#nothing gets ye olde suicidal ideation going like the reminder that im a burden emotionally AND financially
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#sui ment#beeep#nothing gets ye olde suicidal ideation going like the reminder that im a burden emotionally AND financially#if i die NOW it will save my family money and that will be good for everyone#if i keep living ill just be expensive and inconvenient until i die#do you ever feel like a horrible person for not killing urself cus um teehee. giggle.#and my therapist is on vacation so i cannot be like. hey. we um forgot to do coping mechanisms for when the future looks miserable and doom#and every way to get anything better is rejecting you and also expensive#because im increasing the number of daily Um No You Arent Cool Enough To Leech Money From and thaaat was#already getting to me so bad when it was bad news every few days !#so um basically im doing not good and im about to get worse. so now. i shall reblog things to hide this so#that its buried and people get used to scrolling past my posts really fast unless theyre actually investeddddd B)
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