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ms-misery · 3 years ago

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Can't Lose You || P.P

Pairing: Peter Parker x reader

Word count: 3.2k

Summary: You're trying to get over your best friend but no matter how hard you try you just can't seem to do it.

Warnings: Fluff!! Drunk reader, Mj!! Peter and reader being idiots uk how it is.

Requested by @piscesparker : For the dialogue prompt "Are you jealous?" with Peter.

Trope: best friends to lovers

A/n: don't read the summary! I'm v bad at it. N I'm back with another fic! Yay! I'm gonna try to continue posting more stuff more regularly cuz I have so much stuff to share. The request should explain it all. Thank you very much for requesting shan! N I'm so so sorry for replying so so so damn late! 🤦🏽‍♀️ I really do hope you like this.

Also thank you lovely s @rosyparkers for beta-reading this. I appreciate you alot! <333

You huffed and slipped into your seat, slamming your tray on the table, a huge frown etched onto your face. Mj turned to you, giving you a weird look, Ned lost in his star wars world, and Peter, you didn't even wanna look at him right now but you also couldn't not. He was too cute to not be fawned over and right now, he was looking so damn cute that you didn't know whether to slap him or give him head.

"Why do you look like you just saw someone burn paper and waste food?" Mj asked, making you gasp so loud that she was positive everyone in the cafeteria heard you, your eyes nearly jumped out of their sockets.

"What?! Tell me who it is?! I have a really big speech prepared for them and oo boy, will they be sorry once they've heard it" you said urgently, you were about to get out of your seat when Mj grabbed your arm stopping you.

"Jeez, calm down. I was kidding. I don't think anyone's got a nerve to go against you after the last speech you gave and the kid you reported for wasting water" Mj reminisced making you sigh in relief but after a few minutes your face fell again.

"Did see at Peter?"

"No, that's your job"

Silence.

You blinked at her, as she stared wide-eyed at you, her hand frozen mid-air with a spoon.

"Mj!" You gasped, lightly smacking her arm. She continued eating her food, shrugging one shoulder.

"It's true, though" she mumbled with a full mouth. You narrowed your eyes at her before huffing and slouching.

"No but seriously, look at him. He can't take his eyes off of Liz" you frowned sadly.

"Y/n! I've told you this a million times, either tell him you're obsessed with him or move on"

A weird noise left your mouth, at which she made a strange face.

"I'm not obsessed with him!" You said defensively, your jaw slackened. "Just very observant"

"You kinda are," she blurted, with raised eyebrows, taking a bite of her bread.

"That's not the point!" You waved your arms around, dismissing the topic.

"Yes, Y/n. What is the point? Do tell" she humored, your mouth fell open to say something but nothing came out.

"Why is he ogling Liz like that?! It's not fair" you whined, pouting blinking at Peter who was lost in his own world. Probably, thinking about kissing Liz, the thought angered you a little. You finally decided you aren't gonna just sit there and watch him do that. You exhaled loudly, catching Mj's attention, she eyed you curiously. You got up from your seat, her eyes widening slightly, you fixed your skirt and tip-toed behind Peter's chair.

"Yo, Peter!" You smacked the back of his head, startling him. He shot up from his seat, turning around, clutching the back of his head.

"Ow! What was that for?" He rubbed the back of his head, looking like a kicked puppy.

"Nothin', just saying hi" you smiled, tilting your head a little to the side. "So Petey, whatcha been up to?" You asked, making him blush red.

"Uh, I um nothing, just…thinking about some stuff" he stammered, getting redder by the second.

"What stuff?" You narrowed your eyes at him making his eyes widen in panic, his face flushed redder than ever.

"Spideystuff!" He blabbered, laughing nervously to cover the small squeak in his voice.

"Sooo, are you going to the party tonight?" You step closer to him, looking up at him with big doe eyes, giving him no chance to refuse. He stared at you in amazement for a few seconds, his cheeks still rosy.

"W-will you be there?" He slowly blinked at you, raising his eyebrows.

"I asked you first" your tongue rolled over your lips, his gaze fluttered down to your lips for a second as he swallowed, before looking in your eyes.

