole” demarais
ah yes. the game we all play in hell: twister
nobody edit chris getting mustard shot down his throat. i’m scarred enough from the original clip
oh fuck. oh god. the mayo. oh god what the fuck is up with the misuse of condiments this year
this just in: a human soul costs roughly $12,700
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urine: to help with aerodynamics
jon: maya, speak! maya: *the smallest arwoo*
today’s mvp: any dog. pick one. no matter which you pick, you’re right
how the fuck did blaine change back from satan so quickly
barb as a cat is... my new sleep paralysis demon
blaine: barbara speak! barbara: climate change is real
#dogsforkids
this just in: extra life killed my wifi
we’re back & kdin is in the business of killing people with spice. she is the spice queen
queue six thousand well-timed 1337 donations
HOLY SHIT THAT’S COLIN FROM WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY
hmm “questionable liquids” is very... questionable
trevor: oh there’s four of them! we all get to join in the Fuckkkk
“what’s your favorite kind of candy” “any meat”
i like pickles and i would rather rip my eyebrows off than drink the juice so i feel for trevor
the only thing worse than drinking apple cider vinegar is shooting it out of your nose
“can you feel the love tonight” “i used to and that’s the problem”
“flubs every word man” damn, really missed the chance to say captain hair
jeremy not being able to intentionally flub his words is so fucking funny
OK BOOMER 
wow i can feel my blood pressure spike just watching these shots
Xavier Woods is here and he wants to know if it’s Christmas
miles doesn’t know what a question is
WHERE’S YOUR HAIR
oh no. oh no helping hands is next. everyone clear a splash zone
CHEF MIKE CHEF MIKE CHEF MIKE
miles bossing around chef mike is priceless
“you leave that fucking dough on the floor”
“you wanna slam your hands down on the table” *pizza sauce goes flying everywhere*
HOEDOWN HOEDOWN HOEDOWN jesus why do i keep doing that
“If Colin Mochrie is listening, I’ll see you here next year” OH FUCK YEAH
--- this is when i take a break so my soul can return to my body (aka i have work to turn in. college will never not be a pain in my ass) ---
oh god dammit i missed all of Always Open. fuck college who needs a medical degree
so... we have some very interesting things happening in family feud and i’m not sure if i like any of them
hmm. is now the time to get drunk
oily twist feels very... ominous
what do you mean you don’t remember gandalf having a taser in lord of the rings?
someone in the chat said “big stupid sleeping thing is what my parents called me in high school”
i think i’m blacking out what’s going on i don’t remember the past two hours
ah yes. voldemort and snape having a talk show together sounds exactly like something J.K. Rowling would make a spinoff book or show or porno of
can we just talk about how much shit chris has been doing this year? what a guy. what a dude
“coldy with voldy” actually means getting knocked the fuck out cold because you only got three hours of sleep last night and you don’t want to miss chef mike and lindsay cooking
this snape poem is summarized by one phrase: “that was terrible sit the fuck down” (sorry chris)
“let’s destroy a weasley” enter chad
fucking called it
“you smell poor” i need a caffeine drip
heh the wheel spins are at 69 heh nice
i’m a grown ass woman
welcome to a section called: we torture chad for your entertainment
“who wants us to kill weasley?” *massive cheers from the audience*
“wait weasley step away from the wideshot so i can masturbate to this later”
“i’m not gonna rub my eye mom”
oh they’re really gonna kill chad on stream huh
i felt that chest slap in my soul
i think i felt my own ribs crack
oh fucking
tumblr deleted my thoughts on the fanfic section
alright. fine. brief summary: my teeth are burning
my mom lindsay is on next and i’m so excited but i’m nearing the point of loopiness so things will go downhill dramatically from here
this is my fucking fourth extra life, you would think i’d be smart enough to sleep the night before
LINDSAY LINDSAY LINDSAY THAT’S MY MOM
JEREMY JEREMY JERE- wait a second... did jeremy get taller
oH CHEF MIKE CHEF MIKE CHEF MIKE
i hope Xavier comes back next year because he’s funny as fuck
m y a t t
oh god the mcdonald’s shade i’m rolling
lindsay “who’s the chef here” jones
chef mike mentioned mayo and i involuntarily gagged
chef mike clowning the big mac. i’m crying
