#not me starting this talking about jaehyun only to make it about yeosang like we know who's actually winning

[petrichorpetals]

I don't even follow boynextdoor in any capacity bc I fear this motherfucker is way too strong and yet still he haunts me on my kpop social media. 🙄 I partially blame Hanbin but it's not all mc stuff. I can't escape him and I refuse to give in because they're over 600 streams and I'm not letting a group I don't even stan be my most streamed group this year. 😫

Okay I'm gonna need one Mr Myung Jaehyun to evacuate the braincell. I don't even go here but I have brainrot over this boy.

[timextoxhajima]

who is the?

thank you for the tag @haechanhues <3 was about to start work and ill probably be at it until like 2am so thanks for helping me procrastinate that

1) kpop idol most similar to you

yeah i hate this quiz already

1. hyunjae - yeah fuck yall we know this. I'll elaborate just so i don't make it seem like i deliberately did this: have a lack of tears; finds it hard to show affection in the face of others; shows care via acts of service; annoying with the people we're close to but shy and reserved when it's with people we're not. i don't want to continue.

honorary mentions: yeosang (isfj), jongin (infj), heeseung (intp), soobin (isfp)

2) kpop idol closest to your ideal type?

fuck this question

(cringing as i type this)

1. hyunjae - only because he has my ideal physical body type and we're similar in terms of personality look i-

2. yunho (ateez) - i just feel like he'd know what to say at what points of time and when I'm stressed i don't need wooyoung yelling at me TT i love you wooyoung <3

3. lee know - the things i could rant to him about and he'd understand OH MY GOD

4. heeseung - please when he was the only member who stayed in the dorms to game for enlog like my guy... i know you.

3) kpop idol who would most likely be your best friend

changbin, jay, baekhyun (will definitely fight with this boy), kevcob, seonghwa, san

4) kpop idol as the crush you would never talk to

juyeon. LOL I'D BE TOO MUCH OF A PUSSY TO TALK TO HIM I'LL JUST CRY can my y/n moment come and he talks to me first. nct jaehyun too oh my fucking god. MINGYU I WOULD NEVER TALK TO MINGYU

5) kpop idol who you want as your sibling

hongjoong, sunoo, sunwoo (so i can fight my twin), changmin because we both like horror and he can be my company to horror movies <3, probably bang chan

6) kpop idol who's just one of the friends within your friends group?

hak, han jisung

7) kpop idol who you probably wouldn't get along irl

wooyoung. can he please stop talking to me TT

[atinydise]

Ateez reacting to their s/o being in love with someone else (1/2)

❦ Genre: Angst.

❦ Pairing: OT8.

❦ Word count: 4k4.

❦ Masterlist.

Part 2

HONGJOONG

Hongjoong noticed how you seemed down these days. You barely saw each other, and he didn’t like this situation at all. He looked for a way to cheer you up for almost a day. Finally, he found the perfect way to. He asked you to come at his studio at Friday. He insisted so much that he knew that you couldn’t decline. He settled a good atmosphere in the room. He bought your favorite pizzas and put a calm and background music. You knocked at the door softly and entered, making sure he was not busy. “Oh, hi sweetheart,” he smiled. Hongjoong stood up off his chair to greet you correctly with a kiss as usual. But you turned your head at the last second, causing him to kiss your cheek. It was okay for him, nothing to worry about. “What do you want to tell me? It seemed important.” You asked, sitting on the couch. “I wrote a song for you,” he smiled proudly. You stuttered, anxious, “a song? Are you serious?” “Yes! Do you want to hear it?” he sat next to you, lyrics on his phone already.

