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Her name is Helga Sinclair, and she's acting on behalf of her employer who has a most intriguing proposition for you...
Are you interested?
#me personally i'm VERY interested đđȘ#but to be so fr i might become obsessed with her#she had no business being that fine#likeee#her femme fatale design her tough personality her flawless animation her voice actress's performance her-#like name something not interesting abt lieutenant helga katrina sinclair i'll wait#âłâïž#i didn't even mention the rough drafts or the stuff that exists outside the movie itself yet#call me krispy kreme the way i'm just glazing at this point đ#i am cringe but i am free đ»#disney#atlantis the lost empire#helga sinclair#fanart#my art đ€#actually this is my first art post on this janky blog đ
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star wars outlaws
#star wars outlaws#kay vess#nix#did a brief detour into this game it isn't bad! but certainly lacks in polish for core loops. tutorialization pipelines are ass also#performance - also ass. had to play quality on ps5 for it to have any clarity at all. but the open world is gorgeous#and it certainly nails the very narrow target of horse girl star wars fantasy (ripping across tatooine on a speeder with a little Guy)#nix is everything I love him. modern star wars rarely captivates me but they do know how to do lil guys real well#my photos#star wars#also-also. would be remiss not to mention. never played a game with unregulated scope creep this noticeable before. it's baffling#I KNOW people crunched on this it's in the walls in the floorboards it's everywhere. unmitigated hodge podge of mechanics and pillars#and those pillars are often unbalanced between each other. storytelling payloads are an issue too. there's pre-rendered in-engine cutscenes#real-time in-engine cutscenes. and digic-produced full CG cutscenes. and their placement and prioritization feels insane and inscrutable#like three different teams were working on the game at the same time and never in congress or coordination#it also suffers from the open world 4th and 5th priority narrative payload issues - many secondary and sometimes even primary questgiving#and expository dialogues are in-game zoomed camera lipsync exchanges. or flavor text#on the other hand - surprisingly deft mission design itself? side quests reward either cosmetics or actual unlockable deployable skills#it has fleeting genes of a metroidvania spread across a wide open world in that sense. but only fleeting. the rep system is a smokescreen#and progression in general has a very open and unsatisfying end to it. this game needed less scope and maybe no space stuff at all#the resulting resource allocation adjustment would truly make for a captivating open world adventure. as it stands it feels like#a product of overworked people misusing mismanaged budgets and managing to sprinkle some love into it regardless#games should never be good on the merit of their perceivable seasoning of overwork and passion. that really only bakes a sadness cake
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Oh! I nearly forgot, but can I ask the significance of this panel?
It comes directly after Dee explains that he canât come and see her from the future whenever he wants. (Which is one of my favorite moments where Deeâs true eldritch horror leaks in to the story), so I assume itâs⊠sort of a metaphor? How Emily finds herself at the foot of something she realizes is much, much bigger than she contemplated before?
(Also, I just wanted to compliment you for this panel)
(The first time I saw it, I imagined Dee was showing her this on purpose, time traveling from sometime the same day to really show her what it would be like. An object lesson.
The second time I saw it, I started to wonder
Because Dee himself doesnât really look aware of what is going on behind him.
And maybe, just maybe, this one moment in time has become the only moment that Dee allows himself to come back to to see Emily, the one moment where he can get lost in the crowd with every other time he came back to look. The one moment where heâs explaining why he canât come back.
Just⊠Makes me sad, and I wanted to say thank you for that too, because I love these characters and the story they tell, the sweet and bitter.)
Oh!!!
(Quick test of my ability to find which chapter stuff happens in)
I love your reading of that Uluru panel!! I think I probably didnât intend anything that deep with it; these time skip montage style chapters are pretty choppy and Iâm usually trying to figure out a way to touch on all these brief scenes or moments that I donât want to spend a whole chapter on for whatever reason, and arrange them in a way where the cuts arenât too hideously abrupt. For visual reasons I try to contrast different locations and not put 2 dialogue heavy moments directly next to each other. Mood wise, I donât really want to cut from something serious and angsty to something thatâs a complete backflip on that. I also sometimes just feel like drawing a nice landscape and hope it achieves my aims on these fronts haha.
I think also here I was trying to move from that final sentence, âThe present is more than enoughâ, to demonstrating them appreciating having that present together - being able to go do cool and enriching stuff, something not completely mundane but not completely fantastical either. (I mean... sightseeing within your own country is extremely normal, but going to Uluru from Melbourne... not a convenient day trip, since itâs 2000km; 25 hour solid driving, or you can fly in a few hours but I think you have to go via Sydney, so that makes it take at least twice as long I guess. Not that it's specified how long they're there for. I havenât been myself but Iâd love to one day...)
So, yeah!! More of a mechanical/compositional rationale than an intentional metaphor, but I think your reading makes complete sense and actually improves the page! (Sometimes I do intend visual metaphors... but sometimes theyâre just happy accidents.)
And thanks for the compliment re the crowd of Dees!! I also love the moments I can lean into his eldritch qualities... theyâre sadly few and far between but maybe that helps them be more surprising?? Definitely your first reading was what I intended, that he zigzagged back pretty quickly, probably even from within the conversation, but there is an inherent ambiguity to Deeâs time travelling where unless I take pains to spell it out, there really is no way to know when heâs come from. Even if he can be assumed to be taking every interaction chronologically, thereâs no knowing how much time has passed for him between each visit. I donât even know how to estimate how long his experience of time is, when heâs zigzagging back so densely all the time; even the number of living things on Earth any moment is an incomprehensibly mind-boggling number. That eldritch horror again!
Truth be told I hadnât thought of him coming back to this moment and blending in with the crowd for the rest of the future ;_; but thatâs so real... he could well be, the sad sack...
