#not writing u personally 'cause u don't do others that favor either

[fantastic-mr-corvid]

10, 19, 28, 47 for anyone u want???

Ooh tyy<33 from this ask game. jjba oc brained bc i always am<3

19, It's raining, did either of your OCs bring an umbrella? If so, who, and do they share it?

Elena doesnt buy dresses that could be ruined with a little rain but none the less she carries one around, she often travels and doesn't always have time to acquaint herself with the local weather patterns. She will share it with Muro but she will make jokes about how tall he is and refuse to hand over the umbrella so he doesn't have to hunch over to fit under it.

Conficcare is very practical so of course brings an umbrella with him. and of course he refuses to share it with Tesoro or Muro [he will with his fav co-workers tho, or Rametta]

28, Are they affectionate in public? Is it too much?

I've heard people talk about how its obvious if two people have dated before because they are physically close and have an ease of affection with each other, and that 100% applies to Muro & Elena. They weren't very affectionate in public as teens but as adults they subconsciously act quite affectionate before realizing and feeling awkward

Muro & Conficcare, if not angsting over their relationship, have zero personal space or boundaries which means if they are relaxed in public they will act very close and affectionate.

It seems like if Tesoro doesn't have physical contact with someone he will die- hes always got an arm on someones shoulder, letting them lean on him, ect... he keeps it aligned with their public personas around other people but that doesnt stop most of it.

10, How do they make up after a fight?

... they don't lol. stubborn arseholes the lot of them.

Muro & Tesoro each sleep on the sofa after they fight with Conficcare, but if it got nasty Tesoro has to sleep elsewhere and if iit got real nasty Conficcare is staying at his flat and approaching him there ends badly [You have to be invited and if you so much as linger walking past he will get pissed off]

To make up Muro usually apologizes and cooks Conficcares favorites and gives him space. Tesoro can rarely honestly apologize for whatever caused the fight so he very much goes for the space option. Conficcare will never apologize to Tesoro but he might to Muro, usually through being physically close and if Muros lucky he can hear Conficcares whispered apology.

if Muro & Tesoro fight then shits bad bc Muro is usually just disappointed and rolls with his shit, but they 'spar' by essentially letting the other person beat them up. I never said it was healthy making up. Its usually Tesoro getting beaten up and its a way of not verbally apologizing [bc he would be lying 99% of the time] but acknowledging his fault by not fighting back.

47, Who made the first move?

i plan to write something for it but Conficcare ambushed Tesoro walking back from school one day and told him they were now together and laid out the benefits for both of them. In terms of actual romantic moves, Tesoro favored his life and just slowly started doing small romantic gestures till Conficcare got comfortable with them and then he would do slightly more. Many comparisons to befriending a stray cat can be made. Probably in your own head for safety's sake...

Conficcare also made the first move in his and Celias friendship, helping her out in classes [lets just pretend a Vetro and a D'Oro would be sat next to each other in most classes]

Celia pined over Elena for years but Elena made the first actual move and they had a bit of a whirlwind teen romance after that [less cute than it sounds bc it mostly consisted of desperately cling to each other as everything went to shit around them]

[aberrational]

more ☕ questions!! (hope u feel better soon! <3) 9. what’s your favorite way to relax or unwind? and 13. are you a morning person or a night owl?

Spill the Tea ☕

9. What’s your favorite way to relax or unwind?

The Perfect Person laughs through his nose, amused at though clearly dismissive of the thought. "Relaxing," he drawls as if to feel just how the world tumbled through and out of his mouth, "I don't do none of that," it waves its paw out, shaking its head once. "Which isn't, like-- 'Oh, I'm such an important busy body, to calm down is so unbecoming, I'm dedicated and passionate', but instead that I can't, in the literal sense," it breathes in deeply a moment, closing its eye as it exhales before continuing, spending the lull trying to collect its thoughts. "Understand that relaxing or unwinding necessitates a lack of action, and that my main shtick is that I do not exist if there is no action. Picture this; I try to sit down like a regular person, I turn on the TV to some placid channel that won't distress me like saltine crackers to an upset stomach, and maybe I make myself tea and nurse it for the next hour, warming myself on the inside just as my outside as I lounge in a ray of sunshine. Lovely image, but who cares? Like, what would be written about it? Just that, that I sit and stare at something I can't see and drink something I can't taste and bathe in an experience I can't feel." It raises its paws up. "My ability to process chemicals and hormones themselves, such as adrenal or the lack thereof, is up for debate as well. I mean, when I say I can't feel anything, that's not really humanistic denial-- it could be literal." It pauses, its arms dropping down. "But I don't know, really. I actually don't know." It looks aside. "When my husband was alive, every so often I'd teleport us to some new wonderful location. Like, landmarks on Earth, and I'd have us booked in the best hotels in the country, with all the fix-ins and amenities either of us would want. But really, it was mostly for him. Alone, it'd be nothing more than a bullet-point summary in the vast expanse of my life-- but then, I was just happy for him." It sets its paws on its hips roughly, smiling now. "But look where that got me! Or, got him! Dead as a door nail, haha! Should've been more interesting- interesting like me! Interesting, like someone who never wastes words rotting in their lounge chair, meditating on problems that aren't real!"