You gulped, “sure.” Hongjoong giggled and held your hand in his. He noticed that you were shaking a bit but probably because of the weather, he concluded. He started to sing. The lyrics were not too kitschy, he was singing about how he’s proud of you. That you are doing really well and that he will support you no matter what. Tears started to slide on your face even if you were trying to stay brave. When Hongjoong saw that you were crying, he stopped to sing, making sure you were okay. “Y/N? Baby? What’s wrong? I didn’t want to make-“ “I’m so sorry Hongjoong,” you busted in tears. He giggled, “sorry for what? It’s okay to be sensitive,” he smiled. “No…” you sobbed. “I need to tell you something.” “What is it honey?” He rubbed your hand to comfort you as he could. “But first, never think that it’s your fault okay? You are amazing. Everything is my fault.” Your voice cracked. You bend your head, ashamed and not getting the braveness to tell him the truth. “Y/N? You know you can tell me anything,” he said, worried. You lifted your head to look right at him, you could feel the love in his eyes. “I’m in love with someone else,” you confessed. You felt his hands leaving yours. He was looking you, shock and visibly devastated. “I’m so sorry Joong,” you sobbed. “It was not planned at all. I thought that it was just a simply and childish crush. But my feelings are getting stronger…” Hongjoong couldn’t believe it. He might be a terrible boyfriend for you to fall in love with someone else. “Hongjoong, I’m so sorry. If I could erase these feelings, I would without hesi-“ you stared. “I need to be alone,” he said, standing up. “Wait Hongjoong,” you stood up and grabbed his arm. “Please listen me-“ “No. I can’t.” He said, looking right in your eyes. “Please,” you begged.” “I just need to be alone.” He repeated, pulling off your hand. You stayed on his studio for 3 hours, waiting for him but he didn’t come back.

SEONGHWA

You were at the restaurant with your boyfriend, Seonghwa. He invited you for his break. It was unusual since he’s eating fast to go back practicing. You ignored that he made an effort for you because you were kind of distant these days. “So how was your day?” he smiled, reading the menu. You sighed, “exhausting but at least I can sleep for the whole day tomorrow.” He giggled, “I miss sleeping till the noon on weekend.” “You will rest at your future vacations.” “I hope,” he smiled. You didn’t reply, not knowing what you could say to him. He felt like a stranger to you. “What do you think about a trip when I will be on a break?” he proposed, blushing a bit. “You know really well why he felt like a stranger for you. Your situation was still ambiguous, but your heart already chose for you. “Y/N? Are you listening me?” asked Seonghwa. You jumped out of your thoughts, “Oh huh, yes!” He raised a brow; your behavior was more and more strange. “I don’t know if I will get free days,” you replied. “Let’s organize this when both of us would get our schedule.” He smiled. “Yes sure…” you whispered, biting your lips. “Do you know what you are going to order?” he asked, reading the menu. You needed to talk with Seonghwa about your situation. Being distant with him was horrible. But you couldn’t flirt with him knowing that your heart his not beating for him anymore. “Y/N?” he called you. “Huh? Yes?” you answered, embarrassed. “Are you okay? Your mind seems far away.” “Yes sorry… I was thinking about my exams.” You lied. He looked at you softly and proudly, “you are smart. It will be a piece of cake for you to pass this exam.” You smiled shyly. You needed to tell him right now. The dinner ended and you didn’t say anyhing yet. You were now walking hand in hand, as a normal couple. And this was not right at all. “Seonghwa,” you called him. He stopped to face you, “Hum? What’s wrong?” You removed your hand from his, “I can’t keep this for me anymore and it’s not right to stay in this situation.” “What are you talking about?” he raised a brow. “I have feelings for someone else Seonghwa.” You confessed. “Wait? What?” he replied surprised. You bit your lips. “You are kidding right?” He giggled and grabbed back your hand, “stop joking with me Y/N.” “I’m not kidding Seonghwa,” you said serious. Seonghwa faced you, “how can you say that Y/N? Everything is doing great in this relationship. We are happy and-“ “I know but it’s not the same. For me.” You stared at him. “My feelings disappeared.” Seonghwa held your hand tighter, “Y/N, you are probably just trying to find a solution in this situation. I can wait that you-“ “Seonghwa, I love him.” You admitted, tear sliding on your cheeks. “Y/N…” he whispered, hugging your tightly. “I didn’t know at first, but I realized that my heart belongs to him.” You sobbed, “I can’t stay like that with you thinking about someone else. I’m sorry…” Seonghwa patted your head gently. He was hurt, sad, mad and disappointed but seeing you crying was the painful thing ever.

