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tfw when you write an entire novel with two protagonists that spent the entire plot getting closer to each other, becoming best friends and eventually both of them deciding they would rather die than allow the other to not live a long, fulfilling life, their friendship carrying most of the emotional weight of the entire plot and the emotional climax being one of them sacrificing his life so the other can live and then the other crossing literal universes to find him, a tearful smile in his face as he confesses how much he missed him. which is the scene you wanted to write and show the most because, again, this is the pay off to the slowburn you've been writing in the entire novel and what everything has been building up to since the very first chapter. and then you end the novel by having them share a smile, finally confident they'll be able to have a happy future.
but you also just gotta have one of them marry offscreen because everyone knows you can't be happy if you're not in a het marriage with kids lmao it's whatever it's okay i'm fiNE-
#i talk a lot <3#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#this post was going to be so much more bitter this is me being nice akjshdkahdk#i just....... i'm sad alsjdsjkal#and i don't think i'm wrong to be. like i'm not disapointed bc i don't actually expected lloyd and javier to be together#i'm not that optimistic lmao#but i did have the hope tged would have no romance#because lloyd and javier were already doing so much in the emotional and relationship development front of the plot#that adding romance just feels. awkward. like an aside. an add-on that affects none of the plot and is just there to make sure#no one accidentally gets confused and think those two are in love#and guess what! most of the romance does happen in literal side stories! literally an add-on that does nothing for the plot! i hate it!#it's the heteronormativity and amatonormativity of it all :/#do i think it would've been cool for llojavi to be canon? absolutely! do i think it was necessary for the plot? nope!#they were already perfect the way they are! their friendship is the core of the entire plot and their relationship to each other#is what ultimately moves much of the plot in the latter half!#which is the way relationships should work in fiction! not just have them for the sake of having them!#lloyd didn't need a romantic subplot because the plot was already working perfectly without it!#also what's the point of having a character constantly think about what their idea of 'happy life' is if you're not going to challenge it#it's about the hero's journey of it all!!!#i have things to say dang it!#javier asrahan#tged
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Make It Stick
Pairing: Old!Joel x Reader
Summary: Joel never thought heâd need a vasectomy. Then, one night, he accidentally finishes inside you.
Warnings: 18+. Unprotected-peepaw-p-in-v (Iâm sorry). Accidental creampie. Age gap. Cumplay. Breeding kink. Ovulation has led me places I wouldnât go with a gun.
Note: Convergence is a painting by Jackson Pollock. We studied it in high school and I thought it looked like jizz idk
Word count: 4.7k
He shouldâve gotten snipped when he had the chance.
Shouldâve taken the plunge, faced his fears of needles and fluorescent-washed doctorâs offices like any man his age could have done and gotten the damn vasectomy. Now he was here, nearly two decades older and still none the wiser in this cold, dead world with a pretty young thing like you between his sheets. In lieu of elective surgery, Joel Miller had only to grit his teeth, bite hard, and repeat over and over again in his head, desperate:
âDonât cum, donât cum, donât cum, donât cum, DONâTââ
Words like those normally worked. With women that werenât you, they tended to serve him exceedingly well.
But you were just so tight. And wet. And welcoming. And try as Joel might to pretend like he got laid on a regular basis, the truth was that he didnât. Wouldnât. Couldnât seem to think straight when it came to this fixation heâd developed for you, so, instead, he let his dick do all the decision-making whenever he found himself around you. Ten times out of ten that ended in:
âJ-J-Joelâoh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuckâIâm gonna CUM.â
And that made it worth every last life-endangering drop.
Feeling how your flushed, lithe body came apart beneath his touch. How you needed him. How your eyes grew to half the size of your face and you gaped up at the man, lips parted, like you couldnât even comprehend how the friction of seven inches could make you feel so good.
If he had it his way, he wouldâve loved nothing more than to show you that feeling every night, and twice the next morning if his hip wasnât giving him too much trouble.
But, at present, the man had bigger fish to fry. Like not becoming a new father at fifty-nine if he could help it.
With the last two fluttering pulses of your heat, and almost going cross-eyed from the pleasure as he felt it, Joel yanked his big, slippery cock out of your body and made a fist around his member as he always knew to do. Tugged and pulled and grunted above youââSweet girl, youâre so fuckinâ good to meââand watched your tits and your belly for the milky white ropes to ensue.
Strangely, though, your skin stayed the same.
No cum-spray Convergence appeared before him, no opaque and cloudy fluids dribbling down your ribs, nothing. Your stomach was as bare as the rest of you, save for a few beads of sweat, and that was all there was.
Joel shook his dick harder, confused. Beneath him, you were still coming down from your high smiling ear-to-ear and staring blissfully at the ceiling. Your chest rose and fell, rose and fell in quick succession, and while you endeavored to recollect your mind, Joel was losing his.
Where the FUCK was his cum?
In no naked horizontal tango to date had Joel simplyâŠcum without noticing. Shit like that just didnât happen to men, least of all to ones his age, so when heâd wrung his poor cock like a sodden towel and still saw nothing come out, he felt his stomach turn and plummet inside him.
He dropped to his hands and knees in less than a moment and lowered his head between your legs.
âNo, Joel!â you squealed, giggling. Kicking your feet, âAnother round and Iâm gonna combust, you old perv!â
But Joel wasnât looking to get his dick wet again. He was inspecting you. Or trying to, anyway. Quickly realizing he couldnât see a thing in the darkness, he let out a breath through his nose and lifted you off the bed. Your naked frame thrown over his shoulder, bare hip beside his head and your strangled, muffled cry of, âWhat the hell, Joel?!â hardly seemed to register with the man carrying you off.
You were toted to the bathroom. Joel was about to ease you down on your feet. Then, appearing to change his mind at the last second, he set you onto the sink instead. Your skin bristled with indignation, anger. A little arousal.
âLast time we did it on a sink we broke the faucet,â you reminded him, feigning more dismay than you really felt inside. If anything, you liked it when your fossil-age fuckbuddy switched things up. You were just exhausted.
Heedless of your words, Joel kneeled on the floor and pried your legs apart before him. When you swatted at his silver-flecked head, he brushed your hand away.
âHold still,â he grunted.
âHow come?â
ââCause I said.â
How quickly he commanded that tone of a father.
âWanna sleep,â you groaned, about to roll your eyes.
But you couldnât deny you liked being doted on by him.
Joelâs touch was gentle. Probing. Spidering down the most sensitive parts of your bare lower half, between your thighs, and slowly coaxing you closer to the edge of the sink. Your breath hitched when you saw his head tilt.
He appeared to be deep in thoughtâa rare sight for anyone whoâd seen Joel Miller in the postcoital state. Most every time heâd blown his load before, the man was dead asleep within ten minutes. His joints could barely hold himself upright after a half hour of plowing the back forty, much less carry you, too, so you were puzzled now.
He thumbed at the seam of your cunt, and you whined:
âJo-elââ
âCan yaâŠpush, baby?â His eyes flitted up quickly.
âPush?â
âYeah, justâŠâ With a look you couldnât quite read, he placed the palm of his other hand on your belly. Then, pressing, âLike this. Like youâre squeezinâ somethinâ out.â
You cocked a brow in muted confusion but did as he asked. You watched his gaze, and it stayed on you.
Or, rather, on that soft and pliant spot between your legs the old man seemed to favor so much. On any other occasion, in a position like this, he surely wouldâve been wearing a smile. Tonight, his lips curled into a grimace.
And twisted even further when you âpushedâ like you did.
At first you felt nothing. A gentle clench of your walls supplied little more than a sense of having been stretchedâno novel concept to you, whoâd spent the last three-and-a-half months or so getting fucked by the finest AARP affiliate alive most every night. It wasnât until you clamped down again that you got the feeling there was something else. Something thick and warm and slow as molasses trickling out from between your folds.
You let out a low, tender, âMmphâ without meaning to; it felt kind of nice. Beneath you, Joelâs face turned grave.
He watched as his spend oozed out of your freshly-fucked hole and thought of vasectomies again.
You were youngâtoo young to know better. Too sweet and naĂŻve to see any peril in spreading your legs for a man like him, in a world like this. And Joel swore heâd be careful. But no post-apocalyptic birth control method was perfect, or even close to it, and it was clear heâd relied too heavily on reflexes to keep him from cumming inside you. Joel was oldâtoo old to be doing this shit.
Too grown and well-versed in sex to be making mistakes as stupid as that. His brow pinched in, and he drew his next breath as if the air around him was growing scarce.
âJoel, whatâsââ
âWhenâs the last time youâ youâ uhâŠbled?â
Hardly more in control of his face than the rate his heart went thudding in his chest, Joel winced at the end. This time, you were the one to knit your eyebrows together. You could tell by that tight, discomfited tone he wasnât talking papercuts, but were still unsure of his purpose.
âLike two, two and a half weeks ago. Why?â
Well, fuck.
Joel buried his face in his hands. You scooted closer to the sinkâs edge, thinking little of his cum leaking out.
âWhy?â you tried again. Softer this time.
An old, weathered head lifted to greet you. It was bleak.
âYou see this?â Joel paused. Swiping his finger through the viscous white substance that had trickled out on the counter, in a puddle now, âYâknow what it means, right?â
You let his look, and the question, remain suspended in air for a second. Then another. Then you shrugged.
âYeah. ButâŠyouâre old,â came your answer at length.
Youâre old.
Joel and you both knew as much, but the former wasnât quite following your train of thought. Still wanting to try and mitigate damages while he could, though, Joel reached for the roll of toilet paper that was fastened to the wall and tore himself a strip. He bunched it up and, reaching for one of your knees to spread you further for him, took to daubing the tissue across your entrance.
âWhatâs me beinâ old got to do with anything?â A little sharp, then, seeing you flinch when he drew too close to your clit, ââm sorry, baby, justâ gotta get this out of you.â
You made a face but let him continue anyway. Your eyes followed each movement of his hand, and reflexively, the muscles in your thighs tightened. Why bother with this when the man has so many better uses for his hands?
For a second, your eyes fluttered half-shut.
âMaria says old folks are, uhâŠinfertile. Got something to do with a middle pause,â you said, breaths labored.
Joel stopped just long enough to shoot you a look.
âMenopause,â he corrected, all too matter-of-fact, before returning to his work, âis a woman thing.â
What the hell were they teaching in Jacksonâs sex ed classes, anyway? Then Joel remembered how his brother sincerely believed that women peed out of their vaginas until he was twenty-three, and the thought of you not knowing the ins and outs of male virility wasnât the most far-fetched idea in the universe. Besides, sexual health wasnât exactly the communityâs highest priority when the world around it was in a perpetual state of decay and hordes of fungus-faced fuckers ran rampant in the wild.
He curved a tender, careful finger against the ring of muscles framing your sex, trying to absorb more cum, and your grip on the edge of the countertop tightened.
âS-So, youââ You swallowed, throat constricting a little too, âYouâre sayinââŠmen can make babiesâŠwhenever?â
You sounded so innocent as you said it. Joel wanted nothing more than to club himself over the head for being the cause of this predicamentâof being such an instrumental part of the perceived corruption, as it was.
Meanwhile, your head was swimming in filthier thoughts.
Deeper, Joel, keepâŠpushing inâŠdee-e-per. You would have scarcely had more luck giving a fuck what Joel was talking about now than if heâd just said the room was on fire. By his voice, you knew you shouldâve been paying attention, but the dexterity of his fingers was too much. He was caressing the first couple inches of your inner walls, attempting to scrape what bits of his release he could get unstuck from the flesh, but it seemed he was succeeding mostly in just turning you on. Rendering you deaf to the drone of his words as you pictured him pushing something else inside your tight, throbbingâ
ââwhole lotta problems for us if youâre, uhâŠovulating,â Joel finished, expression taut and oblivious. You hadnât heard the first part of that sentence and didnât care to.
âOvulating,â you repeated slowly. Indifferent.
Joel carried on without a hitch.
âKids just ainât fit for this world. I know you know that.â
You nodded along, not hearing a word.
âAnd if youâreâ if yâever did consider, maybeâŠâ
Your lungs took an extra sharp inhale when Joelâs fingers coaxed out a warm, sticky glob of his load, and he petted your folds with his thumb. Then let out a breath himself.
ââŠyâoughta start a family with someone your own ageââ
That part snagged your attention. Too swiftly, it came:
âMy own age?â
Sighing, in spite of those welts of pleasure so heightened by his touch that the space between your legs began to throb and ache. Hardly possessed of more sense to form words that werenât just echoes of his own, you tried communication from a simpler sourceâyour foot.
You nudged his shoulder, and Joel looked up.
âWhat?â
âWhat?â
Parroting was, evidently, a hard habit to kill. Your toes curled into the bare skin of Joelâs shoulder, and when he re-inserted his finger, you ground your heel even deeper.
âWhenâs that evâŠever stopped us from doing it before, hm?â you said, tone strained but laced with some humor too, âThought you liked sayinâ youâd make me a mama.â
Joelâs face flooded pink at the recollectionâas a matter of fact, there had been several such memories. Instead of answering immediately, he just averted his gaze again. He anchored one hand to your thigh, and with the other teased out another string of your shared arousal before wiping his finger on the tissue, clinically, and repeating. All he had to offer in reply after was: âThatâs different.â
And it was, to some extent. Joel wasnât blind to the sea of uneasy looks that trailed behind you both whenever you walked the streets of Jackson together. How wide the eyes would get when instead of observing some filial display of affection play out before them, as expected, youâd loop your arms around his waist and take his lip between your teeth as you kissedââCan we please go home now, baby?ââthat Joel was certain heâd been cemented as the resident pervert among everyone in town. Just how much worse that reputation was liable to get if there ever happened to be a round and swollen belly between that embrace someday was unthinkable. Dirty talk was one thing; parenthood another entirely.
This is for the best, became the low, grating refrain in his skull. Why he dug so hard, pushed so far inside the wet, velvety interior of your body without a thought for his own desires in that moment; he had to cull every trace of himself out of there, before he had half a chance to think.
âBaby, hey, hey, noââ Joel cut in a second later, abrupt.
No, no, no. You werenât thinking either. Wrapping your hand around his wrist, pushing his fingers deeper inside.
Smiling a little, too.
âWhat are youâ no, honey, donâtâ you canât,â Joelâs words splintered in every direction, watching you plunge his own index and middle fingers into the slick and the warmth heâd just been trying to get his cum out of. He looked up and saw your lids were heavy, about to close.
âWhat are you doinâ? This ainâtâŠno, baby, it ainâtâŠsafe.â
Back to sounding like a dad in no time at all.
âWhatâs wrong with leaving it in a bit longer? Feels nice.â
You had no idea what you were talking about. Joel pulled back on his hand and, in less than a second, had it freed.
âI just told you,â he huffed, âYouâre too youngââ
âIâm plenty old, Joel,â you returned, eyes snapping open, âYouâve shown me that more times than I can count.â
Joel was silent, stunned. He rose to his feet as your eyes seared holes into his, and for a second, he was uncertain whether to take a step back or reach out for you again.
âBabyâŠâ
To his surprise, something like hurt surfaced behind your eyes. You set your lips in a tighter line, and your grip on the counter grew firmer just the same. He wouldâve taken that move as his cue to lean in gently, slot his body between your thighs, and venture an apology of some sort, when the next thing you did stopped him cold.
Without a word, you slipped your free hand between your legsâeyeing Joel closely, almost scornfully, as you did.
You took your middle and ring fingers and sank them into your cunt. Not intending to let a drop of his spend leak out, you wedged them in as far as theyâd go. Joel watched. Gawked. Once sufficiently pleased with the look of shock taking over his handsome, aged features, you withdrew the fingers. You brought them up to your mouth, wrapped your lips around the tips, and sucked.
It was a rare thing to get a taste of you and Joel together like this, so you savored it. You moved your mouth further down to drink it all in, peering up with wide, indulgent eyes and a look that was meant to punish.
Feels nice.
Tastes alright, too.
Youâd licked the last bit of this glaze off your hand when your stomach clenched. You knew it would happen. Full as you were, you feared your body still hungered for more. As such, it hardly came as a surprise when next your muscles tensed, and you shifted closer to Joel.
âMaybe I donât want babies with someone my own age.â
Either one of your knees were nudging his hips. Drawing him in. Joel appeared to waver for a second, unsure, but the look on his face made it clear this was mostly a matter of a delayed reaction. He couldnât get his legs to move because the rest of him was still in awe. Staring at your lips, where the residue of his spend was glistening, then to your eyes, which were no less inviting, then up to the crown of your head and over it, to fix his stare on the mirror behind it. You watched him watch his own reflection with a look that was both hard and unkind, breathing slow. When he didnât stir from that position after a minute, you touched a hand to his lower stomach.
And, brushing the heel of your palm against what felt like a hundred grey hairs in the old manâs happy trailâyour favorite onesâyou smoothed a caress along his belly, back and forth, before moving it left. Your hand came to rest on a mound of muscle and fat sitting right above his hip. Love handles, Joel had remarked one morning with vague distaste. Love handles, youâd repeated, beaming. You held on tightly now, appreciatively, and used your well-loved wall of flesh to pull him closer. As with any beckoning of yours, Joel didnât have so much as half a mind to resist. He did, however, refuse to meet your gaze while you tilted your hips and spread your legs wider, before winding your ankles around the backs of his legs.
âDonât you think Iâd look pretty?â You pouted up at him. Your folds made a light, warm suction rubbing along the front of Joelâs cockâof course heâd grown hard again, and you could hold him, point him down to that wet embrace awaiting him patiently at the edge of the sink.
Joel cursed under his breath.
ââCourse I doâŠâ he said, voice hoarse, âYâalways lookââ
âI meanâŠwith your baby inside me, Joel. Right here.â
As if to put a finer point on your words, you nestled the head of his cock inside the first inch of your body. Joel had to seize the laminate underneath you and grit his teeth to keep from letting out a groan too loud. That tip may as well have been a first-rate conductor of heat, and your warmth the thing that might send him spilling again
âYou donâtââ Joel choked out, nearly incensed, ââdonât know what the hell youâre sayinâ, baby. What that means.â
In truth, there wasnât a world Joel Miller could imagine where a girl like you could give more than a passing thought to getting knocked up by himâa man his age. What good would it do? You had your whole life laid out before you like a four-course dinner spread; there was no sense whatsoever in letting the meal go to waste on him.
He communicated as much by moving to pull out.
You met the effort with a push of your own, sinking down another inch or two on his shaft and smiling when you saw his eyes roll back in his head at the dizzying friction.
âI know more than enough, old manââ Grin stretching ear-to-ear as you dug your heels in his ass and tugged him deeper, ââwho do you think taught me all this?â
Of course, it had been Joel.
Always, always himâthe only one, in fact.
Your walls drew him in like a hug. For once, Joel conjured up the strength to take a look between your lower half and his, and when he did, the next moan was inevitable. It trickled through his lips. Your body looked sublime swallowing a third of his cock, and it was almost as though a maggot had crawled into his brain, chanting:
âMake her full. Make her yours. Tell any man whoâd even think of looking her way she belongs to someone else.â
He couldnât.
Joel would never be so selfish. Just think of her youth.
But when his gaze drifted back to yours, every thought and any word besides seemed gently to melt away. Beneath him, your eyes were two pools of desire.
âYou like thisâŠdonât you, Joel?â Your voice was tiny.
âI do.â
In fact, he loved it.
âThen why canât we?â Why shouldnât we?
Minuscule now, the words that reached him barely exceeded a whisper. It was as though the moment itself had drained all fear from your faceâand out of Joel, all common sense from his brainâleaving you both to stare at the other with shared, stupid, anoetic looks of bliss. The man who had you beat by thirty-odd years seemed nearly of the same mind, with almost identical ignorance.
Idiocy.
âJust once?â Joel croaked.
Somewhere underneath, unseen, you smiled.
âJust one?â you murmured back.
He sank in another inch. When your walls contracted around him, Joelâs hands found your hips by force of habit and pushed your back against the glass behind it. The mirror was cool, and inside you, Joel was throbbing.
âOnce,â he repeated, not thinking too deeply.
âOne,â you said, with a world of more purpose.
Joel relinquished the last three inches, and with it, all of his resolve. The handsome, scarred, and plainly greying features all twisted as one, and the expression that you knew too well to mean that the man was feeling good took on the slightest hint of guilt. He gripped you tighter.
âOne?â Joel panted. Confused.
He pulled out halfway just to find his home again. Your pearly slick mixed together with his spend, and both coated over Joelâs shaft in a pretty, generous sheen.
âOne more of you, I mean.â You sounded too sweet. There was no way in hell youâd actually meant it.
Joelâs cheeks flushed again, but he didnât stop, either.
âBabyâŠâ he trailed off instead. He pushed in, pulled out, felt your tender little hole make an âoâ around his shaft, and then he kissed the edge of your left cheekâmaybe to rein in the need in his words before he spoke again: âOneâa me takes and Iâm givinâ ya fifteen more, yâhear?â
The smile he received told him as much as he needed to hear. He probably wouldnât have believed it even if youâd said the words yourself. Joelâs thrusts sped up, and as the pleasure distended in the pit of his stomach with the friction and the feel, his words flowed a little more freely.
In disbelief, âWanna be a mama that bad for me, huh?â
Your grin grew bigger. You nodded your head.
âMake your old man a daddy, is that it?â
Exactly. Senseless as it was, your look said it all.
To have slipped between the grooves and ridges of Joelâs brain and caught wind of even a fraction of the things he wanted to do to you then, a smarter girl would have run. Would have shoved him back out as swiftly as sheâd let him in and told him no, thatâs gross, and gone home. And, had the grey matter floating inside your own skull not been so completely dominated by primal need and wanting, thatâs likely what you would have done, too. Instead, with a head full of lewd, youthful stupidity, you seized the black-grey curls dangling at the nape of his neck and drew him closer. You spread your legs wider.
âThat is what youâve wanted this whole time, right?â
Under his scruff, a muscle tensed as Joel bit down.
Thatâs all heâs ever wanted.
Let the neighbors talk.
