#now I’ve gotten an hEDS diagnosis from my GP and I’m scared that now I’m seeing a professional they’re going to take it away
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I have my rheumatology appointment on Monday and I’m getting all paranoid again that the doctor is going to take my diagnosis away and that I’ve secretly been faking my chronic pain for the last 10 years. Something completely possible to do and normal to worry about
#personal#I got worried about this a couple years ago when I was actually referred to rheumatology in the first place#but back then it was more ‘what if I was wrong and I have to tell everyone I was wrong after being so sure?’#now I’ve gotten an hEDS diagnosis from my GP and I’m scared that now I’m seeing a professional they’re going to take it away#I’m on the waiting list for physical therapy too which I really need because I’m too scared to do most exercises#because they pretty much all hurt me and I need to get help figuring out what’s safe for me to do and what’ll help me build up my joints#so they don’t fucking crumble in the next 10 years
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