The Perfect Person loves idle company with those that it favors, and it is unfathomably obsessed with seeing the people it cares for content, and so ideally to calm down it would lavish its darlings in gifts and experiences to see them smile. The danger, of course, comes that mundane, slice of life action often becomes so boring that it cannot be written about and that its family would then be thrown into obscurity-- who's tapping in every day to write 'they stand in the kitchen talking about the weather' for the 29th day in a row? Which could be expanded outwards to any other luxury if repeated enough times. In this way, the Perfect Person has actually developed some sort of sick attachment to conflict cycles. At times, it prefers people who are problematic and will cause a new interesting weekly drama, if only so it could then go through the repetitious actions of fixing it and soothing them after the fact. You get a lot more mileage out of fantastical hurt/comfort rather than slice of life. Another way it likes to calm down is by harming others who it feels deserve it, and who it feels would be easy pickings. It is, as defined by some, a good person in the sense that it appropriately punishes bad people, which must be a net good. Of course, it casts this net wide, labeling those who have harmful ideology or harm themselves as evil people who must be beaten out of their philosophy. This is harder for it to indulge in, given evil people who are easy to bother aren't easy for it to get at. It remains endlessly terrified of the type of evil people who laugh when you tug their entrails out of their torso, or who would shake off the visage of all that haunts them bearing down upon them in a single tangible moment seeming to span dozens of years, and its actually extremely squeamish towards innocents being harmed if its not in an impulsive, manic mood.

13. Are you a morning person or a night owl?

"Neither..?" The Perfect Person contemplates the question, humming to himself. "Understand this, as mentioned above-- I do not actually parse fictional stimuli. I can't see the scarlet sunsets or starry nights, cool dewy mornings where everything seems painted impossible soft nor darkness outlined in blue and silver topped with glittering spotlights trapped above the clouds. I know what they must look like, I can say the words, I can... Sort of imagine how they come out, pixel by pixel-- I don't see images in my head very well when I think of them," it tilts its head, tsking through the corner of its mouth. "But that's a bit reductive, to boil the question down to just the looks, but I mean... I wouldn't be able to tell in any interaction whether it's morning or midnight unless it was relevant, and my perception is muddled anyways by real, tangible, non fictionalized reality. It's midnight right now, as I stand in broad daylight in cities I can't comprehend. I'm never, like... awake at my preferred time. I'm just awake whenever it's narratively important, or when my writer's awake." It shrugs. "By virtue of that, I'm a night owl. Writing happens best before sleep. I'm, effectively, a very conscious sleep aid."

The Perfect Person loves all of the rituals or mornings, especially when within a family setting. Feeling like he's setting up his loved ones for success by the day satisfies him, but he hasn't experienced this in several years at this point. Regardless, it prioritizes what needs to be done or what is expected of it over what it would like on an individual level.

[findaqueenwithoutaking]

I'm really not trying to start anything but... @filthforfriends​ For a start why did u say "There’s a part of me that doesn’t want to speculate on things an artist has chosen to keep quiet." but then still proceeded to do so? You said this for a reason.

1. None of your business. NEITHER is it your right to speculate just because people are famos or have money. They're still people and deserve privacy (autism might be a really private thing to them as it is for others). Goes for disorders, neurotypes, relationships, gender, physical health, mental health, whatever they do in their freetime & don't share, sexuality, religion. The person isn't part of the conversation, neither do you know if this person wants to be. 

2. It doesn't matter how positive you think it is or how much you think someone "looks" autistic or "like you". Everyone has opinions on other people and we all want to see ourselves in people but there's a difference in saying "Look, I do this too" and "Look, I do this too and I think it is 'cause he might is autistic/other".

3. I assume you didn’t think about it because we all think different and are taking pride in it but it can affect their relationships, how they see themselves - it could be good but it also could go terribly wrong -, their career, how others see them. There's always - as Twitter & some gossip magazines showed - a chance that they see it, that people they know see it or that it ends up in a magazine speculating in their own way, you can't complain about it then because you're essentially doing the same even when you think you did something good. It can lead to people asking questions they might don't want to answer - speculation will get them questions like this in the first place. You don't think about the fact that industries are ableist - different conversation. Hounding is a thing as well. You're not doing it, but for someone who doesn't know you and just assumes it could look like an invitation to do. 

(I assume that most of you never had contact or are friends with a person that is famous in one capacity or the other. I can guarantee you, you can't imagine what these people go through because of speculating and what people in their close proximity go through because of it as well because even if you think you can, it's not enough)

4. Maybe you’re right but that there's reason that it isn't public (none of your business, doesn't matter), people could start to mask more to hide it better after reading something like this instead of finding comfort because they probably are different than you. 

5. It's not the neurodivergence: It's unhelpful in general to speculate about someones neurotype. I'm also not calling Damiano allistic or theorize about it because I don't know that either and that could be damaging as well because I know nothing about them. Just because he "looks" like it for some people doesn't mean anything.

6. As much as they show of themselves, they're in the end really private people and always have been. People have different boundaries. Some of you're probably not old enough to remember the whole "controversy" involving Lionel Messi who as far as I'm aware still didn't say anything regarding it but because of the speculating and theorizing has to live with things like this even years after the initial speculating. Just because he didn't say he isn't okay with it, doesn't mean you should do it. People being ableist is not on you, but maybe bringing ableist people onto someone without even wanting it is.

7. It can easily look like autism has a certain "look" and that all people with autism have the same mannerisms which isn't true. I assume that you all know this but that people can easily assume this is what's being meant when people say things like this. Even if you mean good which I assume you do, it can still easily look like steorotyping people which I assume you don't want to do.

This sexualizing post was uncalled for as well or the people in the notes laughing and I assume most liking it as well. What a joke, wish I could still be giggling writing this about it all but no can’t. It was also uncalled for 'cause it came from you, the person with the peg me header. I don't think I have to remind you of all this because whatever the flying fuck duck all this is, it looks weird. If you feel like this is something you don't want to see them don't tag something that looks like you're literally masturbating to Thomas's covid swab because he "looked like enjoying it" to you. 

