#not gonna talk abt it anymore b4 i get dysphoric

[iz0p0dz]

how many aura points do i lose if i said when i was at the trampoline park like 3 hours ago i almost started crying from just seeing cis guys my age like being normal????

[loud-sturniolos]

hi y’all😍 I need to rant abt life so sorry but not rlly xx

Umh I’m staring a new school, bc my mental health is shit and I cant be in a mainstream school anymore, but im stressed tf out. They dont allow phones (the schools mostly known for behaviour and phones get stolen apparently), but they allow MP3 players, so I got an MP3 player bc my brother threw away his awhile ago (fuck him fr/j), and it didnt fucking work. So we went to the store to get another one instead of ordering online, and it works, but idk how to download music, so my brother was gonna help me; guess where this mf is right now? Mf is an hour away from me, drinking with his friends 😡 doesn’t even know when he’s coming home.

I haven’t been in a school since last September, but i haven’t had a proper day in school since fucking June last yr or some shit. I literally SOBBED b4, I’m so stressed. The uniform feels TERRIBLE, I’m in a year below class bc they have no fucking room in the year im actually in, and the class is all girls😟 (Not saying girls are bad, js makes me feel kinda dysphoric🤗) ALSO. These fuckers want me to walk jn BY MYSELF and talk to reception, like no ty. I hwven’t met these bitches, I’m not talking to them.

Anyways I’m so sleepy that I’m seeing things, and hearing things, and I’m getting kinda delusional and the intrusive thoughts r here‼️‼️ thats so fun😍😍

ALSO I FORGOT TO ADD BC I HQVENT BEEN IN SCHCOOL FOR SO LONG IDK HOW TO PACK A BAG. I LITERALLY DO NOT KNOW IF IVE PACKED MY BAG CORRECTLY. LIKE 😟😟😟 I need help bro.

Rant over🤗 (Probably isn’t tbh, I rant a lot💀)