YUNHO

Yunho was at your apartment, laying lazily on the couch. You were on the floor, watching TV and scrolling on your phone. “What about we go out tomorrow?” he offered. “I’m busy tomorrow.” You replied. “Really? What are you going to do?” he sat up, placing himself behind you. “I need to meet some friends.” He started to massage your shoulders. “Wow are you tense,” he exclaimed. “Huh? Really? It might be the stressful week I had.” He continued to massage you, “you should take a break.” You scoffed, “I’m the only one supposed to say that to you.” He giggled, “true but I’m doing well.” You rolled your eyes, knowing that he might be a bit tired. You were about to scold him, but someone knocked at your entrance door. “Don’t move! I got this!” Said Yunho, rushing to the hallway. You sighed, bending your head on the couch behind you. “Hello?” you heard your boyfriend greet the guest. “Hello, I’m Jaehyun.” You stood up instantly, freaking out. “Is Y/N here?” asked Jaehyun. You rushed to the hallway, “Jaehyun? Hi.” You smiled shyly. Yunho stared at you. “Hi,” smiled the other boy. “I brought you the books you need for the test.” You walked up to him, “Oh thank you so much.” You grabbed the books he was handing to you and bowed shyly. “I hope that you will succeed! You helped me so much this month,” he smiled. You blushed and stuttered, “i-it’s okay.” Jaehyun bowed to you and faced Yunho, “it was nice to meet you.” Your boyfriend nodded, “same.” “See you later Y/N!” he said, leaving your apartment. Yunho closed the door and looked at you, smiling widely, arms wrapped around your books. “Y/N?” called Yunho. “Hum yes?” you simply replied. “Do you love him?” he asked, worried. “What?” you said, caught off guard. “Do you love him?” he repeated. “Yunho, what are-“ “I saw how you looked at him. You were used to look at me like that,” he affirmed. You didn’t, reply, too confused and scared to tell him the truth. “You were blushing and stuttering. Things that you do only when you like someone.” Yunho knows you better than your friends. You couldn’t do that to him. He would know it no matter how realist your lie is. “I guess that he’s the reason of why you declined all my dates propositions. And why you’re so distant with me too.” He sighed, sadly. “I didn’t know how I could tell that to you…” you admitted, ashamed. “And the good way for you was to take your distance?” “I’m so sorry Yunho.” “I’ve heard enough,” he declared. He grabbed his long coat and left. Leaving you alone with your regrets.

YEOSANG

At the beginning of your relationship with Yeosang, you were complaining that he doesn’t show his feelings as much as you wanted. You never asked him to change because that was the last thing you wanted but just do some effort time by time. He tried his best to show the best of him. But after some months, he stopped, unconsciously or not, you will never know. But these days, you felt his romantic aura more than usual. He bought you flowers, came to walk you home after your work or even cooked for you. You were grateful that he was doing his best to add some spiciness in your couple. But all these attentions haven’t touched your heart. The reason was simple but horrible: you fell in love with someone else. Someone else than your boyfriend, Yeosang. You thought about this situation a lot these days. Were all of your feelings for Yeosang vanished or it was only a phase? Honestly, one part of you knew already. You just never had the braveness to tell him. And you tried to back off this moment as far as possible. But why were you walking at 2 AM at the group’s dorm? Simply because this situation was getting worse. Always telling the truth to Yeosang was a promise you did with yourself when you started to date him. He needed to know. You knocked at their entrance door loud enough so they could hear it. Quickly, Wooyoung opened. “Y/N? What are you doing here? It’s 2 AM.” Asked the boy, sleepy. “Sorry Wooyoung, I need to talk to Yeosang. It’s urgent,” you explained. Wooyoung blinked and simply let you get in. “Y/N?” Called your boyfriend, getting out of his room. “Hey sorry.” You apologized, “but can we talk?” He nodded and headed to the kitchen. Before following him, you turned around to face Wooyoung. “I’m sorry.” “Hum? Sorry for what?” he scratched his head. You didn’t reply and joined Yeosang in the kitchen. “What’s happening?” he said, worried and sleepy. You took a deep breath and confessed about your feelings. Even if it was hard, you looked right into his eyes. You never broke the eye-contact. Yeosang’s face went from surprise to sadness as you were explaining your situation. Even if it was hurting him, you said every detail: how does your feelings started, your doubt and your final decision. After a long silence, Yeosang asked you, “how can you do this to me? Or even to us?” A tear slid on his face to drip off his chin to fell on the wooden table. “We were perfectly happy. What did I do wrong?” he raised his voice. “There’s not enough words to express how I’m sorry and disappointed by myself Yeosang.” You confessed. “You should go,” he practically ordered, rubbing his face. You nodded and stood up. You watched him a last time. Your heart clenched when you saw his red and puffy eyes, looking right at you. You finally turned around and excited the kitchen. All the boys rushed to Yeosang. They probably heard everything and wanted to comfort their friend. Before leaving you saw Wooyoung staring at you. He might be disappointed at you. And he has all the right to.

