#not complainging makes me really happy
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Thank you for the hearts anon I'm sorry that tumblr's ask system put a limit on the amount of love you sent my way
#ask#anon#weird that anyone reads my venting in those read mores#even weird that people care enough to send stuff like this after#not complainging makes me really happy#but ya know#being raised in abuse realllllly devalued my own opinion of speaking my feelings
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This Jimin album brought me so much happiness but the fandom/members/solos/kpop stans really made it a bad experience. Face will be a month old on friday and instead of celebrating another member is going to drop 10 fucking songs so Face will be forgotten😔😔😔
You are complainging about jk only but suga is clearly going to get more support than Jimin. He has a radio show on apple music like what?
I can see him woth 4 remixes. We already know he will have like 3 music videos. What a joke
Not forgotten by me.
It's been a month and I still listen to it at least twice a day because I actually want to.
It was a good experience for me until the sales thing happened. I don't care too much about what antis say, and I would've still not cared if it wasn't for the blatant hypocrisy shown after the Jungkook photos with scooter and BangPd. I complain because I don't think those events: Scooter and Jimin's drop from top5 were a coincidence.
I expected Yoongi's album to drop before his tour, I knew it would be like that since the moment the tour was announced. There was just no way he'd go on tour without a new album, so I was expecting the blow. I also think pjms complaining about the radio show on Apple is... dumb... because Jimin would not do a radio show anyways. That's what Yoongi wanted to do because he likes that stuff or whatever. I'm also sure Jimin will tour too eventually, as he said, he doesn't have enough songs just yet. But he will have more. The only injustice I see is them not letting Jimin film more music videos. And the timing of the album release.
The timing is not fair. I already said this when On the Street was announced and I didn't take it well that Hoseok was announcing his enlistment and single at the same time because we all know what that looked like -as much as I like Hoseok. Someone posted some companies prediction and said that there are 4 BTS solo albums planned for this year. FOUR. In 12 months. That should be around 3 months for each album. They had to squeeze Jimin's and Yoongi's in one month for some reason. A reason that I think will make sense when taekook get second half of the year all to themselves.
That, or hybe just really wanted yoonmin to do promo together since they've been pairing them together for a while even before the hiatus started. Hybe trying to make it look like they're still a family that goes to sleep together every night is really fucking hilarious, if not sad.
Honestly, it makes 100 times more sense for Yoongi to have released his album first, and then leave for tour and have Jimin release now in April. But I'm telling you, and I've said before, they did this on purpose T_T I'm not changing my mind unless Jimin himself says "I chose to release this day."
I don't really mind if the fandom will focus on yoongi... they're fans for a reason. It seems useless to complain about army focusing on BTS members because that's what they're supposed to do. I guess they feel they already did everything they could for Jimin, and everyone seriously did a lot; and now they'll try to get same or similar results for the other members. Jimin really paved the way. And again, it's not the fandom's fault, it's the company's fault.
The one thing I'm mad about is that he should be in the military already. He's been dodging that like... It should be him going, not Hoseok.
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when i was 14 i dislocated my knee, then i had to get three surgeries, i had the last one when i was 24, to remove loose bone and cartillage and "smooth things out" leaving me with constant knee pain.
i signed up to run a 10 k this weekend with my friends back in december and it's been hell first with rehab for my lef hip which has been overworked because of the pain in my knee and i "run with my pelvis" instead of my gluetus maximus, so then, guess what, my right hip got overwork as well... i finally got a great physiotherapist who gave me great exercises so i thought it would be possible for me to at least run the 5 k leg of the race because im finally making progress and i was so happy and fucking proud of myself.
two weeks ago (saturday) a friend of mine fell when we were at the club and pulled me down with her. i fell on my right side and smashed the inside of my bad knee right into concrete right on some of the scars i have so i know it's a bad spot. it hurt so much three people had to lift me up. i wanted to throw up because it hurt so much.
went to the doctor on tuesday the week after and she said she couldn't feel anything that's loose but when i asked for an x-ray she gave me a refferal becasue of my history. nothing showed but now im so temped to get an mri because i don't know if there's anything wrong with the cartillage because the wating list is long.
and im just so fucking sad and angry that im missing this race. like it's been 6 months of straight HELL. my hips have been hurting so much i couldn't sleep and my knee is always in pain. now i've barely been able to walk these past two weeks and i'm just so DONE with having to miss out on things because of my body not working.
like i played football for three more years back when i disclocated my knee for the first time but had to stop beacuse it just hurt too much. taking painkillers before and during games and practices just wasn't cutting it anymore. like now when i'm walking with my firends and they are just like "we've been walking 20 k today and you seem fine" yeah beacuse who want's to hear someone complainging all the time???? each step fucking HURTS. after my first surgery when i was 14 the doctor asked if i had considered playing chess since she didn't think i'd be able to run anymore. going back home in the car is one of the times i've cried the hardest in my life.
i've been crying all week now after getting home from work because my knee just hurts so much and im sad. and i just want so many things. my friend who made me fall sent me a pic just now saying "this is where i fell" and i was like yeah and my knee is still fucked up and she knows the race is this week and im just so dissappointed that she doesn't even ask me how i am??? i know it was an accident and im not really angry with her BUT FUCK??? come on take som responsibility. it's not the first time she's made me fall this way at the club.
im just so tired and sad and dissappointed.