"I will be if you will," he declared with a small smile on his chapped lips. You beamed at his statement, clapping your hands like a child.

"Great, so i'll see you there" you lightly poked his stomach and were about to make your way to your chair when stopped you.

"Y/nnnnnnnn." He dragged out, pulling you back to him with your arm. You looked up at him in confusion, tilting your head in that lovely way, Peter adored so much.

"Aren't you forgetting something?" He questioned, making you more confused than ever.

"Umm no?" You frowned, making him jut his lips out in a pout, you internally swooned at him, your thoughts screamed at you to just kiss him already.

"You didn't give me my morning hug" he whined like a toddler. Your lips formed an 'o' shape and your eyebrows went up in realisation, before giggling lightly.

"Oh I'm sorry! I forgot" you wrapped your arms around his torso, tucking your face in his chest as he nuzzled your head, sniffing your hair. Your stomach swarmed with butterflies at his action. You inhaled his sweet smell of sandalwood oil for his dry, pale skin, which you gifted him along with a whole lot of other skincare products because before that he washed his face with the handwash. You couldn't watch him treat his precious skin like that.

Even after you got him all the stuff, he wouldn't use it, his excuse 'I don't need all this stuff. My skin's perfectly fine' but in reality he didn't know how to use them and was too lazy to read the instructions. So, after you spent the whole weekend with him, teaching him how to use all products and exactly what to do and convincing him to not eat half of the products because it "smelled delicious". He was shocked with the results, his exact words were "omg, y/n my skin is glowing! Wow. I look beau- Handsome!". Oh how much you cherished moments like these with Peter.

"See you tonight, Pete!" You pulled away with a peck to his cheek and turned away, making your way back to your chair, your lips stretched in a big grin, too lost in contemplating what you're gonna wear to the party to notice Peter's flustered state.

***

"Y/nnnn, c'mon now. Can we please go?" Mj whined from the bed. "We're getting late!" You ignored her, admiring your reflection in the mirror.

"Ok, ok! But how do I look?" You turned around and looked at her with big wide eyes and an hopeful expression.

"You look beautiful! As always!" She said sincerely, making you break into a grin. You were wearing a denim skirt that reached above your knees paired with a black crop top. You were looking quite decent for a high school party. Not to mention utterly gorgeous.

If it was any other day, you would've not cared for your outfit. But tonight, you had a plan, you had decided to let loose, find someone else and get over your little crush on Peter. Since you couldn't tell him because you didn't wanna risk ruining your friendship and the fear of getting rejected, your fragile heart couldn't take it.

You were practically shaking from excitement and nerves as you entered Flash's party. You took in the scene in front of you, drunk people dancing on the stage, some making out in a corner. Your eyes searched for the familiar mop of brown curls, disappointment settling in your gut when you couldn't spot him before you shook the thought away. You took a deep breath and reminded yourself that you’re here to let loose.

It’s been almost 3 hours, you’re drunk now, you haven’t seen Peter yet. Which can only mean, he didn’t come which stings a little, you can’t figure out why since you had a plan to let loose. So, now you’re drunk and frustrated, which is not a good combination. Now, here you are dancing with some guy, you just met who’s actually very sweet and you should be happy but you’re not. Out of nowhere you see a brown curly head looking around with wide eyes, standing awkwardly, you blink a few times making sure you’re not hallucinating before his eyes lock up with yours, you both look at each other with big wide eyes. You excuse yourself from the guy whose name you don’t remember. You walk upto Peter, you both still staring at each other, you slightly poke him to see if he’s real.

“Are you really here or am I imagining you?” you didn’t realize you actually said it aloud, before he chuckled.

“Yes, i am really here” he rubbed the back of his neck nervously, looking hella cute.

“You’re really late” you scowled, trying to look mad but he knew you couldn’t stay mad at him for too long.

“I'm sorry! There was a burglary that I had to stop” he spoke guiltily, you sighed, it wasn’t his fault.

“Well, you’re here now” your voice slurred, his eyes narrowed as he leaned closer, you froze as he took a whiff.

