#not having the patience anymore
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i wish i could grow into myself like i want to
#i can’t live up to my own expectations#my grandparents gave me this really cool real leather jacket a while ago#and i was really hoping i could grow into it and make it look good#but i cant#id have to be at least six inches taller for it to remotely fit me#and looking at myself in the mirror with it on#desperately trying to make it fit#it honestly just felt dysphoric and made me feel like a girl#i wish i was confident and cool like all my rocker friends#who can pull off anything#but i’m stuck being afraid of everything and not knowing how to make myself into who i really want to be#i feel so stuck#and it’s not helping that i’m going through so many musical dilemmas abt wanting to learn new instruments but#not having the patience anymore#it’s honestly a wonder i was able to stick with saxophone#😞😞😞#🎷
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finally introducing my Cadet Batch AU, in which the batch are all raised together :)
#cadet batch au#the bad batch#star wars#star wars the bad batch#tbb#sw tbb#tbb omega#tbb hunter#tbb wrecker#tbb tech#tbb crosshair#sw#excited about the concept of this au but i don't think i'm so excited on these particular drawings anymore lol#but i have more of this au in the works 🫶#thanks for your patience guys!#mods art#mods draws#my art#mod's cadet batch au
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#dungeon meshi#laishuro#thank you for the tag#ever since the hug they were in the back of my mind#idk idk#I have so many thoughts#this made sense in my head#one of the similarities of falin and Laios that Shuro would fall for#being a (kind) healer#sorry it’s so sketchy#no patience anymore how do I get patience
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started the year by rewatching secret life 🎉
#my art#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#gtws#gtws fanart#trafficblr#secret life fanart#I’ve been fiddling with these colors for way too long i dont know what looks good anymore#I want to do a lineup of secret life (and all the other seasons tbh) so bad but. I don’t even have the energy for one fullbody drawing.#and CERTAINLY not for SEVENTEEN of them#I dont know how people do it. where do you find the time. the energy. the motivation. the PATIENCE?#absolutely ludicrous to me
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Winter Shinji? Winter Shinji.
I'm still trying to capture the December vibe through drawings, it's strangely warm outside for this time of year 😩
#Shinji Hirako#bleach#I will never get tired of drawing his stupid bob#actually I haven't drawn him for a long time?#I don't really like how the shop display case turned out#but eh#I didn't have the patience to fix it anymore#my art
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One of the things I particularly love about jedi and that gives me hives when people get wrong is their attitude towards attachment (and I mean what THEY mean when they say attachment which I suspect is a faulty ish translation in the "listen it's not perfect but it's the best word there is in your language" sense)
If Anakin loved Padme instead of just being attached he would have 1 dream of her dying and go straight to the healers to ask for a medical examination no matter what he thought the council would do because love is selfless so as long as she was fine what would it matter? But he's attached so she doesn't actually matter just this idea of their relationship so even while thinking he may be causing her death he doesn't open his trap
Yoda fucking asked and Anakin lied to his face! Worse! Jedi are able to tell when someone's lying so Yoda knew he was lying and respected his boundaries!
#YodaShouldHaveWhackedAnakinOnTheHead
Everybody in the goddam franchise acknowledges the Jedi love but some people in the real world have skulls apparently made of bricks
#star wars#jedi appreciation#my post#pro jedi#this is a pro jedi blog#if you come here to bash them#I'm deleting your comment#and blocking you#i've had enough#I've been in fandom simce I was 11 I do not have the patience to argue anymore
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huh weird i like blinked and all this forest deity au art just appeared out of thin air how crazy is that
#the lukas one isnt finished but i dont have the patience for it anymore#my art#mcsm au#mcsm#jesskas#mcsm jesse#mcsm lukas#minecraft story mode#forest deity au#mcsm petra#mcsm fanart#mcsm aiden
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sorry im having a lot of fun with the symmetry tool + rewatching season 0 LOL
#my art#ygo#atem#yami yugi#yugioh season 0#season 0#eye strain#bright colors#eyes#uhhhhhhhh idk what else to tag but lemme know !#idk if ill finish... i dont have the patience to color anymore... & tbh i like how my shit looks as barely colored sketches so sdlkfjsldfkj#also obvs this is unfinished n shit but u can reblog it this is as finished as my art gets LOLLL#i didnt change the shade of his hands oh well;;
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will Citlali save my melt team? place ur bets now!
(spoilers: she did. I drew this to manifest her and it worked like a charm)
#the outfits r innaccurate cuz i drew rhem from memory👍👍👍#i do NOT have the patience for hoyos design bs#also: i dont have the ref anymore but yall know the meme this is based on right?#anyways#genshin impact#genshin fanart#citlali#genshin citlali#diluc ragnvindr#genshin diluc#kaeya alberich#genshin kaeya#genshin bennett#toniaarts#toniadoodles
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rusted starlight
#khml#kingdom hearts missing link#kh#kingdom hearts#kh player#keykid#stray (keykid)#<- future note: i didnt have a design for stray at this point so i just used sou's design instead#i spent so long agonizing over the values but i dont wanna stare at it anymore so if its fucked its fucked!#this whole thing was just testing my patience fr#anyway this idea was bouncing around in my head since the teaser dropped#i Feel things abt that rusty starlight ok .#myart
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Just a psa that this blog is reposting other people’s art without credit and i think we should all just stop reblogging their stolen art posts and block them
#good omens#good omens fanart#they’ve been alerted in comments on multiple posts guys#i have no patience for this anymore#this is so rude to fanartists
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The way Eggleus glows at being called a good boy 💞💞
Reminds me of all the smiles Malleus gives whenever Lilia calls him a good boy, precious little thing, cutie, etc. (Book 7 part 5, dorm card, etc.)
