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cerealandchoccymilk · 3 years ago

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re: last post, i keep forgetting the fact that im Actually Phychotic. like i Suffer from Psychosis but im like "eh. hallucinations are wack but its fiiine, doesnt count, sucks to have brain disorder genes" and then i see the occasional post and i Remember That Counts

#(dont care if anyone likes. just dont rb pls)#not to mention all the other dumbfuckery that goes on in this brain #*rattles*#i think its that i acknowledge my shit as entirely separate things #trouble w/ speak? must still be tired from [thing that happened a week/month ago]!#thinking everyones fake/i dont exist/etc?#(after ive gotten better) eh everyone has those moments sometimes #constant fight or flight/paranoia? lol anxiety amirite #which i mean must help considering the 'dont dwell on delusions/hallucinations' part #just 'oh that was weird/not supposed to be there/etc. man sucks being me :/' and move on #after the scary ofc. for the paranoia n delusions #am i saying the same thing like 3 times #i think i am

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