#notchoosingisachoice

[aokijo]

人性化。没有滤镜。没有化妆。只是有点在装可爱。其实，就是这样的我，你可以接受吗？ 无需再去武装自己。我觉得这这样很舒服。 No filter. More humanized. Less concealing. Real. This is how I am like, can you accept it? I don’t want to dress to be impressed. I’m comfortable this way. Christmas is here and this is my gift to myself. Free myself. Long long time ago, I have a friend, she has a very weird perception of me, I never put too much thought into until I realized it recently it was because I behaved a certain way therefore I’m of a certain type of people to her. Honestly, it hurts but I should understand where she is coming from and I should ensures her by talking to her in a constructive way rather than hide away. All I wanted is to be loved and accepted, yet all got to do is to just accept myself and voice out my desire rather than fighting it. Nevertheless, fast forward to my post covid recovery and while tasting good food with my friends, I really am thankful to hear everyone is doing great, some are even got engaged or pregnant in the midst of my recovery. My niece has grown up so much and everything is moving so fast. I do felt time is moving faster than me. However, I do think, this is life. It doesn’t wait, you either chase after it or simply just go with the flow. I don’t want to fight the flow anymore, it’s a better life that way. Learning, watching and observing, don’t push yourself into distortion, instead embrace the lesson to be learned. #life #theflowoflife #notchoosingisachoice #acceptance #merrychristmas2022 #christmas (at Bandar Seri Begawan, Brunei) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cmj7M9rB_YL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[kentoro]

The best is yet to come... #keepsmiling #keepdreaming #nyc #mta #gotham #whatdoyoudesire #thepowerofchoice #notchoosingisachoice #dontbelievemejustwatch (at New City, New York)