This one is one of my favorite:
It makes me wonder, does he remember from his time in the egg?? We know he has memories about the lullaby, the story, the goat cheese…is this another? 🥺😭
The fact that he glows now. Malleus is reaching out. Can anyone else hear the “don’t go. Don’t leave me”? 💔
I’m also reminded of that line from part 5 where Malleus is left alone with Silver and he tells Lilia “come back soon.” 😭
And then we see this
Lilia hears him.
The softening of Lilia’s heart.
He hears the baby crying out to him.
This happened right after harveston so you know he’s been changed even more so.
But not only that, Lilia rests here.
By this egg’s side, he find peace and he can rest. Something he hasn’t allowed himself to do for centuries. He can do now by Malleus. His purpose in living. 💞
And Malleus?? Malleus responds. Here’s the person he always wanted, right by his side. He’s content.
I have a feeling that if Lilia chose this moment to hold the egg, Malleus might have been born because of the way he responds to him. 💚💞
(Funny how stubbornness has to meet stubbornness for the hatching to occur. 😂 malleus tried the nice way and patiently waited but Lilia took too long lolol)
#If patience didn’t win then it’s time to go the stubborn route lolol#for both of them#which makes since because while lilia wasn’t general anymore#he was still srubborn and tsun like his general days#…and a bit oblivious lol#so patience would not have got through to him…I mean it would but it might have taken 1000 years#and baby malleus can be patient for so long#best way to deal with stubborness?? head on#so malleus has his tantrum#baby was don’t waiting lol#like father like son lolol#good for him#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#diasomnia#twisted wonderland#Disney twst#twst lilia vanrouge#twst malleus draconia
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oops! neglected to get off my ass and draw so here’s a bunch of old phone art!
#i cant do phone art anymore i just Do Not have the patience#also my shaky ass hands#toko fukawa#eridan ampora#ew tom#toga himiko#danganronpa#dr#homestuck#hs#eddsworld#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#graphic art#fanart#illustration#sketchbook pro#fourkicks
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anyways ive decided if deku doesn't get his ass over to bakugo's corpse in the next 2-3 episodes im gonna cave and just read the manga. bc im sorry but i do NOT care abt any of these other fights right now 😭
#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#bakudeku#bkdk#once again my posts abt the two of them will always actually be abt bkdk#also THE FACT THAT WE DONT EVEN GET AN EPISODE THIS WEEK???? SICK AND TWISTEDDDDDDDD#admittedly i do kinda rlly care abt the toga x uraraka fight. and im lowk hella curious abt the whole heteromorph fight that's gonna go dow#HOWEVER. i srsly do not gaf abt any of that when bakugo and deku are RIGHT THEREE#also i have officially lost my patience with the endeavor vs afo and shoto vs dabi fights. oh my godddddddd#afo pls go kys. and dabi im sorry but i actually don't care abt u anymore#i was a HUGE todoroki fam drama enthusiast back in 2020 but now... pls im so done with it 🥱#also we JUST burnt dabi to a crisp and finished that battle WDYMMM he's back and the villains are now WINNING???? WRAP IT UPPPPPP OH MY GOD#anyways. all that's to say im gonna lose my mind#in the wise words of user makeste:#if their names do not start with baku or deku then idgaf what's going on#thank u for coming to my ted talk gn ✌️
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Rest~
#genshin impact#chilumi#childe x lumine#childe x traveler#lumine x childe#digital art#fanart#I DONT HAVE PATIENCE ANYMORE#TO PUT TAGS#I HAVE WHAT#4 ACCOUNTS#IN DIFFERENTS SITES#WHY#fan art#background#landscape#anime art
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sigh feeling nostalgic for my old fics/the old community these days. I miss it man.
#this post is brought to you by the fact that I've been rereading world forgetting the past few days#I've reread parts of it plenty of times#but I haven't actually reread the fic in full... since I wrote it maybe?#does that even count as reading it#it's a fundamentally different experience I think so#anyway I miss having that level of brainrot...#I cringe so much at a lot of the stuff in that fic#but man there were so many great moments#ngl as my 'big fic' i'm most unhappy with I do sometimes think about rewriting some of it#not that theres much of an audience for it anymore#but also that would take too much time and I wouldn't have the patience for it#plus I don't even know how I'd fix it theres so much wrong structurally#it would have to be so much longer which is the opposite of what I'd want for it#I literally am way too busy for that anyway so#ramblings
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