I had a different sillier thought from slightly misreading your question on first pass, which is that maybe he doesnât originally know whatâs going on behind him, but then later on as heâs just going about his business he goes âoh I know exactly how to punctuate that thing I said earlier!!!â and then does it as an afterthought. Oh to have the ability to add the things you wish youâd said to an earlier conversation đ
#kind words#man i could ramble on about dee's time travel for so many words but i PROBABLY shouldn't#there's a page coming up (in chapter 54) where on one panel i have drawn dee multiple times#and for this ONE panel it's supposed to be showing time passing while he does stuff#but because he's a time traveller and every single other time i've ever drawn him multiple times in a panel it's been him doubling up#it's way less obvious a use of that device than it is when I do it with emily!!!#i have also commented on this on the alt text on that page#because i think it's fun and whatever i'll repeat myself i guess#ALSO. deciding when i can imply that dee has teleported off panel and when i feel it needs to be drawn explicitly... tricky!#for the panel above i decided i didn't need to draw it but it sure leaves that ambiguity#on a different page in chapter 54 i originally left it implied but then changed my mind and added it explicitly to the page#idk. ask me about which moment later if u remember and/or care to lol.#and the funny thing is i think there is an in universe version of this#where - in my head at least - dee can teleport and return with great subtlety and precision when he wants to#such that he could do it without people noticing unless they're watching very closely maybe#so he adds a bit of performativity to when he teleports so that emily always knows (or doesn't know that he can be sneaky)#BUT this will probably never come up unless i can either find a clear way to indicate it or for some reason Dee decides to mention it#so it will probably remain non-canon#i only consider the comic itself canon. i say all sorts of stuff outside the comic that i change my mind about later#plus death of the author and whatever
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forever thinking about how this is romana's last conversation with the doctor
#* ⊠â « đ°đ°đ€ . the poster's crusade .#of course in the latter years of her presidency she stumbles upon prior incarnations & alternate doctors from other gallifreys#(though for some reason in dark eyes 1 the lord president is some random time lord & romana isn't mentioned)#it's a premonition of things to come & a testament to romana's will & the values the doctor taught her#that she would never allow herself to be corrupted - not even by pandora nor the power of gallifrey's highest office#she only tires of the possibility#of gallifrey itself#& grows as weary of the time lords as the doctor was & had every right to be#could've been some neat foreshadowing towards romana's darker nature manifesting in an incarnation born for war#but that never came to pass in the audios & very briefly in the EDAs (romana iii is in a total of 3 books)#romana ii harbors enough darkness herself i get chills thinking about her enacting vengeance on the daleks in gallifrey (audio drama) 6#lalla ward is great in the role truly i understand keeping her for the time war audios it's amazing how her performance evolves#even in neverland/zagreus she is hardly a starry eyed pupil anymore she's grown into a fierce leader#with the weight of the universe on her shoulders#telling rassilon to buzz off as he asks her to abdicate so that he may take over what a queen#what isn't featured here is her complementing leela & telling this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship (gay)
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Ok starting off this month is.. something I've wanted to post last month but forgor.
I got lazy with the coloring. I'll do better next time I draw them. At first I was gonna draw just wooly once, but then I felt like I should draw Amanda too.
Then I suddenly got too into the game.. oops. ÂŻâ \â _â (â ăâ )â _â /â ÂŻ
#amanda the adventurer fan art#pbh amanda the adventurer#amanda the adventurer#wooly the sheep#i think this game also got me back into ptp as well#just like how welcome home got me back into raggedy ann and andy stuff#mostly the musical adventure#god id watch anything huh?#also its not just the game itself that got me back into a fandom its the fandom itself#same with welcome home#someone mentioned how wally sounded like raggedy Andy which got me to watch the movie#and now people compare Amanda the adventurer to Popee the performer which caused me to watch the show again#i love it when fandoms are like 'hey remember this? its just like this in a way!'#and i get into more than one or two things the entire month#but yeah sorry for the#tag rant
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RIP reo speedwagon (the jojo's bizarre adventure character) you would've loved reo speedwagon (the american rock band)
#muffin mumbles#jjba#iwas reading rhe wikipedia page for the band (Did you know they performed with pitbull. like dale mr worldwide mr 305. that pitbull)#and the band was formed in 1967 so iwas like huh i wonder when they character named after the band died. because like#**the (not they)#he was born a century earlier <- i was actuwlly right about this robert eo speedwagon (the character) was born in 1863#so in jjba canon: reo speedwagon (the character who is named after the band) ++#predates reo speedwagon (the band who the character is named after) by 106 years. Thats awesome. do you think in jojo world they were like#hey this dude seems pretty cool. lets name out band after him. Was it compleyely unrelated? does the band exist in jjba world i hope it doe#did rhe guy who invented the car the band is named after (who named the car after himself-- his initals were REO) name it after him?#cause like. this is the timeline pf events here: in 1863 robert eo speedwagon is born. we dont know what the eo stands for#in 1915 the reo speed wagon is introduced (named after its inventor whose initials are ransom eli olds)#in 1969 the band REO speedwagon (sometimes stylized R.E.O. speedwagon) is formed. theyre named after the car#(it was a random thing they picked because it got mentioned in someones uni class? i think?)#so in my mind. im thinking yhese are all correlated#in jojo world not in real life. sadly.