#no1 reason as to why i actually get angry whenever i dont eat and watch that like a hawk | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

baekuras · 2 years ago

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nothing like leaving your broken shower curtain to be a problem for later/the next day because after almost flooding your bathroom you didn’t want to deal with that as well only to come back to it halfspread across the room at 3am after having completely forgotten about that disaster

oops?

#txts #this also might turn into a tuesday problem #bc aside from work i also need to buy so many things tomorrow #i didnt go shopping the entire week so my reserves are p low #not gone gone but some craving staples need to return #and they prob would be gone gone if i had actually eaten healthily aka enough but i digress #i was sick i get a pass shush #no1 reason as to why i actually get angry whenever i dont eat and watch that like a hawk #is my mother having been worried that i was definitely totally having an eating disorder in school #when all that was was 'i can only eat during those times and i am NOT making this backpack even heavier nor paying for more food'#combined with also not needing more bc....its school its not like i was doing much bc bleh but thats another brain bullshit #anyhow i refuse to have any eating bs simply out of spite #even though i do acknowledge it probably at least edges onto SOMETHING for some reason bc like #yeah its nice to have lost some weight #and i didnt NEED the lunch every day because i was fine #which are 2 thoughts i immediately slam down bc just awake in bed bc sick isnt 'fine' and it could be better than fine #also weight=fat/muscle distribution fits how i like it so who cares about a kilo or two #or 3 by now.....i should have cooked more pasta or smth...well or anything #ANYHOW this is your 3am rant of the day this went totally away from me but also made me remember to renew my shopping list #and i have to get ready for work in 4 hours but my sleep schedule is shot so...oops and goodnight

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