#not to me ofc bc he would've been in the hospital by now if he did that

[butchkaramazov]

is it just me or do y'all hate people who read for the aesthetic

[enniewritesathing]

🗣️discussion post 🗣️

let's talk about what happened :D

underneath the read more bc of spoilers for the update (obviously) and length, me rambling, some behind the scenes things...

First off -- this is took so long for me to work on. It was what, a 4 month gap? Usually it's not more than a month but... Things happened and my brain being generally an asshole. We're working on that. What really spurned me to get make the update? I got new internet and holy shit, everything's so fast. Went from DSL to 5G internet (which me being in the sticks, being surrounded by 3 towers = all the speed). Which is great because I added gifs and I need that upload speed or else it would've taken forever.

I didn't get the idea of making gifs until about halfway through the update when @pink-chevalier suggested I make some/experiment with them. I can also combine 2 or more pics for transitions/actions so I'd have room for shots. Also making use of Photomosh Pro...

anyway let's get on with what happened (in no order):

Hey. Charles? He may be unhinged. Just a little bit.

Daniel's very interesting that he's trying to divorce himself from everything, much less the trial and Charles was right to call him out. Real pot = kettle energy. If you think about it, he's damn near the level of responsible that Charles has with handling needles/syringes, he's way less unhinged about it. It's more of a reluctant participant but not really.

I mean, he punched The Werewolf with one when he attacked Jordan.

Speaking of needles, for some reason I looked up how to do an injection and turns out there are different ways! In this case, the needle has to get into muscle (and the heart being a muscle itself), Daniel has to angle it 90 degrees. In the Incident, it was at a weird angle (and at the time I didn't know how to put accessories in stigmata.)

And ofc, it had to go down to the stopping point. Why no, that's not anything.

I made so many swatches of the vitals. There's like 50. They do look nice on the bigger screen. Truly enhances everything way better. Like I said previously, I did what I could with what I had.

The Werewolf dropping the fact that John was the one in control and not him during this segment of the trial. John's the one getting tortured.

The door is actually The Werewolf's door! This is the first time he's done it. To this day, he doesn't quite have a handle on summoning doors. It makes sense that it's simple, but because he wasn't in control per se, the knob was useless.

John's expression on seeing The Werewolf glaring down at him? The Werewolf's glare??

Mark's absence because he won Rock Paper Scissors. We'll get to him later.

John freaked out by the amount of blood in the lab. He's got a stronger stomach than I thought but I think it's because he's a bit used to blood when he fights. Not that much, but, an amount. It happens.

That said... you think The Werewolf might be holding back on that? Do you think it's actually messier than that?

First the hospital bed surrounded by flowers, and now the exam table (?)... what's with that?

And what's up with John...? Does he remember more than he lets on? Or is he hiding under the guise of medicinal amnesia? It's like he could be in denial or something. 🤔🤔🤔

The Werewolf says he'll talk about that later. I have a feeling that's not gonna be pretty.

The Werewolf admitting that everything was against him, that there was a chance of him dying. He didn't know if whatever he had in mind was going to work.

The shots during Charles' and Daniel's conversation?? Getting it together and working on it took like a month bc it's a Biggie/Important story post. That said, as much as I hate Charles, I enjoyed writing his dialogue and perhaps, in general. He's just really fascinating!

I actually have no idea what he sounds like. I think I've said it's reedy, but idk?

This mfer really did 🫵.

I love how John's hair has been touched twice in this update. It is pretty soft.

I would like to give a shoutout to the music genre Witch House.

The file name I gave John during the conversation was "go king, give us nothing.blend".

This isn't quite mentioned but ever since The Werewolf made his promise, it was made sure that he wouldn't move a millimeter. It's also why his healing ability has started to erode over time, it's that strong. His senses are shut out -- as well as not being able to see, he can't hear (mostly) and he can't smell so he can't sus out who's who.

...that and I thought the visual was neat when I put it together. Very experiment-y.

I would never fault John for being terrified of needles.

I wasn't able to do this visually right last time because I didn't have the CC for it (or the ceiling update), but I love how the shots of The Werewolf being in The Void came out. Lot of shots of him being far off and tiny... only used a few though. It really drives home what is isolation to him.

He was going to have his wrists chained (or chained in general) but I thought eh, that's a bit too much and it didn't really work with what I had in mind. (And I was lazy.)

I made the decision of changing John's/The Werewolf's eyes from 'blank' to white... they both do hit, but white's more of pointing out true unconsciousness, if you get my meaning. It's also more spookier... he'll go back and forth with it.