#so im going to choose to believe the car guy heard about the speedwagon foundation and went huh. sick name! he just added his own initials#(REO) unrelated he fidnt know speedwagons (the guy) full name#and then in turn the band named themselves after the car. this is true in my heart#wait semi related what the hell was joseph thinking when he heard thet band like on the radio i know he did i know this. was he like ? Huh?#joseph joestar watching 70s & 80s musicians have the exact same names as the guys with crazy powers he fought decades ago: huh! thats weird#um i got off topic. i just wantef to make the joke in theactuwl post itself but alas. i love a good ramble#thisis a joke post (obviously) but im not joking about the ''you wouldve loved reo speedwagon'' part. i think he would 100% enjoy the music#authors note: this took me just shy of four hours to post becausde i put it in my drafts from my phone to edit in browser because#the tags broke in the editor (as they often do for me)#and this somehow ended in a detour of me installing & uninstalling & reinstalling a stupid amount of chrome extensions#because i managed to get rid of the likes and reblogs buttons i couldnt interact with posts. awful. its ok tho i solved it
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Robert Redford as Jay Gatsby was really good at expressing different sides of the character. Sometimes Gatsby seems really mature and distant; other times he seems really adoring and earnest, yet still mature; other times he seems completely starry-eyed and naive. A lot of this comes from the script and visuals but still, I think Redford is a big part of it. By the end of the movie, Gatsby really seemed like a dreaming teenage boy in a man's body
Special nod to the way Redford delivers "Loved me...too?" during the argument at the hotel. It was palpable just how pitifully incapable Gatsby was of imagining Daisy in a way that wasn't absolutely perfect
#undertone of this post is that Robert Redford is gorgeous in this movie#but also I just watched it for the first time#and this is my first time engaging with The Great Gatsby!!#I'm a Movie Watcher i'm a Book Reader but i havent seen or read any The Great Gatsby before now#so obviously a lot of the feelings i'm having about Gatsby here are on account of the story itself#but I really do feel like Redford's performance was immersive#He's got the face for it. the . the prettiest face#ggggGHHGGG GATSBY WAS SO CLOSE TO BEING SANE about the situation but then he WASNT#When he meets Daisy's daughter. it felt like he was having Real-Boy Guilt#but maybe it was the same disconnect he has at the hotel#where he encounters something that doesn't align with his fantasy and he freezes because he doesn't know how to process it#The scenes of him 1) standing outside Buchanan's house at night 2) visiting Nick on his porch the next morning#WHEW. he was Not Sane#those two scenes HIT he just felt really . so Not With It#less so than in the later conversation with Nick in the house...#but maybe that's just because he doesnt directly mention standing outside Daisy's window all night HFSKG#anyway. Movie!#the great gatsby 1974#the great gatsby (1974)#jay gatsby#oh no a hot guy with mental health issues. how much of my mind is he going to occupy#my words#the great gatsby
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finally got around to watching the last few episodes of the first season of TDI that i originally lost interest in after Harold got voted out and damn did i forget just how fucking excited i get about Harold. I don't know what's wrong with me but i just nearly dislocated my arm after wrecking my shit with a shitty backflip that i did the second he came on screen in the finale. i have never done a backflip before in my life. harold fuels me
#post#yes its five in the morning yes im up thinking really hard about my blorbo no im not gonna be able to fall asleep after the massive dopamine#hit i just got .#it's fine guys#I'D read his beavers and rats journal. HEATHER.#beavers and rats are COOL#most people leave their relatives precious heirlooms and relics of their childhood when they die but I'M leaving my children with my#massive notepad file where i talk to myself about harold that has so much text in it that my phone slows down when i open it#as you can tell i am normal !#i did however accidentally perform chiropractics on myself earlier when i snapped my head to the left to watch his part of the intro so hard#that my spine partially realigned itself#i do NOT fuck around about harold đŻđŻđŻ#im on that harold grindset babey . up all day up all night thinking about harold 24/7 365#he's my babygirl#my little guy#my scrimbly boingo#<- normal girl who is normal#my jaw hurts from gnashing my teeth because when i get really excited i get the urge to tear things apart with my mouth#i start growling and shit too bro category 7 autism events turn me into some sort of creature or perhaps a beast#adn needless to say the mere vague mention of harold tdi is enough to cause at LEAST a category 7 if not a scale-breaking phenomenon#i dont think i mentioned that im freakishly obsessed with harold tdi . idk if that was clear or not . slash ess ay are see#im not tagging this bro nobody wants to see this . except maybe pissmaster so she can express her concern again but he doesn't have tumblr#and i am NAWT showing them this shit đŻđ„#im probably gonna end up telling him i fucked up a backflip though and whn she inevitably asks why the HELL i was doing a backflip im gonna#have to admit that i got so excited about the Presence of The Harold that i suddenly became an energy faucet so strong i had to#wipe the fuck out to calm myself down#hit my dam head on my headboard and shit#sowwy im subjecting u to this mutuals . ur probably gonna be hearing a lot about this guy for a little while . ok a big while#you know when cats get the zoomies and start doing crazy parkour shit and attacking random shit with their teeth . thsts me when Harold#fuck 30 tags god damn . my final message watch tdi even thoug it stressful as hell so i can talk to u about harold . pleas đ
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went to toronto again for new years weekend and spent pretty much the entire time hanging out with paul bellini which included us rewatching a bunch of episodes from kith s4 during dinner on new years eve. and y'know the second best thing about watching kids in the hall with paul bellini is getting to hear a bunch of behind-the-scenes backstory about the inspiration for sketches, previous versions that never saw the light of day, , etc. but the actual best thing about watching kids in the hall with paul bellini is when an entire sketch will play without comment and at the very end he goes "the fuck was that?"
