#not tagging this as anything its 5am i just like imagining them being autistic

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nathan explosion is so easy. he didnt speak til he was 5 in my heart i think his mom tried to teach him basic asl and even when he started talking he didnt really do it much until he discovered music and chanelled it all into his screaming and his lyrics. he will wander. he doesnt care, if it sucks he'll just leave. feels like a fatass because he can't eat a lot of fruits without wanting to throw up because of the texture. smoothies might be life changing for this man. also hes not into physical textures as much as he is tastes. pica warrior to me he likes dry things and his hair. i think he likes eating iced drinks. like putting orange juice into ice cubes and crunching them or plain popsicles and just chomping about 20 of them.

toki is also so easy. i think he accidentally mimics accents and it makes his english so much less comprehensible. like if hes hanging around one of them too long he'll unintentionally mimic some of their vocal patterns. skwisgaar hates this. i think hes a chronic nail biter and bites the skin around his fingers and it fucks up his guitar playing. skin pickkers rise. also toki is violent and he feels immense shame for it when he has meltdowns. kind of oblivious, in my mind he's aware people might assume hes stupid or childish or whatever but he really doesn't care he has bigger problems. he just hits people for fun. i get him. loves 'cringe' stuff loves cartoon his fursona is a regular cat with his human head and skwisgaars mad at him for doing it wrong. speaking of skwisgaar,

skwisgaar is the gatekeeper to me behind toki. tokis physically violent but skwisgaar just screams and shit. shes in love with her guitar and just playing the guitar she has very few things she likes but theyre near and dear to her heart. if anybody she dislikes she feels is doing it Wrong or Tainting it she'll start screaming and throwing shit and then dissapear for a few days. shes also very #Leaving if she doesn't care shes not going. she comes across as somebody who would say whatever shes thinking more but she got too insecure so she just doesnt speak. guitarrr thats stimmingggg. would die 1000 deaths if she wasnt the best guitar player in the world. nobody knows her (the guitar) like she does. my weirdest one is i think she likes small spaces. sometimes she just sits in wardrobes and shit because she likes the privacy of it. she did it more as a kid but doesnt do it at much because shes an older woman and also tall.

murderface is all the gross aspects nobody likes to focus on and i like that a lot. yeah he forgets to shower yeah hes blunt and if he feels insulted he'll instantly start yelling and throwing insults and shit. sensory seeking food combos everybody thinks are gross. he didnt like the feel or taste of toothpaste as a kid so he never brushed his teeth and had to get them pulled out. he hates the dentist. hes insecure so he deals with this by embracing it and being authentically kind of horrible. like hes like this anyway but sometimes he really, really leans into it, because the idea of somebody realising hes somehow 'disgusting' and never talking to him is like a horrible fear to him, so he just... always acts his worst so people will never be dissapointed by him because they dont expect better. a horrible mentality i dont think he grows from for a long long time.

pickles is the reason i made this post because i actually think about pickletism the least but i think if anything those stupid little gay sweatbands could also be because if he feels water dripping down his arms he'll freak out because its a horrible texture experience. im blanking on a lot of music examples because im bad at it but music is a big part of the fun for pickles. if you cant feel it in your chest from the noise whats the point. loves pressure he wants nathan to lay on top of him until his body hurts. oh my god i really dont have anything for pickles so sorry sweet bitch i dont think about you as much as i thought i did.......