#no pressure to listen

[pinkished]

ok i have to ask (if you can pick, that is) what’s your favorite my chemical romance song(s)? and also, any favorite album/era? (feel free to just gush about mcr if you’d like lol, i’m all ears!)

aaaaah eli, hello and thank you so much for the ask beeb!!! <3 my inner emo teen is practically screaming with joy haha also i'm s o sorry, i couldn't pick just one *insert skull emoji here* favorite mcr songs: - the foundations of decay - make room!!! - ambulance - na na na - sing - planetary (GO!) - party poison - S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W - DESTROYA - the kids from yesterday - dead! - welcome to the black parade - house of wolves - sleep - disenchanted - helena - the ghost of you fave album for sure is danger days but the pure nostalgia and aesthetic goes to black parade for era <3 I haven't listed to them in a hot minute but we're changing that rn!! ^_^ always feel free to drop in my inbox beeb, and if you're feeling up to it i'd be hyped to know all of your faves too!! so so much love to you, this was hella fun and i'm gonna have a good time bringing their stuff back into my listening <3

[annonnex]

more pAInter art i love him so much

[merlinunderpressure]

I'm a simple man

[chewyena]

i feel bad for not posting anything lately! hands ya'll a silly pressure oc,,

[the-mpreg-guy]

the hill that i will die on is that cas would have never said he loved dean if he had to deal with the consequences of it afterwards, meanwhile dean (who was SUPPOSED to tell cas he loved him in the original crypt scene script) would have eventually worked up to saying it without external pressure

[lemonykleonella]

My and @doodledrawsthings' Sebastian nightmare blunt rotation. It didn't go as planned + bonus and context below. He's very sowwy

[realkeylogger]

quite funny

[inkskinned]

i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.

and that should be fine; but it's never fine.

i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.

for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.

we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.

i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.

restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.

[ghastigiggles]

get yoinked idiot

[feligayzed]

your beauty never ever scared me

[skeletons-inboth-our-closets]

after sirius escaped from azkaban

remus: "bowie and queen released song together a few days after you got arrested btw."

sirius: "THEY DID WH-"*accidentally turns into a dog out of sheer shock and starts running around in circles breaking the whole house.*

[glassofpumpkinjuice]

every time i listen to patrick stump cover a song i want him to cover every song. i think he could do all of them

[sxilor-1010]

Since Sebastian has DNA of a lot of carnivorous sea animals (Angler Fish, Great White Shark, Sea Snakes, etc) do you think there's been a case where he would stare at a urbanshade prisoner in hunger if they have an open wound and or bleeding? /genq

[varpusvaras]

Phoenix, just back from visiting Kurain: Hey Miles! Sorry about the mess, I just got back and haven't unpacked yet properly...oh, Maya told me to say hi to you and to tell you to call her, she has- are you okay?

Miles, just back from the mess that was AAI1: I have a concussion

[liltaireissocute]

what if we got drunk (and kissed)?

again here with quick perc'ildan drawing

[busiest-bee]

I’m a chronic “what if they were nice and also my friends”-er 😔💔