#i already sent a similar thing to the kith discord like right after this happened but i can't stop thinking about it that was so funny#the specific sketch he was reacting to was mark's monologue about having no sex appeal#(paul had completely forgotten that one bc he didn't write it and he wasn't even there the day it was filmed)#we were specifically watching s4 bc he's seen seasons 1-3 fairly recently but s4 he's less familiar with#partially bc he and scott spent so much of the year working on chalet 2000#but yeah i'll do a full end of the year post as soon as i get the rest of the pics from hanging out at bellini's apartment on new years eve#but yeah this weekend was so fucking good. like we've really come full circle#from the days when i'd joke on here that ''paul bellini is my bestie'' bc he replied to my comment once#bc now i genuinely consider him one of my closest friends and it seems like he sees me that way too#like just the fact that we were hanging out all day both days i was in town even if it was just like running errands together#and any time someone called him he'd make sure to mention ''jessamine's here!'' and he sounded so happy about that#and we watched the video of my standup final together which i used to cringe at just bc i low key bombed in front of the second audience#like i think the performance itself was great the audience just wasn't giving me any reaction#but even tho paul had clearly watched that video multiple times he was still laughing at a lot of it#and making sure to note whenever he genuinely thought i had a great joke which was often#so now i have a completely different association with that set bc i got to see bellini enjoy it#i don't have a specific favorite kith member (i know it seems like it's obviously scott but i love them all for different reasons)#and it's also complicated by knowing some of them irl bc my relationship to each of them is so different and great in their own ways#but yeah there's something so special about my friendship with bellini#i'm so excited to move to toronto full time next year bc i already know i'm probably coming over to paul's for dinner at least once a week
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Iâm quite new to the topic so I have to say my knowledge of it is very limited right now, but the way that Weimar cabaret in itâs blatant sexuality and queerness, and the way that itsâ becoming more integrated into âregularâ society was a factor in the rise in reactionary views in the late 20s and early 30s kind of feels disturbingly similar to whatâs happening now with drag shows?
Like I know itâs commonly known that Germany and Berlin in particular had a large and more openly queer community than in most places at the time, but I was just looking into cabaret specifically because I find it interesting and it was pretty eerie to hear that in the late 20âs before everything started going to shit, it had actually began to be a thing for cishet people to go to queer cabaret and nightclubs because some of the venues were so well known. Like to the point that they were mentioned in âthings you should do in Berlinâ type of newspaper articles and tourists would come to see them.
Idk about everyone else but that sounds so much like how going to drag shows became a semi-popular and cool thing for some cishet people for awhile, only then for the reactionary conservative views to rear their ugly heads and start not only trying to tear down drag shows and paint them as immoral, but trying to do that to actual trans people, drag performers, etc. as well.
#and ofc the way that so many of the writers for cabaret were jewish influenced the reactionary shit a ton as well#ngl this is kind of horrifying and truly frightening to think about because of how there was a similar boom in acceptance and then a rapidâ#decline and now attempts to take away rights and worse#like um I knew shit was bad already ofc and I already knew about the parallels but thats straight up uncanny to me#itâs physically painful to think about how beautiful it must have been there and how good it could have been if they hadnât destroyed &#outlawed it all obviously but itâs also like seriously sickening to realize that itâs so similar to whats going on rn#and the way that the performances increased significantlyin how political they were as a response to the growing nazi shit in the early 30s-#feels eerily familiar as well. like things have gotten increasingly political since 2016 for obvious reasons and bc its getting more direâ#by the year#history repeats itself ig#sorry this is such a bleak post lmao but yeah like wow idk#/holocaust mention#/homophobia#/transphobia#transphobia#drag shows#queer history#cabaret theatre#german queer history#history#trans rights#theatre history#1920s#also I âmight be wrong but I thought the whole âprotect the childrenâ thing was a n*zi propaganda tactic too? tho it might have been aboutâ#jewish people only not queer people I donât remember well enough to say for sure#people who know more than me about this please feel free to correct me or add additional input !!#willing to add more tws if requested
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One of the most dangerous thing about AI is the bias laundering into the false "objective" truth. Because it's not true that those AIs are neutral or objective in anyway kind or shape and not recognising the bias is incredibly dangerous. Because by filtering the bias through the machine, it's easy to present it as the truth calculated by the unfeeling machine. And existing negative bias will be laundered into an objective truth.
The reason this bias exists, is because databases those AIs are trained on are collected and created by humans. This will lead to them inherently being biased.
Let's use 1 + 1 = 2 as example So obviously 1 + 1 = 2 is always true, right?
Now we change to formular by saying x + x = 2x No objections so far.
So, what is x? In math you can define x as any number or give it a criteria and proof it to be true. But if we expend the definition of x beyond just number or ties to math, what'll happen?
Let's define x as any fruit, then the logic is 1 fruit + 1 fruit = 2 fruits What fruit doesn't matter, we just want to determine the amount of fruits total. So, what's a fruit then? Do we qualify tomatoes? what about zucchini, olives and avocados?
Depending on person a zucchini and tomato are two, one or no fruits. And despite x + x = 2x being a correct operation, results vary so wildly, because the database x, can vary to person to person.
This is no different for AI, because the database itself has been collected and labeled by humans. The bias of who made the database will always be present.
For AI work, data has to be labeled and put into categories. Obviously a picture of a cat will be labeled cat, maybe the colour of the cat, fur pattern etc. Additionally the person can tag it as "cute", which is a more subjective measurement, especially when it's kittens.
So. uhm, What when we apply this principle for humans?
Like queer people get tagged inherently sexual. Lesbians get an additional "hot" label, bisexuals "cheater", gays "feminine" etc. Attractive woman is tied to terms like "pale skin, thin, big breasts, natural beauty (but it's full make up still)" and "undesirable demographic" get tags with negative connotations all over the place.
Then what about the quantity and ratio of data presented? If more than 50% are white, and majority men, how is that not disproportionate? When in many studies the amount of non white is so little, they don't get categorised as their individual ethnicities, but summed up as "non white".
How the fuck is that not bias talking?
Even now, despite open AI scraping the internet in its ethically dubious fullest , has it's own database still to remove CSAM, gore Because it doesn't want the AI to even know and generate it, not because it would be unethical to use those pictures. (which they use underpaid workers for that get traumatised in teh process btw) Yet they can't do the same to curate ratios and check their other biases?
So taking all that into account, it's so, so fucking important to stress, that AI is not objective. It trains on databases carrying the creator's bias, subconciously or not.
It's not some objective machine calculating. It's calculating through the bias of its data.
