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blujayonthewing · 1 year ago

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I could just continue to try to proactively embrace using my sketchbook/ catchall journal as a private thing that I can write anything I want to in without reservations because I'm not going to let other people look at it, or I could start writing in invisible ink and tengwar because I like them and I never have enough reasons to use them

#not both at once mind you although that'd be a funny way to annoy myself in the future #hm. maybe iokharic because it's more relevant to me right now? SOME kind of fictional writing system anyway #I've always had a bad habit of drawing and writing in my sketchbooks as if for some hypothetical audience other than myself #and I'm trying to actively overcome it but I still have a bit of a 'no..... I shan't say......' instinct about some things #SO. not-actually-very secret codes and invisible inks! because they're fun and cool and I like them and I never get to use them!#and they add another degree of separation between the contents and the hypothetical person flipping through at some point #I'm trying to destroy that hypothetical in my mind but yanno. it's a process #about me

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