Let them say what they wanted to sayâit was probably all true to the point they were trying to make, anyway. That Joel was a pervert, of course. That you were naĂŻve, also true. That you would look too good not to stare in a white cotton frock with a bump underneath, absolutely. These were the ideas permeating your brain and his while Joel took a firmer hold of your sides and brought his nose to rest against yours. With every stab of his hips, he pressed kisses to your soft, parted lips, speaking low:
âThat what you want, too, darlinâ?â More serious now.
The head of his cock nicked a sensitive ridge inside you, eliciting a whimper, but you nodded. You nodded again, feeling the brush of his stubble at your mouth and your chin, and nodded again when he bottomed out, stuffing you tight. It felt a little more momentous than any other time in the past, now that you were picturing a fullness that wasnât just him. Him and you: a concrete being to soothe the sting of his absence long after Joel withdrew.
Something to stick.
âPlease say it, baby.â
Someone to call yours.
âI want it,â you said, sounding desperate.
A coil was just starting to form in the place you felt him. Drifting up, pulling tight, making your eyes go glossy and wide while they stuck to Joelâs and begged him for more.
âWant what?â He sped up, and his thrusts got sloppy.
âWant you,â you breathed, âInside me, Joel, please.â
As if predicting your next thoughts, the man lowered his hand to your belly. You hadnât even noticed the smallest bulge had taken shape beneath the skin. Joel slowed, momentarily, then rubbed the base of his palm against the mound where your body was obliged to make room for his cock inside you. He drew soft, tender circles there and, with the motion, sent stars flying before your eyes.
âGood girl,â he murmured, âRight here?â
âRiâ right there. Right there.â
Joel adored that sound. The soft, elated look, the gentle knoll of flesh in a bump below his hand, the whimpers rolling off your tongue repeatedly, quicker and quicker the more the pleasure inside you continued to build. Joelâs release was coming soon, too. For the hundredth time that night, he silently wished he were a little younger; so he could fill you up once, twice, twenty more times until your insides were stuffed and painted white. As if reading his mind, as he had for you, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him in for a kiss.
âHope our baby has your eyes,â you murmured to him.
It shouldnât have had such a strong effectâbut of course, it did. Joel pictured the small, sweet infant with irises that shone a bit like his, and his stomach caved in.
Tonight, tomorrow, or ten months down the line, he was getting you pregnant. Heâd clear his whole schedule for it
âThat right?â And now he couldnât stop the smile as he spoke, leaning even further in, âWhat about their nose?â
He kissed the tip of yours.
âHope they get this.â
He kissed either one of your cheeks.
âThese too.â
You had to fight back a laugh while his scruff tickled skin. Two deep strokes away from the brink of release and he still somehow always stayed in tune with your needs.
The threat of your peak was perilously near. Joelâs spend and your slick, tender glaze made a chorus of sounds at each thrust, and the deeper he went, the bigger it swelled. Your smiles couldnât stay for much longer when the feeling inside you both was being amplified like that. Sensing this, Joel took hold of your face and slipped his touch to cup your chin. He made you tilt your head up to him, as if to ask again, âAre you sure?â and when you nodded, his lips twitched again. A fleeting hint of a grin, like he couldnât be more eager to finish now if he tried.
Holding your face, cock swollen and throbbing and desperate between your walls, he felt a familiar twitch.
There it is.
#IN CONCLUSIONâŠâŠâŠ.WE MAKIN BABIES#joel miller smut#joel miller x reader#joel miller x you#joel miller imagine#joel miller one shot#joel miller#joel miller tlou#joel miller fic#joel miller fanfiction#joel tlou#the last of us fic
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Hii!! I love your writing sm like youâre literally my go to blog when I get bored and I end up rereading your fics đ. Not sure if you have rules or anything so idk what I can and canât request (IF YOU DO AND THIS ISNâT IN LINE WITH IT IâM SO SORRY.. đ).
Could I request the harbingers crushing on reader? Like I can imagine them being slightly more lenient with reader which confuses most of the soldiers. Again feel free to ignore this đâŒïžâŒïž
(giggling and kicking my feet rn, this is the type of partially-satirical fluff I headcanon. Hope you like it)
⊠When they secretly have a crush on you
Pierro, Capitano, Dottore, Scaramouche, Pantalone, Childe
⧠The ever-cold and impeccable Pierro â a mystery that even his associates and top harbingers cannot decipher. Not many can be considered as his close confidants, so none is certain of his personal life and preferences. A cold, stern man like The Jester probably doesnât waste a glance on frivolous affairs or pleasantries. Even if many high-status people tried to approach him - aristocrats, business partners, or noble ladies; his cold gaze shuts off any initiation for close relations. No, he sees their greed for power too clearly to be swayed.
Yet Pierro harbors a deep secret. He does fancy a type⊠and that type is you.
Itâs not simply your physical attributes or style, his âtypeâ is literally everything you embody. The shape of your jawline when you lower your face, the delicate shadow your eyelashes cast on your cheeks, how your chest moves when you take a deep sigh. From the minor and inconsequential attributes, he memorized it to his heart until the only thing his gaze is seeking is you across the room. He was always silently enamored, his eyes watching you with reverence. However, he is a mastermind, first and foremost. Concealing his inner sonnets for his love for you came naturally just as he conceals half of his face with a Khaenriâahn mask.
You, on the other hand, were oblivious. Nervous, even. Facing off the most powerful man, cursed with immortality just as you all those centuries felt intimidating, especially when you couldnât grasp why his gaze kept lingering so melancholically.
âIt is⊠good to see you again, Pierro,â â that was your initial words when the two of you spoke formally. In truth, your mind was filled with wistful thoughts: he probably settled down with someone after 500 years of immortality.
In the meantime, Pierroâs mind was at comical odds with his cold exterior as he thought: Hmmm⊠Yes, Iâve already decided on the name of our potential third child.
But of course, he didnât say that, even if he looked slightly mesmerized. Instead, he just settled with a polite: âA pleasure, indeedâ. It's only a matter of time before he accidentally slips and calls you his spouse in front of people.
⧠Il Capitano was avoiding you like the plague, and you couldn't fathom why. Whenever you crossed paths, his oppressive silence would intimidate you further. He would linger behind you, a looming presence so quiet that at times, youâd forget he was even there. Alas, when you finally muster up the courage to approach him directly, he'd respond with the briefest of words, avoiding any attempts of chatter.
It infuriated you. So much so that you started wondering if perhaps you did something wrong. He sparred with you countless times, the taste of a battlefield is nothing foreign when he trained alongside you. You felt like a stranger. Why he was so eerily silent was beyond your comprehension, and alas, his pitch-black expression did not portray any facial clues on what he was thinking.
The truth of the matter is that Capitano has mastered the art of keeping his head impassively still. With a helmet on his face and lack of visage, no one sees his gaze ogling your form whenever you train. Your movements mesmerize him during battles, your legs swift and your stance is powerful. Of course, he would be silent when he is staring directly at your beauty in action. You rendered him speechless, and now the Harbinger is diverting himself by discreetly peeking at you. Thank the archons for his helmet hiding his gaze.
But the Captain scolds himself. No, he mustnât! It is improper of him to even lay his eyes upon a being so diligent and strong as you, he must respect-⊠Nope, his head is automatically turning towards you anyway. Lost in his silent battle of self-reprimand, he didnât notice you suddenly approaching:
âCaptain, we need to talk. What is the reason for your cold shoulder towards me? If I have done something improper you must tell me⊠You always avoid me, even when weâre supposed to cooperate.â
The same characteristic silence followed him, however, seeing you cornering him so sternly, even the Harbinger had to drop his resolve.
â...You must forgive me. Your beauty had overwhelmed me to such an extent that I felt ashamed to admit how you rendered me speechless to approach you.â
⧠A long time ago, before Il Dottore bore the title of a Harbinger, there was a young boy named Zandik. This little Zandik was trainee Dastur, a prodigy of his field and academic year. But he wasn't the only top student of the Akademiya, in fact, this young man was standing in the shadow of a brilliant senior student whom he always looked up to with innocent wonder â you.
You weren't aware of the younger student with short turquoise hair trailing you. He, however, was aware of you because your portrait often graced the accomplishments of the establishment, thesis research, and any academic honors of the top young researchers. Since you were a senior, Zandik couldnât share lectures with you, yet it didnât stall him. Every thesis bearing your name, he read; every book you borrowed from the House of Daena, he memorized meticulously. His revenant studies of everything you did mesmerized his young mind, leading him to linger behind the lecture hall doors, drawn to where you so often spent your time.
It was a harmless habit, the boy believed; surely you never noticed him?
One day, Zandik spotted you chatting with your peers in the hallway. Unfortunately for you, you inadvertently left behind your precious notebook, forgotten in the rush to your next class. The young man didn't have it in himself to run after you and directly return it. Instead, it was his chance to study your secrets. His hands hesitated only briefly before he grasped the notebook, feeling the weight of the handwriting he so admired.
When he first opened the notebook, the first page read in massive writing: âI KNOW YOU'RE STEALING MY NOTES ïżœïżœ THIEF.â
That was approximately 400 years ago. So much so that the memories of your student self were long forgotten in your mind. When you later on met the 2nd of the Fatui Harbinger, you expected the Fatuus to coerce you for cooperation. To demand you to leverage your expertise in Khaenri'ahn technology, or perhaps blackmail you into his maddening cause. But none of that transpired.
The grown man, now known as Il Dottore, stood blankly in front of you, eerily placid. His once youthful awe had matured into something far more inscrutable, like a long-buried sincerity breaking through his Doctorâs mask. Without a word, he extended a hand, offering you an old, tattered notebook. It was that same old notebook from your Akademiya days.
â... Huh? Where did you get this?â
âPerhaps a young boy was too excited to pilfer what wasn't his. I apologize for borrowing it. That boy never wanted his idol to think of him as a thief. If it wasn't so arduous to seek you out all those centuries, I would've returned it to you earlier.â
⧠With his face perched on his knuckles, Scaramouche sat down listening to your ramblings. You would think a Harbinger with his temper, would long since exhausted his patience, waving you off to scram from his presence. Yet the moment you start talking, he is obediently listening, like a devoted man waiting for his blessing from the Grand Narukami Shrine
âBut I never saw you enjoy any snacks or drinks while youâre out,â â you mused with excitement, launching on a tangent about this mysterious Inazuman beside you. âOh! How about this, Iâll start guessing your favorite pastime food or beverage and you tell me if I am right or wrong.â
Scaramouche raised an eyebrow, but crossed his arms indifferently - âA futile endeavor but suit yourself anyway.â
Undeterred, you accepted the challenge. You listed each and every single delicacy in Teyvat that you could recall, from Inazuman mochi, dango, and sake to even Mondstadtâs Cold Cut Platter and wine. The Balladeer only scoffed, amused at your silly attempts to deduce him, as if he was some mystery you should decipher.
âUgh, Okay! My last attempt. Is it⊠green tea?!â
Scaramouche went silent at the sight of your anticipation - âHm,â
âNo way⊠did I guess correctly, at last! Are you a herbal tea enthusiast? Oh, I knew it, I knew it!â
You exclaimed with unattained joy, leaving the Balladeer to silently observe your self-proclaimed victory. The truth of the matter is - that wasn't the correct answer. Scaramouche doesn't care for any teas or snacks, not when his artificial palettes found human indulgences to be redundant. Yet, looking at your jubilant face, glowing with delight as if youâd uncovered some profound world secrets, he couldnât bring himself to confess. How foolish.
âHah, fine, you got me. You must be thrilled to guess something so mundane.â
âWell, maybe mundane to you, but I was pretty curious what a living puppet would prefer to drink.â
Your sudden words caused Scaramouche to freeze. He never told you he was a puppet by nature, and most people would never guess what he is. Yet here you were, stating it so simply and obviously. Most ridiculously, you didnât seem crestfallen by the weight of this truth. âYou knewâŠ? I'm not sure if I should compliment your keen observation, or if this is another one of your random guesses. What gave it away?â
âI thought it was obvious.â - you eased a sincere smile, your hand reaching to carefully brush a stray hair on his head. âNo regular human would have such a perfectly pristine face like yours. Even if they had the most luxurious face-care routine.â
If puppets had blood flow, there would've been a pink hue dusting his cheeks. It seems he was the fool here after all. Ever since that day, he has found the taste of green tea to be rather soothing.
⧠A popular misconception about Pantalone is that he allowed you to walk into his life and pursue him so easily. Trully wrong. In reality, it was this Harbinger who had been pursuing and courting you from the very beginning - like a lovestruck fool, no less.
At first, Pantalone tried to be the charmer. Heâd offer you heavy bags of Mora as if it was pocket change and say in his best alluring voice - âGo spoil yourself with something new, dear. I want you to look your best on our next date.â
The issue was you were dense like a rock. Because you blinked at the mora and said simply: âWhy? I already have comfortable clothes, I donât need any right now.â
He wanted to slap himself. Any attempts at spoiling you with riches or gifts were futile, especially when you humbly rejected his monetary help out of casual practicality. You always stated that others in need would require it more. Very well, he wonât sulk just yet. He decided on his next act of refinement. Heâd invite you with him to any luxurious events: galas, opera performances, dinner parties; all carefully orchestrated to impress you, showcasing how he can provide you with any wonder from the world, linking his arm elegantly with yours to flaunt how youâre accompanying the 9th of Fatui Harbingers himself.
That didnât work as well. Whenever a business meeting occurred with vital connections, your gaze bore no interest in the wealth of the higher class, nor did you beat around the bush to dismiss yourself. Instead of marveling at the company of riches and endless champagne flutes, heâd instead find you marveling at the ducks swimming in the pond of a garden â âLook, duckies!â
Pantalone was in visible distress. All this gold that people die for yet you so naively dismissed him. Was he unworthy of your simple love? Was he too pompous for you and forgot his own origins? His self-doubt gnawed at him at night, so much so that his own subordinate would see him pacing in his office with a tremor of restlessness, thinking how he should open this topic with one he so openly treasures.
âMy dear, please tell me what your heart seeks,â â he once opened the discussion with you, his hand clasping yours in an act of pleading. âI do not wish you to be uncomfortable with my actions. Just say the word and I will bring you what you want.â
Once more, you blinked at him in that same sweet innocence, but instead, you spoke with a smile: âOh, you silly, silly man Pantalone. I never wanted your mora or status. I do not wish to be indebted to you, no. I just wish you to be as you are. If you want to take me to a restaurant, take me there, not because itâs a fancy establishment, but because it has your favorite food. Plain and simple.â
The young Harbinger didnât know it was possible to fall in love even more. It seems he mistook your humble sincerity with naivety, never once pondering that perhaps you didnât want a partner for the sake of connection or money. That being his true self was something he could even offer you.
In the upcoming days, Pantaloneâs subordinate could clearly see was smitten beyond logic or reason. Like a grinning child, resting his chin on his palm when sitting behind a desk, feet almost kicking with excitement. He really was enamored with you from the start.
⧠If there is one thing Tartagliaâs heart relishes, itâs the rush of a challenge. And you, as a whole, challenged this young man on a daily basis. His bubbling persona and eccentricity to rush into action was an antithesis to your blunt calmness and reason. If he is the one launching into battle, you are the one who is yanking him by the collar while maintaining that unimpressed look.
Thus, as a challenge, Childe took it upon himself to make you break that serene attitude from you. At least once, and his heart will soar with victory. Unbeknownst to him, everything he did fumbled.
He started with cheesy attempts to flirt with you, flipping his ginger hair back while leaning on the wall with a captivating smile to make sure your eyes were on his form alone. It might have made you swoon, if he hadnât miscalculated and leaned against the door instead, stumbling awkwardly when it swung open.
Another attempt was made when he tried to play the savior. The two of you were strolling when a Hydro Hilichurl Rogue stumbled upon your path in the wild, its makeshift scythe warning you two to get away. For the Harbinger, this was an easy opportunity to dispel such a puny target and save you. Except the Hilichurl Rogue kept throwing hydro slimes, which his vision of the same element was useless against. You managed to drag Tartaglia (almost) unscathed.
Everything was going against Tartagliaâs luck and he felt like an utter failure in front of you. Heâs the 11th, for crying out loud, he always fairs well when something challenges him. Yet here he is, getting bandaged by you after fumbling countless times in your presence. Your first impression of him must be beyond salvageable at this point.
âIf I didnât know any better, I wouldâve thought youâre a problematic teen who gets into trouble all the time. Because you sure act like it,â â you stated to him simply. Securing his cuts and bruises on his shoulder.
âIf I confess that such accidents rarely happen, would that change your opinion of me, or is it too late to start from zero? Ouch-â he winced when you tightened the bandages, his bruises not alleviating the sensation. The culpability of it all made him sulk, realizing he was probably putting you into trouble with all his shenanigans. âIâd die for you, you know.â
âThat is the dumbest thing I've heard.â
Your words were concrete, his gaze averted with guilt and sorrow. But you continued quaintly.
âWhy would anyone say something so senseless? I donât want you to âdieâ for me or anyone, even. What about âkeep livingâ for someone? For me⊠for your family, for yourself. Anyone can blindly plunge themselves to their death, but it takes actual courage and strength to keep living for those you care about. So please, do that for me instead of getting into trouble.â
The once serious expression on Tartaglia's softened with each word you spoke. Now he realizes that perhaps you putting up with his impulsivity stemmed not from frustration, but out of sincere worry. Maybe in his attempt to charm you, you were the one charming him all along. Especially when you sit so close to tend to him, it would feel so natural to wrap his arm around and embrace you.
âYouâre right⊠I suppose it is reckless. Living for yourself seems truly priceless if it means seeing you beside me for another day.â
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I don't know if you write something like this, but what about reader being Hades lover instead of Persephone like it's supposed to be? I imagine reader is some normal human on our world learning about Greeks Gods but suddenly got isekai'd into the Mythology haha. Imagine the confusion and flabbergasted reader felt by all of this.
Reader try to find a way back to human world but ended up in the forest where all of this started. Trying to avoid Persephone fate of being Hades's lover that eating the underworld food, but of course, Hades wants the reader to eat the food. After all Hades got all the time and reader is starving.
I would love the tension, back and forth of Hades temptation and reader insistent. Thanks!
Okay but what if I take your idea, and I give it a tiny plot twist? Make it just a little bit more horrifying? Okay, okay hear me out, look...
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Being a human had never been so frustrating.
It was one thing to manage the daily challenges of adulthood, of living on your own and taking care of yourself. Things got tough, and they got fun again; sunrises made you smile, and losing a beloved restaurant to a global issue made your heart somber. For the longest time, you believed having a shitty day at work and then having to go home in the rain because you forgot your umbrella was the worst your life would ever get.
But you were wrong. Very wrong.
Because where there was no life, that's where things became messed up.
"One bite," he pleaded. With the pomegranate juices running down his spindly fingers, the red was almost disturbingly blood-like against the faded color of his skin. "Please. I know you are so hungry."
Pouting your lips, you shook your head, turning and marching onwards through the dark forest of lush yet colorless greenery. It was just a park, Hades had explained, but every time you thought you'd break through the thicket, it expanded further, endlessly like a maze of trees and bushes.
You two had kept up this dance of rejection and chase for a while now, days to be exact. And you were unsure if he knew, but you were hanging on to the last threads of sanity. You felt your knees buckle with resistance every time you rejected yet another offer of fresh food and sweet nectar, your stomach screaming in aghast horror as you kept denying freshly picked fruits and beautifully arranged plates that could sate your hunger. And your head had become so dizzy from the stress and anxiety that you began feeling as if your life was being drained right out of you to feed this place instead. Â
The Underworld. Resting place of souls.
Occasionally, you had heard about occult stuff like fairy rings or portals to another world. You never thought that accidentally falling into a river would end with you being transported right into the realm of the afterlife! You had cursed at your feet for being so clumsy and easily losing their balance, but at this point, you had no strength left other than to be thankful they still carried you around. You weren't dead yet, but you didn't think you were very much alive either.
"I need to find a way out..." you mumbled to yourself, your mouth feeling dry and your head buzzing with incoherent thoughts. Only determination had gotten you up after passing out so many times. Only knowing you came here somehow, so you must have been able to get back somehow, kept you going. Things were tough, but you were tougher, right?
"There is none," the god of the Underworld mumbled, a tinge of regret breaking through his voice. "You've been here too long. There is no way back from here."
You breathed out, coming to a halt, as did his ghostly appearance behind you. It was colder in his proximity, yet he stayed close as if to comfort you. His body was cloaked in black swivels, yet his face was almost too handsome to look at directly. His hands were visibly gnarly like those of skeletons, yet you knew his touch was soft and his palms big and reliable, able to catch you before you hit your head on the floor from fainting. His hair fell in waves of ebony beauty, and his crown was so intricately woven into it that it made him look humble and whimsical rather than fearsome and ruthless like the stories made him out to be.
There was nothing about him to hate or make you truly distrustful of him. Yet, you still wished he would leave you, just like in the beginning, when he could only stay for a limited time to watch you struggle before returning to his duties. But his time by your side had gradually increased, and perhaps that was the feeling of dread you've been experiencing for a while now.
"Don't you have anywhere else to be?" you asked, too exhausted to sound snarky.
"I cannot leave you like this. It's not your time yet."
"Then let me go! Lead me out of here!"
In a spurt of a moment, you regained enough strength to spin around, yelling at him angrily. You regretted raising your voice as you looked into the flash of hurt crossing his features before the beautiful grimace turned serious again.
"I can't," he said firmly, holding out the pomegranate again. Its fragrance enticed your nose, saliva collecting in your mouth as it promised to be an especially juicy one. "There is nowhere I could lead you but back to the palace. But you wouldn't make the journey unless you eat and drink. You're just human, after all."
It must have been easy for a god to point out your biggest flaw of them all: you were just human.
"Can I go home if I go back to the palace?" you asked, eyeing the pomegranate with disdain even though your teeth demanded to sink into its flesh, chew apart the seeds, and satiate your hunger.
"No," Hades shook his head. "But you could find peace there. Stop the endless roaming of the gardens for an exit that doesn't exist at this point in time."