Part 2

[yeppeojiwrites]

incubus jaehyun as your roommate

the second part of the yeosang fic is coming along really slowly so in order to keep you guys on your toes and since i’ve been in an nct mood since yesterday, here’s a little something in honor of our valentines day boy, jaehyun!

happy twenty second birthday, i hope things go great for you this year!

theres a little reader x jaehyun but its mostly sexual, there’s no romantic emotional feelings involved 

- incubus jaehyun was kinda stuck here on earth

- he wasn’t completely sure why but it might have had to do with the fact that he fell in love with a human

- he fell in love with the human and after months and months of dating, he decided to move into her apartment and sell his old one, which would later prove to be a bad decision

- they broke up a few months later after jaehyun had found out that she (not him) was cheating on him with another person. 

- he had yelled a few choice words at her and stormed out of the apartment and went to the nearby club. after calling his ex-girlfriend to tell her that he doesn’t want to date her anymore, he let loose, taking shot after shot after shot until he couldn’t feel anything anymore. 

- while in a drunken state, he forgot to realize that he doesn’t have anywhere to live anymore and when he came home, he found his shoes, his clothes, his albums, and his car keys and charger by the door of the apartment. 

- “shit!” he yelled, causing the neighbors’ dog to start barking. 

- suddenly sober, he took his stuff and put it into his car, before getting into the car and falling asleep there

-since then, jaehyun bounced between living in his car and spending the night at his one night stand’s living areas.

- and after every one night stand, he would have a quick shower and leave before his lover of the night woke up. 

- jaehyun knew just who to search for and who was the most vulnerable

- enter you

- you were just a broke college student who was in nightclub for the half price off ladies’ night

- jaehyun noticed you immediately

- he went up to you and offered to buy you a drink and let him

- one thing led to another and after an hour of talking, he ended up back at yours where you shared a heated night together

- jaehyun wasn’t as focused on the sex aspect of the night as you were though. he was more focused on the room across the hall with bare walls and a stripped bed. 

- “hey, do you have a roommate?” he asked in between thrusts

- you opened your eyes a little bit, peering at him through your pleasure clouded eyes

- “no, why?” you asked.

- “can i live here?” he asked

- “what the fuck? we just met and now you want to live with me?” you asked

- “It’s not like that,” he said, his thrusts slowing. “look, i just need a place to stay for right now. i can pay half for rent and give you extra in compensation in either money or sex.” he said.

- “i’ll have to think about it,” you said, pulling him closer so that he could help you finish.

- “i’ll make it simple for you,” he said. “if you want me to help you finish, let me move in with you.” he said, his thrusts going teasingly slow. 

- you whined a bit. “fine,” you said. “now hold up your end of the bargain.” you said, smacking his arm. he laughed in response. “with pleasure.”

- the rest is history

- he’s really good about turning in his rent, surprisingly

- the only thing you couldn’t get used to was his constant use of sexual innuendos and jokes

- “hey (y/n), what are you doing in the bathroom?” he asked through the door

- “taking a shower,” you yelled.

- “without me?” he asked

- “shut up, you horny bastard,”

- you guys don’t really have sex that often, only when jaehyun senses that you’re stressed out from work and school

- another thing that you can’t get used to are his sexual partners, he has a new one every other day

- it’s a regular occurrence to hear moans and jaehyun’s name being yelled throughout your apartment

- “oH mY gOd JaEhYuN” “dOnT sToP”

- “do you have to have sex in our apartment?” you asked jaehyun one day

- “why? is someone jealous?” jaehyun asked

- “no, i’m just never able to sleep,” you said

- “fair enough,” he said. “i’ll try to keep it down.”

- and he did

- for a week

- overall, jaehyun is a pretty good roommate. sure it’s annoying hearing moaning and skin slapping sounds but the positives of jaehyun’s residency in your apartment far outweigh the negatives

alright well that was my first headcannon thingy so i hope you enjoyed it and if you did, request something!!

thanks for reading!

ellie out