“Are you drunk?” he asked, as you pushed him away, you chuckled nervously, waving it off. He was ready to lecture you on drinking alone when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You turned around and saw the guy you were dancing with not long ago, you drunkenly smiled at him.

“Heyy!” you still couldn’t remember his name.

Hmm.

“Hey. I was wondering if you would like to give me your number? It's totally cool if not” he asked sweetly.

“Oh sure!” you gave him your number, you were hoping it was the right number. He hugged you, taking you by surprise, you blushed furiously, Peter’s scowl going unnoticed by the both of you. He walked away as you turned back to Peter with a grin, his lips pursed unpleasantly.

“C’mon, I’m taking you home” he grabbed your hand, pulling you out the door, you pouted.

“But Petey, I wanna stay!” you whined, walking behind him.

“No, we’re leaving”

“Fine. but only at one cost”

“Give me piggy back ride”

***

“Boy, you’re really heavy,” he joked, making you gasp.

“You take that back, I thought you had super strength ”you pout, making him chuckle at your

He turned around looking at you suspiciously “what?” he asked cautiously. You grinned at him evilly.reaction.

“I’m kidding. I’m kidding” you start to feel bad for him. He had carried you all the way from the party. And you were close to the apartment now too.

“Hey c’mon, I can walk now. You can put me down”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, yeah”

He gently let you down, you stumbled on your feet for a bit before steadying yourself. You both walked hand in hand, a serene silence surrounding you. And before you knew, Peter’s apartment building was in sight.

“Peter, this is your apartment.” you tilted your head to the side in confusion, his face flushed red and he started stuttering in the adorable way he always does.

“Oh, I-i just t-thought you could stay here, s-so i can take care of you, properly and we haven’t had one sleepover like this since, forever, y-you know just the t-two of u-us” he bit his lip, waiting for your reaction anxiously. You almost teared up when he said he wants to take care of you. “I-i can take you back to your apart--”

“No, it’s alright! I miss those times too” you said, leaning against him. He gave you a big wide grin in return, wrapping an arm around you, you both walked up the stairs to his apartment. He opened the door, letting you in first.

“May, will be home later, so we got the whole place to ourselves” he followed you to his bedroom, watching as you climbed in his bed, snuggling in his covers, he chuckled at you.

“Don’t you wanna change into something more comfortable?” he bent to face, your eyes widened at the proximity of his face, wanting nothing more than to just close the distance between you two. Your throat closed up, no word coming out of your mouth, you were sure he could hear your heartbeat going crazy. He raised his eyebrows at you when he still got no reply, you nodded frantically at him. He made his way to his closet, taking out his ‘find x’ t-shirt and some short shorts.

“Here, you can change in the washroom and freshen up, I'll use May’s” you got up, making your way to the bathroom, his clothes in your hand. You quickly change out of your clothes, washing your face, you slightly sober up. Getting out of the bathroom, you make yourself comfortable under his soft covers. You hear the door opening, Peter makes his way to the bed, grabbing a pillow, you frown at his actions.

“What are you doing?” you question him.

“I am going to sleep on the couch”

“Noooooo, i wanna cuddle” you don’t know if this is your tipsy self talking or sleepy, you would never be this straightforward in the right state of mind. You slide closer to the wall making space for him, he gets under the cover and you immediately latch onto him tightly, letting out an exhale of relief as he wraps his arms around your torso.

Fuck.

You’ve never felt this secure in your entire life. You slightly feel his lips touching the top of your head and before you know it, you're out like a light.

***

You slowly stirred awake from one of the best peaceful sleep you had in ages.

God, it has been so long since you slept with Peter like this.

You looked down and found Peter clinging to your body and noticed his lips slightly moving, you couldn’t make out what he was saying but he looked damn adorable, you wanted nothing more than to kiss the life out of him. He could probably sense you looking at him but he was still sleeping and you couldn’t help but look at him. He was just so adorable.

You don’t know how long you have been staring at him and making up scenarios in your head before he’s slowly opening his eyes and taking in his surroundings. You give him a soft smile in your drowsy state and he politely returns the gestures.