"You're lying," you concluded finally. "You want me to eat the pomegranate so you can claim my soul for the Underworld. You're telling me there is no exit, but there is, you just don't want me to find it."
Your accusations left a mark on Hades, the brilliance of his eyes dulling as he heaved a deep sigh, letting his head hang before shaking it slowly. "I'm not lying. I'd never lie to you. I have enough souls waiting for me to give them a place here. I don't need to kidnap humans that Thanatos doesn't have on his list. It was an accident. A fatal one at that, but your stubbornness made it irreversible."
"So it's my fault, eh?" you tried to argue, but there was no bite left in your voice. Raising your hand, you dug your finger into the soft flesh of the pomegranate, felt the fruit yielding to your touch without resistance. Hades closed in, eager for you to finally accept his offering.
"You know what they say about Persephone and the pomegranate. How you trapped her, how you forced her to stay here. Tales of you don't make you look so good."
Without looking up, you could only imagine the anger or frustration that must have played on Hades' expression, but he surprised you when he picked up your hand, raised it to his lips, and slipped your pomegranate-stained finger into his mouth. You watched in horrifying fascination as the god licked off the stain on your skin with relish, the brilliance returning to his eyes as you met his gaze, confident, unwavering.
"People have long made up stories about us, but my wife has never been unhappy with me. And my pomegranates are truly delicious, I only wish for you to taste it. I wouldn't lie to you about these things. I promise I will never lie to you. It's not my nature to begin with, and I'm trying to make things better for you, not harder."
You felt the tears well up in your eyes at the sincere words of such an otherworldly creatureâone you only believed to be a story that people believed in religiously. You never thought the gods could be real, much less kind and compassionate. But when you popped the first pomegranate seed into your mouth, your whole body collapsing and Hades catching you with one arm, lifting you up to his height with ease, you realized he had been truthful.
The fruit tasted tart but was absolutely delectable. It had a different kind of sweetness than the ones you had eaten on earth, and tears streamed down your face as you scooped a handful of it, greedily stuffing it into your mouth with no regard for its juices. Hades didn't seem to mind either, holding you seated on one arm, with the fruit halves in his other, the pomegranate bigger than what you were used to, yet still small in his hands even when cut open.
You cried and ate, your body rejuvenating yet also releasing all the tension and fear you had clung to. Your vision was blurry with tears, your nose stuffed, and your head so pleased with the taste of pomegranate on your tongue that it didn't think of anything else. You didn't even register that Hades turned around, strutting back towards the dark, looming palace behind the forest that was the gardens stretching out before it. He was in no hurry, yet it took him barely the blink of an eye to return to where you had first woken up.
By the time he reached the palace doors, you were fast asleep with a belly full of pomegranate, and your thoughts turned into pleasant dreams. The shadows of his body were licking at you, caressing you gently and touching you much more comfortingly than his cold hands could. Even so, he never let go of you, content with you on his arm, resting against his shoulder as if he had taken any worries from you, just like he wished to.
"I see you have received my gift."
"My Queen? You are back early."
"I have not returned yet from my duties; I merely wanted to visit my husband and bring him a gift."
Stepping down a few steps to meet Hades on his way to the palace, Persephone smiled at him warmly, cupping his cheek, which he couldn't help but melt into. She ran her thumb across his cheekbone lovingly a few times before her hand slipped from him to your head, brushing back your hair gently and revealing your face to her.
"The gods above are stirring with excitement for their special humans. Apollo has just collected an extraordinary one for himself. I know you care so little for these trends, but knowing you wait down here for me, alone and so lost in your work, you don't see the seasons pass until I returnâit breaks my heart. I thought it would cheer you up to have something so precious to pass the time. You can do as you please with them, treat them as you like. They are yours to own."
"You shouldn't have. They are human, Persephone. Being in the Underworld will cause them nothing but suffering."
"Well," she huffed, agitated by her husband's chiding. They have an eternity to get used to it, just like I did. They will be fine. You can teach them to like it and show them how beautiful this realm can be if they behave themselves. Besides, the pomegranate tree bloomed the moment they came here; it must have been a sign."
Passing by her husband on the way out, she winked at him, and he knew fully well that it had not been a coincidence. Neither that you fell into the Underworld years too early, nor that the tree sprouted fruits the second you arrived. Looking down at you, he watched you furrow your brows as Persephone's warm touch vanished, and you nuzzled your head further into his shadows, trying to find just a bit of the same comfort with him that she could give you.
You truly were lovely. So small, so impossibly perfect. Precious, she called you, but of course you were since his wife knew him well. The moment Hades laid eyes on you, he knew he couldn't bear letting you go and wait until you'd inevitably return to his side as the course of life took its sweet time to reunite you two. And thanks to Persephone, he never even had to lie to you to make you eat the pomegranate on your own and so wholly, he would never have to part ways with you again.
"It is a wonderful gift, thank you," Hades admitted. Persephone smiled, laughing heartily as she made her way back to the surface, passing through the park that stretched out in front of her with ease as it let her pass towards the exit. It was her garden, after all. But even as the two separated temporarily, Hades could hear her say, "I can't wait to get to know them when I return, too."
And he couldn't wait to introduce the now two most beloved parts of his existence, either.
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##. BABY, THINGS I WANNA SAY TO YOU
⥠How you (accidentally) came to know his feelings for you
⥠Contents & warnings: secondhand embarrassment (major on hiiragi and umemiya's part), unestablished relationships but implied mutual feelings, humor (this was not written seriously), manga character spoilers, not proofread, reader is addressed as pretty (umemiya)Â
⥠Characters: sakura haruka, kaji ren, hiiragi touma, suou hayato, umemiya hajime (xgn! reader)
To be honest, Sakura Haruka is truly the king of not being subtle about his feelings. This boy will literally stare (he thinks itâs a stare, but he doesnât know heâs furrowing his brows and squinting his eyes like heâs glaring at you) at you at every wake moment that you two are in each otherâs presence but when you turn your head to acknowledge his presence, he flushes a deep shade of red and comically turns his head away to avert his gaze from yours.Â
And, of course, having someone bore holes into the side of your head isnât a particularly nice feeling so one day you jokingly confront him by saying: âhey, Sakura-kun, why are you always staring at me? Are you in love with me or something?â and you swear you meant it as a joke, and you fully expected him to call you stupid and tell you to stop joking around. But!! When the only reaction you pulled out of him were flustered stammers and reddened ears, you knew you accidentally threw the dart right on the bullseye.Â
As if things werenât awkward enough, he had to poorly defend himself (and confirm his infatuation further) by saying âand what of it?! What if itâs true that I like you, huh?!â congratulations on the first âoh.â moment of your life, youâll have to pay for it by communicating with this boy. Good luck and donât tease him too much because he might explode.  Â
Ah, yes. Kaji Ren. The king of not confessing. Heâs not someone who falls in love or falls out of love easily so heâs probably been pining over you since middle school, and everyone who went to the same middle school with him probably knows how dumb in love he is with you.Â
And that is why Renâs good friend since middle school, Sako, broke into a sweat when he accidentally came across Ren, after accidentally meeting you. The thing is, Sako also considers you a good friend from middle school, so when he met you by accident while walking around to find the new trendy dessert, he didnât deny your invitation to hang out. And that is because he didnât take into account that this will happen, that his good friend would see him walking around with said good friendâs crush. Itâs only when he meets eyes with Ren that he realizes how bad everything looks. You and Sako, hanging out. Just the two of you.Â
At the sight of Renâs shock-widened eyes, Sako, feels his panic meter rising to 100 real quick. Heâs not about to be dubbed as someone who steals his friendsâ crush, not today.
âD-donât get the wrong idea! I met them by accident while walking aroundăŒâ he blurts out in a haze of alarm, briefly turning his head to you for confirmation. You give a nod, and he continues his panicked rambling, which is probably the worst single decision heâs ever going to make in his entire 15 years of living.
âăŒand thereâs no way Iâll go on a date with someone that youâve liked for 3 years!â
Immediately after hearing Sakoâs explanation, you and Ren chime a âwhat?â simultaneously. you in confusion, and Ren in disbelief because no way those years he spent pining over you was just outed like that. And then Sako makes some half baked excuse to leave you two alone to talk as if he wasn't the one who made this mess in the first place, like wtf bro clean it up. Good luck communicating with this one too, assuming he hasnât run off in embarrassment, that is.Â
Hiiragi Touma the chad!! He actually has the balls to confess, I love this man. He planned it meticulously too, like what heâs gonna say, at what place, what his reply is gonna be depending on your answer, yada yada, you name it, heâs got it all prepared. And right now the timing is right, heâs got you in a secluded place so he can save both of you the embarrassment of having anyone hear an intimate moment, heâs even got his hand latched onto your wrist too. He gulps a bile in his throat so he doesnât stutter when he tells you exactly what heâs been dying to tell you.Â
âListen, I have something to tell you,â he sucks in a heavy breath, he feels like his lung is gonna run out of air soon from the nervousness. Heâs prepared, he just needs to say it. say the three words.
âI likeââ âoh, Hiiragi! You already confessed to them? Good for you.âÂ
Hiiragi doesnât think heâs ever felt his nervousness disappear so fast before, immediately being replaced by anger and pure exasperation. His brain stopped thinking about how your wrist fits nicely in his hand and has instead started repeating the phrase âfuck you, umemiya hajimeâ.Â
The glare he gives the Boufuurin leader is harder than any punch heâs thrown in his life and it effectively makes Umemiya disappear behind whatever wall he came from. Feeling awkward and bad for him, you initiate a conversation.Â
âHiiragi-â âsorry,â he cuts you off, sinking down to the floor in a squat as absolute exhaustion takes over him, his free hand going up to cover his face. âSorry. Just⊠give me a minute and I'll confess to you properly.âÂ
Hiiragi is relieved though when he feels your wrist sliding up from his hand, moving to intertwine your fingers with his. Maybe everything will be okay, after all. Still, fuck umemiya hajime indeed. read the room, man.
Suou Hayato is the king of confessing. Or, he would be, if he didnât treat it as a joke and asked you to date him everyday jokingly. Now he finds himself stuck in a complicated situation where you donât ever take his confession(s) seriously and heâs quite in a pinch because he really likes you and wants to seriously date you. He canât blame anyone but himself, though, because who the hell says âjust kiddingâ after literally confessing that he likes you. Not only that, but heâs setting himself up by saying âletâs dateâ everyday in such a carefree way that you canât take it seriously.Â
Truth to be told, Hayato keeps asking you out because he's still holding on to the hope that something miraculous might happen and youâll take him seriously. So far, though, it isnât looking any good. Woe is he. Sorry man, you set yourself up for this yearning.Â
His yearning gets so bad that one day when he finds you asleep on your desk after school with your head nestled between your arms on top of your desk, he sits on the chair in front of your desk. His hands found themselves mindlessly wandering to your hair, twirling a strand between his fingers and watching the sunset illuminating your hair. He observes your sleeping face for a while, before his hands reach out to give your cheek a gentle poke. He chuckles when you make a funny face and turn your sleeping face away from him. He doesnât even know why he does what he does next, but he gets close to your head, stopping just beside whatever part of your ear is exposed. Then, he whispers, voice lacking the teasing lilt that itâs usually bathed in.Â
âYou donât know how much I actually want to date you.âÂ
âDo you really mean that?â he realizes he kinda fucked up but itâs okay because at least youâre aware of his feelings now.
And then Hayato realizes how silly heâs acting so he grabs your shoulder to shake you awake. He gets surprised, though, when your hand suddenly grasps his, holding him in place before he could pull back (let's be real he doesnât want to, though.).Â
Umemiya Hajime does have the courage to confess, though. But heâs also kind of afraid that you might not see him in the same way and itâs gonna change his friendship with you so heâd rather wait until heâs certain his feelings arenât one sided.Â
But all that logical reasoning gets thrown out of the window when he catches sight of you playing with the orphanage kids. Heâs a family man through and through so of course that kinda stops the gears in his head from turning. In any case, though, heâs happy to see you getting along with his younger siblings, though, ecstatic even. Like, itâs to the point that he doesnât realize heâs staring at you with such a lovesick smile that he might as well make the âhearts in eyesâ phrase a real phenomenon.Â
âI canât wait to confess to you.â the words trickle from his mouth without consent from his, yâknow, logical reasoning. Panic takes over momentarily before he realizes you didnât hear what he just said because your ears are probably full of the childrenâs laughter.Â
You didn't hear. But some of his younger siblings did.Â
âOnii-chan, is that person the one you like?â as if it wasnât bad enough that you heard the question, the little girl had to also point straight into your direction. Well, it wouldnât have mattered if they did or not anyway because the only two teenagers in the room are you and hajime.Â
âOh so theyâre the one you talk about with heart eyes!â One pipes up. âright! The person whose eyes would sparkle when the sun hits them.â Another one follows. âand the person whose hair looks especially beautiful when itâs illuminated by the setting sun!â You get the gist.
Hajime would think about how cute his younger siblings look with their eyes sparkling with excitement if it werenât for the fact that he canât think of anything else because his mind is filled with the sound of his racing heart.
The fact that he talks about you to his younger siblings is exposed in bright daylight, and youâre looking at him with a surprised expression etched on your pretty face.
The discovery his younger siblings made did nothing but successfully make them gush over you even more. Well, who could blame them, their older brotherâs crush is right in front of them. Deepest condolences, though, because children are always unnecessarily nosy and stubborn so theyâre gonna end up matchmaking you and Hajime. You bet theyâre not gonna let you go until you both confess to one another, right in front of them. What a nightmare.Â
#wind breaker (satoru nii) x reader#sakura haruka x reader#suou hayato x reader#umemiya hajime x reader#hiiragi touma x reader#wind breaker x reader#kaji ren x reader
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Izuku with overly touchy best friend and just freaking tf out cause poor boy doesnât know how to take it. Do what you want with it :)
This is gonna be SO fun to write oh em geeee!!
Izuku isn't used to alot of physical contact. Like don't get me wrong he was loved as a child, kind of, like his mom hugged him often gave him kisses often n yk. Because of that he holds like simple things like hugs and holding hands to heart. He always dreams about doing that with someone, he just always figured he wouldn't get to. Most girls never batted an eyelash at him let alone even THOUGHT about him, whenever a girl walked up to him it was always for katsuki. So he just always assumed girls didn't really like him.
Izuku was fine with that, he was more focused on becoming a hero anyways. When he met you though his life changed and turned upside down. You were so sweet and kind, kind of competitive but still a nice person. You had your moments when you could be mean but who doesn't? Izuku quickly realized he loved being around you.
Upon hanging out and getting closer, he realized how touchy you were. Not just simple little pats on the back or like head rubs, which you definitely did, more like hugging him and holding onto him ALOT or like touching random parts on his body. At first it took izuku by surprise, and made him kind of uncomfortable even. He didn't want to tell you to stop however because it's not like he HATED it. Plus he decided to think about it deeper, y'know make it personal, he thought maybe you didn't get love at home or maybe this was how you expressed yourself. Of course those could be reasons but they also might not be.
The first time you did it you had randomly hugged him in class, he was talking to someone about something and you literally just walked up and wrapped your arms around his body. He stopped talking so quickly, becoming a stuttery blushy mess. The stares he had started to get from his peers, something suggestive hiding behind their eyes. It made him even more flustered, his whole body was hot and he felt like he was sweating, he could smell your body spray on you and it went straight to his now throbbing cock. He could not believe he had just gotten hard.
Izuku has sported many many MANY accidental boners in his life, don't get him wrong, but now it's like every time you touch him it happens. No matter how many times you touch him it'll always affect him in such ways, he gets all embarrassed and flustered his whole face flushing red. He swears it makes him uncomfortable but whenever you don't touch him it makes him sad.
One time izuku thought maybe he should initiate the touching for once, maybe you'd like it. You two were chatting in the cafeteria with friends, eating and talking about gosh knows what when suddenly he decides to be bold. He looked at your body, the way you loved when you talked, expressing yourself with your hands. It made his cheeks warm up, with a heavy gulp he slowly trickled his hand to your thigh and slightly up your skirt.
The squeak that left you had everyone worrying if you were okay, asking you if you felt alright. Your eyes shot to izuku in a confused way, what the hell was he doing?! He just looked at you with his big doe eyes and that stupid flushed face of his. He didn't know what he was doing either, but he knew he liked your flustered reaction. He figured it was your turn to get all embarrassed and shit.
â are.. are you alright?â
The faux concern in his voice was so painfully obvious it made you scoff at his words. He gave your thigh a tight squeeze, slowly letting his calloused fingers inch their way closer to your underwear, the heat that was being created between your thighs had him shivering. He couldn't believe what he was doing, if anyone truly wanted to they could see it. He gulped down once more, applying his other hand to your forehead to check for a temperature, not that he actually cared about that.
â you're burning up, maybe I should take you to see recovery girl.â
The fuck? There is no way he was getting away with this. Why were you letting him get away with this?! You nodded slightly, he removed his hand and stood up offering a hand for you to take. With a shaky gulp you took his scarred hand and the two of you left together, your friends still worried as you walked away.
â what the hell was that?! Are you crazy someone could've seen!â
You tried to talk to him but nothing you were saying was actually registering to him. With no thought in mind, he pushed you against the nearest lockers and kissed you, moaning into the kiss as he sloppily tried to get his tongue in your mouth. He pulled you closer and let his hands ravish your body, letting them touch and squeeze every part of your body that they could. When his hands moved to your boobs he whimpered lowly, so many thoughts coming to his mind all perverted things hes already thought before.
â I love when you.... mmph! push your..hah.. boobs against me when we hug..â
So many filthy things started leaving his mouth as he fondled your breasts while kissing you. His lips never leaving yours for long whilst he tried to talk. You could not believe this was actually happening. Within a second you felt his cock press up against your inner thigh, he had partner your thighs with his knee and squeezed himself in between, finding a place for him to gently grind his now aching cock into. He was literally leaking through his pants, you broke the kiss to see he was putting his cock against your thigh like some sleezy putz.
â ngh! I'm sorry- I- I am really I am.. I just couldn't help myself.. you- you touch me in such ways and, andâ what else was i supposed to do!â
Whilst desperately rutting into you he tried to excuse what he was doing, . He couldn't believe it himself that he was literally humping his best friends leg like some mangy mutt who needed to be neutered. The friction he was gaining was painful yet stimulating, it felt so good he just didn't know if he could stop. He felt so dirty but so good. Surely you wouldn't hold it against him...right?
AN: anywyas, I'm back bay bayđŒ
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Sunshine [3] - Downpour
AN: My loves, thank you so so much for your wonderful support and lovely comments and HCs! â€ïž You're amazing! â€ïž
I hope you like this as well, and please don't forget to tell me what you think, thank you! đ„°
Thanks to @chibi-lioness for beta reading!
Pairing: Logan Howlett x Female!Reader
Summary: Evening rain comes out of nowhere.
Word Count: 4540
CW: Smoking cigars, explicit language
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Fine.
Maybe you did have a crush.
And maybe the said crush was taking over all your thoughts to the point that you could barely focus on anything other than him, but that was completely normal.
Just like you and your best friend analyzing every single second of your interaction with your crush was completely normal.
âHe actually lifted your car?â
You nodded your head, filling both her glass and yours with wine before tucking your legs under you.
âWith one hand,â you said, leaning back to the arm of the couch. âHe did that with one hand.â
âAnd you didnât jump his bones right then and there?â
âNo but I may have rambled about going to jail if the car fell on him and also not knowing who would take care of Theo.â
âWhat is that even supposed to mean?â she asked with a scoff. âIâd take care of Theo. Weâd come to visit you every weekend.â
âThanks Julie.â
âIâd even sign you up for those inmate dating websites.â
You blinked a couple of times. âUh, no thank you.â
âHey, if you accidentally kill the ridiculously hot mutant guyââ
âLogan.â
âYeah, Logan. If you accidentally kill him, you might as well exchange some dirty letters with someone else.â
âCan we please focus on the fact that I actually have a crush on him?â
âWe absolutely can,â Julie grinned, swirling the wine in her glass. âAw look at you! Itâs cute.â
âItâs not cute!â you whined, slipping a little on the couch. âJulie, I talk absolute nonsense whenever he and I cross paths.â
âBabe, I mean it in the best way possible,â she said and motioned at your face. âI doubt any guy really listens to any word coming out of your mouth when you look like this, so youâre fine.â
âSo not true,â you stated and sipped your wine. âI mean either way, itâs not like anything could happen between us so Iâll just, you know, fantasize about him and gaze at him longingly. Should be fine.â
Julie rolled her eyes at you. âCome on.â
âNo seriously, because Theoââ
âSweetheart,â she said. âYou got pregnant at 18. Donât get me wrong, I think Theo is the most perfect kid in the entire world but keep in mind that while we were all out partying, you were taking care of a baby.â
âItâs fine, I lived vicariously through you.â
âAnd now that youâre in your twenties and hot as fuck,â Julie said, ignoring your comment. âYou donât think itâs time to live a little?â
âItâd confuse Theo if I started dating around, especially with Loganââ
âFine, then donât date Logan. Just fuck his brains out.â
âNope,â you said, shaking your head. âI canât do that.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause the moment I sleep with him, I will be trying to decide on the wallpaper of our future cabin in the woods,â you pointed out, getting a handful of popcorn from the bowl and she scoffed.
âI still canât believe you want a cabin in the woods.â
âI want a cabin in the woods and I want a horse and a cat and two dogs,â you insisted. âAnyway, the point is, no strings attached is not a thing for me when it comes to a guy that hot. He lifted a car for me, Julie!â
âAnd you want him to lift you up and down repeatedly,â Julie said with a grin, making you throw a popcorn at her.
âI doubt Iâm his type,â you said and she groaned.
âYou cannot be serious.â
âNo I am, because men like him go forâŠâ you trailed off and threw your head back. âUgh, I so want to show you his picture so that youâll know what Iâm talking about but I donât have one!â
âI have this mental image of a very hot lumberjack in mind.â
âThat would be correct,â you said before taking a sip of your wine, but then your phone started vibrating on the table and you frowned, then snatched it off the table when you saw the caller ID.
