#no one read this its 1am and im sitting in my lounge spiraling
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#no one read this its 1am and im sitting in my lounge spiraling#i hate money#i hate that u need it to survive and i hate that i have none of it#and i hate that asking for it makes me feel like a greedy piece of shit#and i hate that this has been my number one stress in life for the past 5 years#i hate the way this makes me feel#its 1am and i cant sleep because im so stressed and upset about money#vent#i wish this country didnt hate me#i wish i could be like everyone else who grew up here and get some kind of assistance so that i have any kinds of savings at all#ive never had more than 1k in my bank account ever#and i dont think thatll ever change#and ill just be a useless drain on society for the rest of my life#this is genuinely the number 1 reason for all my stress and anxiety and depression#its hard to feel mentally well when you know you will never have enough money to afford a drs appointment or a haircut without relying#on pity or handouts from someone else
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