#no stuco update today sorry

[luuxxart]

continuing my x-files obsession with a very loose shiromura plot about alien hunting (but it’s not actually abt the aliens)

[loserholland]

𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐖𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

007 ➺  Invitation

Pairing ➺ Assistant!Tom Holland x Ceo!Reader

Warning ➺ None?

Word Count ➺  1,625

Summary ➺ When an Tom moves to New York to pursue his dream of acting career, but to pay the bills he finds himself working for a billionairess.

A/N ➺ Add yourself to the taglist! or just message me! // also if I had a 1.4k celebration would you guys participate? Also I’m so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been so busy with school and stuco and finally an update!!

GIAW Tagslist ➺ @an-open-panda, @love-joeyy, @loxbbg, @starfulwonderer , @spideyyypeter,  @saturnspideys, @depressedkidvibes, @mad-the-all-powerfull, @annathesillyfriend, @strrwberries, @spicygrethan, @bishopl, @cosmicinferna, @greenarrowhead, @iamtrashsry, @dangerdolns, @lizzy-xie, @thatrandomfandomchic, @my-bias-list-is-ruined, @jeyramarie , @taronxfiction

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ - @hollandfieldblurbs, @beerbottlesandchainsaws, @killerqueen-gunpowdergelatine, @spideyyypeter

☞  Masterlist  ☜

𝚁𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚟𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎

It’s french for, rediscovery.

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.

She stood there for a moment, allowing the memories of her and Ryan to replay. She stood there unsteady with a handsome man beside her and her old flame standing a few feet away. The last time she had seen him, they were screaming at one another, the last memory she had of him was him questioning her love for him. The last memory that etched into her brain, a way to remember him by. 

“Hi.” 

Her voice was small quiet but loud enough for Ryan to hear over the passing cars, their last words between one another being “So.. where do we stand?” and “You should know the answer to that Ms.(Y/L/N).”

It may be a dream, this was too good to be true, the one person she thought she would never cross paths with stood next to a woman who wore a ring on her hand. Something she thought she’d wear someday, someday she thought she’d call herself Mrs.Cruz. God the fantasy of it huh? 

“How’ve you been?”

That question is one hell of an understatement. Fine actually, my family still hates me, I’m still recovering from our break up that happened what two years ago? Oh and to see you right now with a beyond beautiful woman by your side with a blinding engagement ring is the cherry on top.

“Good, thank’s for asking. Uh-Oh! This is Thomas.” 

Don’t question who he is, please don’t question his relations to me. 

“Ryan, and this is Brooklyn my fiancée.”

Oh he didn’t have to include that, the ring resting on her left hand was a given. 

(Y/N) stuck her hand out for Brooklyn to shake, “Hi, I’ve heard so much about you!” about how I’m a heartless bitch? About how I’m married to my life’s work? Or about how I chose to work over being with my boyfriend of two years in Paris?

“All good things I hope.” she bit her tongue not wanting to say anything rude to scare away the happy couple, not wanting to scare away Ryan again. It had been so long since she saw him, so long since she saw that smile that would brighten her day. The beautiful chocolate brown eyes she’d wake up to every morning, the way it gleamed in the morning sunlight. 

Silence fell between the four as cars passed by, time moved slowly as they stood there in silence unsure of who should speak next. She could see it on his face, he was happy. He was and looked happy at last, a small pain of guilt felt heavy on her chest. She was happy for him, she was happy that he found someone to love and cherish, someone who’d be there for him and not choose business over love. 

“We should get going, don’t want to hold you two up.” (Y/N) spoke taking Tom’s hand with her’s walking around the couple, she wanted nothing more than to get away from them. 

Ryan turned around and called out “We should catch up, when you’re back in New York.” catch up? Catch up on what? Her life was still the same, nothing changed beside her hiring a new PA.

“Yeah.” she answered simply continuing to walk away from the person she once loved, not wanting to continue the conversation anymore.

“It was nice to see you, (Y/N)”

𝚁𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚟𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.

She wanted to enjoy that feeling, after three years since he left, after three years since he resigned, if she were to ever cross paths with him, she wanted to feel that sort of joy and hope that maybe one day they could get back together again. 

Instead. Instead she felt sadness, the pain she tried to bury, the memories she tried to erase came before she could put up a wall to block her feelings.

