#notfeelingokay

[humanbutnotquite]

another human being have gone astray and went here. the human being's being pessimistic about it's birthday tomorrow. Any tips???

[moimoirosa-blog]

if you’re not okay just listen to i’m not okay on repeat for ten hours and you’ll be okay (i promise)

[kaychuuxx]

Genuinly fed up of fucking everything up, feeling like I'm an issue or I'm not doing things right. I'm annoyed with myself for not being the daughter, the friend, the fiancee and mother that I should be. I feel awful, like I'm failing everyone that loves me. It feels awful. I have my good days and I have my bad days... And then I have my super fucking awful days. I'm not sure what is wrong with me... I'm not blaming mental health And I'm not blaming anyone around me at all. I'm just not feeling okay and 100% not feeling like myself. 😞 #scene #scenekid #scenequeen #scenegirl #scenekid #piercings #blue #sharkbites #eyeliner #bluehair #blueeyes #filter #snapchat #notsurewhatswrong #notfeelingmyself #notfeelingokay #miserable #gooddaysandbaddays https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo7zN4jghQt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ryq5sp6qflyd

[yuushiawase]

Today I woke up and couldn't get myself up. I just wanted to hide in a corner and not see anybody, but there's nowhere to hide. I want to disappear, or vanish, or turn into bubbles and dive into the ocean whatsoever.

Honesty is brutal. Honesty kills. I feel like shit whenever I'm honest with myself and kills someone with it. And I can't hide it, I always have a need to talk about this, about what's in my head, with a sheer hope that someone will stay despite knowing all that. But it drags people down with me, and I can't help but pushing them further from me.

And I cried a lot. For why God knows. I don't know. I did because I had to let it out. To feel miserable. To qualify my notfeelingokay.

Afterwards, I feel sorry, I feel bad, I feel unsure and I feel regret. But then it hits me what an addict I am. There's no rehab for this shit, or else I would be in one for the rest of my life. I always don't believe nor like people who act poorly and then brush it all off with sorrys, yet here I am being anything but better than them. Such a hypocrite.

Well, I washed my face and decided to go to work instead of being an emo bitch, because I'm tired of that shit.

[lord-jackington]

And here was me thinking it was gone for good... 😰

[jurib]

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[persephoman]

This week has been super lame

So, I don't mean to complain, but this week has been really shitty. The depression is still there, not as bad I guess. Anxiety has been hating me and my body doesn't like the meds. So I've been sick and exhausted all week. And I really need a hug, because I have just had a really draining week. And lately, I've felt unwanted. 

[strokeofpureserendipity-blog]

I feel like I'm getting fatter while everyone around me is getting thinner.