“Wow” he murmurs under his breath, his morning voice doing things to you. “That’s the best sleep i’ve had in forever”

“Ditto”

“You wanna lay just like this for a few more minutes? And cuddle” you add the last part sheepishly.

“Thought you’d never ask”

You both jumped at each other at the same, knocking your heads together in the process, a groan resounding both of you. You laughed at each other before you decided to just spoon, you being the little spoon.

Eventually, after a few minutes or an hour, you both decided to get up and shower. Not together, though you wouldn’t be opposed to the idea.

While you were showering, Peter made strawberry waffles for you, you almost cried at his sweet gesture, though they were a little burnt they tasted delicious. He would be such a perfect boyfriend.

“So, what are your plans for the whole day?” he asked while drinking his coffee, you were still stuffing your face with the waffles.

“Nothing much, probably gonna wait till the guy from last night texts me and hopefully asks me out on a date” you answered after swallowing and took another bite. Peter’s mood turned sour at your revelation.

“Oh, so, if he asks you out, you’re gonna say yes?” he asked, trying to conceal his bitterness at the thought of you going out with another guy, that you didn’t even know.

“Yup”

“Why?” you frowned at his weird question.

“Because, he’s nice”

“So? You don’t even know him”

“I do. I know he’s nice” he scoffs at your retort, your frown deepening.

Why was he acting so weird?

“Oh really? Do you even know his name?” he questions, his eyebrows raised in challenge.

Uh oh.

“Yes, I do and you’re not important enough to know” you retort, already knowing, he knows you don't know.

“Anyways, i don’t think he’s gonna text you” he shrugs innocently making you narrow your eyes at him.

“Wha- why not?” you ask in a slightly high pitched voice. He shrugs again looking somewhere else and your eyes almost turn to slits.

“Peter, what’d you do?” he looks at you, looking offended.

“I didn’t do anything!”

“Then why are you saying that, if you didn’t do anything”

“I just know he won’t text you”

“How do you know that?” you smack his arm, prompting him to spill the beans.

“You gave him the wrong number” he mutters slowly, trying not to laugh. Your eyes widened at his words.

“What!” you shriek loudly and he finally breaks out into guffaws. “Please, tell me you’re lying”

“You messed up the nines because you were drunk” he laughs, your jaw falling agape at his words.

“Then why didn’t you correct me?!” his laughter finally seizes at your question.

“Because” you raise your eyebrows at him when he doesn’t complete his sentence.

“Peter!” you smack him again, he rubs the spot where you hit him and gives you a mean look.

"I didn't want you to go out with him" he mumbles slowly but you hear him clearly.

"Why not? Don't you have Liz to ogle?" You murmur the last part under your breath which he wouldn't have heard if it wasn't for his super hearing.

"Wha- I don't do that" he said defensively, face flushed in embarrassment.

"Yeah, right" you rolled your eyes in disbelief.

"Why? Are you jealous?" He demands, putting on a strong exterior.

"Wh-No! I should be the one asking you that!"

"Yeah I'm jealous because I like you!" He blurts out, both your eyes widening at his slip out.

"Y-you do?" You feel butterflies swarming your tummy, he nods back slowly.

"Great! Because I really really like you too" you mumble bashfully, his eyes lit up in disbelief and ecstasy. You slowly started making your way towards each other, the need to be in each other's arms taking over both of you. Your lips met halfway, taking you by surprise but you welcomed it all. His lips were soft against yours, melting you in his embrace. The kiss was slow and everything you wanted it to be and so much more.

"I adore you so so much. It's been killing me to not tell you how I feel and I'm so glad I finally did. I was so afraid to lose you" he whispers against your lips as you both rest your foreheads against each other's. "And I wasn't ogling Liz. I was daydreaming about you" he smiled earnestly, looking into your eyes.

"You're never gonna lose me, Peter. I can't imagine my life without you" you smile softly and sincerely at him, hoping he could see that not one word wasn't coming straight from your heart. He returns the smile and pecks you gently on the lips.

"I can't believe you're finally mine" you know now, no matter what happens in the future, you two will never lose each other.

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