The gifs with John getting to the door, I messed around with in Photomosh. Specifically, it's Smear and I adjusted it to where it looks like he's breathing fast.

This is probably one of my fav shots in the story (so far). It's foreboding. Sinister even. I could go on.

Oh! Getting into the lab door was a bit of a pain in making it. I don't know how to uh edit objects, so what I had to do was have The Werewolf in the open pose while John walked in/out and I had to capture before the doors closed.

You may notice that there was a huge button on the side of it. The Werewolf wasn't exactly aware of it at the time. Not like he would've been able to get out. That shit is super secure, trouble getting in OR out.

questions? comments? concerns? speculation? anything?

if you made it all the way though, congrats! here's a WIP:

I'm sure nothing bad is happening there.

:)

[ace-hell]

Bc someone wanted me to clarify :

"genocide" and "ethnic cleansing" -

Definition:

genocide- "the deliberate killing of a large number of people from a particular nation or ethnic group with the aim of destroying that nation or group."

Ethnic cleansing- "Ethnic cleansing is the systematic forced removal of ethnic, racial, and religious groups from a given area, with the intent of making a region ethnically homogeneous. "

Yall focuz on 2.3 million gazan citizens you forget the 3 million palestinians in the west bank that wow could you believe don't get bombed rn? Shocker, maybe bc they DIDN'T decide to wage a war on a saturday and on a sacred holiday morning. believe me if israel wanted to get rid of gaza and the west bank would've been wiped out already in 2008. By the agreement with ariel sharon in 2005 after the hitnatkut from gaza strip he said that the second gaza attacks israel they'll be WIPED OUT but he got into a coma and since then hamas took over gaza and doesn't stop being the first to attack. Israel DOES care about palestinian lives- israel calls and send papers ASKING gazan citizens to evacuate and SAVE THEMSELVES otherwise gaza city and 1.1 million ppl would been dead already.

The target is hamas. Not palestinians

Unfortunately they sit under and inside residential areas like hospitals, schools, houses and ofc the tunnels under there. Believe me the SHOCK i got from witnessing first handedly seeing jihadists soldiers creep around an elementary school in the middle of the night... Its horrible and not only in gaza but also in syria and lebanon newr the borders. In 2014 an israeli women accidentally discovered a hamas tunnel that went from gaza to her house. There's even a special group in the IDF that specializes in discovering these tunnels, again they started it also in lebanon and even one was discovered from syria.

The idea is to wipe out all of HAMAS, who doesn't even give a shit about gazan citizens themselves

With all their budget gaza could flourish into a mini dubai yet they focus on only attacking israel while not defending gaza

After the 1948 war and the nakba day there were less than 150,00 palestinians if israel wanted to "ethnically clean" israel from palestinaisn they would've done it in less than 75 years, now almost 21% of israel are arabs and there are 5 million palestinians. How can someone be SO bad at genocide that the numbers of palestinians went up from 150,000 to almost 7 million (including the ones who live in israel- with full rights)

Palestinians suffer from hamas so much some even work for the IDF in secret.

These past two weeks happened bc hamas murdered 1500 innicent civilians and kidnapped 200 people, if they didn't do it nothing would've happen

If hamas and the jihadi islam didn't overtake gaza i assure you they would've thrive into a beautiful place bc again - israel was the one to initiate every peace agreement with palestinians and THEY were the ones to break it.

So yes get educated people, develop your critical thinking beyond what ppl who discovered the middle east yesterday has to say

[bibbykins]

YO, how have you been? Hope everything's alright with you, coz for me, idk lmao. So, once again as I am stressed, I've been re-reading your fics and there was a moment in "Princess" where mc asked Jin if he believes her during their private convo, what would've been the reaction of all of the boys if she said it during their couch convo even if it's directed at Jin only? Second, is bunny scared of the Woo family even if she's protected now? Third, when are we gonna see that woo-father-I-couldn't-be-bothered-to-remember-his-name eat shit or something? (This is no way pressuring you or something, I'm just impatient brat ready with my fork and torch for bunny and solely for bunny lmao)

Have a great day!

Hi! I am: doing good but am so busy like wtf

Deadlines next to deadlines 😫 it's all deadlines for fun stuff but still! I'm sorry your stressed and hope my fics help some :(((

But to answer your v wonderful questions!