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎

Instead of feeling sad, she wanted to feel happy, she wanted to be happy for her once love, she wanted to smile and wish them the best of luck, yet she couldn’t find her the words to say it back. Her voice was mute, unable to answer him back with “It was good seeing you too.” instead she continued to walk away not daring to look back.

Two weeks.

Two weeks since Tom and (Y/N) had their first date, two weeks since they spent a wonderful night together. Two weeks since they nearly kissed, a kiss every girl dreams about, being kissed under the beautiful moonlight with a handsome boy.

Two weeks since she had seen Ryan after three years. 

Now. Now she sat in the small cafe a few blocks away from her office, she sipped her cup of coffee smiling at the memory on how this cafe became her favorite cafe. All thanks to one person she was meeting again today.

(Y/N) looked between her notes and laptop writing down random notes for herself on the post it’s and sticking it on the contract she was debating to sign. She sighed lightly humming along to the music that played softly in the background tapping her finger along the wooden table top reading over the terms. 

Usually she’d come to this cafe ever Sunday, a day to herself a place that was quiet and was never too crowded.

The sound of the bell chime echoed through the cafe, which usually meant either some entered or left, she was never one to look up to see who came in or left because she would care less. Yet there stood a handsome young man with brown locks staring up at the menu, deciding between ice coffee or a latte. 

(Y/N) couldn’t help but stare in awe, he was by far beyond gorgeous.

“(Y/N)? Would you like a muffin? Fresh out of the oven!” one of the workers said with glee, she was their usual customer ordering her usual ice coffee with a cream cheese bagel. She’d sit in the same place, keep to herself and work. 

The handsome stranger turned his head to see whom the person was, he caught eyes with a beautiful woman who accepted the muffin with a warm smile. 

“I’ll have a caramel ice coffee with a muffin.” 

Oh even his voice was beautiful, so silky and smooth the words sliding off his tongue with no trouble. (Y/N) went back to her seat taking a piece of the freshly baked oven avoiding eye contact with the stranger, averting her eye’s to the computer screen in front of her. 

Though it all started with one, simple word. 

“Hi.”

(Y/N) looked up to see the stranger sitting across of her, a small blush painted her cheeks as a smile tugging at her lips. 

“Hi.”

The sound of the bell chimed caught her ear, it felt like deja vu. The memory of the first time they met vividly played, her heart was warm and heavy remember the simpler times. She caught Ryan’s eye, flagging him down to where she sat, unsure if she should stand and hug him or just seat there and greet him. 

“Hi.”

Even their greeting, exactly like the moment they met. 

“Hi.” 

He sat across of her, as silence settled between the two the music played softly in the background as the cafe was filled with light chatter. It’s been so long since they’ve been in the cafe together, so long since they’ve talked, so long since Paris. 

After they had ordered their drinks (Y/N) began to tap anxiously at the marble table, Ryan took a sip from his ice coffee nodding towards her. He knew this was one of her habits, when she was nervous or anxious she’d tap on anything near her and avoid eye contact. 

“What’s wrong?” 

What’s wrong? Great question, well I still feel like shit even though it’s been two years since we broke up and I still remember the night you left, the day I walked into the office to see you had taken all your belongs. 

“I’m sorry for choosing work over you, I’m sorry for being such a horrible girlfriend. I should’ve fought harder for you but I didn’t, I let you walk out the door, and out of my life. I have and will always still love you Ryan, I truly will. Now, now to see you with someone who makes you happy. I’m happy that you found someone to spend the rest of your life with.” 

She blinked away the tears that blurred her vision collecting her bag and coffee wanting nothing more than to get out of the cafe before she bursted into tears in front of the one person who saw her with the walls she built up down. Ryan was the one person to break them down, he was the one person who saw her in the most vulnerable state. 

His hand caught her wrist tugging her back lightly as he reached for the envelope that was tucked away in his jacket, the beautiful grey envelope her name nicely written in black ink. 

“Think about it? For me?”

She took the envelope and headed outside to the SUV that was parked on the side, once she was in the car she hastily opened the envelope pulling out the card stock to read what was printed on. 

Join Ryan Cruz and Brooklyn Hernandez on their special wedding day

That was all she needed to read before the tears she held in for so long streamed down her face as sobs parted past her lips. 

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎

[loserholland]

𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

006 ➺ Old Flame

Pairing ➺ Assistant!Tom Holland x Ceo!Reader

Warning ➺  None?

Word Count ➺  1,631

Summary ➺ When an Tom moves to New York to pursue his dream of acting career, but to pay the bills he finds himself working for a billionairess.