âTheo?â you answered immediately. âAre you alright?â
âHi mommy!â
You let out a breath at the cheerful tone of his voice, then pressed a hand on your chest and checked the time on the phone.
âWhat are you doing up, bean?â you asked. âItâs late at night.â
âI couldnât sleep,â he said. âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm with auntie Julie,â you said and Julie grinned.
âHi Theo, I missed you sweetheart!â she called out, making Theo giggle.
âHi auntie Julie!â he said. âMommy, I thought about it, and I solved how I can have fish.â
You closed your eyes for a moment, a smile pulling at your lips as you shook your head.
âIâm listening, bean.â
âOkay so,â he said. âWe will get two fish, and we will put them in an aquarium, but like a bowl, not a huge aquarium.â
You hummed.
âThatâs where theyâll stay at the weekends when Iâm there,â he said. âAnd then, on weekdays, I will bring them here, and put them in the lake, and thatâs where they can stay within the week! Theyâd even make friends with other fish!â
You let out a small laugh.
âTheo, my love,â you said. âHow will you catch them again if you put them in the lake?â
He paused for a moment.
âUm, Iâd call them by their names,â he said. âCheeto and Popcorn. Theyâd come.â
âFish donât do that baby,â you said softly. âHow about you make friends with fish there in the lake and on the weekends they can just spend time with their own friends?â
âYes butââ he started but then got distracted for a moment by something. âItâs my mom!â
âI know bub,â you heard Loganâs deep voice and your eyes widened. You sat up straight immediately, making Julie tilt her head in confusion. âTell her I said hi.â
âMommy, Mr. Logan says hi to you.â
âUh, tell him I said hi back,â you said after a beat, hearing Theo parrot what you said as you covered the bottom part of the phone with your palm, then mouthed âLoganâ to Julie.
âWhat?!â she whispered and you cleared your throat.
âAnd tell him to please watch that you donât have any sweets before bed, for his sake.â
âNo!â
âBean.â
âUgh fine!â he said. âMr Logan, my mom says please watch that I donât have any sweets before bed for your sake.â
You could hear Loganâs chuckle, making you bite at your lip before he spoke.
âCan I borrow the phone for a minute Theo?â
Your jaw dropped and you motioned at the phone frantically, and Julie pulled you by the arm and made you lower the phone a little so that she could hear as well. You pressed your finger to your lips, signaling her to be silent before Theoâs excited âsure!â and there was a shuffling on the other line for a moment before Loganâs voice reached you again.
âSo no chocolate before bed then?â
Julie gripped your wrist, mouthing âhot voice!â to you and you let out a giggle, trying to focus.
âNope,â you said. âTrust me, itâs for your own good.â
You could hear Theo in the background; âI think I can have one chocolate.â
âNo no,â you said, shaking your head. âHe canât.â
âSorry bub, whatever your mom says goes.â
âUm, Logan,â you said, your mind going overdrive again. âIf heâs up this late, he will turn the puppy dog eyes on for dessert, and he can be very, very insistent but sugar makes him incredibly energetic, and he will end up blowing a hole in the wall because of his powers so you canâtââ
âRelax princess,â Logan said and you could almost hear his faint smile. âItâs fine.â
Julieâs eyes widened and she fell on her back onto the couch dramatically, kicking her legs in the air while slapping the pillow and you stood up, your heart beating in your ears.
âHowâs the car?â he asked and you licked your lips.
âOh I changed my mechanic, so itâs at the new mechanicâs shop for a couple of days. My friend has been driving me to workââ Julie waved a hand from where she was lying down on the couch. âBut apparently itâll be fixed the day after tomorrow so itâs totally fine.â
âAre you being safe?â
âI am,â you said. âAre you?â
âAm I being safe?â
âYeah,â you said with a smile. âWhat with lifting cars and stuff, it can be dangerous.â
âHalf a chocolate!â Theo said as if it was the brightest idea in the world. âHalfâMr. Logan, can I have the phone back please?â
You ran a hand over your face and cleared your throat.
âSorry about that,â you said and Logan chuckled.
âNot a problem,â he said. âGood night.â
âGood night Logan,â you said, your head spinning with excitement and you heard the shuffling, then Theo took a deep breath.
âMommy, half a chocolate!â
âNot at night,â you said. âWeâve talked about this bean. You can have chocolate tomorrow morning after breakfast, okay?â
âButââ
âTheo,â you said. âAfter breakfast.â
He heaved a dramatic sigh.
âI know bean,â you said softly. âYouâll be fine, I promise.â
âMkay,â he said with a huff. âIâm going to sleep then.â
âOkay, I love you!â you said. âCall me tomorrow and be nice to your teachers, okay?â
âI will,â he said. âLove you too!â
He hung up and you let out a breath, then tossed the phone on the couch while Julie sat up.
âOh he talks you through it!â she said, slamming the pillow on the couch. âI just know he talks you through it!â
âJulie!â you exclaimed, your cheeks burning and she let out a laugh.
âOh please, with that voiceâŠâ
âThatâs what I mean!â you said and flung yourself on the couch. âHeâsâŠheâs so amazing and Theo adores him and heâs so good with him too and to repeat, he lifted a car for me!â
âAw,â Julie said. âHeâs gonna be such a good stepdad to Theo.â
Your jaw dropped and you shook your head.
âWeâre not even thinking about that,â you said, pointing at her. âWeâre keeping our expectations very, very low, okay?â
She hummed, then tilted her head.
âDo you want to check Pinterest for cabins in the woods to see which one could be your and Loganâs in the future?â
You paused for a moment, then shrugged your shoulders.
âYeah,â you said. âThat sounds like keeping our expectations low, sure.â
                                                *
Despite having drunk until midnight and consequently having a hangover in the morning, the next day went without a hitch. Youâd only had a couple of rude customers, which in service industry counted as a normal day if not a good one, but because of last night you were more than ready to get home, eat a bunch of snacks and go to sleep.
Towards the end of your shift, rain started pouring and you couldnât help the whine escaping from your lips, leaning back to the counter. You could hear your friend Staceyâs small laugh as she looked out the window, then back to you.
âItâs just summer rain love,â she said. âItâll stop.â
âYeah but Iâll have to walk to the subway under that rain and I donât have a coat with me,â you pointed out. âUgh. Great. Iâll look like a horror movie protagonist by the time I get there.â
âThis is why I am a huge advocate of waterproof makeup.â
You hummed, chewing on the pen in your hand as you grabbed your phone to check the weather forecast, faintly hearing the door opening behind you.
âIt says itâll rain untilâwhat?â you asked Stacey when you lifted your head to see her raise her brows at something by the tables area and you turned your head to look over your shoulder, your heart jumping to your throat the moment you did so.
âLogan?â
Jesus, he looked way too handsome. He gave you a small smile, running a hand through his dark hair as if he was trying to get rid of the raindrops clinging to it, then approached the counter.
âHey.â
âHâhi!â you said, your voice going way too high-pitched all of a sudden. âUh, welcome! Itâs so nice to see you, whatâwhat can I get you?â
âI can take his order love,â Stacey said helpfully. âYour shift is over, get home before rain gets worse.â
âNo no, I can stay.â
âIâm not here to eat actually,â Logan said, making you pull back a little.
ââŠIs Theo okay?â you asked, your stomach dropping as the thought hit you and he nodded his head.
âOh heâs fine donât worry,â he quickly assured you. âHe was trying to name all the fish in the lake with his friends while I was leaving. I came to take you home actually.â
You blinked a couple of times.
âYou drove all the way here from the institute just to take me home?â you asked just to make sure you had heard him right and he nodded again as if it was completely normal.
âYou said your car is at the mechanicâs.â
One of these days, you were going to melt into a puddle in front of him.
âYou really didnât have to,â you said. âIâd hate to be a bother, and Iâm sure you have other things to do, so I can justââ
âWhat did we say about you being too polite?â he asked, his voice almost chiding in a teasing manner, making warmth spread from your chest to your fingertips and a smile you couldnât stop lit up your face, making you shift your weight, way too excited to just stand there.
âUm,â you said. âJustâjust wait here okay? Donât go anywhere.â
The corner of his mouth twitched in amusement. âI wonât.â
You took a step back, and rushed to the kitchen, making the line cook turn his head.
âHey, leaving already?â
âYeah. Paul, whereâs the pie?â
âOver there,â he said, motioning at the counter. âWhatâs the rush?â
You grabbed the pie to put it into the container while Stacey entered the kitchen.
âWhy didnât you tell me you had a boyfriend, and more importantly, why didnât you tell me he was this hot?!â
âWhat boyfriend?â Paul asked and Stacey motioned at the window.
âLook, right there.â
âHe is not my boyfriend,â you said, your cheeks burning and Paul stole a look out the window, then let out a whistle.
âI was going to try to win you over but holy shit, thatâs one hot dude.â
âAnd get this, he came here to drive her home.â
âHeâs just being nice.â
âCar sex in the rain, got it.â
âHe is my friend!â
âOh really? So youâd be okay if I went out there and gave him my number?â
You blinked a couple of times and scoffed a laugh.
âYeah but heâŠâ you trailed off, desperately trying to come up with an excuse. âHe has a girlfriâheâs married,â you changed your mind mid-sentence, nodding solemnly. âYeah. Heâs not wearing a ring because he is having it cleaned, and also he hasâhe has this condition that he canât have sex with anyone. A disease.â
Out of the corner of your eye through the small kitchen window, you could see Logan tilting his head like a confused puppy.
âWhen he does, his partnerâs⊠lower region just falls off, and itâs very gruesome, and if you havenât heard of that condition, itâs because heâs like the only person in the world who has it, they named the disease after him,â you added. âDoctors call him a medical wonder.â
Stacey turned to Paul.
âSheâs so gonna fuck him in the car.â
âSheâs not gonna do that!â you exclaimed and cleared your throat, pushing the box into a plastic bag. âIâmâIâm leaving, Iâll see you guys tomorrow.â
âTheo doesnât need a sibling yet, use protection!â Stacey teased you and you shook your head, then pushed the kitchen door and stepped out.
âHey,â you said breathlessly, your whole face on fire and you held up the plastic bag. âThe pie as promised.â
He gave you a calm smile, his eyes darting over you.
âYou didnât bring a coat?â
âUm no, but itâs fineââ you started but before you had the chance to say anything else, he had already taken his leather jacket off to put it over your shoulders.
âWhat about you?â
âDonât worry about me,â Logan said as he opened the door for you and you stepped outside, Logan gently steering you to a truck with his hand on the small of your back, making you bite back a smile. As soon as you reached the truck and got in, you let out a breath and put the plastic bag on the back seat, then put your seatbelt on. Logan got in as well, then started the engine and began driving.
âThank you,â you murmured. âReally.â
âNo problem.â
âI could just put it in the GPS orâŠâ you trailed off when you noticed that there was no screen or phone or phone holder in sight so you nodded to yourself. âI donâtâyou know, Iâm against being a prisoner to technology myself so I can totally relate, and yeah Iâll just put my phone here.â
You quickly found your home address and touched the screen, then carefully placed it on the dashboard and stole a look at him.
âCan I ask you something?â
âSure,â he said. âAs long as itâs not about my condition.â
âYour condition?â
âYeah, that disease you were talking about just now?â
Your eyes widened, your jaw dropping as embarrassment hit you, your cheeks growing hot and a whine escaped from your lips.
âYou heard that?â
âMm hm.â
You slipped a little in your seat, burying your face into your hands, the sight making him chuckle as you took a deep breath and lifted your head to look at him again.
âI can explain,â you said. âItâs just thatâŠStacey isâyou know, sheâs incredibly nice but I donât think sheâs over her last boyfriend and I was trying to spare her feelings. Wait, did you want to get her number? Because if you didââ
âNo.â
A small spark of hope shot through your system.
âOh,â you managed to say. âOkay. Um, sorry I made up a nonexistent STD about you.â
âNo problem,â he said with a smirk. âBut for future reference, you might want to go with the wife lie. I canât get diseases.â
You nodded slowly. âBecause of clean eating?â
âBecause of the X-gene.â
You blinked a couple of times, staring at him.
âWait, what?â you asked. âBut Theo got sick multiple times after his powers showed.â
âNot for every mutant,â he said. âMy body heals itself.â
âAgainst everything?â
âMm hm.â
âWhat if we had a car crash right now?â
âIâve been in car crashes, healed in a second.â
âWhat if someone attacked you with a knife?â
âHappened before, healed instantly.â
âWhat if someone shot you?â
âMultiple people did in multiple wars. I healed.â
You tilted your head. âIâm sorry, wars?â
âLike I said,â he said after a beat. âMy body heals itself. Against injuries, and time.â
You frowned slightly, trying to make sense of what youâd just heard and as soon as the thought hit you, you gasped.
âOh my God, Logan,â you said. âDid you know Marie Antoinette?â
âWhat?â he asked with a grimace, turning to look at you better. âWhat is it with you and Theo and France? He asked me if I knew Napoleon the other day.â
You raised your brows. âDid you?â
âNo!â he said. âNo, I was born in 1832.â
Holy shit, Julie was right.
You did have a thing for older men but having a crush on an almost 200-year-old man was just a little bit excessive, even for you.
A silence fell upon the car and he glanced at you out of the corner of his eye. âYou okay there?â
âYeah, just in disbelief,â you muttered. âDo you miss it? Back then?â
He shook his head.
âNot really,â he said. âIt was terrible. Now is better, itâs just a little too...â
âChaotic?â you asked and he scoffed, then nodded.
âYeah,â he said. âA little too chaotic.â
âI mean I wasnât born in the 19th century but I know what you mean,â you said. âSeriously, if I could just live in a cabin in the woods with Theo and a cat, two dogs and a horse, Iâd do it. I even have all their names.â
âWhat are the names?â
âIâm glad you asked,â you said. âThe cat will be Catapultââ
âAre you seriously going to name your cat after a pun?â
âDamn right I am,â you said, counting with your fingers. âThe dogs are Underdog and Overdog.â
âJesus.â
âAnd the horseâs name used to be Princess Pink Sparkle Her Highness when I was six, but now I think Iâm just going to name her Hi-Horse so that someone can tell me to get off my high horse one day.â
Logan looked like he was in actual pain for some reason.
âBut listen, the list used to go like, a cat, a dog and a horse, and I figured like, if I get one dog, why not have two, you know?â you asked. âI couldnât possibly leave Underdog without a friend, because as much as I love cats, they can be kind of assholes sometimes to dogs, they canât help it, so thatâs how Overdog came into being, and there were also ducks named Comma, Colon, Semicolon, and Exclamation, and their babies were going to be named Parenthesis, Dash and Hyphen but then I realized that would mean I'd need to have the cabin next to a lake, and ever since I watched that one creepy horror movie Iâm terrified of lakes at night because I really donât think we should mess with any bodies of water andââ you managed to stop yourself and cleared your throat. âJustâŠfeel free to stop me when I do this.â
âI like it when you do it,â Logan stated without taking his eyes off the road, as if he was talking about the weather and your heart started pacing in your chest while you gawked at him.
ââŠPeople usually hate it.â
âPeople are idiots.â
âSomeone I used to know would cover my mouth whenever I rambled too much.â
âAnd you didnât break their hand?â he asked and you scoffed a laugh, then shook your head.
âNope,â you muttered. âThat sounds like a good idea though.â
âIt is,â he said, reaching out to grab the cigar resting by the gear stick, and opened his window a little.
âDo you mind?â
âNot at all,â you said. âYou smoke cigars?â
âMm hm,â he said, patting his jeans for a lighter, then looked around the car before his hazel eyes fell on you. âI think my lighter is in the jacket pocket, would youâŠ?â
âOh sure!â you said and felt around the leather jacket over your shoulders, then pulled out the lighter and flicked it, the warmth caressing your hand for a moment before you held it out for him. Logan stole a look at you, his gaze stopping on your face illuminated by the flame before he leaned in to hold the tip of the cigar to the flame.
You had no idea why, but it felt strangely intimate.
âThanks,â he murmured and you offered him a hesitant smile, flicking the cap of the lighter back before carefully placing it beside the gear stick.
âSure,â you said, trying to snap yourself out of it. âUm, I used to smoke cigarettes. Mostly to look cool.â
âDid it work?â
âNot really,â you admitted as he stole a look at the GPS, then back at the road. âNever a cigar though, do you mind if I try it?â
âAre you sure?â
âYeah.â
Corners of his mouth curled upwards. âAre you trying to look cool right now?â
âHey, if you donât think Iâm cool after learning my future petsâ names, I donât think a cigar is gonna help it.â
That coaxed a chuckle out of him and he held out his hand so that you could take the cigar from him. The moment your fingertips brushed against his skin, his hand twitched, a warmth spreading from your hand to your whole body. You swallowed thickly, your heartbeat getting faster and you brought the cigar to your lips with a trembling hand, then took a drag.
âDonât inhaleââ Logan started but you had already inhaled the smoke, a sharp pain stabbing you in the chest as soon as you did. Logan pulled over and through the coughs, you realized you were right in front of your apartment but you couldnât even thank him as you pounded your chest with your fist, then took a deep breath and wiped at your eyes with one hand while handing him the cigar back with the other.
âUgh, thatâs terrible!â you whined. âYou smoke that willingly?â
âYouâre not supposed to inhale it.â
You made a face and wiped at your eyes again, sniffling.
âNot supposed to inhale it?â you repeated as you straightened your back to look at him better, your brows pulled together in almost a petulant manner. âWhatâs the point of it then?â
The calm smile that graced his lips was almost taunting and he reached out to wipe at the remnant of a tear under your eye with a knuckle, your breath catching in your throat.
âThe taste, princess,â he said, his deep voice sending an excited shiver down your spine as he pulled his hand back. âThe taste is the point.â
âŠOh.
Oh you were so going to melt in front of him one of these days.
That wasnât supposed to sound as suggestive as it did, you were sure of it but that did nothing to stop the fire spreading over your cheeks, making you shift a little in your spot before he nodded to the window.
âIs this your place?â
You had to force yourself to drag your eyes away from him and looked outside even if you knew where you were, then nodded fervently.
âYeah!â you said. âYeah thatâsâthatâs me.â
A silence fell upon the car and you cleared your throat, trying to snap out of the daze you were in.
âThank you,â you said after a beat. âForâŠfor all of this, really.â
âDonât mention it,â he said and you looked outside again, now realizing the rain had stopped so you grabbed your phone off the dashboard, unbuckled your seatbelt and slipped the jacket off your shoulders, his unwavering gaze almost too hot on your skin.
âGood night Logan,â you said softly and opened your door to step out of the car, then made your way to the building. You climbed up the stairs, a giggle you couldnât stop escaping from your lips as you unlocked your door, then stepped into your apartment and closed the door behind you before leaning back against it.
âAlrightâŠâ you breathed out, your heart beating in your ears. âYeah, okay. I definitely have a crush.â
[4] - Ray of Light
#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#wolverine#wolverine x reader#logan wolverine#logan x reader#logan howlett x you#wolverine x you#james howlett#fluff#logan howlett imagine#logan x you#james logan howlett
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Omg so like I want to hear your thoughts on perv!Megumi like finally after so long of Gojo teasing him for being in college for two years at this point and being single, heâs finally procured a pretty girlfriend whoâs unfortunately (for her) so naive and sweet??đ©·đ Idk I got shy but I know youâll do something good with this lol
ik i told u id post this after my wips but i started on it n i couldnt stop i liked the idea too much LOL im sorry for being so confusing D; tysm for the ask though!!! :o i rlly enjoyed writing this!!! (n donât be shy ahjwhs youâre so lovely T_TâĄ)
perv!megumi !!! please i feel like heâs the type to be a pervert thatâs kinda embarrassed n self aware about himselfâespecially bc gojo kept teasing him all those years n he was kinda just jacking off to whatever x-rated video that came up first (i feel like perv!megumi is highkey into hentai too but heâs taking that to the grave!!)
n when gets a pretty little girlfriend who acts so cute and who he loves so much, when he gets hard he canât help but let some of that side of him slip out from time to time...
i think heâs also the type to take lots of pictures,, like pictures while you sleep, peeking through your door while you shower, in clothing store changing rooms while you change, upskirt pictures⊠heâll make you his little model!! some of them you know about but some of them you donât, heâs so lewd.
itâs not just pics of you he takes, it's some of himself too. i feel like one of the things heâd love to do to you is when you tell him to come with you to some random uni event, n heâll randomly disappear in the middle of it, only to go to the bathroom to take pictures of his hard leaky cock to send you with some casual caption like he didnât just do that ?!?! heâs crazy (more under the cut)
itâs not megumiâs fault heâs so in his head about you, he still just doesnât really know how he managed to get someone as pretty and doting as you are as his.Â
he sometimes feels guilty for being so obsessed with youâyour body clad in pretty little outfits that you show off to him with a twirl, the way youâll always show him your shiny new sparkly nails when you get them done, how heâs always the first one youâll pick to talk to about something new youâve found to loveâitâs all that seems to be on his mind recently.
maybe it was gojoâs accidental doing, those feelings of guilt. unintentionally planting a little growing seed of shame in him the first few times he started teasing him for not having a partner yet at his âbig ageâ, borderline lecturing him with the âwhen i was your ageâ stuffâmaybe that was the logical reason why he felt so attached to you, the reason he couldnât help getting fully erect even when he only saw as much as a pair of your flung-away panties lying at the edge of your bed when coming to your room one day.
but when he recalls back to those nights where youâre innocently cuddled against him, watching whatever movie, a quiet âmegumi?â leaving your lips as a sign to tell him youâre falling asleep, and he finds himself shifting in his seat, carefully adjusting your head to let you rest comfortably on him, pressing a soft kiss to your hair as he strokes it and tells you a âsleep now, angelâ, he knows thatâs not the reason.
nevertheless, heâs always been worried about it, thoughts of âam i doing too much?â or a âwould she not like this?â clouding his mind. but for every single thought like this he has, heâll always have two more memories where heâs coming up to you, his sweet-faced little girlfriend, waiting for him with open arms and open heart. and to him, it means more than the world.
and as his cheerful sweetheart girlfriend, youâve never really minded of course.
you know heâs at least a little perverted, asking to take those pictures of you trying on your new swimsuits, or bras, or skirts, or those times when he pulls out after spilling his load into you, and the first thing he does after making sure youâre okay is to go face-to-face with the trail of cum seeping out of you to snap a few photos.
honestly, youâve gotten used to it at this point. you just take these moments, seeing what you do to him, as a way of reassuring yourself that he really does just love you that much. and he really does. really!! :(
no matter how innocent or dirty the context, heâll let you know whenever he gets that warm little feeling in his chest.