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Roman with all the dessert asks?
HHHHHHHHHHHHH THANMK YOU I-.... IM SPEACHLESS I MEAN ONE OR TWO IS LIKE WOAA BUT... THE WHOLME LIST??? LIKE I KNOW THE LIST ISNT THAT BIG THERES LIKE 15 QUESTIONS BUT sTILL. AABFJKGAJHAHGAJAGJA IM SO THANKFUL WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS THANK YOU 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I LITERALLY SLAMMED BY COMPUTER SHUT AND THEN QUICKLY RE-OPENED IT CAUSE I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES. *cracks knuckles* WOOO OK TIME TO GO OFF BUT BEFORE I DO JUST KNOW IM SOBBING THE WHOLE TIME BECAUSE THE WHOLE LIST???? YOU WANNA HEAR ME TYPE DUMB STUFF ABOUT ROMAN x6 AND LISTEN TO IT?? WHY??? I MEAN IM NOT COMPLAINGING.
HERE IM GONNA REPEAT IT ONCE MORE CAUSE IM HAPPY OKAY? *clears throat* THE. WHOLE. LIST?? YOU BLESSING THANK YOU
Caramel Swirl Brownie, what was the coziest moment with your f/o?: hmmmm, there was this one time where I was out of the house for a while and it was a long day for me and when I got home Roman had the living room all set up and had lit a few of my favorite scented candles and the couch had lots of pillows and blankets on it and we just cuddled and watched shows on Netflix, it was a wonderful time
Coconut Cake, have you ever been on vacation with your f/o? where?: Does the mind palace count? Basically whenever you go to the mind palace you can imagine whatever and it happens! We like to go on a lot of adventures normally ones that surround fairytale like themes, though if you get injured in the mind palace you keep the wound when you leave as well so you gotta be careful
Cheesecake, best date with your f/o?: Roman is a romantic full so a lot of my dates with him are the best ones hehe. Though if I had to pick a favorite it would probably be the time he took me to a flower meadow, it was very peaceful and nice and we made flower crowns and I loved all the different colored flowers too!!
Cinnamon Rolls, who has the bigger sweet tooth?: Good question, we both have quite a sweet tooth, though I think I might have the bigger craving for sweets uwu’’
Yule Log, favorite holiday? Is yours different from your f/os?: Roman loves Christmas while I love Holloween!
Cherry Pie, do you like to cook together?: Yes!!! Especially baking sweets and decorating them is the.... icing on top ;3 (sorry i had too). Tho we end up making quite a mess everytime we do bake together
Cannoli, is your f/o more subtle or obvert with showing their attraction?: Roman is very very very very obvert, he almost shows me off like I'm a prized trophey he won! Which is very pleasing but it embarrasses me x11 faster but I still love it since I'm an affectionate person myself!
Macaron, do you and your f/o plan on having kids? How many?: Surprisingly, no, neither of us are too big on having kids, especially me
Petit Four, do you and your f/o work together or have simular occupations?: Not really, Roman normally does youtube videos while I work at a local cafe hehe
Tiramisu, quirks or habits your f/o has that you particularly like or have picked up on?: Roman sings a lot(and is very good at it too) and I just absolutely love hearing him sing its truly amazing!! And its rubbed off on me a bit cause I’ll hum around the house every now and then hehe
Toffee Pudding, how does your f/o feel about formal wear/backtie events?: Roman enjoys being able to try on different suits so I think he enjoys it a fair amount! Though if anything happens to the clothing he’s wearing he loses it
Lava Cake, is your f/o messy or disorganized?: Yes and no. I wouldn’t say its full-on messy but he tends to leave/have a few things scattered around his room or the house
Salted Caramel Cookie, do you and your f/o live in a house or an apartment?: house, not too big of a house but not to small either. Its a nice house I like it, very cozy feeling to it :)
Carrot Cake, do you and your f/o own a lot of knick knacks?: Roman has a few and I have wayyyy too many, I cant help it! I know they have no use but they just look so nice sometimes qwq
Bananas Foster, would you say your relationship is old fashioned?: hmmmm, I wouldn’t nessessarily say its old fashioned
Turtle Pie, how long have you two been together? Do you have an anniversary?: We’ve been together for abouutt 5-6ish months :DD We don't have an anniversary yet
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