"#because I never tag my discourse" Some discourse you tagged. I initially blocked u a few weeks ago because of your continued rat talk. Some reblogging tagging it with discourse should have told you this much but I'll assume that you didn't see it and didn't see that this is discourse yourself. If you're so worried about Thomas seeing this why are you tagging your posts?🤔

Marta post isn't even discourse, it's gossip and it's damage to reputation ‘cause you’re putting a theory that could have real damage to her and her career out without any proof. I assume you didn't see it as such. Damiano and G posted about their relationship before eurovision and if I would be u I would delete this post. Why do you have different standards for G and for the band? You tagged your Gio has to be responsible post but not the band one? Do you have higher standards for her?

Another problem with this is that you and other people put words into people's mouths they didn't say and having a conversation without you assuming things from the start would have helped. I assume you assumed that these people mean this as a personal attack on autism, something that is really personal to you. If you respect some of them so much, you should definitely have a look how their names or url's are written, when you already have to say such a thing. You also shouldn't make it look like the person you respect so much did something they never did, sexualizing Ethan for example or that they try to silence everything around this discussion or that autism is a “dirty” word which they never said or wanted. Maybe not even all of them have the neurotype you assume they have. You also shouldn't assume things about Adhd either. Almost all professionals, health care providers, charities and actual people with Adhd don't call it a "mental illness" and it's mostly refered to as neurodevelepment disorder. Neither is it routed in trauma, at least this is what we know now. Some people even did the research for you already, you might want to have a look and also take it from several people who have Adhd that what you said also comes off as deeply offensive. I assume you didn't know any better instead of saying that your problem with Adhd is ableism and that you just don't understand because I’ll assume you don't have Adhd from seeing your blog. Saying someone seems like they have Adhd doesn’t speak to anything but that btw. Neither do they think it's offensive, neither do they think they're ill. You should look into it more before someone really wants to get you wrong on this and just assumes. Nitpicking words also works for other people.

https://chadd.org/about-adhd/overview/ http://ijsshr.in/v4i12/Doc/45.pdf https://www.journalijar.com/uploads/603383e0ea55c_IJAR-34456.pdf

I'M ALSO ACTUALLY AUTISTIC. Pissed me off because it came out of this initial discussion, hurting real people like myself. This wasn't you, pointing this out! You'd like to see but you have no, absolutely no, fucking right to know shit about people or to assume anything about them just because they didn't say anything - you're already shitting on them anyways as well. Why should they share anything regarding their personal life with you if they didn't before?. This is the problem with theorizing, where do you draw the line? People with money, musicians, your neighbour, the cashier, some people on the internet you never talked too? Where is it and who are you to deceide this for others?

I don't owe you - some strangers on the internet that only know about me what I put out here - my neurotype or the information that I'm autistic. I personally don't want to have any of this in my bio or on here. Nothing against the people who do, do it but it's my personal decision and people should have respected this instead of making posts like this one because it triggered a lot of responses in me. It doesn't really feel it's just on my own terms but as you'll seem to find this so important simply for I assume your own benefit you go.

[ah-yes-paris]

beatles harmonies that cured my depression.

It is important that i discuss this. Well, not really important I just really wanted to share. This is in no particular order either it's just the ones that come to the top of my head lol. Feel free to reblog and share your own 😎

1. The "Woahoooah AHHHHH" from When I Get Home.

Not even words can describe the battery power that starts coursing through my veins when I hear this harmony. I cant even,....LIKE HELLO??? i have never heard such a blessing... Such a well-fitting triplet of voices singing a vowel thats made me feel like i can run 10 miles straight. They aren't real. The Beatles, of course. To this day I don't understand how this harmony exists in this universe. My ears melt everytime. One of my favorites, in case you couldn't tell.

2. The obvious.. "yeah yeah yeah YEAHH" from She Loves You :)

LET ME TELL YOU. oh my god let me tell yo u .. Way back when, when I was a new fan... Good lord. I was literally ascending. ASCENDING. i felt every inch of my body start to lift off the ground. Im sure im not the only one who's experienced this. I remember thinking 'how the wiggle wubble do 3 men sound so GOOD TOGETHER' IT DOES NOT ADD UP PEOPLE THE BEATLES HAVE TO BE SOME SORT OF ROBOTIC BOY BAND GROWN IN A LAB THIS ISNT POSSIBLE how do we live on the same dimensional plane that this harmony lives on..

3. "The magical mystery tour, is coming to take you away, Coming to take you away!" from Magical Mystery Tour.

...

guys. Guys you dont understand. This one line, adds, YEARS. LITERAL YEARS TO MY LIFE SPAN. At this point I am fully immortal. The "coming to take you awayyy" makes my heart POUND. i love this song so much... And this line especially... It makes me go insane. Basically the beatles are manic melody genuises that have successfully spread one of the biggest diseases in musical history. Personally, I think this line was a clear example of why.

4. "Last night I said these words to my girl", "Please pleaase me, oh yeah, like i please you...", "...With you! Oh yeah, why do you make me blue" from Please Please Me.

do i even have to say anything. Well, i dont but i will for the sake of the post. There is so much. So much. About this song that I. I cant even,,. I would choose this song over SO MANY BEATLES SONGS DUDE. not that its cause i think its better than all the others but it just holds such a special place in my heart. Its the only song thats Ever made me feel some intense wave of nostalgia for a decade i wasnt even born in. Its one of the songs that continue to make me question the beatles existance. How could something like this ever come to reality. My brain has never been so pleased in its life.