âi-i love you,â he pants, head coming up from sucking marks on your neck, languid thrusts coming to a gentle stop as he peers up at you with flushed cheeks. it feels like heâs admitting it for the first time again.
when you stare at him with his same love-drunk look, brows furrowed and eyes pleading, whispering out an âi love you too, gumiâ, heâll pause a moment to study your expression before gently raising you further up the bed, hooking his hand under your leg and repositioning it around his waist.
heâll drop down to press a kiss to your cheek before resting his chin on your shoulder and picking up the pace again, now only determined to make you cum.
when he thinks of times like these, despite what youâre doing together, itâs innocent in his head.
a time where thatâs not so much the case though is when you persuade him to come with you to some uni exhibition event, looking up at him with hopeful, doe-like eyes and as many âpleeeaaase, gumiâs and âplease, guuuumâs as you could musterâcause itâs not like he could say no to that, right?
at first he put up an act of feign stubbornness. but eventually he agreedâonly when he knew youâd excitedly hug him and press your soft chest to his as a thank you for it though.
heâd tour the hall with you, watching you gaze in awe at everything with your cute, simple curiosity, occasionally pointing out little things in the pieces he liked. before the artist began their talk though, he got up from his seat, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek before muttering a ââm gâna go to the bathroom.â
in an empty stall, heâll sit atop the lid and pull down his jeans, freeing his stiffening cock from his underwear. he quietly groans as he pumps himself a few times, a slow trickle of translucent white leaking down from his tip.
he silently curses, throwing his head back, thinking about how you let him flip up your pretty skirt before you left, letting him take a peek at your cute ass in the frilly panties he bought for you.
he reaches for his phone, fumbling to send a picture of the sight to you, adding a casual caption of something like âhi pretty girlâ or âu look so pretty today, angelâ.
he pauses, realising that maybe you wonât see it for a little while. heâs imagining you so obediently listening to the artist speaker to notice the ping of his notificationâhe enjoys that thought too, but he canât say why.
heâs careful not to thrust up into his fist, not wanting to make too much noise, but itâs futileâheâs too hard staring at the lewd shots of you saved in his secret hidden albumâthe way you act so innocently, the way you have no clue what the true extent is of what you do to him. he canât help but let a few breathy whines slip.
he wonât let himself cum though, thinking heâs too good to be letting himself release over some scrunched up, bathroom tissue when heâs got his own pretty little girlfriend waiting for him a few halls down.
he sighs. cleaning up and tucking himself back into the band of his briefs, leaving the stall and washing his hands, walking back out like nothing happened.
#ywuji#this is so long n so rambly HAHEHW#i rlly had fun writing this tho#i wld love to write more :00#the last part is For Sure tacked onto the end but i wanted to include it bc i talked abt it alr Lol#apologies U_U#megumi smut#megumi fushiguro smut#fushiguro smut#megumi x reader#fushiguro x reader#megumi headcanons#fushiguro headcanons#jjk smut#jjk thirsts#jjk x reader#anime smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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episode one: the hellfire club
Robin waves her hands in the air as if to get Steveâs voice away from her. âEw! Gross, donât say boobiesââ âBoobies! Itâs not a big dealââ You make a face. âIt isnât the most pleasant word.â âOh, câmon. You like boobies, Robin likes boobies, and we all know I love your boobies specificallyâow!â You hit the back of Steveâs head with annoyance to get him to stop talking about your boobs. While he winces in pain and rubs his tender head, you turn towards Robin. âWhat my darling boyfriend is trying to say is that everyone likes boobs, and Vickie definitely likes them too.âÂ
Summary: el writes to you as if youre her husband away at war, you debate the intricate nature of liking boobies with robin and steve, lucas is your beloved while eddie munson is your sworn enemy, steve accidentally exposes your (horribly hidden) daddy issues, dustin is an angsty teen, and jonathan really loves to drop emotional bombshells on you. can you believe this all happens in one day ? lol cheers to senior year !
Rating: general, some swearing
Warnings: swearing, fem!reader, use of y/n, mentions of abuse, allusions to bullying, trauma lol
Words: 13.5k (wrote half of this in one day)
Before you swing in: SHES HERE !!!! SEASON 4 !!! this season terrifies me. i spent so much time outlining and making sure it was perfect. i have some changes i want to do, some ideas, and its scary because we dont have season 5 yet and i hate messing with canon ,,, alas: here she is. my baby. my beloved. quick fun fact: theres a scene in here ive had planned since season 1 so .... enjoy !
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March 21st, 1986.
Dear Y/N,
Congratulations on New York University! Joyce tells me that it is a very good college, and everyone was extremely happy when Jonathan told us the news. He even had a smile on his face! It has been a very long time since I have seen him smile, especially without that weird smell on him (am I allowed to tell you about the strange plants that Jonathan seems to like now? He says that you cannot find out about it, but friends donât lie and he is your bestest friend).Â
I asked Will about it, and he says that Jonathan now smells because he misses you. If you ask me, I think that Jonathan smells because he is scared. We are still waiting for his college letter, afterall. I know you want to go to school with him, but so does Nancy. Is it possible to go to two colleges? Anyways, it must be a lot of pressure, even more with all the waiting we have to do, but Joyce told us that sometimes colleges take a long time to respond.Â
While I am positive that Jonathan will figure it all out soon, he pretends he does not care. But he is a very bad liar. He was very upset that Nancy could no longer visit us in California. Will was bummed too, but he was more sad that it was not you who was visiting. Joyce says that the Byers boys were born to miss you, and I think she is right.Â
I also miss you. I am still bummed I never went to school with you. I bet Mike is over the moon to have you with him for high school, Dustin and Lucas also. How is Max? Is she still sad? I know school has been hard for her. I will admit that it is hard for me, too. While I am good at maths, and my grammar is getting better, I am still unsure when to use conjunctions or why Angela does not like me. Will tells me to ignore her, but I want to be her friend. She is nice to everyone else. It confuses me that she is not nice to me.
A lot about California confuses me. The flowers here are different, and sometimes I forget that I cannot go and visit you. I miss the smell of Bookstrordinary (did I spell it right?) and your cookies. Please send more as soon as you can. Will and I are almost dying to taste them again! Mike says he will try to bring some on the plane, but I am scared he will be told no by those scary airplane people.
Speaking of Mike, he is coming to California this week! I am very excited to see him. It has felt like years, I think I am even going crazy. I have planned everything for his week here. Spring break will be extra special! It will be a fun distraction from Angela and school. This week I can pretend to be someone else, someone cool, and Mike will be very impressed. I know you tell me to always be myself, so I hope that I can make you happy by taking your advice on focusing only on the good.Â
To prove I will focus on the good from here on out, here is a good things list:Â
Mike is visiting!
Will has almost finished his painting. I am very curious to see what he has made. He is really talented, he shows me the drawings he sends you sometimes.Â
You got into NYU! Is this the correct way to abbreviate? I am still working on conjunctions, but I think I am supposed to use the first letter of every word in the schoolâs name to shorten it. At least, that is what Joyce says.Â
Jonathanâs new best friend, Argyle, will give us free pizza to celebrate Mikeâs arrival. It is really good pizza.Â
Tasting your cookies again. Fingers crossed Mikeâs plan succeeds!
I am sure there is more, but I am too excited about this week and my mind is going very fast. I miss you tons, maybe even more than Will and Jonathan do. Please come visit us soon. Like Joyce says, the Byers boys were born to miss you. Although I am not a Byers boy, I am still a part of the Byers family, and I miss you.Â
Love, El.
P.S., thank you for the grammar books. I will be sure to become the best writer ever in California.Â
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Sweet, gentle, El. You can almost hear her voice, reading aloud to you as you used to do when she lived in Hopperâs cabin. She would stumble over the letters, ask you how to sound out particularly difficult words in Spider-Man comics; they helped her learn how to read. Now, almost a year later, sheâs writing you letters.Â
El has grown up so much within such a short few months, although it doesnât surprise you.
Laughing softly as you reread the final line sheâs written, you wipe your eyes and place Elâs letter onto your desk. The piece of paper joins the others, nestled gently with a pile of her other letters that are housed on your desk. El sends you a new letter every week, detailing silly stories about Jonathan and Will or concerned ramblings about Angela.
The letters make you miss El terribly. They make you miss everyone terribly.Â
Next to the letters are drawings from Will. Heâs become such an artist during his time in California. He sends you beautiful sketches of landscapes in their neighborhood, doodles from class, and incredibly detailed drawings of you and the party. The drawings are Willâs special way to keep in contact with you, and itâs something you cherish so deeply. However, you didnât know that he was working on a painting, and youâre curious to see what El is talking about. Eventually heâll reveal his art to you, he always does. Â
Skimming a finger over one of the more recent drawings from Will, your hand catches on the walkman that lays next to it. Jonathanâs messy handwriting is scrawled on the mixtape that sits within it.
For bug.
The words, familiar and loved, stare back at you. The mixtape contains songs that Jonathan so carefully chose for you. He spent countless hours selecting songs that he knew youâd love, songs that reminded him of you. It had been his gift for you before he moved away. And now heâs gone, and you miss him so much more than you ever thought you would. More than you ever thought you could miss anyone. Â
Jonathan never did end up coming to Hawkins for spring break.Â
âDusty, whatâs going on in there?â The sound of your mother pounding on Dustinâs door breaks you from your thoughts. âYouâre gonna be late.â
âDonât come in, Iâm naked!â You hear the boy screech back at her, which you roll your eyes at. Steve will be here to pick you guys up any minute. Dustin knows he should be ready by now, the schedule has never changed.Â
Throwing on the cardigan Steve got you for Christmas last year, you grab your walkman and storm over to Dustinâs room. At the same time, your mother nearly crashes into you in the hall. Her face is pale, horrified of the idea that she almost saw her son naked, and you pity the woman. Dustin has become relentless lately, even more difficult to deal with.Â
âY/N, my dear,â your mother clutches at her chest and fans her face. âCan you please make sure your brother is ready? I think that boy is trying to give me a heart attack.â
You sigh, figuring you would have to do so anyways. âYeah, sure. Go finish getting ready, Iâll handle him.â
âThis is why youâre my favorite daughter!â Your mother kisses your cheek before running off towards the kitchen to make her morning coffee.Â
Once sheâs gone, you immediately start banging on Dustinâs door. He knows you hate being late. Plus, itâs the Friday before spring break. Youâre getting antsy waiting for this week to end. âDustin Henderson, you have three seconds before I kick this door down.â
âNot now, Y/N!â Dustin shouts back, frantic and desperate.Â
You narrow your eyes. Heâs using his suspicious voice, the one he only uses when heâs doing something he absolutely shouldnât be doing. Glancing down at your watch and noting the early hour, you curse in disbelief. âItâs not even seven yet, what the hell are you up to so early in the morning?â
âNothing! Just go away, Iâll be out soonââ
âI swear, if youâre trying to sell my limited edition comics again I will hurt you.â You throw your body against the door, causing it to fly open as you stumble inside. Dustin is at his computer and he nearly falls off his chair in his haste to cover the screen from you. Heâs remarkably horrible at playing cool. Youâre about to tell him this when Suzieâs voice crackles through his radioâs speakers.Â
âYikes, Dusty.â
âSuzie?â You walk over to your brother and shove his hands off the computer screen. He falls to the ground with a loud thud, which pleases you. He may be a teenager now, but youâre still stronger than him. At least for now. âWhy are you calling her right nowââ Your eyes land on the screen and you recognize Hawkins Highâs familiar orange and green school colors. âIs this the student gradebook?â
âNo!â Dustin exclaims, but Suzieâs small and soft voice responds, âYes.â
âOh my God,â you cannot believe heâs making his girlfriend hack into your schoolâs database. Sure, sheâs a genius, but you also know sheâs incredibly religious. âDustin, this is so illegal and goes against, like, all of Suzieâs religious moralsââ
âI will repent later.â Suzie interrupts you, and you raise your eyebrows at what sheâs just said. Before you can question her, Dustinâs computer refreshes.Â
He leans forward, eyes scanning to see if theyâve succeeded, and he seems to like what he sees. Suddenly Dustin lets out a sudden whoop and fist bumps the air. âGod, I love you Suzie.â
Curious, you lean over and read the screen as well. There, where you know Dustin had a D- in Latin not even a day ago, is now an A. Thereâs no possible way he was able to raise his grade in under twenty-four hours. He sucks at Latin, he hates it, which means⊠She did it. Suzie changed his grade. All she had to do was press one single button to save Dustinâs GPA.Â
You have to admit, itâs impressive. And shamefully genius.Â
âHey, Suzie.â You bring the radio to your lips, shoving Dustin away when he tries to take it from you. âDo you think you could change my grade in calculus? Jonathan was the only reason I passed any of my other math classes.â
âOh, I donât knowâŠâ Suzieâs voice raises a pitch, she doesnât want to tell you no. She likes you, she really does, but her God figurine stares down at her with a disappointed look in his eyes. Sheâs sinned for love, but she doesnât think she could ever do it again.Â
Youâre about to plead with Suzie, tell her NYU really prioritizes their studentâs grades, but the sound of a car honking outside catches your attention; itâs Steve. Dustin yanks the radio from your hand and shoos you away. âGo, leave without me.â
âWhat, why? We always drive together.â You frown, feeling like a little kid when you cross your arms. Dustin smiles apologetically, a smile youâve become familiar with. Your mood darkens, anger rises to your cheeks. You know exactly why Dustin is now skipping out on you. âDonât tell me itâs that stupid Eddie Munsonââ
âHe wants me and Mike to work out some campaign details before lunch today!â Dustin scrambles to mediate. He hates that you donât like Eddie, and you like everyone. Itâs unnerving how much disdain you seem to carry for his friend. âNance is driving us, but I swear Iâll ride with you and Steve after break!â
You scoff at Dustin, not at all believing his promise to you. Ever since September your brother has been at Eddie Musonâs beck-and-call, who dictates everything Dustin says or does. At first it was innocent enough, choosing to sit with the guy instead of you at lunch. Skipping out on a few weekend plans with you and Steve to campaign with Eddie. Youâd been happy for Dustin. He was making new friends, no longer your little shadow; he was his own person with his own priorities and interests now.
But ever since getting into NYU last week, Dustin has been pulling away even more from you. You donât know why, but heâs become even more obsessed with Eddie and his stupid Hellfire club.Â
Eddie Munson is the air your brother now breathes, stifling the air Dustin once breathed for you.
And it seems to only be suffocating you, not him.
âYeah, whatever.â Halfheartedly you ruffle Dustinâs hair, and he leans into the touch. You donât want him to know his repeated absences are upsetting you. Deep down, you know youâre being irrational. Youâre almost eighteen, soon you wonât even be living under the same roof as Dustin. Heâs allowed to live his own life. âI guess Iâll see you at the pep rally. Tell Suzie I said bye, please?â
Dustin nods, though you donât linger in the doorway like you desperately want to. Instead, you shut the door behind you and place a swift kiss to your motherâs cheek as you leave.Â
Steveâs car is parked in its usual spot at the end of the driveway. The teenâs arm hangs out the window and his face breaks into a smile when he sees you approaching. Steveâs smile is infectious, itâs always charmed you, and it settles the ache in your chest from your brotherâs earlier dismissal. Feeling a smile spread across your own face, you run towards Steve and poke your head through the open window.
âHi,â you breathe out, nose almost bumping against his cheek.
âHi, angel.â Steve kisses you, solidifying your morning tradition. Neither one of you really remembers who started it, but sometime during the school year you began to slip your head through Steveâs car window so that he could kiss you slow and sweet.Â
And, as tradition follows, Robin starts boos. âDo you have to do that every morning?â
Steve makes a face at her and she punches his arm. He yelps in pain and you roll your eyes at the two of them before running over to the passengerâs side where Robin sits. Her window is rolled down as well and you duck your head inside. âAw, Robin. If you wanted a kiss, you couldâve just said so!âÂ
âA kissâ?â Your lips press against Robinâs cheek, smushing against her face while making a dramatic sound. She squeals and pushes you away, wiping her now wet cheek in disgust. âThat is not what I wanted.â
You giggle at her and finally get into the car. Itâs getting late, you see the assortment of Robinâs limited makeup dumped into her lap haphazardly. Sheâs been stressing about this morningâs pep rally all week, and clearly she isnât coping very well. Trying to cheer her up, you flick her shoulder. âIâll have you know that my cheek kisses are cherished in Hawkins.â
âHow many peopleâs cheeks are you kissing?â Steve turns in his seat to face you, slightly alarmed. Then, noticing that thereâs only one Henderson in his car, he frowns. âAnd whereâs little Henderson?â
âEddie Munson.â
âWoah, wait, you mean Eddie as in where Dustin is, right? Not, like, youâve been kissing his cheek? Iâm right, right? Please tell me Iâm right.â
You roll your eyes fondly at Steve while Robin rolls hers in displeasure. âJust drive, Steve.â
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It becomes pretty apparent five minutes into the car ride that no one seems to be having a good morning. Robin has spent the majority of the drive applying and reapplying her mascara while messing with her hair. She groans every time she looks in the mirror and her eyes lack their usual brilliance.Â
Meanwhile, Steve has been complaining about yet another fight with his dad. Apparently they argued during breakfast, something that has become a common occurrence in the Harrington household.Â
âThe asshole again reminded me that Iâm turning twenty soon. As if I donât already know that! I mean,â Steve laughs in exasperation. âFor weeks now heâs been asking me what my plans are, as if working at Family Video just isnât good enough for him. As if my dad isnât the sole reason I had to get a lousy minimum wage job in the first place!âÂ
âFamily Video isnât a lousy jobââ
âYes it is.â Both Steve and Robin say at the same time, which you sigh at. Canât really argue with that.Â
âOkay, yeah. Itâs pretty lousy.â
Steve rubs his eyes tiredly. âAnd that isnât even the worst part. There I was, pouring syrup over my pancakes, trying to enjoy the fact that my parents are actually home for once, when my asshole of a father tells me that if I donât have a respectable job by the time Iâm twenty, heâll kick me out. I mean, can you believe that?âÂ
You suck in a breath. âSteveâŠâ
Richard Harrington is a cruel, awful man.Â
While you understand his frustrations towards Steve, itâs completely unreasonable to expect him to get a reputable job in a few short months without any college education. Steveâs right, it had been Richardâs idea to make him work at Scoops Ahoy in the first place. When the mall burned down, he had no other option but to work at Family Video soon after.Â
âIâm sorry, honey.â You intertwine your fingers through Steveâs hair and rub your thumb up and down the nape of his neck in a soothing manner. Steve allows the touch, but heâs still tense. Guessing that heâs uncomfortable feeling so pitied, you try to make light of the situation with humor. âBut hey, who knows? Maybe you can come live with me in New York if he ends up kicking you out.â
Steve risks a look at you, taking his eyes off the road for a few moments, and his eyes shine. Heâs ecstatic over what youâve just said. He looks like a little kid on Christmas Eve. âYou really mean that?â
âWell, I meanâŠâ It had mostly been a joke, a throwaway comment to try and get him to smile. But Steveâs body finally relaxes under your touch and you canât tell him no. âYeah, I guess I did.â
âYou hear that, Robin?â Steve preens, wanting to get her attention. However, when he realizes that she hasnât been listening to the entire conversation, he makes an offended sound. âRobin, are you listening to me?â
âUh, yes?â Her eyes meet yours in the mirror, startled that sheâs been caught. âYou were-uh. Talking to Y/N about your dad. We-we hate him! Yeah, we hate the guy. He really⊠grinds my gears?â
Steve groans. âWe all hate my dad, but that wasnât what I was talking to you about!â
âCut me some slack, please. Your relationship with your father is one of labyrinthine complexityââ
You poke your head between the two teens. âActually, itâs not that complicated.â
Robin covers your mouth with her hand and continues with her rant. âItâs seven in the morning, we have the stupid pep rally, and I woke up looking like a total corpse!âÂ
âI think you look lovely as always, Robin.â You mumble through the girlâs hand, barely coherent.
Steve, however, isnât as supportive. âYouâre worried about a pep rally? You really expect me to believe that?â
âYeah, so?â Robin removes her hand from your mouth and goes back to doing her makeup. Sheâs avoiding the conversation now, which only means that Steve is onto something. Why has she been so obsessed about this weekâs pep rally? Robin has been in band for years now, sheâs done a million pep rallies during her high school career. It canât be performing that makes her nervous.Â
Which means it has to be about someone.Â
Locking eyes with Steve, he seems to be thinking what you are. âI think we all know what this is about, okay? Y/N and I arenât buying that bullshit.â
âThis is about Vickie.â You finish for him, a smirk on your face. For weeks now Vickie has been all Robin has talked about. Her hair, how pretty her smile is, how cute her freckles are. Vickie also happens to be in band with Robin. âCâmon, you canât tell us weâre wrong.â
âI absolutely can tell you youâre wrong.â Robin denies what you and Steve are implying.