he made the right choice with ryan bc i’ve seen his cooking stream(s) and it’s nothing if not great content
i heARD A MICHAEL JONES
“lindsay you haven’t done anything but warm up cookies so far” “yeah and?? you’re welcome”
you know that classic snack. slightly warm oreos
JEREMY THE LIQUOR GOBLIN DOOLEY IS BACK
oh god him screeching across set is making me cry laughing
why does it remind me of trevor’s voice cracks in the one minecraft ep where they’re singing the lion king
the biggest spoon for the smallest shot glass
i just realized we’re not even halfway through yet and i’m scared for the length of this list i’m gonna end up falling asleep involuntarily at some point
lindsay no your teeth are going to errode from that shot in your mouth
well timed leet donation #1829495
this gorden ramsey bit is so fucking good
jack: what do you think of the arugala? matt: i don’t even know what you said
iT’s NoT jUsT tWo CoOkIeS miCHeAL
jeremy and michael just chillin amidst the choas is exactly my demeanor at any party i’ve ever been to
lindsay scores: ryan = 7 because diet coke, matt = still eating lindsay’s meal so it’s a 10, xavier = also still eating it so it’s an 8. total: 25
“deep fry everything but a remote control”
chef mike scores: ryan = 9 for no death, matt = greens are present, words were said, score is 8. xavier = Gourmet Mcdonald’s, food is edible, score is 8. total: 25
oh fuck it’s a tie
now they fight to the death. death = doing as many shots as possible
i think we’re all going to need liver transplants after tonight
no jesus please don’t vomit oh goD oh fUc k please- oh thank god
okay i’m making a part two this is too much
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somesassnsugar · 2 years ago
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Coming out of my shell
I’m finding myself.
Is the corporate life for me? Let me find out. If not, what’s another possibility for me. There’s no lack of ways to make money if I really wanted to.
Over the years, I’ve accumulated many skills - to help pple around me, to cope with any challenge I might have. A reaction to how helpless I’ve observed my father being. Basically a bum, deadbeat. A reaction to my anger at my life circumstances and my own helplessness at being unable to change my father. Yet, his influence on how I view the world and make decisions are there.
As a result of my anger - I’ve learnt to do loads of things LOL. I’ve learnt how adaptable I am, how wise, capable, resilient I am. I’m pragmatic & can make the most of whatever situation I’m in.
Accounting - tried to “prove it to them” Nah - that just made me unhappy. I wasn’t aligned with myself. I didn’t fit in with pple who like numbers
I’m actually stepping into my mum’s vision for me - working for the G (after rejecting it since secondary sch). I didn’t want to be like her, trapped in the same job, the same marriage to a lousy husband with no recourse, not exploring what’ out there in the world, not going for better opportunities or a better man (than my father).
I just hope I don’t be like them in my marriage next time. Do address issues and assert boundaries.
You can question if the status quo is good enough - and ask for better.
Being stuck in a bad situation was what I scoffed at.
But it also made me afraid to put down roots & commit to one thing. But in the last few years I’ve proven I CAN commit to a goal if I put my mind to it. To other pple it’s strange - why earn a ACCA, only to leave accounting after 3 yrs of post-graduation experience?
Eh, the education was for me. I felt like I’ve learnt what I wanted and it’s time to move on (I’m a scanner!). The last few years proved that i can commit to a decision when I want to. And I’m reaching a stage of my life where I finally DO want to out down some roots & build upwards.
But I’m doing my mum’s vision in my own way. Like my own spin on the conventional wisdom - work for the G, you’ll nv have to worry abt recession, you’ll have a job for life. I’ll set up my lifestyle so I can play in the way that I want.
Trying to get employment for my natural strengths & talents as a INFP.
I rem feeling fragile starting the bootcamp, I had no full time job for 9 mths, no desire to create, worried abt financial security, the gov job I applied for had just gotten back to me after a 2-month wait. I didn’t know how the interview process would go, and when or if I’d be dropped from the interview process. My future was uncertain, I’d officially crossed into my mid-thirties without a safe ground to land.
