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badolmen · 2 years ago

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I need to go into the woods and scream.

Edit: too late he has volunteered me to present I am so fine I just need to get through tomorrow I can do this I am so sexy and smart and cool and fine not at all crying

#ra speaks #personal #grad school #unfortunately it’s a bit late in the day for my local sites and my remote site is an hour drive I don’t wanna make just to scream at the top #of a mountain. so I am confined to screaming in tags #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA #my advisor might want me to present my work tomorrow and I. I am going to have to tell him that I Don’t Want To #for a variety of reasons #not enough spoons. not prepared. slightly closer to a stress breakdown than I want to be.#can cry at a moments notice. it’s cold and my bones hurt. stressed abt my mom’s sudden onset epilepsy. having a bad dysphoria week.#I’m prepping to do my first round of inoculations. I need to check my sites irl for the first time in months. I broke my nail today.#you name it I’m having it this week and I do not want to present tomorrow.

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