Steve shakes his head. âYou know weâre right! And you know what else we think?â
âI really donât careââ
âY/N and I think that you gotta stop pretending to be someone else when youâre around her, okay? You just gotta be yourself.â
Robin doesnât want to hear any of this. At least not from you and Steve. âYou guys are biased, you do realize that?â
âWhat do you mean?â Youâre practically laying across Steveâs car console in order to be a part of the conversation. âI think weâre objective people.â
âYouâre telling me that all I have to do is be myself and Vickie will want to date me?â
You frown. âYeah? Whatâs wrong with that?â
Robin throws her head back. âBecause it took Steve months to ask you out. Mind you, this was when you were already in love with the guy! And he knew you were in love with him!â
âOkay, heyââ Steve doesnât at all like what sheâs insinuating. He didnât necessarily know you were already in love with him, he just⊠had a small hunch.Â
âIâm not done,â Robin holds her hand up. âAll Steve had to do was man up and admit his feelings for you. He didnât have to agonize over whether or not itâd blow up in his face. There was no risk, no danger, no world ending consequences. I mean, if you had rejected him then maybe Steveâs ego wouldâve been bruised. But if I ask out the wrong girl? Bam! Iâm a town pariah.â
âThis is true,â you reluctantly agree. While you could never envision a world where youâd ever say no to Steve, you also recognize that the world where you somehow do wouldnât be the same world as Robinâs. Things are different for her, whether you like it or not. Robin has to live with this knowledge, and her conversation with you about luck and love from last summer echoes in your mind.Â
Steve places a hand on his chest, betrayed. âWhose side are you on, Y/N?â
âTrue loveâs side.â
Robin snorts and Steve doesnât bother to hide his smile. He wants to tease you for being a hopeless romantic, but now isnât the time. Instead, he continues the previous conversation. âTrue love aside, we canât ignore that Vickie is definitely not the wrong girl.â
âOh, she definitely isnât straight.â You agree.
âWe donât know that!â Robin quickly sprays some breath freshener in her mouth and gags, which you cringe at. Vickie is one lucky girl if Robin ever manages to become her girlfriend.Â
Steve doesnât let up, heâs convinced he has it all figured out. âShe returned Fast Times paused at fifty-three minutes, five seconds.â
âThe bikini scene, mind you.â You butt in, and Steve nods eagerly.
âAnd you know who pauses Fast Times at fifty-three minutes, five seconds? People who like boobies, Robin!âÂ
Robin waves her hands in the air as if to get Steveâs voice away from her. âEw! Gross, donât say boobiesââ
âBoobies! Itâs not a big dealââ
You make a face. âIt isnât the most pleasant word.â
âOh, câmon. You like boobies, Robin likes boobies, and we all know I love your boobies specificallyâow!âÂ
You hit the back of Steveâs head with annoyance to get him to stop talking about your boobs. While he winces in pain and rubs his tender head, you turn towards Robin. âWhat my darling boyfriend is trying to say is that everyone likes boobs, and Vickie definitely likes them too.âÂ
Robin canât even look at the two of you, appalled by how many times the word âboobiesâ has been uttered during the duration of the conversation. You canât blame her, the word has practically lost all meaning for you as well.
Steve, however, canât seem to get enough of it. âItâs boobies!â He exclaims again to no one in particular.
You and Robin lock eyes, and then, without saying anything, your hand covers Steveâs mouth while Robin flicks his forehead, effectively putting the boob conversation to an end.Â
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The moment Steveâs BMW slows in front of the school, Robin throws the door open and rushes out with a quick âsee you later!â to you as she runs to follow after her bandmates. Steve waves weakly as she goes and sighs in disappointment.
âSheâs never talking to Vickie, is she?â
âNot a chance,â you sigh as well, watching as Robinâs figure disappears in the crowd of students. Spring break looms over the student body, everyone buzzes with excitement over their week of freedom and tonightâs basketball game. The pep rally in just a few short minutes only adds to the exhilaration. Leaning forward, your lips graze against Steveâs. âAnyways, see you tonight?â
He bridges the gap between your lips, skin meets skin and warmth floods your stomach. âOf course, angel. I love you.â
âI love you, too, honey.â And with one last kiss, you exit Steveâs car and make your way towards the school. As always, Steve waits until youâre safely on the sidewalk before he pulls away and heads towards Family Video. Heâs started picking up morning shifts to fill the time he isnât with you.
On your way inside, you see Ms. Kelly talking to Max near the buses. The conversation is short, doesnât last much longer than a few seconds, and when Max turns away you notice Ms. Kellyâs patient smile drop. Clearly Max still isnât being cooperative when it comes to their sessions. She promised you she would start trying, but Max Mayfield has always been stubborn and youâve always been slightly overbearing.
Not the best combination, honestly.
With a sigh, you make a mental note to ask Max about what the counselor talked to her about later. Thereâs too much going on this morning to focus on it, and youâre already pushing Max by having her attend the pep rally anyways. Originally she had wanted to skip it and hide in the stairwell, but after begging her about it, Max finally agreed.
The conversation can wait. For now, at least sheâll be next to you in the bleachers alongside the boys to cheer on Lucas.
The thought was enough to brighten your mood a little, but it quickly became a pain in the ass to corral the party into sitting together. It took you almost fifteen minutes to find Mike and Dustin in the mass of students heading into the gym. Youâre not necessarily sure how it took so goddamn long given the fact that Mike towers over half of the students anyways. Heâs grown freakishly tall since starting freshman year. It unnerves you.Â
While his towering height annoys you, Mike likes that he can finally, literally, look down on you.Â
âThere you guys are!â You grab the back of Mikeâs shirt and he lets out a startled yelp. Dustin stumbles back as well, and an annoyed sophomore glares at the three of you. Ignoring her, you grab your brotherâs shirt and start dragging the two boys towards the bleachers. âThought we agreed on meeting at the water fountain that squirts water in your face?â
âI thought it was the library?â Dustin gives you an odd look. âWait, is there even a water fountain in the library?â
âYou amaze me.â You remark, not even bothering to answer his question. He listens like a bag of rocks. Mike just allows you to pull him, not at all contributing to the conversation.
Max waits for you in the bleachers. Sheâs saved you seats, something that you feel slight relief over. The simple gesture is small, but it sparks just enough hope within your chest to make you exhale softly. Hope that sheâs getting better. Hope that sheâs finally trying again.
Thanking Max, you and the others fill the seats as the gym quickly fills with more and more students until it threatens to overflow. The roar of the crowd is nearly deafening. Across from the bleachers resides the marching band. Theyâre playing the schoolâs anthem as the cheerleaders start their routine. Chrissy Cunningham leads them, her smile lovely and beautiful, she shines so brightly upon the crowd that you canât help but fall in love with her.
In the midst of the cheerleadersâ twists and flips, Robin manages to catch your eye from across the room.
You eagerly wave at her and mime playing the trumpet, copying her movements as she actually plays one. Robin laughs, and next to her is a girl with fiery red hair who laughs as well. Sheâs pretty, youâve heard countless sonnets about her red hair and dotted freckles. Knowing the girl is Vickie, you point at her as you wink at Robin, who scoffs and goes back to playing the trumpet.Â
Next to you, you catch the tail end of some bizarre conversation between Mike and Dustin.
âLook, Iâm not saying that my girlfriend is better than yours.â Dustin is clarifying, glaring at you when he hears your sarcastic snort. âItâs just that Suzieâs, like, a certified genius.â
Mike crosses his arms, looking towards you as if somehow this is all your fault. âYour brother realizes that El saved the world twice, right?â
âAdmittedly that is hard to beat,â you shrug. âThat, and she has cool powers.â
Dustin points a finger at the two of you. âAnd yet Mike still has a C in Spanish while youâre barely passing calculus.â
Mike rolls his eyes and you shrug again. Your brother isnât necessarily wrong either. Elâs saved the world, Suzie has saved his GPA. Both are nearly impossible feats. âTouchy subject, but touchĂ©.â
âAnd what can your boyfriend do, Y/N?â Mike asks, now bringing the attention to your love life.
âHeâs good with a bat.â
Both Dustin and Mike groan, but you shush them when the schoolâs broadcaster announces the Tigers basketball team. Applause breaks out across the bleachers and you notice Max looking around for Lucas. Though she tries to hide it, you can see the interest and excitement in her eyes. Sheâs happy for him, but it breaks your heart that she feels that she canât show it.
Jason Carver, captain of the basketball team and former Scoops Ahoy patron before Steve spilled ice cream all over his pants, runs out first. The crowd goes wild, but you donât start cheering until you see Lucas. Heâs smiling wide, proud to be a part of the team. You scream as loud as you can for him, heâs come so far since confessing to you about wanting to join the team earlier this year. As Jason starts his speech, dramatic as he always is, Lucas sees you in the bleachers and waves shyly, a blush creeping across his face. Then, seeing Max next to you, his confidence seems to grow as he waves more enthusiastically at her.Â
The moment is sweet, it makes you smile.Â
Except Max doesnât wave back. She crosses her arms, pretends she hasnât seen him, and your smile drops alongside Lucasâ.Â
You know theyâve been having some trouble recently. With Max pulling away more and more each day, Lucas struggled to hold onto the fading girl. Despite his pleas and reassurances, Max still seems to be icing him out. According to Dustin, they broke up almost a month ago now.Â
But theyâve always had a tumultuous relationship, long before nightmares and monsters darkened everything. The news hadnât worried you at first, you thought it was simply another one of their weekly breakups over something small, innocent. Afterall, they were just kids when they first started dating. Their breakups were always childish, though endearing, and always temporary.Â
Now, youâre scared that this time itâs permanent.Â
Youâre not sure what that means for Max. She already has so few people left in her life to tether her. Billy died, her mother works two jobs and is never home anymore, El is in California, and you and Lucas are breaking skin trying to claw onto whatever small hold you have left of the girl.
Another loud cheer from the crowd breaks you from your thoughts. Jason mustâve just said something important, something worthy enough of a roaring reaction. Heâs always been popular in Hawkins, Steve used to complain about him to you back when he was still on the team. But when Steve graduated and Billy died, Hawkins High had needed a new King to crown.
Jason Carver was more than happy to ascend the throne.Â
âChrissy, I love you, babe.â Everyone awes and you see Chrissy blow Jason a kiss. Itâs sweet, you suppose. They fit together nicely, head cheerleader with the star of the basketball team, and they seem genuinely happy. Chrissyâs shy and kind demeanor balances Jasonâs loud and charismatic boldness. They truly are a good match.Â
âI think I can speak for all of us when I say itâs been a tough year for Hawkins.â Jason continues his speech, the room is eerily silent as everyone listens with baited breath. âSo much lossâŠâ The gym almost exhales simultaneously, remembering all the people who died last summer.
Your own breath exhales, and beside you Max tenses. Billyâs ghost floats through your minds, in through hers and out through yours. Hopperâs own ghost follows after him, only he doesnât haunt Max the way he haunts you. He lingers over you, his final words to you engraved into your skin.Â
Youâre the best of them.
âAnd sometimes I wonder, how much loss can one community take?â
Enough to fill a mall of burning bodies, you think bitterly.Â
Jason paces the gymâs floor now, he almost seems to glow before the crowd. He rambles on about needing something to believe in. That everyone should be doing something to honor all the lives lost in July, that playing basketball can absolve all the despair. As if it can bring them back.
Deep below your ribcage, nestled right underneath your scar and just in front of your stomach, rests a pit of anger that always simmers. You were born with it, it has always followed you. It has grown with you, the anger almost possessed your body when your dad left. Now, hearing Jason recite all the names of the ones who died that Fourth of July, the angerâs low simmer heats into a soft boil.Â
You try to quell it. Jason means well, heâs only trying to uplift the community in a passionate, albeit uncomfortably pastor-y way. Heâs only doing what he knows best; heâs being a leader. In another life, one where Demogorgons never harmed you, you think you wouldâve really admired Jason and his resilience.Â
âThink of Billy,â Your breath stills, yet your hand instinctively finds Maxâs. She turns away from you, but the room is spinning and you canât remember how to inhale. But Jason keeps going. âThink about our heroic police chief, Jim Hopper.â
Next to you, in your haze of grief and panic, you think you can feel Mike and Dustin shift uncomfortably. Grief sinks her claws into the kids, and you want nothing more than to puncture Jasonâs lungs with them.Â
This was supposed to be a pep rally for the Tigers, it was supposed to be joyous, an opportunity to bring Max out of her shell. To distract her from the hell that she calls her life. The entire school knows what happened to Billy, they know that he had a little sister named Max Mayfield.
You hate Jason Carver.
But youâre here for Lucas. Today is about him. Heâs finally happy, heâs smiling again. The least you can do is swallow down the anger and grief and hope that you donât end up choking on them later. That they donât strangle you in your dreams.
âAnd now tonight, weâre gonna bring home the championship trophy!â Jason screams into the mic, erupting a volcanic roar from the stadium. People throw paper into the air, whistling and jumping up and down at the prospect of Hawkins High finally winning a championship.
âTonight?â Dustinâs agonized exclamation causes you to jump. He looks at you, bewildered and panicked. âHow is that possible?â
Your heart still hasnât steadied from the surge of fury Jason evoked. Swallowing once again, you clear your throat and shake your head at your brother. âWhat, you guys didnât know about the game tonight?â
âThey call it a tournament,â Max explains for you, figuring you need some time to clear your head. You squeeze her hand appreciatively. âYou win one game, you go on until thereâs only one team left.â
Mike and Dustin exchange frightened looks, and you eye them suspiciously. âDid you guys really not know? I thought Steve explained all of this to you already. Why is it such a big deal, anyways? I meanâwait,â the boys wonât meet your gaze. They avoid facing you, Mike stuffs his hands into his pockets and Dustin pretends to read someoneâs poster.Â
You know the fearful look on their faces. Itâs the same look Dustin gave you this morning when he ditched you to ride with Nancy and Mike.Â
Goddamn Eddie Munson.Â
âOh, donât you guys dare.â They wouldnât. They wouldnât fucking dream of missing one of Lucasâ games for a stupid club centered around some guy with enormous ego problems. âI swear to God, if you two skip the game tonightââ
âWe wonât! I-I mean⊠Well. Itâs, uh. Itâs complicatedâ Dustin gulps, elbowing his way through the crowd of departing students as the pep rally ends. Mike follows, ready to step in at any moment, while Max slips away before you can stop her. Seeing how contorted your body is from anger, Dustin tries to appease you. âLook, I canât promise anything, alright? Eddie is⊠Eddie.â
Youâre about to scream some very choice words about that curly haired emo asshole, but Lucas intercepts the group and joins you guys. He looks between you, Mike, and Dustin, sensing some underlying tension. âWhat about Eddie?â
Mike quickly explains, and the more he talks, the more you want to shove your knives down Eddieâs throat. Itâs one night, one goddamn night, and here Mike and Dustin are, almost shitting their pants at the idea of missing one Hellfire meeting to support their friend. While itâs unfortunate that all of this is happening on the same night, and though you recognize how long a campaign can take and how much the game means to the party, for once you canât bring yourself to understand Dustinâs side.Â
A championship game versus one single campaign meeting that can easily be done tomorrow instead.
Seems like a pretty easy decision to you.Â
Lucas doesnât understand why Mike and Dustin are so conflicted either. âI donât get the big deal.â Youâre all outside now, heading towards the main building for your classes. âJust talk to Eddie. Get him to move Hellfire to another night.â
You nod, agreeing with him, and Dustin rolls his eyes. ââJust talk to Eddie.ââ
âYou canât be serious right now,â your shoulder brushes harshly against the boyâs. Youâre barely containing your anger right now. âWhy does Eddie have such a strong hold over you guys? Hasnât he repeated senior year twice now?â
âWhy does that matter?â Mike looks at you as if youâre the scum of the earth that he just so happened to step on. âWhy canât Lucas just talk to his coach and get him to move the game?â
Dustin quips that he thinks Mikeâs idea is a great one, but you shove between them and throw your hands in the air in annoyance. âYou canât possibly think thatâs the same thing, right? A nationally organized game being postponed for a board game.â
Mike and Dustin both gasp at you, acting as if youâve just threatened to kill a baby bunny in front of them, which only annoys you more. Sure, maybe youâre being a little mean right now, but youâre not appreciating how theyâre treating Lucas. Heâs never done anything to warrant this blatant disrespect from them. Theyâre refusing to see his side, too lost in their Eddie induced high.Â
âDnD isnât just a board game, Y/N! Iâm honestly disappointed that you of all people would even say that. Youâve seen the intricacies of a campaign. You know Iâve spent all month now preparing for the end of Eddieâs campaign!â Dustin waves his hands in front of him, heâs in his own ecstasy of anger and annoyance, something innate in the Henderson bloodline. âA semester of adventuring has led to this moment, and we need Lucas.â
âYeah, and the Tigers donât.â Mike looks over at Lucas. âI mean, no offense, but youâve been on the bench all yearâshit!â
You swat the back of Mikeâs head, the sound of his yelp satisfying and the sting of the hit soothes you. He looks at you, offended, and you just shake your head at him. âNo, that was out of line and you know it.â
âOne day Iâm gonna be too tall for you to hit me, you know.â Mike scowls at you as he rubs his head.Â
âAnd Iâll mourn the day when that happens,â you respond dryly before pointing at Lucas. âNow, apologize to him before I hit you again.â
Lucas lowers your finger and shakes his head. âItâs fine, Y/N. Me being on the bench isnât the point, anyways.â
âPlease, arrive at the point.â Your brother drops his head back and closes his eyes. Heâs tired, he regrets even starting this conversation in the first place. The more the four of you talk, the angrier he can feel you become. Mikeâs head may now be sore, but Dustin lives with you. If anyone here is in danger of your lecturing, itâs him.
âIf I get in good with these guys, Iâll be in the popular crowd, and then you guys will be too.â Lucas explains, looking between Dustin and Mike as he urges them to understand, but they donât. Mike claims that they donât want to be popular, something that Lucas doesnât believe. âWhat, you wanna be stuck with the nerds and freaks for three more years?â
âWe are nerds and freaks!â Dustin exclaims, causing a few students in the hall to look at you guys. You wave at them awkwardly, youâre starting to regret following the boys. This conversation feels personal, like you shouldnât be intruding. Though you think Lucas has every right to want a good high school experience, you also think Mike and Dustin deserve to have their own experiences as well. If they donât want to be popular, then thatâs their decision just as much as itâs Lucasâ to want to be.Â
You step between the three boys, finally getting their attention. âGuys, no one here is necessarily right or wrong. Lucas has every right to want to be a part of the basketball crowd, and you two,â you raise your eyebrows at Mike and Dustin, âhave every right to want to stick with Eddieâs crowd.â
Dustin sighs, âthanks, Y/Nââ
âIâm not finished,â you hold a hand up and shush your brother. âWhat isnât right, however, is abandoning one another. You guys are friends, and right now Lucas wants you at his game tonight to support him. Tonight is special, everyone will be there, and I want you guys there as well. I know high school is hard, but itâs even harder when youâre alone.â
âSays the girl who is adored by everyone in this shitty town.â Mike huffs, he canât believe how hypocritical youâre being. âYouâve never had to deal with what we do. No one has ever laughed at you or tried to make you jump off a cliff just because youâre different.â
You clench your jaw. Dustin looks at you wearily, he doesnât like what Mike is saying, but he also canât help but agree with his friend. You havenât ever been bullied. All your life youâve blended in, stood out only when you were kind to others, admired for your selflessness, but never enough to be invited to parties or dumped behind a dumpster.
âMikeâŠâ Your brother tries to pull him away from you, but you both stand your ground.
âYouâre right, Wheeler. I donât know what itâs like.â You stare up at the boy, and Mikeâs expression softens only slightly. Heâs just as stubborn as you are, itâs why the two of you admire the other so much. âBut you forget that Iâm Jonathanâs best friend. The creep, the loser, the psychopath. Kids may not have ever targeted me, but Iâve seen what they do to the people they hate.â
All the times you had to ice Jonathanâs bruised face. The nights you spent in his room holding him as he cried because Lonnieâs fists and Tommyâs cruel words were too much. The sneers, the stares Jonathan received because he was different. Quiet. Being your best friend hadnât lessened the blows.Â
For years you wish you couldâve done more for Jonathan. Now, presented with Lucasâ opportunity to befriend the crowd that once was so cruel to your friend, you refuse to lose it. âThatâs why I donât want Lucas skipping the game tonight.â
Itâs silent for a few moments, all three boys donât know what to say. Taking a deep breath, Lucas stands beside you and breaks the silence. âWe came to high school wanting things to be different, right? Now we have that chance. Like Y/N said, if I skip tonight, thatâs all out the window. So Iâm asking you guys, as a friend, just talk to Eddie. Get him to move Hellfire.â
Lucas pauses, he wets his lips and looks between his friends again. He feels so small, pleading for their attention. âCome to my game. Please.â
The bell rings, ending the conversation, and Lucas spares one last look at Dustin and Mike before mumbling a soft goodbye to you. He leaves you alone with the boys, who in turn mirror conflicted expressions.Â
âShit!â Dustin kicks his foot out and looks at you. âThis is all your fault, you know that?â
âWhat is?â
âMe having empathy. I hate this. Why couldnât you have raised me to be an asshole?â
You snort at Dustin before pulling him into a weak hug. You only have a few more minutes before you need to get to class, you canât stay very long, but you also donât want to leave the boys without some semblance of comfort. âYouâre too charming to be an asshole. Just⊠Come to the game, alright? Both of you. Iâll even make brownies if I have to. I just-Iâve missed you guys. This will be good for all of us.â
Mike ducks his head and Dustin sighs once more. Neither want to say anything else, so you reluctantly release your brother and leave them alone to wallow in their self-created misery.Â
Theyâll do the right thing. Youâre sure of it.