Machine didn't create itself
Humans did.
#gen ai#artificial intelligence#this post has been prompted by a discussion with a fucking huge tool and idiot to boot#my first mistake was assuming techbros are self aware#btw the last point extends to other stuff like AI didn't steal and plagiarise that thing#a person did :)#and we should really hold them accountable#anyway fuck that guy i talked with#racist ass incel#mister 'hurr durr i care so much about numbers and statistics which is why I use this study's 97% AI accuracy versus humans 87%#which is from 1 out of 4 total graphs that had AI perform way worse#AND HAD A SAMPLE SIZE OF FUCKING 30#THIRTY#WHICH MEANS THAT ''''10% difference'''' ARE THREE PEOPLE#but I linked that article which studies I didn't read even though i didnt even need to get to the studies#because the article itself mentions the sample size of only THIRTY (30) PEOPLE'#and then another quote of AI being more empathic had three doctors rate questions asked on FUCKING r/askdocs versus chat GPT's#he coudlnt even look me in the eyes and tell me he read the studies#because he evidently didn't#he genuinly thinks AI is not racist because it can differentiate white ppl from non white#genuinly convinced that someone just pissed into those peoples head
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Who knows how much Liios was actually involved in the Bozjan Front and Zadnor.
But he did develop prototypes that combined the mobility of those clawsy machines with repurposed dragonkiller harpoon guns from Ishgard. The spear-tips were already dense enough to pierce dragon hide, but Liios did some extra to them so they could puncture most Garlean warmachina's steel platings.
Bozjan soldiers called them the Scuttling Fishers -- these robots that flitted through the field whenever they were deployed and would hook and pull low-flying aircrafts to the ground.
They also couldn't be hacked because Liios hooked their control to a magic-based signal on a control bracelet that only one officer could wear at a time. The signal can only be reassigned back at base camp with the main computer. Inspired by Allagan and Omicron combat data that showed how they protected their own warmachina from viruses when invading technologically-savvy worlds.
They weren't made in great numbers and were quite resilient, making soldiers assigned to them develop some great sense of attachment to their Fishers. After the war was won, Liios came to collect the data, but had to leave the machines because at least one soldier told him he'd had to pry her Johnny the Fisher from her cold, dead hands.
His condition for their getting to keep the things was to take off all the weapons parts attached. And then, because people getting attached to machines scratched some deep corner of Liios's heart, he developed further decorative modules and upgrades to the things.
So now Scuttling Fishers were often used as real fishing machines in Dalmasca and Bozja, or just had trays attached to them that they used to bring things back and forth.
#liios suvali#no one ever mentioned it because it eclipsed so much of what liios did for the world#but he had a talent with making weapons and tools of destruction#he also enjoyed fighting where people actually died but to his friends he was the heroic wabbit so no one Asked#estinien knew this and ptolemy knew this and thancred had seen liios's cold surgical data#where he analyzed his own combat performance in all the larger scale conflicts he was involved in and knew he pored over them#to make himself more sufficient#but ofc you gotta keep the fact that ur bro used 3rd party tool (dps meter) to urself#in a very bad au ptolemy would have died during the escape from their home along w/ the sharlayan scholars rescuing them#and liios suvali would have wandered aimlessly down to garlemald and solus would have noticed azem's soul-shard#in a moment of mercy and perhaps homesickness he would have taken liios in and trained him in what he remembered azem liked -- machineries#and liios would have been one of the brightest minds of garlemald making weapons of death & Black Rose itself
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the more i read the academic paper on geisha, the more I see how kabukimono fits in all of it ><
#* . âč đđ»đđđșđ»đđ đđč đżđŒđșđ»đđđŒđđș âș ooc .#the sole idea of the prototype being made with that concept of 'iroke' etched into his being is ON SPOT what I wanted to do with him#I am not a fan of 100% making him helpless unknowledgable childish. while sometimes fandom tends to infantilize him#I am personally not a fan of that >< and now it fits more than ever to theorize that kabukimono loved niwa in romantic sense#the game itself put a huge importance of kabukimono's sword dance enamoring everyone to the point of even mentioning the beauty of the#performance. perhaps not even dottore was spared from the iroke charm. mayhaps whatever kabukimono was doing he was simply charming and#captivating. as he was meant to be >< aaaaa#now now. don't think its all about sex though. iroke is a broad term that has something entirely different in mind!#it cannot be summerized as 'acting sexual' bc that is a huge misconception and mischaracterization as to what iroke truly is
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No, Thatâs Not âHow Color Worksâ. - Whitewashing
Whitewashing, as defined by Merriam-Webster:
"to alter (something) in a way that favors, features, or caters to white people: such as a) to portray (the past) in a way that increases the prominence, relevance, or impact of white people and minimizes or misrepresents that of nonwhite people and B) to alter (an original story) by casting a white performer in a role based on a nonwhite person or fictional character"
In fandom context, we know it to include:
Making someoneâs skin lighter
Making someoneâs hair a thinner texture
Changing someoneâs nose to be thinner
Shrinking their lips
Changing the character in their entirety to be someone else
The Normalization of Whitewashing
Remember how I mentioned last lesson that despite the nature of poorly drawn Black characters, most audiences are not turned off enough to discourage the action in professional works? Similar idea with whitewashing. Not the same- unlike the Ambiguously Brown Character, which claims to have plausible deniability, overt whitewashing is usually enough to make fans speak up! But thatâs the key word here- overt! It has to be âbad enoughâ to make enough people speak up, but as weâve seen many a time, âbad enoughâ seems to have a much higher threshold for nonblack viewership (sometimes the limit doesnât exist!)