I do remember how fragile/ashamed/poorly i felt abt myself going into that first mentoring session with the Generation mentor. Embarrassed that I was mid-thirties, jobless and need guidance from someone younger. Thankful for her encouragement, time and effort that she poured into me.
To be able to be in this position now, converted to full-time employment by a tech consulting company (not the best in the industry, but still) and have another job lined up in 2 mths’ time - it’s a good place to be. This is the best outcome I could have had, given how uncertain things were 9 mths ago in Sep 2021.
I didn’t realise how much I’ve grown till now. The job & colleagues helped make me more confident about my voice, and articulating my needs, my views. In spite of my anxiety. I had my first salary negotiation. I could talk to strangers in meetings. I tried striking up a convo with my eyecandy at work - and it didn’t turn out so bad! He was qt friendly after all! (last time I would’ve been too nervous. Last time I’d have chosen someone out of my league)
I’m coming out of my shell.
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Afterword: No matter what you do, make sure the shoe fits. Make sure it feels good to ME.
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gaybluesargent · 8 years ago
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Please provide me with every detail about these beautiful raven girls. i've got a notepad to fill with ink and nowhere to be in the morning...
this is very very late, so that morning has passed, but hopefully you still have some room in that notepad! just a note that all my raven girl headcanons are trans girl headcanons! & for the sake of my raven girls aus, aglionby is co-ed!(also, /tagged/all-your-favs-are-trans-girls!)
gansey:
generally Proficient at preforming femininity - looking and acting in ways everybody traditionally expects from a girl - but only really feels the need to be read as very Traditionally Feminine when she’s around her family
has very little physical dysphoria (she doesn’t rly want hormones or surgery) but her social dysphoria can get rly bad & lead to panic attacks if she doesn’t pass well enough in public
but with her friends, it’s not typically too bad!
i think she probably came out when she was like 14 or 15? she started transitioning when she was off traveling by herself!
so her family was kind of Shocked and gansey still. Has Trouble with that sometimes. but they’re not outright terrible about it. just. not rly Good either. 
she’s got shoulder-length hair in a clean-cut bob (that gets a little curly in humidity), but she puts it up into a ponytail or a hat as much as possible because she doesn’t like the way hair feels on her neck 
(it’s reminiscent of hornets)
post-trk she definitely chops her hair off and gets a rly cute pixie :’)
is Skilled at makeup and uses it to hide all the evidence of sleepless nights
paints her nails religiously because she finds the act of painting them very calming and likes the way it feels!
often paints them orange to match the camaro, even though helen tried to tell her that it looks a little juvenile to have bright orange nails
daily wardrobe (polo shirts, khaki pants, boat shoes) is virtually unchanged tbh… geek… i love her….
and for formal occasions, helen lets gansey borrow from her wardrobe if she wants!
(ps! more trans girl gansey content here!)
i looked all over for the post cuz i think i stole this idea from someone else so link me if u know it, but someday gansey marries blue and legally changes her name to Gansey Sargent :’)
ronan:
butch! trans! lesbian! ronan! niall! lynch!!
(she loves her full name because her parents gave it to her and she doesn’t plan on ever changing it)
came out when she was 15, and once niall was killed, she started physically and socially transitioning All At Once
still has her head shaved. im in love with her. 
has and will punch a bigot without hesitation
she has 100 earrings in each ear and wears lots of rings
paints her nails to pick it all off the next day
when gansey’s extra anxious, she paints ronan’s nails for her, and it’s Soft :’)
her wardrobe is 100% unchanged from canon - rich tired punk farmer - and she looks gr8
she generally can’t walk in heels at all but she’s got this one pair of heeled boots that make her absurdly tall and she Loves It!
makeup skills are limited to making her look as Pissed Off as possible (meaning middle-school emo raccoon eyeliner and black lipstick probably)
typically not super dysphoric unless verbally misgendered
& isn’t rly comfortable with how deep her voice is but also isn’t willing to try to talk higher because she thinks she sounds silly, so she stays quiet a lot around new people
dreams up some fuckin miracle hormones for everyone and it’s Wonderful!