A/N ➺ Add yourself to the taglist! or just message me! // also if I had a 1.4k celebration would you guys participate? Also I’m so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been so busy with school and stuco and finally an update!!

GIAW Tagslist ➺ @an-open-panda , @love-joeyy , @loxbbg, @starfulwonderer , @spideyyypeter,  @saturnspideys, @depressedkidvibes, @mad-the-all-powerfull, @annathesillyfriend, @strrwberries, @spicygrethan, @bishopl, @cosmicinferna, @greenarrowhead, @iamtrashsry, @dangerdolns, @lizzy-xie, @thatrandomfandomchic, @my-bias-list-is-ruined, @jeyramarie , @taronxfiction

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ - @hollandfieldblurbs

☞  Masterlist  ☜

  Today was their last day in London, and in all honesty (Y/N) didn’t want to leave. They had stayed at the Holland’s place for the entire week instead of staying at (Y/N) condo. She had grown fond of Tom’s family, they were all so sweet and kind enough to let her stay in their home for a week. Their flight wasn’t till Eleven PM so they had almost the entire day to spend in London.

 The sound of a basketball bouncing against the pavement echoed throughout the backyard causing (Y/N) to stir around in her sleep.She rolled around the king size bed her arms flailing to the empty space next to her, she peeked open one eye noticing Tom was not next to her she turned to look at her phone to check the time. 8:35 she got up from the bed walking over to the window to see Paddy and Tom playing on the mat with a basketball in the backyard.

 She slipped on her silk robe and made her way to the backyard to accompany the two boys, she slowly opened the door causing the boys to turn their attention away from the game they were having. 

 “Good morning boys.” (Y/N) greeted earning a small smile from Tom and a gleeful expression from Paddy “(Y/N) join us!” Paddy ran over taking her hand into his as she let out a small giggle. Tom gave her a warm smile as he held the basketball in his hands "What exactly are you two doing up this early?” (Y/N) questioned as she stepped onto the mat.

 “I bet Tom that he can’t do a flip and make the ball into the basket, and right now he’s on his tenth attempt.” Paddy explained while jumping around on the mat. “Ah I see, I think I could do that in less than ten tries. What do you think Paddy?” (Y/N) questioned as Paddy scratched at his chin “Hm, I think you can do it.” Paddy declared as Tom gasped “Okay let’s do this.” Tom said confidently passing the ball  to (Y/N).

 “Okay so, we have ten tries to make the shot so, if I win I can do as I wish. But if you win you well you decided on what you want to do.” (Y/N) stated earning a nod from Tom “Well, lady’s first.”

 (Y/N) was currently on her seventh attempt she placed the ball between her ankles crouched down a bit and let out a big sigh “I got this, you got this.” she whispered to herself. She flipped, everything was going in slow motion the world slowly turning upside down before being right side up landing back on her feet watching as the basketball made it into the net. 

 “You did it!” Paddy exclaimed running towards (Y/N) leaving Tom to stand there shocked “I just have to be seven, I bet that it’ll only take me five tries.” Tom said arrogantly as (Y/N) passed the ball to him “Good luck Tommy.” (Y/N) said as she sent him a small wink. 

 She watched as Tom’s back muscles flexed she bit at her thumb as her brows furrowed.“He’s quite fit” she thought to herself watching as he repositioned the ball between his ankles. b Tom was on his fifth attempt and if he made the shot on his fifth attempt then he’d win the bet. Everything was in slow motion, the ball was in mid air as Tom slowly landed on his feet as (Y/N) eyes widened the ball making it into the basket. 

Tom turned around with glee running up to (Y/N) lifting her off her feet “I won!” he shouted with glee taking (Y/N) by surprise as Paddy jumped around Tom. The air was filled with laughter drawing Nikki’s attention she peeked her head outside to see her boys and guest, a small smile spread across her lips watching their interaction.

 A small smirk painted his lips as he strolled over to (Y/N) “You Ms.(Y/L/N) owe me a date, and I’d love to take you out tonight.” her heart skipped a beat from what Tom had said as a faint red tint painted her cheeks. “I suppose one more day in London wouldn’t hurt, I love for you to take me around the city.” Nikki squealed with joy bringing their attention to the doorway watching as Nikki covered her mouth slowly backing away from the door. 

