#nostalgicnightfilm

[kyunsies]

hi hi omg.... this is terrible I haven't come here since my birthday it's been ages I'm so sorry 😭😭 how are u? have u been well? have u been taking care of yourself? I really hope so 💞💞💞 u sound like u had a blast with the kids it sounds so cute! I'm so glad u got to spend time with the little angels aaah it sounds lovely 🥺 a lot of shit went downhill recently and I know I should be taking care of myself too but then I still feel bad because I don't want it to ever seem like I'm ignoring anyone aaaah.... but the most interesting thing that's happened since I moved here two yrs ago is that it finally snowed like legit snowed!!! I did not expect it at all but then it was actually a lot of snow, all the way up to my ankles, and I'm a very very clumsy person so I didn't go out because I was way too worried I was gonna fuck up and get injured somehow, always happens... I haven't seen snow for most of my life like I don't remember any of the snow I might have seen as a baby so this is probably the first time I experienced a proper snow fall ❄️❄️❄️ I'm not too sure on what else I've missed... but changkyun' album omg when I tell u I almost dropped my phone on my face 🤦🏻‍♂️ ALSO? I'm so PROUD of him? holy shit like he's really come so far this is crazy I feel like it's finally setting in for me hhhhhh omg I don't want to make this too long but I've missed talking to u and I really hope u have been doing well 🥺 sending u so much love and many many hugs 💖💖💖

hello love !!! it’s sooo so nice to hear from you again!! i was just putting it out there that i missed u all and i hope u all were dong okay <3 i’ve been doing fine angel!! just uni is very exhausting and i’m always studying but it’t okay :’) it has been very fun doing pediatric rotation!! but this week i go to med surg so :/ back with adults but we’ll see how it goes!! the hospital i’m going to is quite small so idk if i’ll be able to see a lot of surgeries tbh lol ;; oh no hun :( i’m so sorry to hear that things have not been going so well, pls take care okay? only want what is best for you!!

ALSO SDKFJSLDFJ are you happy about the snow?? are you good with cold weather?? i know it looks pretty but the cold is just Not for me lol i’m glad you’ve at least got to experience it after such a long time <3

AND OMG YES!!!! chankgyun album!!!!!! can u believe it? it’s going to be so incredible like just imagine how hard he’s worked on this album i know it’s going to be some of the best we’ve heard from him i can just feel it ;____; anything he touches is just so good i’m so happy we can all experience this together :D

i miss you too so much hun pls try and take care of yourself for me okay? i just like to know how everyone is doing because i know it is a particularly tough time right now with uni or work or just stress in general,,,,i’m always rooting for you okay?? have a good rest of the week, sending u all my love and smooches angel <33

[of-course-why-not]

Get to know me tag

Thank you for tagging me @broccgyu 💕

My first time doing one of these ☺️

Rules: answer the questions and tag ten blogs you'd like to get to know better

(I probably won’t tag many people at all because ya girl has anxiety ✌️ ✨)

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Name: K

Pronouns: she/her

Star sign: Cancer (idk the time I was born or how any of the other details of astrology work so that’s as good as I can do 😅 )

Height: 5′5″

Time currently: 11:40am GMT

Nationality: British

Favourite animal: Oh god starting with the big questions! I have a pet cat (though I don’t currently live at home with her 😿) so probably cats, although cephalopods both amaze and kinda weird me out so they’ve gotta be added to the mix too!

Favourite ice cream flavor: currently Ben & Jerry’s Save Our Swirled Now which is coconut/caramel/chocolate! Really want some now...

Favourite fictional universe: idk if it's my favourite (that's a hard question!) but I reread Howl's Moving Castle recently and that world's pretty cool

Average hours of sleep: about 8, although to say I get an average amount of sleep is laughable!

Last song you listened to: Forget by Lianne La Havas (SUCH a tune, definitely recommend everyone go listen to it)

Last movie you watched: Easy A

Last show you binged: Kimetsu no Yaiba, it’s so so SO good, Nezuko is such a badass, i’m in love with her no end

Last thing you searched up: what that Ben & Jerry’s ice cream is called

Cats or dogs: Cats! I do like dogs too, but see above, I love my Kiki with every bit of my being, she’s such a sweet dafty

Dream job: I would loooooove to play in a pit for a musical professionally, but I have nowhere near the patience to practice enough, so i’ll stick to the day job!

When you made this blog: 2020, I only became a carat around March I think, and made the blog at some point in October?

Why you made this blog: keeping the kpop spam separate to my normal blog

Reason for url: I was wondering whether or not to make a separate blog, and figured it was pretty apt! 

