#not main tag bc i'm a coward lol

[deepseamagmell]

omegaverse 4ggravate

[thesapphiresoul]

PLEASE be mean. spill the tea. 👀

ok i'm not going to be mean mean bc like,, i try to keep things pretty positive here but i will gripe a little bit lol

i know a lot of people are over shipping drama, and i completely understand. i'm way less invested in cr shipping than i used to be. but like,, my biggest complaint is that beaujester could have been it. and if tumblr's most popular ship list is anything to go by, beaujester was it for a lot of people. and i'll probably die being disappointed about how everything went down. maybe i'm just a traditional old crone, but i like it when a romantic relationship has a strong friendship for a foundation. that was the biggest appeal with beaujes!! i mean, for me at least. these two women have been best friends and roommates since literally day one, and over the course of months in game and years irl, we watched this fun friendship turn into something deeper and sturdier. beau and jester were constantly supporting each other and helping each other grow! they pulled pranks and had heart to hearts and it was so fun to watch!!! these women had such a close relationship that getting even closer made complete sense. and marisha saw it too!! marisha/beau saw this incredible woman brimming with joy and creativity and mischief and so much love for her friends that she forgot about herself sometimes. imagine sharing grueling hours of travel with that person, sharing almost constant life threatening encounters, sharing a room every night. how could you not fall in love? it made so much sense to me and dozens of fans and even marisha herself. so what happened?? i know that in canon beau said it was just a fleeting crush, but i honestly have such a hard time believing that. beaujes was going so strong before the hiatus. beau had canon feelings for jester. beau was flirting with jester. jester was,, idk,,, it felt like she was reciprocating but at the very least she was receptive. jester had all but stopped flirting with fjord. and then they return from hiatus and everyone went back to their character dynamics from the very beginning of the campaign.

that got super long but i just want to know what changed. what made marisha change her mind about beaujes? and i know it seems awful presumptuous of me to talk like beaujes was a done deal, but to be fair, when has a character confessed they had feeling for another character and then just,, dropped it? i had always assumed that laura and marisha talk about beau's feelings before they were brought up in canon just to make sure that was something they were comfortable exploring,, but i guess i was wrong. or maybe they did!! and they just changed their minds. idk. the worst part is that i'll never know. at this point i'd rather brutal honesty than the vague non-answers we've been given.

[charmre]

Theo Ouyang / 17-18 / he/they / son of Aphrodite

This is my kid for a friend’s PJO D&D one-shot! He’s a magic punch™ boy (Eldritch Knight Fighter) and I care him very much, even though I know nothing about PJO haha 😂😭

these are the inspo for the earrings

[new-anon-rb]

WHOOPS this is late!!

Thank for the tag @ewanmcgregorismyhomeboy12 🥰💕

Favourite Colour: Still find myself gravitating towards pinks and purples (I think my recent codywan week speaks for itself lol)-- a reminder to myself that I still need to expand my palette aaaaaa!!

URL Meaning: ok this is so stupid, right. First of all, I am a coward. SO when I got into SW and started drawing fanart (gross!), I didn't want to post it on my main bc i was so embarrassed over it lmao

I've always had a habit of archiving my art, so I made the "new-anon" account to upload art under. "Anon" for obvious reasons, and "New" bc I was new to SW at the time, which I obviously did not think through bc it's almost a year now 🤡

I fully intended to just upload art quietly in my corner of tumblr, and didn't expect to end up being seen by so many others, but I'm glad to have met some fabulous people because of it!

Tagging: @tessiete, of course, whom I literally made this name for.

@shukruut @agreekdemigod @cacodaemonia @galateagalvanized and @bytebun !!! only if you guys want to :0

TAG GAME; ORIGINAL HERE.

Tagged by: @redminibike1 Tagging: @bhavvyyy @frankensteined @nurselaney @rochc93 @ewanmcgregorismyhomeboy12 Rules: Put down the meaning/origin of your url, your favorite color, and tag at least 5 people who put something on your dash that made you smile. Not just followers or mutuals, anybody that posted something that ended up on your dash. I’ll start.

URL origin: It’s from the song Mukhtasar from the movie Teri Meri Kahaani. These exact lyrics ‘ankahi koi baat’ means ‘something unsaid’. Favourite colour: Purple! Any shade, but especially the darker ones.

[thewingedwolf]

I'm in my Milah tag now dammit Rani I did not ask for these feelings tonight (which are partially pain for what could have been and rage at fandom--and A&E because oh boy did they miss so many opportunities with her)

I’M TELLING U

Like. Season 1 pushed SO MUCH that this show is supposed to be about women, about mothers, about redemption.

So why would u introduce the mother of a MAIN CHARACTER who is completely ready and begging for a redemption and then…..give it to her boyfriend instead? ?? Like she would have been SUCH a good contrast to Cora now that I think about it - both mothers ill suited for that role, resentful of their husbands, in love with a man who can give them adventure and happiness and a life of freedom (Killan for MIlah, Rumples for Cora - and the fact that Cora found love in Rumples/The Dark One and Milah turned bitter over his actions in the war CAN U IMAGINE MILAH REALIZING THE CLOSEST CORA EVER GOT TO TRUE LOVE IS HER EX HUSBAND WHO SHE HATES OH MY GOD)

But Cora chooses power, dismissing love and ruining her daughters life in the process. And Milah chooses love, dismissing motherhood and adding to the ruin that is nealfire’s life in the process.

Like. HONESTLY can u imagine the convos between them during 2a??? And Cora tries choosing love while also having power, and it ultimately gets her killed? And Milah gets to watch that happen, see Rumples essentially doing the same thing, and finally deciding to give up her quest for vengeance and any sort of power, and choosing love completely at the ending of s2 when she thinks her son is dead? ??,,

Like,, the POETRY OF THAT STORY AND REDEMPTION

(and ok i just really like the idea of rum being like OH U THINK UR GONNA ONE UP ME IN THE REDEEMED PARENT DEPARTMENT? ? OH HO HO BAM I JUST MAGIC-ED NEAL HIS DREAM HOUSE SUCK ON THAT MILAH bc even if the two of them stop trying to murder each other, there’s still gonna be resentment lol. And Milah like WELL BOOM I JUST BOUGHT OUR GRANDSON HIS OWN SHIP FUCK OFF RUM and it’s like. Ridiculous pissing contest between the two most overdramatic exes in the world. Neal is annoyed, Belle is confused, Henry is fucking delighted bc he got his own ship at the age of 11. Charming butts in bc no way is he being out-grandparented by two ex villains, gets Henry a huge ass sword collection and an entire stable full of horses).

Literally imagine the hook/belle SCENE EXCEPT WITH MILAH/BELLE. And Milah sees this as her warning Belle to get the fuck out, but Belle only sees a coward who abandoned her family. And milah just *laughs* bc isn’t that fucking cute that now Rum’s new gf considers her a coward who abandoned her family when that’s JUST WHAT RUMPLE DID and Belle doesn’t approve of Milah’s methods but she starts to think aboutRum, about what he’s done, and her story arc about deciding her fate, not Rum or her father actually *goes somewhere* bc she’s Rum’s biggest fan while also telling him to fuck right off with some of his Drama Mama bullshit PICTURE BELLE AND MILAH BEING FRIENDS LATER ON LIKE

I nee dto stop now or i’m never gonna shut the fuck up lol