5. "Carve your number on my wall and maybe you will get a call from me" from If I Needed Someone.

The way that this song was added into my Liked playlist SO QUICKLY...... God. I love george. Hes my favorite after all. Rubber Soul as a whole makes me feel warm inside but this song and this one line just hits so much more intensely for some reason... Their voices just flow insanely well and I just DONT UNDERSTAND HOW. its like an angel choir making its way through the clouds as you see the gate to heaven start to appear. Wonderful song and mind-blowing harmony... The beat is so good too and i just explode.

6. The "ahhhhh Ahhhhh AHhhhh *inhale* AHHHhhhh AHHHHH *inhale* AHHHHHH" from Day Tripper.

HOLY JESUS CHIRST THIS SONG HAS SO MUCH TO UNPACK... There are undeniably A BUNCH of other flawless harmonies in this song but my god the beatles knew what they were doing. Thats all I'm going to say really.... But once again. Power. In my veins. A few listens to this song and you'll find yourself having the strength of 1,000 men.

7. "Oh, now", "All I want is you" from Dig a Pony.

FIRST LYRIC... ITS LITERALLY 2 WORDS AND YET IT CONTINUES TO BLOW MY MIND. Something about the "Oh" ...... Its like an arrow passing through my heart I dont even know guys. Im not lying when I say it makes me feel like im floating. It makes me feel like i can quite literally grow wings and fling myself towards the sun. Dont even get me started on "All I want is you".......it literally triples the effect. It makes me go ballistic. The song is just mindless lyrics but the harmonieeesss.....

8. "Ah girlll.... *inhaeahelrlsseeesh* Girrll...." from Girl.

no words. Like. No words. I cant even. I seriously dont need to explain this one. Im just going to drop the isolated vocals version because if you havent listened to it you are MISSING OUT... you thought the originally recorded song was the greatest cause of your heart palpitations? Well you thought WRONG.

THIS IS.

9. "I love youwoowooowoowoooo...", "ask me WHYY..", "I can't believe.. Its happened to MEeee", "i cant concieve *doo doo doo do doo* of anymore *dun dun dun* MISERY" from Ask Me Why.

GOD OK LISTEN im just gonna say this now i absolutely adore and favor the please please me album so much i dont care what anyone says ok im such a sucker for their early sappy love songs ITS SO MANY GOOD HARMONIES ESPECIALLY FROM THIS ONE. MY GOD i listen to this and i feel like im with a lover late at night and we're like at one or the others house keeping each other warm and being all romantic and happy. Specifically the part that goes "ask me whyy I say i love you.. (OOOOHHHOOOO) and im always thinking of youuhoohohoo..." LIKE COME ON PLEAEE IT MAKES ME FEEL SO WARM INSIDE AND I SMILE IN AN INSTANT GOD I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. Whenever i think im sad i go "no im not because Please Please Me." And its like all the sudden everything im sad about just poof disappears!

10. "If theres anything that you want.. IF THERES ANYTHING I CAN DOOOO" from From Me To You.

I am so in love with this song you guys i have no idea I LOVE IT SO MUCH. IT HAS THIS LITTLE SWING TO IT SPECIFICALLY BETWEEN THESE 2 LINES THAT MY BRAIN SEEKS FOR NEARLY EVERY DAY. the amount of blessing i get from this song is more than i can comprehend its literally insane i cant even. How does someone do this how did the beatles make music guys I am seriously so dumbfounded like they just sat there and wrote banger after banger like WHAT. this song makes me believe that life isnt as horrible as it seems and if im lucky enough i can just sing and dance to this song for all of eternity. There are also so many other good harmonies in this one as well...

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In conclusion the beatles have had a chokehold on me for 3 years but I mean their stupid groundbreaking songs keep drawing me back in so.... This has also made me come to the conclusion that the Beatles simply arent real because I still dont believe a band can not only write consistent hits, but also harmonize in a way that causes me to spin around while doing backflips.

Thank you for your time.

[thedancefloorsilly]

omg 300 followers??? i remember finding your account at around the 200 followers event, and holy crap you grew so fast 😫 congrats!! 🎊 you deserve it, you're so talented and your writing is AMAZING! it's a pleasure to read <3

anyways, for the event:

my romantic f/os are machi and shalnark

personality: i'm mostly introverted and super awkward around people i don't know that well, but once i get to know someone, i'm more talkative and outgoing. i would probably consider myself more book-smart rather than street smart (totally didn't forget how to use a toaster once) i like to plan things to the very last detail. i'm not rlly the biggest on pda, just something subtle. my love language is probably quality time. i also tend to tease the ppl i care about.

hobbies: i like to talk/hang out with friends. i also enjoy reading and making cookies sometimes. playing violin is also probably one of my biggest hobbies too

appearance: i'm pretty short, wear glasses, and have dark hair that's kinda long (wow i feel like i'm writing a wattpad description right now 💀)

anyways, i think that's it? i'm sorry that's so long, i didn't anticipate it being that long whoops. thanksssss and have a great day/night! <3

AH HEY!! omg THANK U SM THATS SO SWEET <33 well its great to have u here bc im always happy writing ur requests :)) the more info the better so dw!! have a good day or night too enjoy these ;D 

Event post: here

u could tell I had fun writing this cause I think this is one of the longer ones ive written my bad for the long read😩

Machi

- Due to her amazing intuition, Machi had this feeling that you and her were probably going to get along well. With that, there was something about you that made her intrigued. Even though most of your first interactions might’ve been a little awkward with your shyness (I mean who could blame you though she’s so pretty), Machi still came back to talk and learn more about you. She’s pretty happy that she still continued to talk to you, because Machi did end up noticing how you opened up more to her. Not only that, but there was a great connection between you guys!!