adam:
came out & transitioned later than everybody else because she wouldn’t even Consider her gender while she was still living with her parents
tbh gender probably plays into the whole Feeling Unknowable even to herself thing
but all her friends are trans as heck so she’s got a rly solid support system to help her once she starts to figure it out!
is rly reluctant to publicly transition because she’s worried abt how it might affect her future - being a trans girl makes life so much harder than just staying a cis boy - but, over time, she starts to make peace with it and realizes that Being Herself is worth the risk!
she fiddles with gender rly subtly at first: not really changing the style of clothes she wears, but buying t-shirts from the girl’s section instead of the boy’s section… growing her bangs out but keeping the rest of her hair short… wearing lip gloss… 
and these little changes help her comfort immensely, and eventually lead to more obvious changes in presentation!
tbh she probably comes out as A Girl first and then realizes she’s actually maybe a demigirl/a nb girl/something like that because being feminine feels Way Better than being masculine, but being A Girl doesn’t feel totally right either
and ronan helps with this, both as a role model for Not Giving A Fuck and also as a butch girl who shows adam that gender and gender expression don’t have to always align perfectly!
every now and then, adam puts on a skirt, and everyone in a 5 mile radius falls in love because she looks Damn Good!
especially with knee socks? like! shit!!!
noah:
noah is a ghost! you think ghosts care about gender? nope! noah’s agender or genderfluid in every universe and thems the facts 🙏🏻
but when noah was alive… he had some Gender Stuff
like, nothing as concrete as actively identifying as something other than a boy, but i think he definitely dabbled in gender presentation as a “haha jokes isn’t it funny” but secretly and quietly because it Felt Right
like… he definitely stole adele’s skirts a few times and his friends were like “czerny r u gay!” and he’s like “haha” but it was definitely actually subtle Gender Feelings that he didn’t have the vocabulary to express
anyway! once he’s dead he has no body and his presentation as Ghost Illusion can change with his comfort
so some days, he manifests looking more femme, and his friends know when to switch up pronouns and make him feel better!
similarly, he can read everybody’s mind, so he always knows what to say and how to comfort his friends when they’re feeling down about anything, including gender stuff!
henry: 
stylizes her name to ‘henri’ to be a little more femme!
Fashion Icon! 
she’s inexplicably stylish. like. the outfits she puts together are Ridiculous and no one in their right mind would wear them and they look Amazing?
sometimes more femme, sometimes comfy being a little more butch, sometimes splicing styles completely! There Are No Rules!
also her Hair. legendary. she grows it out and does all kinds of things to it. she’s known for her elaborate braids. :’)
makeup took the longest to master but now she’s great at it and helps the rest of the girls do their makeup too cuz she’s easily the best at it!
absolutely unapologetic? henri “kiss my trans ass” cheng. henri “down with cis” cheng. 
once henri is fully integrated into the group and gets access to the Dream Hormones, she’s like “!!! idk why my mom is wasting time trading magical artifacts when we could just sell this shit! we’d be set for life and it’d be a great cause!!”
blue:
let’s make her a trans girl too cuz why not!
when maura was pregnant and they found out blue was a boy, calla and persephone were like ‘…sounds fake but okay’
so when blue gravitated toward femme stuff and insisted she was a girl from a young age, they were all like ‘ah that makes more sense!’
there wasn’t a lot of money around 300 fox way for hormones and stuff, but there’s lots of love to go around and they always make sure blue is supported and as comfortable as possible!
blue gets into sewing and making her own clothes during middle school, once puberty starts to wreak havoc on her ability to seamlessly shop in the girl’s department! 
this is a skill that she shares with the rest of the girls once she meets them – she helps them tailor and tweak all their clothes to fit more comfortably!!
she and henry become Fashion Buddies and they make outfits for each other all the time!
300 fox way is kind of a sanctuary for all the girls – surrounded by women who easily and immediately accept them as women too, surrounded by the magic they’re all so in love with… maura, calla, and persephone are their adoptive moms! they have sleepovers at blue’s all the time, individually when they’re having bad days and group sleepovers for fun!! 
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