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Lunch comes and Alex sits next to you. He started sitting with you at lunch just after winter break, and youâre endlessly grateful for him. Youâre no longer alone, and heâs good company. A part of you regrets that it took the two of you three years to grow your friendship outside of Bookstrorindary.Â
Youâll miss him when you graduate.Â
Max is with Ms. Kelly today, a change in their usual meeting schedule of Tuesdays and Thursdays, meaning you had been right. She did skip their meeting yesterday and the counselor had to corner her this morning to schedule another one.Â
âBe honest, how excited are you to move to New York this summer?â Alex asks you, taking a bite out of his carrot stick. Youâve come to learn that he has a weird obsession with the vegetable, always packing at least twelve of them every day.Â
You pick at your own lunch, a wilted salad and sandwich your mom left for you this morning. âHonestly? It hasnât really hit me yet. I mean, I only got in last week. I think my mind is still trying to catch up with reality.â
âOh, câmon. You canât tell me youâre not at least a little excited.â
âOkay, okay,â you laugh and nudge the boy. âIâm a little excited. I just.. Havenât really had time to think too much about it, you know? Between work, my brother, Steve, the kids, andâŠâ
âJonathan?â Alex finishes for you. Heâs the only one who knows about how distant Jonathan has been. Youâve confided in him about how worried you are, about the phone calls while heâs high and the way Jonathanâs voice no longer sounds like his.Â
You shove your lunch away, no longer hungry. âYeah.â
âYou guys call every Friday, right? Maybe tonight will be different!â Alex tries to cut through the tension that now corrodes your demeanor, which you smile at him gratefully for.Â
âYeah, who knows.â A piece of hair falls in your face and you push it behind your ear. Picking up your fork again, you attempt to finish your meal, but a sudden commotion interrupts the low buzz in the lunchroom.Â
âAs long as youâre into band, or science, or parties.â Eddie Munson sneers from the cafeteria table heâs standing on. He looks around the room as if everyone else is beneath him. Not worth his time just because they enjoy different things. Looking at Alex, you both sigh and prepare for whatever Eddie has to say today. His voice grows louder, shouting across the room towards the basketball teamâs table. âOr a game where you toss balls into laundry baskets!â
Jason stands up and a few students whoop and cheer. âYou want something, freak?â
Eddie sticks to fingers up behind his head as he creates little devil horns, snarling with his tongue out and hissing. Jason grimaces, you do too.Â
âHeâs a little much, isnât he?â You say to Alex, relieved when Eddie starts to step down from the table.Â
âHe terrifies me.â Alex breathes out, not taking his eyes off Eddie in fear heâll somehow cast a spell on him.
You laugh at your friendâs unnecessary fear. Eddie is harmless, Hellfire isnât a demonic cult like some students at Hawkins seem to think. It really is just a club centered around a board game with impressive storytelling and detailed plotlines. From what Dustin has told you, Eddie truly is the best dungeon master in Indiana.Â
And while you believe him, you canât wrap your head around why your brother idolizes Eddie so much. The fascination runs deeper than just DnD. Dustin has spent almost every day of his freshman year wrapped around Eddieâs finger. He spends all his time with the teen now, rarely with you, but youâre not bitter. Of course youâre not. Dustin can have his own friends, you know this, but you also feel so⊠unneeded.Â
Your little brother doesnât need you anymore, and itâs a hard pill to swallow.
Truthfully, Alexâs question earlier about moving to New York in the summer sparked more than just your usual anxiety over Jonathan. It also reminded you that in only a few short months youâll be in an entirely new state, a new city, far away from Dustin.Â
âY/N!â Dustin flies into the seat next to you, nearly upending the table itself with how violently he throws himself down.
Alex shrieks and you steady the table before anything can fall. Heart pounding, you clutch at your chest as your nerves settle. âWhy must you always be so violent?â
âBecause itâs fun,â Dustin responds, not even bothering to acknowledge Alexâs presence. Instead, his eyes are only on you, and thereâs a crazed spark in them. Heâs breathing heavily, frantic, and you dread where this is going. âLook, I need to ask you a huge favor.â
âDo you realize that this is the first time youâve sat with me at lunch since the first day?â
He winces. âAnd I will repent every day for my horrendous sins. I promise, I justâJesus youâre terrifying when you donât blink.â Dustin removes his hat to fix his hair, a nervous tick of his. Heâs stalling, he shouldâve never come here. Gulping, he rips the band aid off. âI need you to sub for Lucas tonight.â
âIâm sorry?â Youâre giving him an out, one chance to back down before you strangle him.
Only Dustin tightens the noose even more. âPlease, Y/N! Eddie wonât move the campaign. He said something about sheep and-and finding subs because Mike and I are, uh. I guess the future of Hellfire and he needs us and did I mention how important this campaign is? Itâs super cool, super gory and totally up your alley andââ
âNo.â
âN-no?â Dustin practically deflates in front of you, the light in his eyes dies.Â
You shove him away from you, you donât want to look at his pathetic pouting. Youâre so unbelievably hurt right now, so fucking infuriated. âYou have spent every goddamn waking hour ass kissing Eddie. You havenât so much as looked at me during lunch this entire year as if Iâm a fucking plague. Youâve canceled plans, youâre hardly ever home, and now you expect me to abandon Lucas, someone who has spent time with me this year, someone who has made this entire year less lonely for me. Something, by the way, that you havenât even noticed, all because you finally need me?â
Dustinâs mouth opens and closes, he doesnât know what to say, but for once you donât care. How could he possibly think youâd miss Lucasâ game tonight? You adore the boys, each and every one of them, and now Dustin expects you to just abandon one of them for the others?Â
âYouâre only here because itâs convenient for you.â You hiss, venom pouring from your voice. âFor Eddie.âÂ
âY/NâŠâ Dustinâs voice breaks, he sounds like a little kid again, the baby brother you doted on your entire life. âPlease.â
âNo!â You scream at him.Â
The word echoes throughout the cafeteria. A few students turn to you, some curious, some annoyed. Alex draws into himself, wishing he were anywhere but here right now. Dustinâs eyes widen, his skin pales, and you clamp your hand over your mouth, completely and utterly mortified.Â
Youâve never, ever yelled at Dustin like this before. Not with so much malice, vitriol.Â
You feel like youâre twelve again, your anger hurting your baby brother.Â
Red hot with embarrassment and shame, you quickly get up from the table and flee the cafeteria. Dustin calls after you, but you stumble through the hallway towards the nearest bathroom. Tears burn your eyes, guilt wracks your body in painful thuds.Â
By the time you lock yourself in the bathroomâs stall, your sobs have begun to claw their way out of your throat. Pressing your back against the wall, you sink to the ground and pull your knees into your chest as you finally allow yourself to cry.
Abandonment makes you cruel. Your father taught you that.
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You donât see Dustin for the rest of the day. Heâs missing Lucasâ game and youâre angry with him for that, but you also feel such an intense guilt over your outburst. You canât stomach the thought of seeing him.Â
School ends and Steve drives you to work. The shift will be a short one due to the championship game, and Steve is staying with you so that you can drive to the game together. However, the moment you get into his car, he notices the dried tears on your face and the redness in your eyes and immediately throws his arms around you. In between shaky breaths and cries, you explain what happened to Steve.
He soothes you, tells you that you can always talk to Dustin after tonightâs game. Right now you and your brother need space from one another, and you hate that Steveâs right. Youâll force Dustin into a code blue, youâre long overdue for one, anyways. Heâs been acting weird for weeks now. Someone has to give in, you know this, and if it has to be you then youâll do anything to get your brother back.Â
For now, Steve holds your hand as he guides you through the crowd of people in the bleachers. They all cheer for Hawkins High, the energy in the gym is electric. Faces are painted, cheerleaders wave their pom-poms, and youâre wearing Steveâs old Tigers jersey. Youâre not much for school spirit, but Steve almost crashed the car when he realized you were wearing the jersey, and you know Lucas will appreciate it too.
âY/N, over here.â Steveâs hand falls onto the small of your back as he gently pushes you towards some open seats heâs found. You lean into his touch and sit beside him. With his body against yours, you try to immerse yourself in the joy from the crowd.Â
The entire town is here tonight. Everyone is smiling, kids laugh and parents wave posters for their sons. Tonight will be a good night, youâve decided this to be true.Â
The national anthem is announced and everyone rises in their seats. When the broadcaster announces that Tammy Thompson will be singing, you and Steve look at each other incredulously. Laughter rises within you and you cackle when Robin finds the two of you in the crowd. Thereâs no way this wonât end in disaster.Â
Tammy walks out, wearing a horrendous faux cowboy outfit, and almost immediately sings off-key. You cringe, ears stinging from the attack, and try desperately not to let out any laughter as she continues to butcher the song.Â
Steve whispers over to Robin, âtold you. Muppet.â
âOkay, she does sound like a muppet.â Robin agrees, which only makes it harder to contain your giggles. Tammy is worse than a muppet, she sounds like a goddamn muppet that broke into her dadâs alcohol stash.Â
âYou sound better, angel.â Steve whispers into your ear, breath warm against your skin.Â
You lean back against him and smile sarcastically. âAnyone can sound better than her.â
Steve chuckles and you canât help but join him. You know itâs rude, that Tammy is honestly not that bad, though definitely not good enough for Nashville, but you canât help it. You canât believe Robin ever had such a huge crush on the girl who now drones the national anthem like a dying parrot.Â
In between breaths of laughter, you see Lucas looking up at the bleachers. His face is grim, he doesnât see Mike or Dustin or Max. None of his friends showed up, and you watch him with sympathy. You canât believe them.Â
But then Lucas sees you, and he gives you a weak smile. Your attendance isnât enough, you know it isnât, but you hold up the poster you made for him and he laughs despite himself.Â
The game starts, and from the moment the whistle is blown, itâs intense. The Tigers are neck and neck with the Falcons. Steve tries to explain whatâs happening throughout the game, but it all goes over your head. The energy in the room is intoxicating, though. You lean forward in your seat, you cheer when everyone else does, boo when you think you should.
âCarver just loves hogging the spotlight, doesnât he?â Steve says with disdain as he watches Jason side sweep his teammates to score.Â
You poke his side, you know heâs only saying this because heâs still bitter that Jaosn tried asking you out last summer. âHoney, your jealousy is showing.âÂ
Steve tries to deny this, but then a player gets injured during a foul from Falcon, causing you and Steve to both spew insults at the player. You have no idea what the foul even is, but youâre enjoying the chaos of the game.
In the midst of your uproar, you almost miss Lucas being sent into the game. You slap Steveâs chest repeatedly to get his attention, you almost donât believe what youâre seeing. âSteve! Is thatââ
âSinclair!â He whoops, but he quickly scrambles to catch you as you nearly throw yourself off the bleachers in your blind excitement cheering. Youâre screaming your head off, hardly even registering Steveâs hands on your waist. Youâre incoherent and ecstatic, drunk on adrenaline.Â
Lucas is playing.
The game only gets more brutal from there. The points even out, both teams neck and neck. Anxious, you squeeze Steveâs hand with anticipation. Everything happens so fast, Lucas plays so naturally with the others, as if he was born to be there.Â
âGo, Tigers!â You jump up and down as Lucas runs after Jason. Theyâre doing a new play, attempting to score the tie breaker. Jason shoots, the ball hits off the backboard and onto the rim. Your breath catches, thereâs only three seconds left on the clock. The ball falls, and there isnât any time left.
Until Lucas catches the missed shot. He dribbles the ball, you clutch Steveâs hand, neither one of you utters a single word as Lucas makes the final shot. Itâs an all or nothing throw, a risk, but he takes it anyways. The ball soars through the air, hits the rim. The buzzer sounds, the game is over, and the ball spins around the rim before finally sinking through the net.
Your chest burns as you violently cheer, Steve flings himself into your arms. Youâre both jumping around, screaming together like little kids. âHey did it!â You scream, and Steve shakes you in his arms with the biggest smile on his face.
âSinclair did it!â
Down below, Lucasâ face lights up as the crowd goes wild for him. This is the happiest youâve seen the kid in so long. The entire basketball team swarms Lucas, they lift him into the air and you cheer alongside them.
Steve tells you heâll go warm the car up and you practically run outside to find Lucas as soon as the game is done. Your body buzzes, youâre still breathless with exhilaration. When you find Lucas, heâs just left the crowd of teenage boys. Wanting to surprise him, you creep up slowly before throwing your arms from behind him. âThereâs the star!â
He stumbles from your weight, but he knows itâs you. Laughing, he turns around and you pull him into a bone crushing hug. âYou came!â
âOf course I did, you moron!â You giggle, pulling away to straighten his jacket. âI made you a poster and everything.â
Lucas looks down at the poster that hangs by your side. His eyes light up, he remembers seeing it in the stands at the beginning of the game, but he hadnât been able to read it from so far away. âCan I see it?â
âIâd be offended if you didnât want to see it.â You unroll the poster and present it with a grand flourish. âTada!âÂ
Sin to win, Sinclair!
Youâre incredibly proud of the wordplay, and Lucas chuckles. Itâs good, he has to admit. Youâve left no white space on the poster, littering with small 8âs for his jersey and millions of small stickers and decorations. The poster was made with love, and Lucas knows you spent hours making it.
âI love it, Y/N.â He does. It will hang on his wall as soon as he gets home.
You beam at him. Then, from behind you, you hear your brotherâs own cheers as a door opens. Lucasâ smile fades, hurt creeps upon his face. Frowning, you turn and find Dustin and Mike high fiving their Hellfire friends as they all celebrate the end of their campaign. Erica is with them, cheering with everyone else.Â
âLucasâŠâ Your breath gives out. He doesnât deserve this. Tonight was supposed to be his night. You turn to him, wracking your brain to try and figure out what youâre even supposed to say at this moment. Fifty feet away Lucasâ close friends are celebrating a night without him, his sister overjoyed as well. Theyâve forgotten about him.
For once, you canât find the right words to say.
âThanks for the poster, Y/N.â Lucas doesnât want your sympathy. He leaves, crestfallen, and youâre left standing alone holding the poster he had been praising seconds ago. The late March air chills your bones.Â
Youâve never been so disappointed in your brother before.
âÂ
Steve drives you home and youâre silent the entire time.Â
âDustin isnât a bad kid, Y/N. You know that.â Steve tries to reason with you, but what your brother has done tonight leaves a bitter taste in your mouth. âIâm sure by tomorrow heâll realize he was a jerk and apologize. He always does, heâs just being a stupid teen boy right now.â
You face the window, watching the trees fading into the distance. You know Steve is right, you know that Dustin is still growing up, making mistakes. Hell, no one is perfect at fifteen. When you were his age you were falling in love with your best friend as you hunted monsters together. Neither you or Jonathan or Nancy knew what the hell you guys were doing back then.
But this is different. Dustin has never betrayed his friends like this before. He, out of all of them, should understand the pain of being left behind. He spent half the summer upset that the party ditched him, and now heâs ditching Lucas?
âYou know, I used to be a stupid teen boy.â Steve says, trying again to get you to say something. To look at him, at least.
It works, a small smile turns your lips. âI never knew.â
He laughs at the sarcasm in your voice, but he plays along anyways. âOh, I totally was. I just hid it really well by, you know, making you hate me for a while by being annoying. But hey, look at me now! Iâm still annoying, but at least I have it all figured out with you.â
âAnd what do you have figured out, honey?â You turn your head towards him, watch the street lamps illuminate his face.
Steve smiles. âUs. Our future. Sure, I may not know if Iâll ever get a better job, but Iâm sure as shit staying with you, starting a life together so that I can annoy you for all eternity.â
âHow romantic,â a giggle falls from your lips. Youâve been with Steve for nearly a year now, but you havenât really talked about the future yet. At least not so intimately, with so much assurance that in the end itâll be the two of you. âAnd where will we live, Romeo?â
âNew York, obviously. As soon as you graduate, weâll find some horrible, run down apartment thatâs barely big enough for two people. Weâll move in, but there wonât be any air conditioning so weâll almost murder each other in the heat. Everyone will hate the place, but weâll love it.â
As Steve talks, the smile that had once been on your face begins to fade. He rambles on, not noticing the shift. He dreams up the plans, how heâll stay home while you go to class. How heâll fix the leaky faucet that will inevitably annoy everyone. Steve envisions himself waiting for you to come home after a long day of classes and falling into his arms.Â
âSteveââ But he doesnât hear you. Heâs busy explaining how heâll probably have to sell his car to afford the apartment, but that he doesnât care, and you feel sick. Itâs too much, heâs giving up too much. Heâs willing to give up his entire life for you, drop everything and follow you without any questions asked.Â
Itâs what your mother did for your father. They met in college, both attending Purdue. Their relationship had been a whirlwind. Love at first sight, married as soon as they graduated, your father convinced your mom to follow him back to Virginia. To abandon her family and move two states over while pregnant with you. She didnât know anyone in Virginia, her father moved them to a small town where only his name was known.Â
The divorce that followed twelve years later ruined your motherâs life. She had been left all alone, no family to support her, no friends, in a state she never grew up in.
And now Steve wants to do the same for you.
Raising your voice slightly, you try to interrupt him again. âSteve!â
âWhat?â He looks over at you, words finally dying. âDo you want to keep the car?â
âYou⊠you canât.âÂ
Steve frowns. âI canât what?â
Your hands shake. Your heart trembles. Your words die in your throat. Thereâs so much you want to say, you can feel the pit in your stomach build into a fist. You canât let Steve do this. He doesnât understand that he deserves more than this. âYou-you canât come to New York.â
Everything stills. You donât dare to breathe, to disrupt the silence. Your words come out all wrong, you know they do, but theyâre out in the open and Steve doesnât look at you as he pulls into your driveway. Silent, he turns the carâs engine off.
âY/NâŠâ Steve still canât look at you. He places his hands on the steering wheel, as if bracing himself for whatever will unfold tonight. Heâs scared, he doesnât understand what heâs done wrong. His mind flashes, and for a brief second heâs back at the Halloween party and youâre Nancy in his passenger seat. âDo you not see a future with me?â
âI do!â You sit up in your seat, reach over to touch Steveâs thigh. You need to feel him, to ground yourself to him. Everything about this feels wrong. As if youâre hanging over the edge of a chasm with a long, long fall. âGod, of course I see a future with you, I just-this isnât what you really want.â
Steve doesnât want to move to New York, even if he doesnât realize it now. What heâs really doing is chasing after a dream that isnât his. The timing of this is off, he fought with his dad this morning about a future he was unsure of. You know Steve, maybe even better than he knows himself; heâs not doing it for your relationship or out of love. Steve only wants to appease his father, fulfill whatever desire he thinks you have. This isnât what he wants, and heâs worked too hard to build the life he has now, without you, to simply throw it all away.
But he canât see that right now.
âOf course this is what I want, Y/N! All I want is you.â Steve finally looks at you, but thereâs a hardness in his eyes. Heâs detaching himself from you, putting his walls up. âYou and me, thatâs what I want.â
You grab his hand, you try to keep your voice calm. âSteve, I love you so, so much, but I canât-I canât let you give everything up for me. Your life is here, in Hawkins. You have a job, you have your friends and-and your family, and it wouldnât be fair to either one of us if you abandon it for me. You could-you could resent me for it later, you could realize you hate our life and wish you never followed me andââ
âY/N, what did you think was going to happen when you were applying to all those colleges?â Steve runs a hand through his hair, he thought you were beside him this whole time. He assumed youâd been carving out the same future he had been. But he was wrong. âDid you really think Iâd just stay behind and wait for you to come home every break?â
âIâŠâ Shamefully, you hadn't been considering what would happen between you and Steve. In your mind, he was your future, he was in it, but the details were hazy. You werenât sure how, or why, or when, but you knew that in the end, Steve was the person youâd spend forever with.Â
Steve takes your hesitancy as his answer. âGod, Iâm such a fucking idiot.â
âSteveââ
âYou were just going to leave me.â
He tears his hand from yours and you blink back tears. Youâve never fought with him before, not like this. âI wasnât just going to leave you! I just-Steve, please just listen!â
âI am, Y/N!â Steve exclaims, voice reverberating the car. You flinch away, and he immediately lowers his voice, apologetic. He hadnât meant to scare you, he hadnât meant to make you cry. Ashamed, Steve turns away from you. âI-Iâm sorry.âÂ
He wants to wipe the tears heâs caused, but selfishly he also wants you to hurt like heâs hurting. You donât see a future with Steve. You were going to leave him just like everyone else does.Â
Steve shouldâve known all of this was too good to be true.Â
âI love you,â your voice is almost inaudible, the three words barely reach the light before they disappear into the dark night. Youâre not sure why you say them, the words had built in your chest, the pressure heavy, and you needed to release them. To remind Steve of your oath to him.Â
Silence fills the car. Steve doesnât look at you, his shoulders are drawn together. His jaw clenches and you know heâs trying desperately to bite his tongue, withholding the cruel words that only heartbreak can provoke.Â
âHoney,â you beg him to say something, anything. âSteve.â
âI think you should go.â
The dismissal punches your throat, knocks the wind out of you. Heâs shutting you out, closing himself off from you, and you donât understand how the two of you got here. âI⊠Are you sure?â
âYes,â Steveâs words are cool, composed. Indifferent, almost. He still doesnât look at you, his eyes remain focused on something in your driveway. âItâs late, you should get some sleep.â
âOkay,â you donât want to leave, you know it isnât good to go to bed angry with the one you love. Anger should never simmer, it should never be left unwatched. But Steve is silently asking you to give him space so that he can hurt, and you arenât selfish enough to deny his request. And yet youâre selfish enough to press your lips to Steveâs cheek, but he doesnât lean in like how normally does. Instead, he remains stoic, and you swallow down your tears and open the door to leave. âDrive home safe, honey.â
Steve doesnât say anything else. Instead, he starts the car as soon as the door is closed and drives away. He doesn't look back, he doesnât wait to see if youâve made it inside your house safely.Â
Tears spill down your face as you blindly walk towards your front door. Your argument with Steve replays over and over again in your head. You analyze every second, every word, you try to understand when everything fell apart.Â
Itâs dark in your home, your mother is asleep and Dustinâs door is closed, but right now all you want is your brother. You need to talk to him, cry into his shoulder and smell the shampoo heâs used ever since he was a baby. Your feet carry you to Dustinâs room and you pound on his door, begging him to let you in. You donât bother masking the tears in your voice, youâre too exhausted to hide them from him. âDustin, please let me in.â
âGo away!â Thereâs a thud on the door, heâs thrown something at it to shut you up. He doesnât want to hear some stupid lecture right now. He knows he was an asshole tonight, he regrets it, but right now all Dustin wants to do is sleep. Heâll deal with you tomorrow.Â
âCode blue,â you press your forehead against the door, your tears fall to the ground. âC-code blue.â Your voice hiccups, more tears come, minutes pass, and your brother never answers.
