#not rlly portrayed as a ship but you choose lmao

[xxlady-lunaxx]

the year passed by quickly, and sanemi found himself facing the start of yet another year as a hashira. he wasn’t sure where all the months had gone, nor what had even occurred this year, but it meant nothing to him, really. it was only another reminder that things hadn’t changed and sanemi was still trudging through the snow for another mission, even after promising he’d kill muzan by now. but, oh well, it didn’t matter.

the demons disintegrated and their blood which had previously drenched the snow had now dissipated into the air. sanemi’s still dripped to the ground, painting the blinding white into a glistening red. he paid no mind to it, ignoring his wounds in favor of sheathing his katana and making his way down the mountain.

the morning air was cold, the sun doing nothing but reflecting light into his eyes, but he didn’t bother buttoning his uniform. adrenaline still coursed through him from the aftermaths of his mission, and for the time being it warmed him up.

he wasn’t sure where he was going yet, as his feet stomped a steady path through the mushy ground. somehow, his legs decided their own route, and he found himself approaching two graves. they didn’t sit in a graveyard, rather, they were by a house—which stood unoccupied and trembling under the weight of the previous night’s snowstorm. sanemi vaguely recognized the place—it was one he’d gone to once before, and then never again. it had been right after becoming a hashira, and when he’d left, he’d turned his back to the graves and never looked back again.

which was why it came as shock to him that his feet had led him here, of all places. he could hardly remember how he’d gotten here, so the fact that his subconscious was so quick to directing him here stunned him. for a long moment, he simply stared at the graves. one of the names he didn’t recognize—besides the last name. but the second one was almost sacred on his lips, and he sunk to his knees before the grave.

he reached out a hand, tentatively, his finger tips grazing the name carved into the stone. it wasn’t too fancy, and it bore signs of the few years that had passed since the body was buried. but it seemed fitting, given how blurry sanemi’s memory had gotten of the boy.

he ducked his head down, a breath leaving him. his words were tangible in the air, but he didn’t see them, didn’t hear them, could only register everything he wanted to say.

“…happy new years, masachika,” he whispered. his hand left the gravestone, letting it fall to his lap. his uniform was waterproof, so he didn’t bother getting up, even as numbness settled into his legs from the cold nestling around him. instead, he gazed at the ground in front of the grave. it was empty, save for the snow that had fallen smoothly over it.

after a moment of internal debate, sanemi stood and scoured the grounds. there were hardly any blooming plants, but he managed to find some daffodils, plucking a couple. he returned to the graves, placing two on masachika’s brother’s grave. then he placed the remaining flowers on masachika’s, gently arranging them. sitting back, he sat properly, closing his eyes.

behind him, the sun rose. the snow glistened in the light, dripping from trees. sanemi paid it no mind, allowing the cool air to swarm around him, feeling the bits of warmth the sun rays provided against his back. his breath was steady, dispersing out in misty clouds.

masachika sat in front of him, fiddling with the flowers and thanking him with a wide smile. beside him was his brother, the young boy whom sanemi had never met. the two brothers stood and happily took sanemi into their arms, with masachika murmuring about how much he’d grown, and masachika’s brother wishing they had met.

despite that, sanemi didn’t acknowledge them. he didn’t see them, and his goodbye as he stood were to the flowers and the graves. even so, masachika waved, calling out to him as sanemi turned from the house not for the first time in his life.

“happy new years, sanemi!! i’ll see you again, one day!”

[sungbeam]

THIS IS SUCH A HARD QUESTION!!! I rlly rlly loved Swing My Way, but im SUCH a sucker for Off the Record... The best ship you've written for MMMM I lowkey can't pick, this one either but I think CM!Y/N and Changmin are sUCH a win!!! Something I remember vividly from reading one of your fics THE DANCE SCENE IN OFF THE RECORD... the imagery was absolutely incredible and just loved that the thing that brought the lovers together led to their first kiss... What made me the most emotional after reading the presence fic u wrote for beomgyu... god the subtle sadness,,, hurt my soul SO good... What I like the most about your writing How defined you make the universes in ur fics! liu honestly felt so grounded, and it makes reading the continuity rlly easy across fics. A fic i'm excited for you updating/posting OUGH this is so hard to choose, im probably most hype for The Reveal and Hot Commodity rn.... just seeing the small snips in each of the other fics makes me SO tempted to know and read... but then i remember u haven't written them out to post yet and im like "oh." A character/ship I didn't enjoy/think about as much before you wrote about them Surprisingly Hyunjae and Chanhee! Esp after reading Simple Gifts,,, like ive always seen Chanhee more of like... bestie energy but that fic did a complete 180 for me and i was like "DAMN OK! Cute as fuck!" A fic of yours that i've re-read Any time u've done sr or reposted others' reactions, i don't notice until ive reread the fic and gotten to the tags at the bottom lmao If i've ever shared/talked about your fic to someone else OH i wish. im mostly sitting in private squealing and reacting where no one can see me...

AHH oh my gosh 🃏 anon !!! thank you so much for ur lovely ask :'))) it's so nice to hear from u again !!

omg i think i would be biased to say i agree w u that i liked cm!yn and cm 🤧🤧 but all of them are self-inserts for me 🤣 im so glad u liked otr and swing my way tho :')) im always so nervous when i release fics if people will like them or how i portrayed everything </3 THE DANCE SCENE AND THE PRACTICE ROOM KISS (´Д⊂ヽ i am actually so happy i thought of that for their first kiss skfbkefnkf i just knew their first was gonna be the catalyst to get them to finally talk abt /that/ elephant in the room LOL

rAAAH presence....... me and that fic are kinda love-hate in away (_ _;) she almost didn't make the cut, but im soo so happy that u found comfort in it!! hearing that always makes me happy i posted it <3

NOOOO STOPSJFBJDNF AHAHHAH cuz i also forget sometimes that i haven't written the fic and i wanna say something related to the plots but no one would get it :')))) THEY'LL BE WRITTEN EVENTUALLY THO ISTG

omg simple gifts 🫂 my baby 🫂 my unplanned masterpiece skfnenfbnf lol that sounds like she was like an unplanned pregnancy 💀 low-key she was ANYWAYS—

HELLO I LOVE U THANKS FOR RE-READING SO MANY THINGS EVEN THO ITS LIKE ON ACCIDENT LOWKEY 🤣😭 sending hugs and kisses !!! 💖