- You and Machi both agree that you’re both not that big when it comes to PDA. You both do like holding each other’s hands, though. Sometimes when you’re in public, she’ll shyly grab onto your hand (don’t mention it though, because she might get a little embarrassed).

- She always remembers your interests, and knowing that you love to read, sometimes Machi likes to gift you books! She’ll usually take recommendations from either Chrollo, Feitan, or Shalnark (he doesn’t read that much but he does know lots of good ones out there).

- One day you were baking cookies in the kitchen when she noticed the smell lingering in the air. “I didn’t know you were baking cookies,” she asks, to which you nod in response. After that, she then offered to help you out. (Based on my hc’s) Machi is actually a pretty good baker, but she doesn’t do it too often!!

- Now, everything seemed pretty normal at first, you and her were just following instructions perfectly, nothing too bad, right? Well once she booped you on the nose with some of the batter, that simple action was what started a whole food fight. You then responded by taking some batter on your finger, and then putting it on her nose. Well, she returned this favor by putting MORE batter on your face (you can see where this is going...). it didn’t take long until globs of cookie dough, flour, sugar, and other ingredients were being thrown in the air.

- Though the kitchen ended up looking like a total mess (and the cookies were nowhere near being done), the quick food fight ended up with you and Machi smiling exchanging lots of laughter. Sure, maybe you had to start all over again, but at least y’all had lots of fun!!! Buttt you weren’t sure how you guys were going to clean all this up...

Shalnark

- Despite being a little shy or awkward at first, this didn’t bother Shalnark from wanting to get to know you more. Sure, conversation at first was often lead by him, but he always noticed how you would actively listen and chime in here and there. Though you were a little quiet, Shalnark thought that this was so cute!! From this, he just wanted to get to know you better.

- The more you would talk to each other, the more and more you started to open up towards Shalnark. To him, it’s actually surprising at how different you were compared to when Shal first met you. He always jokes about how awkward and cute you were back then, contrasting to how extraverted you were around Shalnark now!!

- Now, Shalnark is more of a PDA type of person, so sometimes he really can’t help giving you a bunch of kisses in public. Then again, he’ll also respect this and will hold off on those random bursts of affection. At most when you’re in public, Shalnark will just hold your hand or wrap his arm around your waist or shoulder.

- Since you both love to hang out with each other, Shalnark will always ask you out on dates to new places! Most of them are a surprise because he wants you to really see your expression once he surprises you. The only information Shalnark will give are things telling you how to dress and such. 

- I can imagine Shalnark surprising you to go on a carnival date (like those ones by the boardwalk)!! He won’t tell you this before hand (since it’s a surprise of course), but the only hint he’ll give is to dress kind of comfortably (but also nice if you want). Shalnark takes you in the afternoon, and once you arrive to the place, your eyes bright up with realization!!

- The whole time there, you guys are just running around the whole place, going from game booth to game booth. As competitive as you guys are when trying to win, at one point Shalnark plans to win you one of those giant stuffed animals! He also doesn’t let those rigged games get in the way of winning that prize!! Even though it was his first game, Shalnark ended up proudly winning it for you!!

- The rest of the time there was the spent on the rides. After a while, you guys decide to go on the last ride of the night, a somewhat big wooden rollercoaster that overlooks the boardwalk and the sea. As you guys began to slowly go up the lift, you turned to notice the beautiful sunset from how long you guys have been there. Maybe admiring the orange and yellow hues from the sun made the mood much more romantic, because once you guys looked back at each other, you and Shalnark managed to swoop in a quick kiss at the peak of the rollercoaster.

- Immediately though, you guys were interrupted with the quick drop of the ride. Though unexpected, it still didn’t ruin your time because it was still so much fun!! Eventually, you and him got off the ride, still very giggly from the adrenaline. After that though, you and Shalnark then leaned in close to finish that rollercoaster kiss, a perfect end to an amazing day. 

a note from the author: you and your f/o’s are canon B)

[pastel9girlbunny000die]

Age Gap... AU

One Piece~

♡The characters are all between 27-29 unless said otherwise

♡The s/o is between 16-18

Warning: ...Kissing and Cuddles? PDA, nakedness and language.

Part 2

Exstra 😱😵🖊 {At some point I couldn't stop writing.}

Portgas D. Ace 🔥

🔥You met Ace at school during one of your art classes.

🔥He came in to do a favor for one of your teachers, to give tips on art and give you guys professional guidance and at some point he posed as a model.

🔥Yes a model !!!

🔥Soooo you kinda got to see him naked the first time you met, he was opened with all his god like built.

🔥When the class was done sketching. He caught a glimpse of your work seeing as it wasn't nearly done, so he offered to stay longer for you to finish.

🔥God damn you wish he didn't, him being there is the very reason your sketch wasn't done. It was too embarrassing to look at a naked man infront of you and sketch.

🔥Not knowing which to concentrate on?

🔥Ace saw that, and offer to help you like exstra lessons at his home maybe improve the areas you lack at.

🔥And you gladly took that offer.

🔥At some point after teaching you for half a year. You started just acting like a couple without knowing when it actually happened.

🔥Ace loves his s/o with every bit of his heart.

🔥You spend most of you free time with each other, either sketching each other or chilling playing video games or talking.

🔥Ace is a professional artist, with both a degree and diploma in practical arts, so ofcourse his art is going to so much more advanced than yours.

🔥You love staring at him while he paints.

🔥Ace loves not wearing a shirt proves he is comfortable in his own skin, he also got his s/o into wearing less clothes.

