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elvesofnoldor · 5 years ago

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been thinking abt my mage dude warden (Esther surana) lately, it also may or may not have something to do with the fact that appearance-wise he resembles how maglor looks like in my mind (except he’s much paler and he’s got hazel/green eyes instead). And i finally fleshed out his backstory and finalize my plan for his in-game romance today. And yes i did check out both zevran and morrigan’s romance to see if i can keep both active for my boy Esther here after the main game/campaign (yes my ‘canon’ warden is bi)

and now i wanna keep playing my second playthrough of da:o more than finishing my current third playthrough of da:i lmao

#yolanda talks #me? finally give a shit abt my warden (albeit one i just made a game file for)? its more likely than u think #i ranted abt my dude surana in the tags before and yes i created him for the purpose of romancing morrigan only...at first #but i do think he and zev will definitely hit it off. they r both city elves w/ similar complicated relationship with their heritage #both lost their mother young (esther's mother is a house servant. and she has to send him to the circle not just out of necessity #but to protect him as well from the master of house with ill intentions. and zev's mother died giving birth to him--that we all know)#and zev totally taught him to dual wield. esther is able to be a battle mage/arcane warrior thanks to zev #i think i emphasized esther being a survivor in my rants about him before. thats what he has in common with morrigan the most #other than the fact that they are both mages. other than the fact that they both grew up in different worlds that are both prisons to them #esther is still the boy with air of quite confidence. he is not shy but he knows how to keep his head down to survive the circle #no prev relationship with jowan tho. altho there was some unresolved feelings and shit. they become friends mainly cause #esther was sort of getting bullied for being a talented mage but other human kids in the circle said hes only good cause hes an elf #and these assholes all alienated him but jowan was the only one who approached him wishing to learn from him than to berate him #whats gonna happen is that esther is gonna zevran first. they gonna fuck. yidi yida. but i will not initiate romance with morrigan #then when esther hits 75 approval with morrigan. she will propose to be more than friend. and i will start the relationship with her #if jealous dialogue doesnt happen with zev. i will get to keep both. if it happens. i will take that -26 disapproval from zevran #i think there zev and esther gonna be close in friendship. they fancied each other for a long time. but esther never expected more #he wouldnt mind more but he doesnt know whats more to have. with morrigan. it's kinda an accident and its only cause morrigan asked #i think the main difference is that zev made his intention clear from the get go whereas with morrigan and esther. it's mutual pining #but with more pining from morrigan than there is from esther. at least thats my headcanon #whats the most crucial thing that comes out of esther/morrigan is that they will have a child together--kieran #that child is what pushes him to cross the eluvian. he needs to be there to raise his son. and oh he loves his son. more than anything #more than life itself. his own father died from an accident before he was even born. he will not let his own child go father-less #what esther remembered the most from his mother was her dalish lullabies. he took up lute/music in the circle as a hobby #to distract himself from the loneliness and also bec he missed his mom. now esther sing these same lullabies to his own son #and they are like the only things that can calm baby kieran down from a fit. not even morrigan singing can do it #basically esther is a dual wield bisexual elf with a golden/beautiful voice. i basically projected the maglor in my head onto him lmao #dont think he will be a blood mage this playthrough tho. anyways dont got the space to talk abt it but i have a elaborate headcanon abt #what exactly happened that ended up with morrigan and young kieran alone and esther off to do something else (with zevran btw)

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