#none of these screenshots are from harem btw

[kingkatsuki]

I’ve been thinking about whether to even bother replying to this or not for the longest time. Mostly because the people calling me out have been blocked since January. Since I found out that they were both under 16.

I’ve said it multiple times I don’t get involved in drama on here. I’m here to write fanfiction and have fun doing it. I joined a discord full of smut writers that I assumed were all 18+, but they weren’t.

All of the messages that you post in your server saying that you’re going to send me hate or that you’re resentful or my follow count or my note count... why? I haven’t called you out, posted publicly about you anywhere or even spread around that you’re 15 year olds writing nsfw fanfiction because I literally haven’t thought about you since I found out. The one time I mentioned your name was when someone posted a link to your smut in our discord server in the 18+ section and I said I don’t think it’s a good idea to be promoting minors in an 18+ section...

You’re quite literally talking about sending me hate and negativity... for no longer wanting to support you and your shitty behaviour... and then also finding out that you were underage? Since I’ve had you blocked I’ve had to find out from other people that you are indirecting me constantly and for what? I’m sorry that I get more notes than you, that I have more followers than you. I’m sorry that you’re so obsessed with not having as much traction that you felt the need to call me out for it. Also giving us shit for aging up characters and wanting to write for them? I thought you said to people to “write what you want”.

Saying that you hate that people get “thousands of notes without having to @ people.” Like I wasn’t once a blog with 0 followers. I didn’t ask for shoutouts, I didn’t ask other blogs to reblog or read my work because I was too much of a scardy cat to try and talk to anyone in the fandom. For you to shit on people’s success shows how bitter you are over everything. I reblog a lot of writing, by a lot of different people. I’ve been used by people for clout a lot. Instead of seeing me as a friend I’ve been seen as a number, pinging me in servers just to ask for a shoutout and not to ask “how are you” or even “hi” and then accusing me of manipulation when I ask them for an apology, but you don’t see me calling out any of those people? Because it’s tumblr.

You’ve mentioned “big blogs discouraging smaller blogs”, so lead by example. Reblog your favourite fics, show love to your favourite authors. Some people that have just come into the fandom have some of the best writing I’ve ever seen in my life. Like, I aspire to be good as them one day. I’m sorry if it feels like I’ve discouraged authors from writing or posting. I post a new fanfic once every 2+ weeks? And even when I write my thirst posts I tag them as “thirst posts” not “x reader” so you’d have to come onto my blog to find them because I don’t want to spam the “x reader” tags... because it’s unfair to all the other authors.

I’m sorry that I prefer reading Bakugou fics because he’s my favourite character. I used to only check the Bakugou x reader and Kirishima x reader tags because they were my favourite fics to read. I’m sorry if I’ve never reblogged or read your work before. I’ve had a lot of shit going on in real life the last 2 months so I’ve been even worse at reading and reblogging fics but I’ve been trying my best. Because I get it, I understand how difficult Tumblr is. Look back at my archive or my masterlist and see how many headcanon posts I had to put out to try and get noticed. Anyone that’s come to me for a shoutout or reblog I’ve done it.

I’m not sure where you’re getting your information from that I’ve fallen out with my “two besties”, because I haven’t. We haven’t. And I guess you’ll get your wish because the “clout chasing bitch” will just leave the fandom if it makes you feel better. It’s literally just tumblr. Soon, when you’re older, you’ll realise there is way more to life. I’ll continue to write smutty fanfiction, because as you said “write what you want” but when I can’t even do that without people just seeing me as a “big blog” and not a person, what’s the point in posting it?

I hope you get the million followers and the thousands of notes that you crave so desperately.