🔥With the less clothes you got use to drawing him only in boxers.

🔥And somehow you guys turned into that couple that's completely fine with walking around each other naked in his apartment alone.

🔥Ace's job is something he loves doing while having fun. Yes he does teach arts at a university.

🔥Remember your still in high school not in a college/university.. yet.

🔥Ace is a very clingy man he will hug you a lot even when his naked. He gives you a lot of pet names he's favorite is, teachers pet.

🔥He doesn't do small half ass kisses. Its either long and passionate or heavily horny make out.

🔥Ace's s/o loves the tattoos on his skin, trenching her/his fingers over his arm or back.

🔥Ace reminds you of a cowboy though to his country style and mostly the hat in his bedroom.

🔥Yes you have met his friends especially Marco, you didn't mind hanging out with them their nice people and fun.

🔥You met Ace's family the first week he started teaching you. You met his two brothers and his Father that goes by White Beard.

🔥The second White Beard met you, he told Ace to never let you go or he will beat the crab out of him

🔥Ace took it to heart and loved you even more.

🔥You never really told your parents that your dating Ace. One day you just brought him home and hanged out in your room, at some point they just assume you guys are dating and they we're all right with it.

🔥When it comes to drawing Ace, you love to draw his face the most, make it look like his freckles are stars.

🔥His black hair and freckles are the most notable features on him.

🔥Your first date, wasn't that bad except at a random part he fell asleep

🔥In the beginning when he started teaching you, you though he was just tired but it happens frequently so it made you worried.

🔥He calmed your nerves telling you he has narcolepsy and his fine, might fall asleep at random times but his okay.

🔥It made you relax, and questioned him if there's a way to stop it but he only shook his head and dropping down on you snoring as he sleep hug you.

🔥You can only ask him help with art work/homework anything related to art otherwise not he can't help, he'd be just as dumbfounded as you.

🔥He inspired you to get a tattoo of your own name in your (Body part), but he was against the idea of a random person touching so he did it himself.

🔥Accidentally spelled one letter wrong so he had to cross it out, you strated yapping at him that he did it purposely.

🔥He made it up to you by giving you another tattoo on your (Body part) that was your favorite (animal of your choice/any tattoo of your choice.)

🔥You guys never gets mistaken for relatives or family members even friends, cause Ace's is all over you, making out even sucking on your neck.

🔥But they do know you guys have an age difference but they don't know how much

🔥His already in his late twenties, and doesn't care as long as you are with him and love him for who he is rather than his age he'll love you back.

🔥You were happy afterwards.

🔥PDA *Public display of affection*

🔥He would hold your hand even kiss you.

🔥But he loves wrapping an arm around your waist having you lean against his body.

🔥Signaling others that you are taken and your his property.

🔥PDA kissing😏😳 just like I said, Ace only allows long and passionate or heavily horny make out kissing.

🔥He makes sure sexual tension rise when your with him, his happy knowing you desire him, so does he.

🔥The fire in your relationship might take a very long time to whither away.

🔥He loves you dearly.

Exstra exstra!!!

Portgas D. Shanks 🍺

🍺Unlike the others Shanks is way older. Reaching 37.

🍺But very childish and energetic.

🍺You decided to take on a part time job just to own a little side cash for yourself, you start working as a waitress/waiter at an old diner in town.

🍺One day Shanks and his friends came in after work to hang out and drink the place dry having some sort of celebration.

🍺And his glad he came along, (His friends might've made him go unwilling) but his glad one glimpse of you and he already knows what's for dinner on the menu.

🍺At first glance he didn't seem very approachable, maybe it was his appearance the three scars over his eye or maybe his big god like built

🍺But once spoken to him he passed off a kind caring and loving atmosphere his actions where so nice he even apologized for accidentally touching your hand

🍺Through out the night he shot complements and cheesey pick up lines, that made you either giggle or blush.

🍺You where kinda sad when he left. (or rather his friends dragged his black out ass out of the diner)

🍺You really wanted his number or at least his name.

🍺The next day he came in for breakfast, you were lucky to catch him, some how you talked the day over with him.

🍺So on he came in everyday, either for breakfast lunch or dinner, which pleased you very much.

🍺on some occassions you joined him, being able to enjoy the food you cooked and seeing him enjoy your cooking as well as the beer you pour for him.

🍺One evening your co worker pointed out that you must have been enjoying your dates.

🍺You were a little confused but decided to ask Shanks himself

🍺"Yeah, we've been going on dates for awhile now, why?"

🍺"u-umm?" That was your only response.

🍺You just let go, and decided to start calling yourself Shanks's girlfriend/boyfriend.

🍺He made sure you never regret it

🍺Later on you guys hanged out more outside of your part time job, and more at his house

🍺He began loving you more and more each day he's kinda a clingy guy

🍺He loves holding you in his arm and kissing you all over your face and neck.

🍺Only way he can show you how much he respects and care even loves you.

🍺He was happy that you didn't back away when you saw his missing arm.

🍺But you love how he still cable of a lot of things and doesn't need anyone's pity

🍺It makes you few him in a new light

🍺But sometimes he takes advantage of his disability and asks for your help, like putting on his shirt or drying his hair, a lot of other more minor stuff that might give you naughty thoughts.

🍺You know exactly what he's doing, but you get to enjoy it too.

🍺He can't help but laugh at you blushing at his bare skin, he loves you trying to be innocent

🍺Shanks has great friends their all lively like him and loves to drink as much as him. Whenever you come over to his place you might meet 3 or 7 of his friends enjoying a beer and BBQ.

