#not as much here bc im eepy and cant think of it all but i might add more in the future lmao

[cxyotl]

Endermen stuff now 👍

-Endermen are an Enderian race, meaning they come from the End Realm. That said, Endermen can live in all three realms with ease. In the case of Netherian Endermen, they even evolved to better adapt.

-Endermen live under a monarchy, with the ruler being decided by their relationship to the previous rulers. This ruler has a council that provides advice and protection to them and their family. The ruler can be any gender and any age.

-The council cannot be changed with each ruling, but when a member of it passes away, they are replaced under discretion of the rest of the council. The monarch has no say in who is chosen.

-Endermen have strict social cues and codes, usually pertaining to very high senses of justice. For this reason, Endermen are often welcomed into other realm’s kingdoms as advisors, guardians, or jurors.

-Enderpearls are an organ connected to the heart. When a heart rate or adrenaline spikes, the pearl activates to teleport an Enderman to safety. Endermen can control where they go, but rely on the pearl to keep them safe if they freeze up. Less than one percent of all endermen are born without these pearls.

-The Ender Dragon is a symbol of protection for all endermen, since they rely on her to keep them and their cities safe. Council endermen are always present at her nest, whether it is activated as a portal or not.

-Purple eyes and black skin are the most common traits in endermen, but some are born with white skin, patched skin, red eyes, yellow eyes, or green eyes depending on genetics. The genetic code for patched skin is linked to the code for being born without a pearl.

-Endermen diet consists of fruit and endermites, which are actually related to rodents rather than bugs. Chorus fruit is the only plant that grows within the Enderian realm, and it strengthens the enderpearl to the point that even if someone eats it and doesn’t have an enderpearl, they teleport at random.

-Endermen write in Galactic Standard, but their language is more complex with whistles, “vwoops”, and crackling noises. They tend to mimic english due to language sharing, but have their own words. Nonverbal communication is also key, with certain hand signals, ear and tail flicks, and blinks meaning different things. Eye contact is always a sign of disrespect, challenge, and distrust.

-Endermen are highly empathetic, leaning into others cultures with relative ease and even adopting non-Enderians as family as long as their codes are respected as well. Unfortunately, their pearls are of great value and it wasn’t until recently that they’ve trusted others enough to fully open their cities and trust to others again.

-During a war between Piglins and Endermen, many pearls were farmed and the Endermen were driven into the blue forests of the Nether. Relations between the two have improved, but enderpearls left over from the war still exist in Piglin clans to be traded off and many Nether-dwelling Endermen stay within the warped forests.

-Endermen place high value on knowledge, placing libraries upon libraries in their Overworld strongholds for people to read about them, their culture, and their discoveries. Science and engineering are particularly important, with inventions like flying ships and elytra wings being high value and actually quite common.

[liquidstar]

maaannnn The Fatigue has been so bad lately i just want this day to be over so i can sleep. theres literally not anything else i could do... but i have to wait...

[penguin--person]

9 and 10 of the fandom violence ask

I better be hearing some good rain world salt

9. worst part of canon mm.. im gonna be honest boss. i like all of rain world. maybe the lack of some context, but on another hand, i Love that that so many things are up to interpretation!! like, what even IS the cycle!! i dont know!! btu ive got my theories and i lvoe theories:) like its all told through the pov of a SLUG so like its expected that the slug wont learn that much!! n i lvoe that.. i love sulluges... n i cant even say that the worst part is the horror of it all because i LOVE the horror of it all... i love it all dude sorry i love it all. rain world (n buddy sim) is a perfect game to me. n like, sure, theres propably some bad parts i could think of if i tried hard enough, but none are bad enough that id call them 'worst'.. tho im ceirtan it does have bad ascepts lore wise. i cant think of any rn. i love htem all. everything i think about that could be bad i realize i actually love

