#not sure i answered the prompt but im happy with my interpretation of it lmao

[redmessenger]

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

The Mother vowed to grant two things to all who follow her: the right to enjoy life's pleasures and the right to a dignified death.

The value of lives can be easy to forget, and Lukas tries not to. His life is as fragile as any other, yet that awareness . Far from it, he fears. This dance of death, the exhileration, thrill, tension, to truly know what living and breathing means when he stands tall above his enemy… it's unmatched.

It seems Lukas is not alone in that thinking. Seeing Jeritza's brutality, however, has him praying they're not the same.

[the-rxven-king]

Do you mind shatring why you're uncomfortable with Adoribull? I admit I've never thought about it too much in terms of possible problems...

yea i can try i have a few reasons but about 3/4s of it DOES kinda stem from the “uncomfortable for literally no reason” kinda thing

ive never had adoribull in a playthrough of mine because in both playthroughs that ive actually gotten to a point where it would trigger in i actually romanced dorian so it never happened, but i HAVE listened to all the banter thanks to a youtube video someone made (which i have actually just relistened to for the purpose of answering this properly and making sure i wasnt remembering properly since i started avoiding adoribull like the plague after listening to it all) so that was enough of the experience for me

ill put it under a cut and whoever doesnt want to read it doesnt have to

please note these are my interpretations of it and that i am in no way trying to shit on adoribull because i hate being that person who ruins other peoples fun and who knows other people might take the same things in a different way than me and thats all good and well but i dont want to have any discourse or anything in my inbox

the banter between them in itself just makes me so uncomfortable???? just in general???? every time bull speaks to him dorian just seems so…. unhappy? or agitated i guess is a better word for it. 

thats honestly enough for me not to like it. thats not all of it (like i said most of the reason is just general dislike that i cant put my finger on) but its enough. i hate how dorian sounds talking to bull because he always seems so upset by it, especially when bull makes dirty comments/jokes (example being his… lovely. description. (aka the thing relistening to this video that reminded me why i truly truly truly didnt like it) of what hed do to dorian if he were able to and dorian just being like w h a t and bull being like thats not what we were talking about and dorian saying no it waSNT???? yea. shit like that. constantly.)

also bull is just???? so open about it? which isnt necessarily a bad thing! the only reason its bad in this case is because dorian doesnt seem want this out there and hes upset by the fact bull it just telling everyone anything they want to know while he wants to keep what happens with them between them. bull should respect that. bull should at least WAIT for dorian to be more comfortable talking about their relationship before he talks about it in the way he does when prompted. dorians comfort is just as important as bulls

tbh thats…. thats all i can think of right now but its enough to make me dislike it. theres also the fact that ive never really been a big fan of bull???? like there are times where im like lmao bull is so funny hes great and hes also super nice but then the rest of the time im just like can he just…. l e ave….. n o w…..

literally most of the time i only recruit bull for krem. because krem is important to me. 

so i guess thats helps with not liking it? oh and i know that with different people comes a different romantic experience but the inquisitor and dorian just seems so much healthier and happier? like its sweet and gentle and dorian seems so happy and in love and its so good? so you compare it to him and bull and you just wonder wtf happened there yknow? where is that kind of tenderness and happiness with bull???? i cant fuckin find it????? where is it aside from fanon??? 

not ONLY that but bull seems a lot more considerate and thoughtful in his OWN romance???? which i just watched for the first time just to see since i made the comparison to dorians???? i dont know. it just feels off

but yea…. there you go. thats my reasoning i suppose