Some visual examples
This is a link to my personal thread on a Netflix show I was watching- Worst Ex Ever. Now, while the show itself was quite enlightening, there was something I could not get over. I thought I was going crazy. And that was that no matter how dark the person of color would be in real life, the animated portions would draw this light pinkish-brown. Every. Single. Time. It's like they couldn't fathom scrolling down the color wheel. And this is a Netflix original! Netflix has plenty of money for someone to have caught this in creation. But... it was produced. And put out. And they're making more of it.
I asked all of the Dragon Age fans about the series, and uh⊠I didnât know things were this bad, guys! Apparently this is a man of color, but it doesn't seem like the creators want you to know that đ€Ł. Jokes aside, as Iâve discussed before, the noticeable whitewashing- and that was one of many racist things I was told- was not enough to prevent sales... so why would they stop? I can only hope this new game, with all the updates, is enough to turn the tide. But the series has gone on for a while now, that if theyâd chosen to do ye same olde⊠there clearly would not be a lack of financial support to prevent it.
Colorism as a Tool
Even when actors of color are cast, colorism often plays a role in normalizing whitewashing to audiences, even to Black audiences! People think âoh well at least theyâre Black!â as if that is the only important part. It is not.
While Aaron Pierre, the actor cast for John Stewart of Green Lantern fame, is a GORGEOUS, STUNNING man, he is not the dark-skinned man that John Stewart is supposed to be and should not have been cast! To me, this is overt colorism, but clearly for many people this is not âenoughâ to warrant concern or even prevent the casting itself- including the studio behind the movie! Black fans have plead for years for the character of Storm to be played by a dark-skinned, preferably African, woman, and it has never happened.
It naturally happens in fan spaces as well, which is another indicator that colorism as a tool for whitewashing is quite effective for audiences. If I see one more Zendaya fan cast for Kida from Atlantis, I will scream. Itâs been happening for years, and I donât think any of the people who just want to see her and Tom on screen either understand or care that Kida is a dark-skinned character. Zendaya doesnât look anything like Kida- it doesnât matter if sheâs Black too! Just because someone is Black does not mean they can play every single Black character! Iâve even seen people fancast Emilia Clarke of Game of Thrones fame, to which⊠I donât have the words. I canât fathom what would cause these decisions other than racism.
The Common Excuses
I must be honest. I donât really feel like re-iterating how certain things are not okay and how to fix them, because Iâve already discussed these things in massive detail. So Iâm just going to direct the excuses I regularly hear to my lessons, where you can read up on them.
âTheir hair/eyes are like that because theyâre biracial so-â
Relevant Lessons: 2.1, 2.2, 2.3, 8, 9, 10
There is nothing wrong with having biracial characters with a range of features. I am not saying that! Because yeah, genetics do happen!
But I mentioned this in my last lesson, and I will re-emphasize here, that using biracial identity as a way to whitewash is a sinister form of racism. The intention here- the real intention- is the issue here! The idea that somehow this character can only look the way you want them to look by "diluting" their Blackness⊠I donât know how you can explain yourselves out of that one.
You donât get to use us as an excuse for diversity while still trying to maintain your preference for Eurocentric beauty standards. Black biracial people donât always look light skinned, thin-haired and ambiguous, and even the ones that do donât deserve to be treated as your fetish for pretend antiracism. If you just want to draw a white person with a tan, do that. But donât change a characterâs entire look just so you can work in some whiteness. If you want to claim that canon Black characterâs mother was white, then I guess they inherited some of her personality because their features should not change.
âItâs my style/Itâs the color-â
Relevant Lessons: 3, 4, 10
I hate all excuses for whitewashing, but Iâve grown to despise, hate, abhor and loathe this one the most as Iâve become an artist. I wish there were stronger words to describe just how much I hate the âstyleâ and âcolorâ excuse.
Are style and use of color oft intertwined? Absolutely. Iâm not saying they arenât. But out of everything, there are two things I want artists to understand:
1. Style does not cancel out racism! No style forces you to choose ashy greys and to change peoplesâ features. Thatâs you! If you look at something, and it looks offensive, you change the style. You grow as an artist!
2. âEveryone who is brown will look ashy so I just-â if you recognize that your Black characters look strange in comparison to your nonblack characters, then itâs time to try something else! I donât understand this sudden need for ârealismâ when it comes to color and lighting, but not when it comes to hair, for example. No one cares about realism when giving every and all Black characters wavy tresses they probably wouldnât have, but suddenly milquetoast watercolor attempts at brown and off-putting lighting is âhow it worksâ. Thatâs not fair.
The color picker is an available tool! I use it often!
Dead giveaway of purposeful whitewashing: if someone gets the outfit color palette right via color picking, but the skin color is multiple shades lighter. That means they were looking at that character and chose not to proceed.
Dead giveaway of purposeful whitewashing: if the white characters in the show are completely correct in their palettes. Again, that means they cared enough to look at everyone else⊠and not the Black characters.
If you use the color picker and the color picked is⊠disrespectful, you do not have to use that! You can simply choose a better color that is still similar to the brown that ought to be depicted!
âItâs the lighting-â
Relevant Lessons: 4, 5
If your white characters do not shine like snow in the sunlight because of your lighting, then your lighting does not make your Black characters suddenly light tan.
If your Black characters look bad in your lighting of choice- for example, putting a very dark-skinned character in electric white lighting can be ghastly- try changing the intensity or the color of the lighting. DONâT change your characterâs skin color!
I'm going to show you some pictures of South Sudanese model Nyakim Gatwech. Pay attention to the choices of light, color, and makeup.
Look how BEAUTIFUL she is! Look at the choices of intensity and color of light, and how they make her look different in each image.
Now look at this image in comparison:
In this image, whoever did her makeup and took this picture did not take into consideration her skin tone. She's also under this really intense lighting. This is an example of "increasing the lighting does NOT make an image "better"". She didn't need to have lighter skin or "more lighting" to look good. She needed BETTER lighting, lighting that worked with HER.
