#not everything is black and white but i feel like once u stsrt acting deep and poetic. the issues will spiral | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

othercrossee · 2 years ago

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Idk how people stick with their favs after they did sth horrible, like its not a debate on loyalty "true fans". Felt betrayed and disappointed and I could never see them with the same light as I used to, despite never having too much expectations it was enough of a driving point that destroy the trust

#z rambles #and dont blame me for my own will to believe that they knew better. i choose to believe they knew better and if they dont then. its done #no harm no fowl it was just a lot of disappointment and a bit of resentment #obv no one is perfect sometimes u get in your high horse and forgot how your words could mean and how it could affect others #make u open your eyes to other shit especially when u consider their personality and realizes well ofc i shouldve seen that coming #but i straght up just villianizes them and put away the goods theyve done. its not that their personality is bad #but u can see where the domino start falling to that moment and realizes ah well of course itd get to that #not everything is black and white but i feel like once u stsrt acting deep and poetic. the issues will spiral #it doesnt need the romantization it doesnt need the pity it doesnt need advice from someone so privileged to even be asked about that #asking validstions for a person who doesnt even need it nor know you is crazy and yet kindness and understanding wasnt the first thought #disappointing as hell but its exoected no matter how u look at it. its tough to not generalize a person of wealth and priviledge #its clear where their stance is and how they react to people different from them. they can change but it doesnr change the impact done #it doesnt change how over night the person i used to root for make me feel so utterly disgusted and betrayed for existing in my body #rant #love is all round us ofc but it make me realized that me existing is a subject of debate and not a person deserving of sympathy and love

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