10.worst part of fanon id say the blorbofication n all that:( like. like. man. ok. evil ramble time. the first time i met pebbles, i remember thinking 'oh, what a nice guy' - not in the way that 'this guy donates to charity', but 'this guy is in so much pain and clearly dislikes me but still takes the time out of his life to tell me a bit of lore and tell me how to escape the cycle and doesnt even kill me unless i linger too long! and, in a world in which death doesnt even matter all that much, thats fine!:)' . n when i went into his tag here on tuber all i saw was!! everyone being so mean to him!!!! calling him evil n shit... no!!! hes complex!!!! ehs got feelings!!! like, just because he says 'i feel no guilt over killing moon'doesnt mean thats real!!! thats basic denial!!! thats basic coping skills, denial!!! n hes like. hes COMPLEX hes not just GOOD hes not just BAD hes COMPLEX ..!!! n all i saw was 'ohh angsty teen boy' n like Yeah he Is that but also hes More than that!!! hes not just!!! :(( i dont know . ive seen this happen less, somehow, ever since downpour came out, but. that might be bc im not interacting with the fandom much and only with the iterator rp lads. n theyre all SWAG!! but. god. god. watering down characters - not only iterators, slugs too (pointing at artificer. pointing at artificer. pointing at artificer.another personal,less annoyed thing is. everyone agreeing that artificer is a mother that lost her pups. which, of course, is a very likely scenario!!! but i wish more people explored like, artificer n sibling pups scenario, or like, artificer dad, or smth!! i Adore the angry mother believe me i adore it i really do im not hating on it i love it i adore it please believe me. but. mayhaps if we explored a bit more outside the comfort zone..) to bare concepts and shredding them of all their complexities . hate that!!! their whole appeal si their horrors:(( also when people like, put them into 'bad' n 'good' boxes . or smth. i dunno im eepy 👍

[5-htagonist]

oh my fucking god. im going to explode. I Wish I Knew How To Deal With Interpersonal Issues ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ my roommate/friend has called me a good boy like. twice to my recollection. and its really fucking weird. i didnt pick up on it at first but he was making me say please and be polite to hit his pen :| it started bc i was jokingly aggressive or whatev (typical silly behaviors) but he just never dropped it?? then one time i said no to his pen offer recently (strain makes me eepy.. and i wanted to see what hed do...) and he got like. Sulky. 💀

RANTED TOO MUCH saving your eyes ♡

it is just seriously weird because like im sure ive shared memes and jokes about that kind of bottom behavior but like. here is the thing i make plenty of sexual jokes with my friends of all genders and variously gendered backgrounds. but roommate refused to engage with me like that for a while, presumably internalized sexism and transphobia bc thats how you behave With the guys. but like when he my husband and i reconnected after high school he seemed to get more comfy but like. still did not joke with me in the same level and i dont know if i should assume he noticed im a little oversensitive to touch which makes me touch averse more often than not...? or should i assume this behavior is bc im not a cis guy or at least a guy with a dick...? bc hes always been more comfy joking like that w my husband, so it cant be bc we have a partner (plus he jokes like that w other partnered friends).

it just sucks bc i dont want to read into it but i am kind of uncomfortable and even my brother in law has noticed he acts differently around me than my husband... so is it bc he feels differently for me than my husband... rather than the gender thing...? does he dislike my husband and like me platonically, or does he like my husband platonically and me otherwise???? LIKEEEEE

im HIGHLY sus that bc i confided in him ONCE when my husband and i were having problems bc of his mental health he doesnt respect him anymore and thinks im like a damsel in distress. Like literally a year ago. and now he ignores my husband unless i draw attention to him. btw to this day he and my husband ARE closer. Bc i deliberately put distance (hes rly depressed in a way thay chafes me <- recovered from bad depressions) btwn us. IDK. IDKKKKKK i seriously dont want him flirting with me. i dont like that hes disrespectful to my wifey... multiple times where its us in the apt hell get me food but wont if its he and my mango... i seriously just want to move outtttttt doesnt help that he doesnt clean lmaoooo

[x1e3ju]

its that time of the night again.

its 4 am, the eepiness is calling me but the voices are louder so ive come on here to rant abt shuake instead of doing smth productive like drawing❤️ i waste away ranting abt shuake on tumblr to drown out my sadness and overwhelming nostalgia at random times of the day, how wonderful!