To see this as an example in drawn art, @dsm7 makes an excellent argument for proper lighting and color, why it is an issue to use it as an excuse, and how to solve that problem.
âŒïžDISCLAIMER FOR NEXT EXAMPLEâŒïž
Okay. I am about to show yâall a fan-created example from my personal experience. It is a TEACHING EXPERIENCE ONLY. I am not including the artistâs name in this image. It happened a couple years ago, and itâs over- theyâve chosen to be who they are despite me kindly confronting them about it. The only reason Iâm including it at all is because I feel like it would be remiss to have such a clear-cut, multi-level example, and not teach with it. That said, no, I am not telling anyone to act out towards them. Again, that is not what Iâm telling you to do. The last thing I need is a literal lynch mob of angry nonblack viewership for trying to teach you all, and yâall sitting there watching it happen to me. Every example of whitewashing is not going to be so obvious, but I hope you learn how to spot the examples in the art you see and share.
I'm obviously a Hades fan, particularly of Patroclus- despite my disdain for the lack of effort in his canon character design. So I've seen a lot of things. That said:
âWell itâs just MY design of them-â
Relevant Lessons: ALL
The sepia coloring did not do this. The lighting did not do this. The design is the exact same as the Hades version, even down to the shape of the hair curling in the back. The only thing that is different⊠is the man himself.
Y'all. Y'all! You CANNOT take a pre-existing Black character and say âoh well this is my design of themâ âŠand the design is of a whole white person. Because if the rest of the fit is the same, and the only thing that changed is the Blackness⊠Racism. If youâre going to âmake up your own designâ, then do that!
âBlackwashingâ
Speaking of: Iâm sure someone edgy out there thinks theyâre so smart as they retort to the screen: âbut if thatâs not okay, then why is Blackwashing okay?â To which I say- shut up. đ
The âdefinitionâ by fandom: making a nonblack character Black, usually an anime character, but characters in general.
Funny enough, the actual definition in the dictionary (or closest to) is âto defameâ, in contrast with whitewash (as in whitewashing history). Maybe racist fans ARE using it correctly when they say youâre blackwashing their characters, when they mean youâre making them âless likable because theyâre Black nowâ. đ€
Anyway: Blackwashing is not real for the same reason reverse racism is not real.
Me painting these characters brown is not going to take away from the fact that there are far more of you in media than there is of me. Me saying that I âheadcanon a character as Black with 4C hairâ is not going to make the studio go âoh! Well they must be Black with 4C hair now!â Me saying âoh I think Iâd like this character better if they were Blackâ as a beta tester (less overtly, obviously, because Iâm not racist!) will never make a studio change that character. Black viewers have minimal value in comparison to the power of the white viewerâs dollar. I could draw white characters Black every single day of every single game media⊠and they would still produce majority white characters. There has not been centuries- if not millennia, when we consider Jesus Christ himself, even- of purposeful âBlackwashingâ with the intent of removing the original ethnicity- and thus importance- of white people. No one has ever been allowed to forget when someone is white. No one has ever been allowed to forget or not acknowledge white people.
How it could be "solved"
Personally, I love Black edits and I welcome them here. I find them creative and fun. But if you really, REALLY didnât want us to make those edits, then naturally, we need more Black characters in all of our media!
I wouldnât have to make edits if I saw more of me to begin with in the things I like to watch- but when we have those characters, racists act an ass about them. Weâre not allowed to even be present! Iâve seen too many gamer bros mocking the existence of Yasuke in Assassinâs Creed, and he was a real ass man. But if we made a game about African peoples in African societies, how many of the gamer bros would actually play those games? Do you think thereâd be as much support, when we hear so much about Black characters that are treated so abhorrently? How many games do we have where people would love their faves just as much if they were Black? I even learned that Solas was apparently supposed to be a man of color. IMAGINE how many people would not have liked that man, with the same exact plot and characterization.
Something Iâve noticed recently: apparently "Blackwashing" is not a thing when White fans âallowâ it. Take this recent trend with Miku. International Miku was beloved! But if you draw any other character as Black on any other day, there will be people that are horrid about it. Ask any artist, Black artists and Black cosplayers especially, whoâs ever done it what their comments are like. Iâve read entire missives akin to white supremacist drivel on how itâs somehow morally wrong to make characters Black. Meanwhile no amount of âhey maybe you shouldnât do thisâ prevented the movie Gods of Egypt from being created, with a cast full of British White people.
Solutions to Avoiding Whitewashing!
1) Using References!!
Do I think you should know what Black people look like? Yes. Weâre humans. Itâs 2024. Everyone knows what we look like when itâs time to hate and discriminate against us, so you know what we look like when itâs time to love and depict us. If youâre on Tumblr, you have access to the Internet. ESPECIALLY if youâre in the U.S., as Black people are the source of damn near every piece of online pop culture. If you can find my dialect to make my jokes, you can find pictures of me.
Would I rather you use a reference every single time so that you can only strengthen your depiction of my people? ABSOLUTELY.
Anyone on the Internet telling you not to use a reference or that you shouldnât need a reference? Unfollow them. You donât need that negativity in your life. Why would you deprive yourself of a tool to create? The greatest portrait painters in history had to look at their subjects! You are not getting paid nearly as much to do this as Hans Holbein, and he had to stare at Henry VIII correct else lose his head- you can pull up multiple references. Iâd far rather be judged for using hella references than be judged for being a racist!
Part of the issue is people draw what theyâre used to, what theyâre comfortable with (thus last lesson). But if what youâre used to is not what someone will look like⊠Thatâs not okay. Their features are not the issue, your skills are the issue. Learn! Practice! There is no rush. No one is rushing you to be perfect at drawing Black characters, and no one is rushing you to post them. You can just practice! If youâre not a professional, you can take as long as you need to draw! If you need to draw that piece of hair over and over until you feel like you have down the shape, you do that! If you need to use a tool that would draw the hair for you, you get that tool!
