#nothing in detail or too serious obv but still just incasies o7

[miraiq]

apologies for the extremely low activity lately

granted ive stated im slow and can randomly vanish in my rules as a forewarning ( and left a "sporadic activity status" on the pinned-- ) , but i still feel bad when it happens

insomnia has been kicking my ass for the last several weeks, depression has been doing a fun little super high - super low rollercoaster; and i have an rp group that is taking priority/most of my time

and what little time i do have is being spent having to manage my health-insurance to keep it active, college fees, general doctor visits, needing to get my cat taken to the vet because she has been puking at least once a week for a month, and stress of family ( as 6 of us still live under one roof [ parents, brother his wife and kid, and myself] )

it's been a lot, and forcing myself to sit down and focus has been rather difficult, and im also not one to push something if im not feeling it because i dont want to give a half-assed reply just for the sake of replying.

though i have been a tad bit more active via dan heng ( @/ dastodia ) but even then it's still not a lot/has mostly been small things like hc posts or small silly crack posting

anyways... just wanted to just give a small explanation to my disappearance- and i always welcome those who don't want to wait long periods of time for responses that unfollowing me/no longer being mutuals is totally understandable and i will not take it personally