i did one of those song association annotation thingies to capable of love by pinkpantheress (she’s so queen may i add) and it got me thinking so much about shuake and just as of late ive been thinking of them bc schl is ending so i finally have time to replay and play the games like p3 or tactica and q1/2 and be able to focus my time on them and also bc im seeing a psychiatrist very soon from now! which makes me think abt shuake a lot bc they are like. HUGE projection dolls for me and i think on that.. quite often especially akechi since he’s the main one for me, the one more personal to me. i think abt his bpd and mentally unwell brain quite often (lol) and i think the way their love is is just very fascinating to me.

i guess its nice or interesting i guess, to see the way i feel and view love be shown in a character so out of the blue. the way akechi’s love is for akira can be viewed this way and again, i think it’s all very interesting. i love shuake so much for this reason and what i wanted to talk about mostly today is how much they truly mean to each other. This is one thing i hate ppl in fandom spaces for bc they always manage to find SOMEWAY to ruin any nuances anything COULDVE had (ik atlus did not try past queerbaiting lmfao) and i hate how to anyone else not apart of these spaces but aware of them just sees anyone talking abt a ship and specifically any popular gay ship and is so quick to assume like wait i actually care lol 😭 and i bring this up bc i really love to view their characters like akira and akechi’s characters individually through the shuake lenses and perspective. tbh i dont really care for persona outside of them and obviously a few other things of course but shuake is the real reason why im even fixated on that game still in the first place so of course, naturally i will focus on this.

i love to think on how akechi subconsciously views akira in his head. i like to interpret akechi as just a nerd girlboy who has a little crush and all the fun cutesy things abt being a teen or whatever 😆 i think that’s all so cute and fun for him and i believe its so him and i love to view him as the teen he is, the child inside of him that’s ridiculous and goes off for hours ranting about his favorite things repeating himself over and over until he tires himself out or the lovey dovey part of him that thinks about akira in random parts of his day and cant stop giggling and smiling at a simple text yk like all the cutie things ☹️ it doesn’t remove nuance and it doesn’t remove character bc thats how teens act, obviously not as stereotypical as i described but that’s how ridiculous we are sometimes! and i love to think on how he views all these big horrible issues in a simple lenses.

doing the song associations with so many taylor songs and then a pink one really reminded me of this bc of the fact that taylor’s (OLD) lyrics are just so serious and more “mature” and i mostly mean folklore and evermore bc im talking abt cardigan specifically rn (that song is just so akechi im sorry) to now doing capable of love bc pink’s lyrics are simple! not bad just obviously more simple so i get to really view akechi in these lenses. I get to have that minute of writer relief even if he isnt my character but yk wtv ig😞 anywhoanywho, again, i love to view akechi in a simple lenses as the simple teen girl he is, its fun and why particularly? bc i personally feel it adds so much more depth to their dynamic. akechi has. ALL these problems going on, akira does too but they still make time for each other and ik i dont focus on akira much (im so fake lmao) but he plays into this just as much! although the council of the world has decided for him he must save it not them, he still makes friends with the enemy and enjoys their time together as if none of that wouldve mattered. he still loves unconditionally like if nobody was going to take that all away from him someday and i think thats so beautiful.

akechi still loves akira so much as if they really were together and akira loves him just the same. akechi is going through all these problems mentally and on the outside but still that child part of that craved love and connection/affection seeps through and overtakes him and his emotions, allowing his crow persona to like be free ig? and of course, that was not the only reason i like to think that it couldve been a part, even a teensy part bc again, they are just kids in love lmfao (so cringe) and yes, it is going to be cringe and a bit ridiculous BUT ITS SO SERIOUS YALL DONT UNDERSTAND

the way im not even done unpacking 25 PERCENT OF THEM YET there’s just so much depth that can be added to their connection, i love them they are so cringe-friendly i hate atlus but god bless shuake frfr 🙏🙏 but i just wanted to highlight this a bit bc i felt like i didnt enough in the insta story and tbh still but yk, to get some of it off my chest. i love gay people i can project on always a great flavor im off to my cave of inner thoughts now hopefully i knock tf out ❤️