I'm tagging @nostalgicnightfilm because I’m pretty sure you were asking about finding carat mutuals, and @butterandhoney @mbia-uwu @foureyedasianmidget @wonwoos-tracksuit @caffeine-intolerant because I appreciate you guys interacting with my blog often ☺️

(not that I don’t appreciate anyone else, but aahh, you get what I mean, gonna stop myself from rambling right now..)

Obviously no pressure to pass this on and sorry if you’ve already been tagged in this already a bunch or don’t like doing this sort of thing!

✌️ ♥

[archeryqueen95]

Thank you for tagging me @negrowhat!! 🥰💞🥰💞 The last song that I was listening to was Soulmate by Natasha Bedingfield and the last picture was Park Seonghwa. I'm going to tag (No Pressure!): @224-12 @iamcon-fu-sion @irenesjoy @changsun @damnfeds @softforqiankun @cozygurlll @arituzz @spencermariins @dreamsxannie @donotfindyourselfcreateyourself @saudadewrites @soft-for-the-moon @hoforwonho @twancingyunhoe @golcha-sungyoon @bunnycobbie @laymedead @cxndyseung @thebapderp @5tar1117 @nostalgicnightfilm @siyeona @mars-aria @sweetcantae @to1gf @jaejoongg @jeunnie

Movie + Co-Star Tag Game

Tagged by @gustingirl (I lovey you, Nella-ella ♡)! Oh! & @cloudyhaos & @deobis-moon + @trippy-dejun

Rules;; you're starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll and the last song you listened to is the title. who/what is it?

Also idk what to call it so agshjdjf that's what we get

I'm starring in Need To Know with a colourful Sehunnie 🙌

Tagging The Usual Suspects;;

@exogotmeoncrack @sinpiesinpie @hwa-luvs @vanillakylee @myeoning-call @naturalogre @kingleedo @malzenn @julyarchives @stealerz @dream-escaper @taemin-jaemin @exo-l-atina @3-racha-chan @sleep-is-4-da-week @yutahoes @bananapepper420 @aaliyah421 @kpop-choco @youngho-core @hinataek @erotikkook @theunluckylistenermusician @aurorasillusion @peachhyychenle @najatheangel @1dsoul1 @cosmiclatte28 @ashfire295 @cherryeoo @drunk-on-yuta @pink1mink1ming1 @jennexe @rai-scutum @minshookie29 @ka-nari @canadianwatermelon @moon-child63 @zealouspartyheroangel @blckpinkmilk @lukai-m + anyone else who sees this! I'm at the limit for tagging so consider yourself tagged too! ♡

[kyunsies]

aaah hello it's me again... 🥺 I'm so omg it's been a month?? I haven't even really been on here I've been so stressed and tired and busy honestly it feels like 5 months have passed... I just finished exams and a few deadlines last week and the last part of my semester starts this week! I'm almost done with the first academic year this is crazy tbh cuz I was in another course a few yrs ago but it didn't go so well and now I'm doing this course and it's actually not going bad..? but no ok that's not important how are u how have u been lately?? 💕💕💕 I hope u are taking care and if u have deadlines/exams coming up I will send u all my best wishes and all my strength! if u just finished then I hope u have enough time to rest for a bit, that's very important, but either way I am very proud of u, I very much believe in u and know u will do very well! I hope something lovely comes ur way today that makes u very happy!!!! 🙏🏻🌟💛🌟💛

ahhhh HELLO lovie, it’s been a long time hasn’t it?? don’t worry about it hun i know u are always really busy with uni and sometimes it just takes a lot of mental energy to be present here all the time so take all the time that you need, i will still be here <3 i’m glad you have finished some of your deadlines and are approaching the last couple weeks of the semester !! i’m really proud of you for pushing through the difficult time :) 

i’m doing okay hun, i am also wrapping up the semester in a couple weeks which is nice but the exams are getting harder and harder :( i had an exam today and i studied all weekend for it, read the chapters and everything, and i still did not do very well on it so i hope i am able to boost my grade before i take the final ,,,,,, i also have my last week of clinical rotations this week so it will be nice to wrap everything up <3 i’ve honestly been really stressed lately (nothing new) but i’ve been having to deal with this stuff on my own recently and it’s been a little hard but it's okay :) have to learn how to deal with my struggles on my own, but thank you so so much bubbie!! that last part ... you’re so kind :( i wish nothing but all of the happiness and peace of mind for u as you finish up your semester okay? i am always here if you need it, it’s always nice to hear from u <3 