🍺They respect Shanks very much, and is happy for him that he found someone that can deal with his childlike nature and take care of him at the same time

🍺When you are hanging out with them, they always tease Shanks and you making Shanks fall in a fit of laughter and you blush madly in his lap.

🍺School work/homework is something you can easily ask Shanks about he might not have all the answers but he knows more than he lets on.

🍺So at times you get better grades than you did before, the way he explained some things made it easier hand that you played more attention to your hot older boyfriend.

🍺But Shanks doesn't have much family left and never saw why you need to meet those his not close too.

🍺You just simply forgot to introduce him to your parents.

🍺Until it back fired, you forgetting to introduce him made the situation even more difficult.

🍺You just mindlessly invited him to a one of your family BBQ's and he cheerfully agreed.

🍺Once he came by the weekend that's when you remember that you forgot to introduce him to your parents before your family and distance relatives and family friends.

🍺You sucked it up and acted normal, which displeased Shanks since you didn't sit on his lap or kiss him much not even hugs.

🍺At first he thought you were embarrassed of him but saw you running around handing drinks and snacks to those who just use you as an little servant girl/boy, too lazy to get off their own asses and do it themselves.

🍺He also knows you have a hard time saying no, since you are a good person and very nice

🍺He decided to deal with the matter himself.

🍺Place down his beer, he grabbed your little ass that was about to hurry pass him, pulling you down onto his lap hugging you to his chest.

🍺Your tired body automatically rest on him laying your face in his neck

🍺Not a few seconds later you two started having a nice loving conversation he made you giggle at his words. Rubbing his hand in circles on your back.

🍺Making you love him more.

🍺That's when your mother/mom came by angry calling you lazy for not helping the others around.

🍺Before you could get up and back to "helping" the family, Shanks grip around your waist tighten.

🍺"Listen here, miss. I'm not a rude guy but the table is right over there, now I haven't seen (y/n) for entire week cause of my business trip. Now they can serve themselves, or can they all not walk."

🍺Your mother/mom got furious now turning to you.

🍺"Whose this?" She simply pointed at the red head

🍺"(Y/n)'s man... lover... Boyfriend. Which do you prefer miss?"

🍺"I forbid you to see him ever again."

🍺"You can't. (Y/n) is 18 an gown adult so she/he can make her/his own decisions. You have no say in the matter."

🍺Your mother/mom huffed crossing her arms stomping away. Not liking him one bit

🍺Your Dad/father couldn't help but laugh liking Shanks even more.

🍺This is the kind of guy he'd let his daughter/son marry one that can stand up to your mother/mom stupid shit.

🍺You thought that was the end but the tables quickly turned on your mother/mom.

🍺Shanks is truly the one for you.

🍺So having him meet your parents didn't go all that well especially with your mother/mom.

🍺The things you love about Shanks ofcourse his personality and body.

🍺But his red hair is what you love the most, running your fingers through the red locks makes you happy all the time. Is truly a beautiful color.

🍺Red has a range of symbolic meanings, including life, health, vigor, war, courage, anger, love and religious.

🍺You even asked if its his natural hair color and you got a yes, he even proofed with some baby pictures of himself.

🍺Which you adore the ones that his near your age.

🍺But you will always love the him who is in front of you the him you met and fell in love with.

🍺Shanks has a pretty good job, he is the owner of one of the biggest four business company in the world.

🍺Yes! That means his quite rich. Your set for life marrying him.

🍺That's where some of his friends teases him, calling him your Sugar Daddy.

🍺You have never really asked him for anything not even a penny. If you want money you make your own.

🍺A gift, you refuse any gift unless it is his love and affection that you'd gladly take.

🍺Shanks drinks alot sometime you question his liver. When his drunk his someone that anyone would like around a happy drunk, his not sad or angry, just ×10 more cheerful and clingy.

🍺PDA *Public display of affection*

🍺He wants bear hugs daily. Once your in his lap he doesn't let you out for a long time same goes for your butterfly kisses he wants them daily.

🍺He'd die without your attention.

🍺Your eyes must always meet his.

🍺PDA kissing 🍻😚~ Shanks doesn't mind cheek kisses or a make out session, he thinks it's brave of you that he won't take you then and there.

🍺At home DA *Display of affection*

🍺He loves when you leave a trail of kisses on his neck down to his lower abdomen, it happens rarely but he just loves being under your touch

🍺The little things you do for him makes him wanna keep you for himself.

***

The End.

Maybe~😏

[witchysleepingbeauty]

Hi princess! So imagine this lady who's always ALWAYS being negative abt her kids, never a kind word and only belittling, every other day, like "what did I do wrong really? What kind of kids have I raised? They're bla bla bla" with venom. And worst who doesnt acknowledge how negative + painful she is

When i try to talk to her nd ask her exactly whats the issue with 'me' or how can I help her to ease her burden as she keeps complaining how we're ungrateful or keeps comparing to other 'more acceptable in her eyes" children, she gets defensive nd won't answer properly. She says "ohhh, why don't U know that? arent u old enough to know?' and then starts ranting. when time after time ive begged her to clearly tell me, no passiv agressiveness please! it doesn't work nd i end up wondering why i even bother when im only the villain... Yes this ig is my role in her story that ive writen? confusing 😅

when I can, sometimes i try to help her even tho shes the sort who likes to stay busy so she'll find smth else to do lol, nd inside hope for her to be at least a little NOT negative today.... she either ignores or gets angrier nd goes all "hey, I didn't ask U to do that! How dare u act like u did me a favor! U think ur perfect while im just ur servant right?" when i never even intend that? i effing HATE negative reinforcement nd i feel so damn bad for her, nd shes taught me how negative reinforcement is the worst thing to use, cuz it never teaches anything only builds resentment!!