1. LMAO it would've been a chaotic chorus of "Of course I do!" And "Do you even need to ask, what kind of person would I be if I didn't" until they realize that you're she's asking Jin to where they then stare at him intensely in a silent threat until he answers. If it takes him too long to answer, one of them Jungkook or Jimin will lunge at him

2. I don't think she was ever really scared of the Woo family, just Donghee tbh. He was the one who made her feel unsafe. His dad did make a whole scene in her hospital room but it didn't scare more than it did make her feel... gross (which ofc she had no reason to feel but victim blaming assholes got to her) she is weary of them though, but not rlly scared, just of Donghee. She's less scared now knowing he's locked up basically for good

3. EAT SHIT OR SOMETHING LMAO YOUR SO FUNNY his name was Ryeomin but I literally only mention it like once so I get it lol but ✨️soon✨️ i haven't been able to write anyone's vengance (in full) quite yet bc busy, but you will get to see it as soon as I can write it (which I plan to when I get the inspo)

Thank you for the questions, they are so so fun to answer and rlly bring a smile to my face!!💖💖💖

[softer-ua]

to me what katsuki's problem with deku is was that what he saw didn't align with what he was told.

like your quirk makes you strong, right? so according to society and literally everyone, katsuki = strong bc badass quirk and izuku = weak bc no quirk. the problem is, Katsuki sees the way Izuku behaves and sees that he's strong , that he has heroic spirit and that doesn't make sense to him because it contradicts the way he's been told society is supposed to work.

so while he insists and tries to convince himself that he's better than deku and deku is weak, he never truly believes it, because he can see that deku is no where near weak.

what makes his view of deku so confusing is that he is lying to himself inside his own head. he knows where he wants to stand with deku (re i am better than him) but that doesn't mean that's where he actually stands, even if he doesn't want to admit it.

in fact having to come to terms with it will literally spiral him into a panic attack

and it's interesting bc katsuki is normally so good at reading situations and people. his intuition is fantastic. he saw shindo was more of a bitch than he let on, he recognized AM was hiding sht about OFA just from AM's 'slight hesitation'

so where does all that stellar sense go??? why is he so bad at reading deku??

it honestly feels like the more invested he is in someone the worse he gets at reading them, since emotions take over. this is particularly true with deku. for example: a) he cares about his record to the point of banning his friends from smoking, but does shit to izuku that would destroy said record were his teachers any good at their jobs and b) first training exercise he basically throws it solely to go beat deku's ass, and like a few days later at USJ he's suddenly acting like a normal sane person who thinks shit through...?

it's like izuku's very existence takes Katsuki's sanity, throws it out the window and runs it over with a locomotive 😭😭

besides, it's not like the guy isn't well versed in contradictions.

with the sludge villain he was told he was strong for not dying after being left to die

deku, the person he's hurt, is also the only person who's ever seen him as fallible in a non malicious way and the only one who's ever allowed him the relief of being weak and having someone hear you out.

his mom loves him while victim blaming him and says that the teachers who chained him up on live television for saying no have a stellar understanding of his character.

the symbol of peace tied him to a podium

he spent a decade being called top hero material despite acting like a loonatic and now he comes to ua and suddenly exploding nerds is not acceptable behaviour? think about it, his teachers saw him doing shit to deku and they were like katsuki broski you're gonna be a great hero, so he was like yup this is totally the way i should act *blows up deku's notebook*

but then come ua and it turns out beating up deku qualifies him to be a villain, and that he has actually been acting like such a villain the actual villains want to be besties with him and the number 4 hero is hell bent on "fixing" him. that's a complete turn of tables.

if i was him i would've lost my mind by now ngl

and he's so emotionally constipated he doesn't even understand his own emotions, like his inner monologue about deku getting stronger and needing to keep up during the war arc sounds like such loser behaviour, but then it turns out the reason he wants to keep up is to be strong enough to help deku and be useful and keep deku from dying bc he is worried about deku.

he is so worried about deku he rips off oxygen masks and ivs and runs around the hospital spitting blood just to see him, but ofc he can't just say, yoo i care about my man deku, because dude is so bad at emotions he doesn't even realise it, so he just starts spewing lines from some edgy romance like "if you die ill kill u"

someone help this kid istg😭😭😭

100% all of this! 😂

When Deku is around Katsuki immediately shifts into being lead around on a choke chain by his feelings, even though him and feelings have never been so much as formally introduced

“I’m feeling something other than anger and that makes me mad” ~ Katsuki Bakugo probably

Also anyone wanna talk about how they left a teen with a heat based quirk who’s known for emotional imbalance unsupervised connected to pure oxygen and then let all his classmates chill in said room with him?

Everyday their entire society wakes up and says “fuck Katsuki lives, all my homies hate Katsuki” and then just leave him to die in various ways