[kyunsies]

ahh thank u love... I've been feeling better lately which has really helped with doing things again... honestly I kept reading ur words many times and it's helped, I'm very grateful for u 🥺 I hope ur week is going well and happiest changkyun day to u!!! 💜💜💜 everyone's posts are all so beautiful I really love mbb cc on this app you're all amazing all of u!!!!!! is it morning for u rn? if so good morning 🥰 I was in the kitchen a few hrs ago making my coffee (my breakfast essentially) and my flatmate suddenly comes down ready to make her lunch and I had no idea it was almost lunch time like I was still waking up lmao my goodness

oh hun 🥺🥺🥺🥺 it warms my heart that you found a little bit of comfort in my words to you last time we spoke :( i only want what’s best for you!! my week is going okay so far!! i had an exam yesterday and i just have lecture today so it should be okay :) for clinical rotation this week i get to shadow an elementary school nurse and like idk what she’s going to possibly teach me but IM SO EXCITED to be around kiddos 💕💘💘💓💞

okay but sndjjdjd i also rarely have breakfast i just don’t have the time so no shame in the game!! i hope you have a relaxing day lovie and i am always here to chat!!!

[kyunsies]

we will make it through, absolutely 🙏🏻🙏🏻 I'm trying my very best lately to stop letting all the sad shit get to me but it's definitely harder than I thought wow... disappointed... also slightly over dramatic lol but that's how I cope I guess... but hey I just wanted to also let u know if u ever need to vent or u just wanna distraction I'm here for u okay! I hope u won't overwork yourself and u will take care of yourself as best as u can 💘💕💘💞💓💗💕💗💞 hope ur weekend will be nice and relaxing 🥺

good morning love !!!!! it’s good to hear from u always <3 and :((((( yes it is very difficult to not let bad thoughts get in your head, it’s just human tendency ..... i’m sorry you’re going through a lot right now hun :( but if it makes you feel just a tiny bit better, i think the majority of us can all agree that it’s definitely easier said than done, and that’s okay!! i have struggled to stay positive for much of the end of last year and Still this year!!! like how hard is it to let go of negative feelings?? very hard apparently 😭

but we just have to keep on finding ways to cope and move forward and making sure you surround yourself with good people, they help lighten the burden PLUS the really amazing friends in your life won’t even mind about helping you out too, that’s the best part 💖 hang in there hun!! life is difficult but you’ll be able to look back whenever you’re in a good place and say to yourself ‘i did it!!’ 🥰 love u very much and same goes for you dear if you need anything i am here <3

[kyunsies]

HI ITS ALICETINY ANON HI LOVE HI MY EXAMS ARE DONE (I didn't do too well but that doesn't matter right now) I'VE MISSED U HERE TAKE ALL MY LOVE RIGHT NOW 💞💕💘💘💓💝💞💖💕💗💓💝💞💝💞

days late to this angel i am SORRY BUT !!!!!! my sweet alicetiny anon 🥺😭 i’m glad you’re finally done with your exams bub <3 uni is stressing me the HECK out but we’ll make it through right?? I LOVE U VERY MUCH TOO DEAR I WELCOME YOUR LOVE WITH MY ARMS WIDE OPEN 💓💞💖💗💗💘💕

[kyunsies]

ahh kids!!! honestly I'm always nervous around children because I'm always scared they might not like me for some reason? and somehow that's the only time it matters to me if someone likes me or not... like a kid not liking me would feel like such a punch to my chest 💔💔 I hope it goes well for u 🥺 ahh this week has been very relaxing and I managed to catch up with my best friends so I'm really really happy right now 🥰🥰🥰 do u have any plans for the weekend? sending u many hugs again 💜💜💜

IM SO SORRY IM ONLY GETTING TO THIS NOW!! i was stuck doing virtual clinical online all day so i’m only just starting to relax for the night :’)

AND AH!!!! i understand :( but children are so so good in every sense of the word you know?? like when i went to the elementary school we had kiddos from first-third grade come and get their vision screened and i just had to measure their height and weigh them but ;______; like i was doing the bare minimum but these kids,,,,,,,,were just SO good. the absolute sweetest, every single one of them!! they’re so innocent and as long as u treat them lovely then they will warm up to you <3 i think a good tip is just bending down at their level and really getting a chance to be close with them :) the majority of them are just nervous that they’re talking to an “adult” but once u get to their level they won't hate u i promise!!!!!!! sdlfksjd sorry for geeking out i just literally had the time of my life yesterday with them :’)

i am so happy you have been having time to relax and share some good times with your friends!! :D i am not doing anything besides studying lol that’s how it goes for me most of the time :’) gotta get those passing grades!! lol but i hope u have a good weekend lovie!!!!! always nice to speak with you <3