this is smth i realised that she cant be pleased, she wants to get attention what I mean is, whenever we spend time together, she is perfectly fine when we're talking abt her hobbies nd interests which tbh im NOT that interested in personally but since she likes them i like to discuss them with her nd help her out with projects. not to say "ohhh im so cool i help out with her projects look at me so kind of me! lol" its just it hurts when ur own mother doesn't even rpetend to care abt ur interests. i suspect deep down i carried this feeling of unworthiness ie if even my own mother doesn't care abt my hobbies/projects, no one will . which is why i feel so uncomfortable sharing anything personal to my rl friends cuz im so afraid theyll reject me too :(

By not caring i dont mean I expect her to listen nonstop to me. she has her own life but i mean she purposely zones out, rolls her eyes which HURT SM when i was a child, or even worst she says "im not interested" nd shuts the convo. again, at this point, idec anymore as ive learned slowly to value nd cherish my own value nd hobbies etc which is an important lesson anyway

the only thing i want is to stop her being so painfully negative LOUDLY. Yk I suspect becuz of her dwelling on whats wrong in her life, shes gotten severe numbness nd swelling in one arm? and even the doctors cant detect whats wrong! nd its hella painful nd she can't even lift it up sometimes!!!! THIS GOES ON TO SHOW HOW INNER CONSTANT NEGATIVITY CAN BE REFLECTED IN THE OUTER AKA OUR BODY!! To anyone else who cant help have negative thoughts ONLY, u gotta try to change them! Please! Bcuz my mother's pain in her arm is sometimes crazily too much! Nd this in turn, esp on days where all i hear is her gripe, its worse at night!

Anyway I was compeled to write this as a while ago i went to the kitchen for water nd from her room i heard her loudly complain nd mutter abt how her kids are "socially unacceptable" nd "dear god i pray please please don't let me rely on them in old age, i made a mistake raising them!" She's the sort whos got so many limiting beliefs that initially led to my deep unhappiness w/o knowng it was these beliefs at play eg if you dont become a certain career, youll have no security, or recently she keeps nd keeps lamenting abt not havjng 'enoufh money' (we r having kinda financial crisis due to some rlly terrible decisions by my other parent) or 'oh Im STUCK with this [bad word] family!" when she saw a movie abt someone who went on a trip nd began comparing her own life to it. She's so talented we all ask her to start an online business but she backs away nd says 'how will i ever get capital? im doomed to never have what i want' nd I myself have a bit empty wallet temporarily so i cant help her. Nyway, while im trying to fix my own beliefs, seeing her rage nd let negativity completly take over her is alarming nd worrying to me. it makes me feel negative emotions too. im not entirely confident in mastering my mind ywt. i was that overly sensitive kid at school nd i absorv her energy a lot. Those who u love the most, hurt u the most. nd i agree bcoz while im hurt by her (not that shes intentionally hurting me. THRU her im hurt), i do love her. Nd now thanks to the law ik by changing my beliefs abt things, i can change the world

My reason is i cant change her bcuz she gets hella maddened if i suggest a less negative thought. Nd she instead starts blaming me for my 'decisions in Life' which SHE would NEVERRR make oh no... -_- Nd im not saying i try to be obnoxious abt it hell no! im talking abt getting frustrated at the table talking abt smth abt a random topic, then suddenly listening to her start complaining abt e g. Some kid whos "richer" than i am heatedly! nd if i steer the convo away, nope, she keeps fuming a bit

so since i can only change myself, how the hell do i change my assumptions of her? i affirm having a great mother, happy nd open with her thriving business etc. i affirm this but i cant focus cuz doing so inevitbly makes me sad lol cuz i rmmbr how happy nd liveky she used to be before some unfortunate things in our family that started yrs ago. Which affected us all. Any advice, please? im on a mental diet hwoever the earlier incident of her complaining abt us again caused smth in me to snap. im distancing myself from her but the short times im with her there's only a strong air of disapproval, pain nd misery around her. Tbh i was like that pre-law, not knowing how destructiv my thoughts were, while she was the happy optimistic grateful one. Nd now? Im only slightly more self aware than before ie im NOT saying im able to rise in consiousness SOo much that im 'untouchable' nd buddha-like! Nor is my mom wrong bcuz she's me pushed out! its only her lvl of conciousness nd thats it. its just I don't want to cause or feel more pain or hav any excuse to curse her ,when ego sometimes takes over, anymore. im having some personal issues to take care of too, which is why this is affecting me too much. Sort of like having a weak immune system already?

I want my happy intelligent mom back. ik i got to change me... but the doing is way harder than the saying

🫀anon

Okay first of all imma say it cause I don’t think nobody else will…. Your mom is shitty…. There, I said it. She is abusive and selfish and a bad mom. No parent should ever treat their children that way and make them think they need to fix them.

Other than that yes it’s true she is your manifestation but I think it’s important to let emotions out. Be mad at her for once, stop rationalizing her bad behavior. You have the right to feel mad, angry, sad. YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID.

I know it seems impossible to keep a mental diet when you see the negative behavior you wish to change every day. I assume you live in the same house. My suggestion is to stick to your mental diet and try to interact as little with her as possible. Go out more often or stay a bit more in your room. Every time you see a behavior from her that you don’t like, and you feel like affirming doesn’t help, close your eyes and see her hugging you and telling you all sorts of beautiful, loving things you’d like to hear from her.

You should also work on your self concept. Parental issues often manifest from poor self concept. Affirmations like “I am worthy, I am loved, I am enough, I am respected, I am cherished” work amazing.