 “Breakfast is ready.” She said before turning on her heels with a big smile on her face. Tom glanced at (Y/N) who was fighting back the smile on her face, Paddy ran ahead of them he stood on the porch ushering (Y/N) to hurry in. 

“C’mon (Y/N)! You can seat next to me!”

First date jitters, both Tom and (Y/N) were experiencing. It’s been nearly three years since (Y/N) got out of her long term relationship with Ryan, she had at least four outfits picked out.  Yet she stuck to a simple yet cute outfit, a plaid skirt with a long sleeved turtle neck and some knee high boots.

“Paddy do I look okay?” she paced back and forth in Tom’s room Paddy sat criss crossed on Tom’s bed with his chin resting on the palm of his hand “You’ve asked me that same question in the last five minutes, I don’t think my answer will change.” Paddy said in a monotonous voice causing (Y/N) to turn on her heels faster than you could say oh lord. 

“Paddy! I won’t fly you out for christmas like I promised with that attitude!” Paddy eyes widened causing him to sit up straight with his hands in his lap, “I think you look beautiful.” he wore a huge smile on his face causing (Y/N) to laugh at his actions. “Thanks Paddy, between you and me. you’re my favorite Holland.” Tom leaned against his doorframe tilting his head at the two “Awe, and I thought I was your favorite Holland.” Paddy turned his attention to Tom and let out a small scoff.

“Eavesdropping Tom, seriously? I thought mum taught you better.” (Y/N) gasped at Paddy’s sly remark as she held back a laughter watching as Tom’s expression changed his mouth was now left agape. (Y/N) gave Paddy a high five before walking pass Tom.

“Well, are we going to get this date started?”

Together they walked hand and hand to a small restaurant that was a few streets down from Big Ben. A small breeze kissed their skin, (Y/N) glanced up at Tom a small smile tugged at the corner of her red lips, Tom could feel her stare a smirk placed on his lips.

“It’s rude to stare Ms.(Y/L/N).” Tom teased causing (Y/N) to poke his side “I was not staring!” she retorted glaring up at the cheeky brown hair boy who was smiling from ear to ear. They slowly approached the restaurant, Tom reached forward opening the door bowing slightly as (Y/N) entered the restaurant “Thank you Mr.Holland.”  music played softly in the background, it was dimly lit there was a few people dinning in but not too many.

“Hi! Name?” the hostess said with a warm smile “Holland, Tom.” Tom answered as the hostess looked down at the list crossing off his name and grabbing two menus. 

“Right this way.” they followed her to their seat she placed their menus onto the table and excused herself saying their server would help them shortly. Tom pulled the chair out for her earning a small thank you from (Y/N), he then sat across from her glancing over the menu. He couldn’t help but feel so giddy, he was on a date with (Y/N) not Ms.(Y/L/N) his boss, he was with (Y/N) a girl who had a heart of gold no matter what life threw at her.

(Y/N) felt Tom’s gaze on her she looked up with hesitation, her brows pinched together in confusion “Is something wrong?” she asked in a small voice her hand reaching up for her face thinking something was on it.

“Nothing, everything is perfect.” 

Their dinner was filled with much laughter and jokes, (Y/N) wrapped her arm around his leaning her head on his shoulder as they walked down the Westminster bridge, cars passed by (Y/N) eyes were focused on her feet. 

She stopped for a second turning around to look up at Tom who wore a big smile on his lips, “Thank you for tonight Tom, it’s been so long since I’ve been on a date and I just want to thank you for this amazing night.” There was a sparkle in her eyes that Tom could never get over, that gleam of happiness all her worries forgotten,

Tom leaned down slowly as (Y/N) mimicked his actions leaning up slowly closing the space between them, it was as if everything was happening in slow motion. (Y/N) self conscious screamed to not kiss him to not get involved in another boss employee relationship, the devil on her shoulder pushed her closer to him ignoring the angel who told her no. Her heart screamed yes, it was beating out of her chest feeling Tom’s hot breath fan over her lips.

“(Y/N)!” a voice screamed.

The voice sound ever so familiar yet she felt that her mind playing tricks on her, “(Y/N)!” she pulled away from Tom both their head turned in the direction of the person calling her name. (Y/N) gasped quietly her arms went numb, she dropped her bag onto the concrete ground maybe it was just her imagination, it was night after all and her sight was quite poor. The stranger grew closer standing a few feet away from the two, though he was accompanied as well the person attached to his arm wore a beautiful engagement ring on her left hand.

“Ryan.”