If you want to post, you can say you are practicing! If you make clear you are practicing, then be willing to accept that people may have feedback. Iâd far rather deal with someone saying theyâre unconfident and practicing, than someone posting a whitewashed caricature and closing their ears because âwell at least Iâm trying!â
2) Empathize! Care about actual Black people when you create a Black character!
Imagine, if you will, in the Twilight Zone: you went to an artist, and you asked for a white character (I typed in âregular looking white dudeâ on google). Thereâs hardly ever any white characters, youâre so super excited about this one! You paid good money, because youâve seen just how amazing this artist creates! Theyâre so good at drawing characters of color! But no matter how many times you ask, they send you back an image of⊠Assad Zaman.
That man might be fine as hell! Gorgeous! Beautifully done! Chefâs kiss. Stunning! But⊠Heâs not white. Thatâs not what you asked or paid for. You canât even fathom how they mixed this up, they donât even look alike! And when you confront them, they gaslight you, they call YOU the issue for not understanding how you canât tell that this is a white man! They would never get this wrong! They have white friends, youâre the racist! But youâre not stupid, and you have functioning eyes- you can SEE what this drawing looks like! And⊠Itâs not you.
Itâs dehumanizing. Itâs being told that thereâs a âbetter wayâ to look like you, and thatâs by⊠Not looking like you. You, as you exist, are whatâs incorrect. Your identity is incorrect, not their drawing. Itâs better to have thinner hair instead of an afro or locs, itâs better to have lighter skin, itâs better to have a straighter, thinner nose over a round one, and smaller lips.
And what makes it worse is knowing that people who donât look like you? Probably wonât care. They wonât be willing to see- not unable, but unwilling- that playing with this caricature is harmful, that theyâre propagating harm by not acknowledging it. Theyâre letting you know that your humanity means less to them than the clout received with a whitewashed or half-assed Black character, and that people will applaud them for that âattempt at inclusionâ. And people will applaud! They will be entertained by the mere performance! And that hurts.
Iâm going to say this, and itâs awkward and I try not to say it directly on here, but⊠Having Black friends and/or being around actual, real life Black people would help. I can tell from some of the questions I receive that Black characters and their traits- especially things like our hair and our cultures- are being treated as⊠alien concepts. But even if, for whatever reason, you legitimately donât know any Black people, you do not need to know us individually to care about our humanity as a whole! Even if you do not know weâre there, we are, and we could possibly see your work!
By acknowledging Blackness and making room to understand what it means- and that includes how we can look- you are doing the bare minimum of acknowledging our personhood. If you cannot do even that, you donât need to be drawing us.
Conclusion
Hereâs the thing: if you want to draw a white man with tanned skin, do that. Just do it! You do NOT have to erase me to have more of you! There is not a single fandom where the majority of the white fans ever said âgee, not another white guy!â It simply doesnât happen. God knows we wish it did sometimes. You will always have an audience for white characters. Thereâs no danger to any of you of âbeing erasedâ.
(Without putting on my political hat, I will say that a lot of white people who consider themselves to be far from white supremacist will express beliefs in line with great replacement theory if you push them hard enough. It is unfortunately not as uncommon an idea as you might think. I would do some self-evaluation.)
People are going to notice that you only ever draw white people, but⊠To be frank, that has never stopped anybody from being successful. Again, Jen Zee, at Supergiant with the terrible dark-skinned characters⊠Still has a job. at Supergiant. A professional studio. Dragon Age. Multiple games of consistent whitewashing and racist writing. Still going. If racism prevented creation and popularity, I wouldnât have to have this blog. Alas, that is the society we currently live in.
But if you ACTUALLY want to depict Black characters, if you ACTUALLY want to do right and be respectful- not because you want the clout, but because itâs the right damn thing to do- then you need to commit! This means drawing them as they are meant to be! Accept that youâll likely lose some fan base, who was there (whether they were aware of it or not) for the white and lighter skinned characters. Accept that this means that trying to appeal to those people by whitewashing characters is 1) wrong, 2) racist, which is 3) something you chose to do when you could simply have just⊠Drawn more white people.
Iâll say it again: antiracism is hard. Itâs hard doing the right thing in a society that rewards racism so easily. Itâs really hard knowing that people will stop supporting you or caring as much about your work when you start including Black characters as actively as you do white ones, especially if you start talking about the importance of it. But in my honest opinion, Iâd far rather be someone that cared about others, with genuine fans, than someone that was racist for the fleeting internet clout of strangers. And that may be less âhopefulâ than I normally am in these lessons, but⊠People make choices. And people who have been informed- as you are now- are aware of the choices they are making. Itâs the thought that counts, but the action that delivers- letâs choose better actions.
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When you get better at coding you get more catastrophic errors this is a known statistic. Yes I almost deleted the entire operating system with a misplaced python function I made, but it takes some skill to get that much access to the system and then overwrite it. However this is not good.
#and not to mention my russian roulette desktop button. thatâs not even an error#well I say that.#I have 2 of those with different methods#one deletes the entire os to replace it with a file containing just â:3â#and one performs a denial of service attack on itself by spam opening a screensaver animation#fated computer-posting
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Bro i wish you could make like... gifs and collages of music, cause like there be some fucked-up music out there that i wanna pin up and put cutesy stickers on it and make sparkly for my followers' displeasure
#mainly dir en grey#i love dir en grey so much like you have no idea#and like you already think thatâs a lot#but then go even farther#unfortunately all tumblr gives me about them are their costumes or how sexy they are or whatever#that ain't what i mean when i say i'm OBSESSED with this band#the musicality! the talent! the range! the dynamicism! the technicality! the theatricity in the song itself#that's not even mentioning their stage presence and performance!#just... UGH!!!!!!! i can't get enough!!!!!!
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