For the first time since you were kids, Dustin rejects your request for a code blue.Â
The phone rings. The sound pierces through your ears, cuts through the headache that is starting to form. Itâs Friday night. Jonathan is calling.Â
Squeezing your eyes shut as you head pounds, you inhale shakily. You have to answer him, otherwise heâll only call over and over again with concern. Youâve never missed a phone call, not once in the months since Jonathan has moved, but tonight youâre exhausted.Â
âCan we call tomorrow?â Youâre too tired to greet him and voice cracks, revealing far too much already.
âBug?â Jonathanâs high, heâs always high. And yet even in his cloudy haze of smoke he can hear the anguish in your voice. âIs everythinâ okay?â
His question only makes you cry more. Youâve always tried your best to put up a front for others, to pretend that everything is okay. Youâve never wanted to worry people, youâve always pushed aside your own hurt for the sake of others. Now, as anger and grief and despair clasp their hands around your throat, youâre terrified youâll suffocate.Â
Youâve never been able to lie to Jonathan, and tonight you donât think you can. âIâve had⊠the worst night.â You confess to him, wiping away tears.
You tell him everything, your fight with Dustin, how you think he may resent you leaving for college. You tell Jonathan about Lucas, how you were so disappointed in Dustin and Mike. Choking through tears, you explain to Jonathan your fight with Steve. How your words failed you, how hurt he looked, that you canât explain to him how he only wants his future to align with yours, but not with your relationship.Â
Even though you know that Jonathan wonât remember any of this tomorrow, for once youâre grateful that heâs too high to remember anything. It feels good just being able to say it all out loud.Â
ââM sorry, bug.â Jonathan mumbles over the phone once youâve finished explaining everything. He sounds far away, figuratively and literally. You canât imagine how much his drugged mind retained, but youâre thankful to have gotten it all off your chest anyways.Â
âItâs fine,â you inhale again, youâve finally stopped crying, though your chest still hurts and your head still pounds. âSteve and I⊠Weâll figure it out.â
Jonathan pauses, and for a moment you think heâs fallen asleep, but then his voice floats through the telephone line. âDo you.. Do you ever wonder if weâve made a mistake?â
He strings his words slowly together, says them one by one with a hesitancy, and you frown. You donât understand what heâs trying to say. What mistakes could you have made together? âWhat do you mean, bee?â
âI just⊠everythinâ is so hard. With Nance. Feel like⊠like âm never enough for her. And you, Steve. âS hard between you guys.â Jonathanâs words slur, heâs almost too incoherent to understand, and later you will wish that you hadnât been able to understand him at all. âBut you ân me? âS easy. Always so easy.â
His words toe the line between you, he canât mean any of it. You donât want him to mean any of it, because then the fallout would be too catastrophic to contain.
Heâs Jonathan. Your oldest, dearest friend. Your best friend. Years ago, you couldâve been something more, you almost were something more, but the time has passed.Â
Youâre with Steve now, youâre happy and so, so in love with him. Even though everything is tangled between you right now, even though youâre fighting, you know that you and Steve will figure it out. Heâs the one. Heâs the man you want to marry one day, if heâll allow you to.Â
Jonathan is your past, Steve is your future, and right now youâre terrified that soon youâll lose them both.
âJonathan,â you finally say, his name now heavy on your tongue. It feels like youâre betraying someone while saying his name, but you need to end this conversation. Before Jonathan says something heâll regret in the morning. âYou love Nancy, I love Steve, and you need to go to sleep.â
âLove you,â Jonathanâs words slur even more, his voice drifting off. âYou, always youâŠâ
You slam the phone done, ending the call, as a chill runs down your spine. Silence encases you, the house is still. The strings and threads from years ago constrict around your throat. You choke on the lines Jonathan has crossed tonight, the tightness in your head stabs against your skull.Â
There is no one to hear you, no one there to hear your final words to your best friend. âGoodbye, Jonathan.â
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â series masterlist
â i am no longer doing a taglist, my apologies ! however, please feel free to like, reblog, and comment instead :)
#steve harrington x henderson!reader#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x you#stranger things#steve harrington fanfic#stranger things rewrite#slowburn#angst#bdyr#m's writing#SEASON 4 EVERYONE CHEER !!!!#also i dont hate eddie but bug does#lmao
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đđđđ đđđđ!
đȘœáŻáĄŁđ© taking good care of the duke and the scribe . . . âĄ
âËàż FEATURING . . đđËâ WRIOTHESLEY & ALHAITHAM X GN! READER
° ᥣđ© . ° . cw â afab!reader, threesome, dual handjobs, lots of cum, double pussyjobs, âjust the tipâ wriothelsey, edging(?), masterbation, not proofread!
[ă»:ăauthorâs note ! ă âïž ăă»đ àŁȘË : this was made for a request that was accidentally deleted so im sorry for that ;-; im not the best with alhaitham as a charecter so sorry if heâs a bit ooc! either way, i hope you enjoy :3
you couldnât think straight, not with two dicks in your fists as you desperately pumped away at your two lovers.
the great duke himself, mansplaining against his desk while the scholar simply stood next to you as he bit back a moan. you knew a man like alhaitham wouldnât want to make too much noise, unlike wriothesley, who was groaning his little heart out.
âfuckkkâŠknew i couldnât wait âtill we got home..â he chuckled, his signature grin flashed a fang or two at your helpless position. jerking your lovers off as cum already sat splattered all over your fucked out face and flushed chest. your mouth smeared with their seed from an earlier double blowjob that somehow didnât break your jaw. yet they still wanted more, insatiable as always.
alhaitham reached down to grab a piece of your hair, tearing your gaze away from the duke and into his piercings jade eyes, his expression softer then his usual sharp glare. âyouâre doing..so well for us love, shit..â
ânot well enough.â wriothesley interjects, shooing your hand off and getting up on his feet. his dick still hard and dripping with precum. âcouch. now.â
he snarled, prompting you to stumble onto the soft seating before he pushed you onto your back and forced your legs wide open. youâre neglected pussy now in view for your boyfriends to see, giving them an idea they somehow managed to think of at once.
âsay, how âbout we make it up to our pretty little thing..? hm? what do you think?â his grace asked.
alhaithem stared down at you like a lion in front of meat, he raised an eyebrow as he gave wrio a more then approving look.
âvery well then, as long as you share this time.â he spoke sharply, referring to the times wrio would hog your attention and your cunt.
âgood, and as for you..â wrio begins, leaning closer towards your ear. âdonât even think about closing those fucking legs of yours, got it?â he rasped in a menacing tone that made your body freeze up and your pussy clench around nothing.
you sat there confused beyond belief, until something hot and hard slides itself between your lips. a second one came immediately, this time, slapping against your clit crudely.
a nice, fair pussyjob for both of your boys to enjoy. the lewd noises from their cocks rubbing against your wet cunt was enough to arouse you more then before. dripping in desire as both men teased your hole all the way to your swollen clit, with one of them even teasing the tip into your pussy only for them to pull it out.
agonizing, but in the best way possible. you moans harmonizing with wrioâs groans and alhaithemâs sighs of pleasure seemingly fueled your incoming orgasm. âfuck, mâgonna cum..gonna cum..!â you whined, running your fingers against their leaking and swelling tips.
âyeah? want us to make a mess of you love..? just say the word..â the scholar sighed, spurts of white already ruining your clit. with wrio on the other hand practically fucking you with his tip as he came closer to his own orgasm.
âyes..yes..thatâs fucking it..!â the duke groaned through clenched teeth as he came all over your cunt, only with alhaithem cumming all over your clit and stomach shortly after. however, despite all that, your own orgasm never came.
âi..i didnât get to cum yet..â you whined, watching your lovers lean down in front of your ruined pussy with a gentle look in their eyes. alhaithem bringing his fingers to your cum-stained hole while wriothesley pressed a kiss against your needy clit.
âdâwa, donât fret pretty thing..youâll be taken care of, just let us do allll the work..â
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"noo! she's taken!" â enha hyungs
â non-idol! bf! enhypen hyungs x celebrity! fem! reader âsummary: you are a very well-loved celebrity, and your relationship is finally revealed to the public. âgenre: fluff, silly boys âwarning(s)? ygs liked the maknae ver so here's the hyung ver! maknae ver
heeseung â
i think ur a musician here
one of those very personable and insightful ones
giving laufey or mitski yk?
anyways heeseung is THE stan
within your fandom
he's the guy that EVERYONE KNOWS
like ppl will argue who is the best [name] stan and the moment he's brought up they shut their mouths
heeseung does not play around when it comes to stanning you, his gf
somewhat like riki, heeseung runs multiple stan accounts for you
but he's most active and most well-known on 1) youtube and 2) tiktok
all his youtube videos are titled
"[name] concert 11/25/2023 nyc, usa (she looked at me!)"
"[name] concert 11/26/2023 miami, usa"
"[name] concert 11/27/2023 berlin, germany (i touched her hand!)"
"[name] concert 11/28/2023 jakarta, indonesia"
"[name] concert 11/29/2023 melbourne, australia (i met her!)"
like how the fuck is he going to all of these concerts when theyre literal hours apart and OCEANS AWAY
he likes to vlog his concert experiences
and theyre very entertaining because he's like genuinely enjoying himself
on his tiktok he also records his concert experiences
but i also think he posts your fancams and makes edits of you
too many times where an edit of you became known as "that one [name] edit"
he makes a lot of thirst edits of u
too many captions like "i want her so bad" or "she's so fine i need her biblically"
everyone knows who he is, even ppl outside of your fandom or the music scene
hes just that one guy that really likes you
one day ur on tour
its all fine and dandy, ur eating everything up, ur fans are loving it
and heeseung is documenting his concert experience
as he always does
and then it ends and heeseung posts it
however
this concert vlog
is
uh
receiving a lot of attention
TOO MUCH ATTENTION
THAT ITS
VERY
SUSPICIOUS
........
you and hee are just hanging out in your hotel when his phone starts blowing up
and yours too
all the comments on his video are normal, the ones that are expressing playful envy at heeseung's presence at ur concert
and like
it's not like heeseung doesn't get these types of comments
but one comment catches his eye
it has like 50k likes
and hes like oh shit
"at 3:05 heeseung why are you kissing [name]"
kissing.
[name].
he clicks that timestamp
and oh my god
THERES LIKE A CLIP OF HEESEUNG KISSING YOU
you see
when heeseung records your concerts he's recording it both for his fanpage and for the memories
he'll take as many cute couple pictures and videos with you as possible
and he just so happened to accidentally add one of the clips of you and him
kissing.
in fact
he accidentally added A LOT OF CLIPS AND PICTURES of you and him being a couple
ones of you hugging him backstage, ones of you two holding hands, even one where viewers can faintly hear you calling heeseung "babe"
and the other comments
OH LORD THE OTHER COMMENTS
"THAT SHOULD BE ME"
"HEESEUNG MOVE ASIDE!!!!!!!!!"
"i hate seeing people live my dream"
"SHE'S MINE *growls*"
"[NAME] GET BEHIND ME"
obv theyre all half joking half confused, but i think ppl are able to joke w him bc he's such an obnoxious stan đ
and heeseung is like
poor heeseung is sweating and panicking
bc shit HE JUST EXPOSED UR RELATIONSHIP
but when he tells u
you literally are just like
"okay"
OKAY????
"it's not a big deal"
heeseungs like WHATATATATA
at first he's kinda unsure
bc ur so chill abt it that he's almost afraid that ur actually mad at him đ
but you legitimately do not care
and when he realizes this
he goes from
đ±
to
đ
because
NOW HE CAN FLEX ON EVERYONE
he goes straight to twitter and drops more couple-y pictures of you and him
he probably posts a tiktok that pans over to you on his bed or something
caption like "it's exposed now, but yeah, [name] is actually my gf"
its goes so viral
hes so smug about it too
like whenever he gets into arguments abt who's a better fanpage hes like "I'M LITERALLY A HER BF???"
he becomes an inside joke in ur fandom
i think everyone jokingly flames his ass too
"why did she pick heeseung of all people...."
"pixelated fancam, ass editing, shitty camera, yet [name] still chose him... what did we do wrong"
"[name] wasn't lying in her song when she said she has bad taste in men"
"i can't believe heeseung literally stole my spot... i should be the one that she writes all her love songs about..."
free him đđđ
jay â
ooh this one is kinda juicy
ur a musician slay
but sometimes you do modeling
for one of your shoots
you're showing off your midriff and ur just glowing sorry
all ur followers are like
"ughhh step on me [name]"
"i don't think ygs understand i need her"
"[NAME] ONE CHANCE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE"
"i want her."
very quickly goes viral
ur just so hot ughhhhh
but ppl notice something upon closer inspection
you have a tattoo on ur back
at first everyone is like
"okay sexy lady love the tat"
but then
when they look closer
they can't help but see that incorporated into the design
is two
very
specific
letters
J and P
almost like they're someone's initials
đ€šđ€šđ€š
hmmmmm
interesting.....
who is JP?
HMMM???
and now that ppl look at it
you have so many songs and albums that refer to JP
like ur one album
called
"just playing, i love you" but it's commonly abbreviated as "jpily"
JP????? ILY?? JP I LOVE YOU???
WHO THE HELL IS JP
"whoever jp is, he needs to meet me in the parking lot so we can have a talk đ"
"jp my opp"
"jp kys!!!"
"jp is living my dream"
hehe
you see this
and jay aka mr JP himself sees this
and ur like
yk what let's tease the fans
for the next few months ur just teasing jay's existence
using his intials
like one time you wear a heart necklace that has the letters jp engraved in them
or when you tweeted "i love jp" but followed it up with "Jurassic Park is a wonderful movie đ"
oh god you make it so obvious
"jp is the reason i make my music" and then following it up with "Jimmy Page is my favoritie guitarist đ"
like ur fans are tired
and theyre getting outright insane
"guys the winter is getting cold and dire... the voices in my headare telling me that [name] is dating this jp person and i don't know how much longer i can live in denial"
"fuck you jp that should be me!!!"
"i hope jp knows how lucky he is... if a hot woman like [name] tattooed my initials i think i'd die maybe"
"i'm fighting demons (and jp)"
until finally!!!
you go to an award show
you look great as always
ugh queen
and ur getting interviewed
the interviewer asks you a playful question like
"oh are you here with any date?"
AND YOU JUST SMILE
"of course, i'm here with my boyfriend, jay park."
oh man
when that gets posted
EVERYONE IS GOING CRAZY
JAY PARK
JP
AAAAAAAAA
and when the actual award shows gets posted
it keeps panning over to you and jay
and everyone is like
THAT'S HER BF????
all jay can say is that he's prideful duh
everyone wants u but he's the only one that can have you
you definitely take a lot of pictures on the red carpet at the award show
and jay is with u in a lot of them
he's holding ur waist so tightly
like you're not gonna run away cuh it's okay omg đđđ
anyways i think it gets resolved pretty easily
ur fandom accepts jay
but they still joke abt him
and when jay makes a twt account it gets worse
he WILL respond to them
and he WILL flex u
every time he does it shuts down the argument right away.... if he wants to win he just needs to mention ur name
"jay meet me after the concert, we will fight to the death for [name]'s love"
and this mf responds "can i bring [name] to be the ref?"
"jay ur hair looks so fucked up in this picture"
and he responds "yet [name] still picked me and not you"
you have to tell him to stop fighting ur 16 yr old fans HELP
jake â
sorry ur a musician again
you have a new song that came out
yk how in some songs
there's almost like an interlude
where there's speaking parts
like in agora hills theres a small part where doja cat says "baby can you call me back, it's so lonely in my mansion" yk?
you have something like that in your newest song
cute!
except it's not just your voice
but a MAN'S voice too
JAKE'S VOICE
the speaking part is very flirty and suggestive
and when it comes out
ppl are like
WHO IS THAT MAN
and then when the music video comes out
theres a male actor that you have many scenes with
now.... the male actor's face is cut out...
but there are still many scenes with you touching him, holding him, kissing him, and vice versa
and when the speaking part comes on
that male actor is supposed to be the male part if that makes sense
that male actor is
drum roll plS
JAKE
when ppl read the credits of the song and music video
they can't help but notice "jake sim"
and when they search ur other songs and mv's
"jake sim" has never showed up...
until this song.....
interesting....
ur fans do a lil detective work
and this jake sim guy doesn't have any involvement in the music or acting industry....
so why is he in ur song AND music video....
hmmmm
they can't find any ig account linked to him
except one that's very obscure
it has a funny username like
"@laylasdad1115" so ppl are like "oh that's probably not even him" and you weren't even following that account so they just let it go
WRONG!!1
@LAYLASDAD1115 IS JAKE
and although you're not following that account on ig
when ppl scroll down to your very very old posts
they see something
very
very
very
miniscule
but
very
very
very
crucial
a post of you and a golden labrador.... and the caption says "i love you layla"
layla... laylasdad1115
and THEN BOOM
NEW SONG COMES OUT
AND AT THE BEGINNING
YOU SAY
"jakey, kiss me!"
OH MY GOD
WHO IS JAKE SIM!!!!!!
"@laylasdad1115 u better watch out...."
"who do you think u are jake sim..."
and then you have a concert
and its not a massive stadium, it's very casual
and there's a part of the concert where you just answer questions that ur fans have and just hang out w them
and someone asks as a joke
"who's jakey in ur song btw?"
and with the most straight face
ur just like
"oh he's my boyfriend!" and then you point to the front row and ur like "he's actually here tonight, say hi baby!"
and jake is so enthusiastic abt it, hes like "hi guys!"
while everyone else in the room is like
WHAT.
the way ygs are so casual abt it is so appalling
"[NAME] YOU CAN'T JUST CASUALLY DROP THAT U HAVE A BF I THOUGHT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED"
"she's taken..... i'm gonna die.... "
LMAAOAOAO
it's known in ur fandom now that ur bf is jake sim or wtv
i don't think anyone even calls him jake
out of pure disrespect (đ) they call him by his instagram username
"laylasdad1115 might be dating [name] but i'm legally bound to her so who's really winning"
when jake shows up to your concerts i do think your fans joke w him like
"ouuu jake ur so lucky [name] is here or i'd give you a black eye"
FREE HIMMMM
sunghoon â
three words: your personal bodyguard
you're an actress cutie
and it's award show season
at all of your award shows ppl notice there's this tall brooding figure looming over you
ITS SUNGHOON LMAO
he's like
GLARING AT EVERYONE
HE KEEPS SQUARING UP RANDOM PPL đđđ
ik this might be a crazy crossover but the moment he spots ryan gosling he's so ready to throw fists
"okay barbie boy you look like you want a broken nose"
sunghoon is very protective of you
obv bc the film industry is lowk kinda sus and exploitative, he def watches out for u a lot
everyone kinda just assumes that he's ur scary bodyguard
but then paparazzi pictures come out
and hes with you
in every
single
one
"goddamn her bodyguard is passionate about his job đđđ"
in fact when the annoying invasive paparazzi interviewers come to talk to you sunghoon is sending the the NASTIEST GLARES
but like it's valid bc ur literally walking to Walgreens at 9AM on a tuesday why do you need to be photographed
"hi [name] can we ask you a few questions-"
hoon literally answers for u
"No. đ."
interviewers are so rude, theyre like "well i didn't ask you, did i... [name] can we ask you-"
sunghoon just blinks and says
"No. đđđđđđđ." again
and then ygs leave
theres clips of you at the airport where sunghoon is scaring all ur fans, which makes way for you to have a cmfortable flight
i think ur fans appreciate him but theyre lowk scared
"oh god this guy does not play abt his job đđ"
until one day
you get playfully asked abt ur bodyguard on an ig live
and ur like "wait what that's not my bodyguard, that's my bf"
UR WHAT????
HUH????
đ±đ±đ±
ur fans are in the trenches
"i cant hate him bc he protects [name].... but damn i wish that was me đđđ"
and when they review some of the clips w you and sunghoon they see you smiling and giggling with him
"he makes her happy so ig i'll let him have her </3"
"this is the hardest sacrifice i have to make"
i lowk think sunghoon doesn't care
he FIGHTS EVERYONE
only for u ofc đđđ
maknae ver
#enhypen#enhypen imagines#enhypen fluff#enhypen x reader#heeseung#heeseung x reader#heeseung imagines#heeseung fluff#jay#jay enhypen#park jongseong#park jongseong fluff#jay enhypen x reader#park jongseong x reader#jake sim#jake sim x reader#jake fluff#jake sim fluff#jake sim imagine#sunghoon#sunghoon x reader#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon imagine#star-sim
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Eddie gets home from the shop covered in car grease and tired but satisfied with a good dayâs work. Opens the door to catch Wayne on his way out,
âYour boy was here earlier,â he tells him clasping his shoulder as greeting.
âDustin?â Eddie asks confused, trying to remember if they were supposed to meet today.
âNo, not the kid. The boyfriend.â Wayne says nonchalantly, moving toward his car.
Eddie splutters and coughs, âSteve? Wayne! Heâs not my boyfriend!â
Wayne stops mid-step and turns, looking actually distressed when he asks, âWhy not!?â
If his life was a cartoon, Eddie is pretty sure his jaw would be hitting the floor right now, âWhat do you mean, why not?!â
He raises his hands preparing to start numbering with his fingers all the reasons why and opens his mouth and then⊠nothing comes up.
Actually, Wayne has a point⊠Why isnât Steve his boyfriend?
Wayne fixes him with a look and Eddie closes his mouth and shrugs sheepishly.
âEddie, the kid just showed up with three tupperwares full of homemade food because he said, and I quote âaccidentally made too muchâ which is a horrible excuse frankly, heâs a horrible liar. Which, for the record, I recond itâs a wonderful quality,â He clasps his shoulder reassuringly and then slaps his cheek softly, âBetter get your head out of your ass soon and get on with it, son.â
And then he gets in his car and leaves Eddie there, still standing by the door, mouth slightly agape.
đ
Twenty minutes later heâs standing outside Steveâs and Robin's duplex, knocking on the front door loudly.
âComming! Oh! Eddie, hi!â Steve answers, and just like always, it punches the air right out of Eddieâs lungs when he sees him. Heâll never get used to how beautiful he is.
Heâs barefoot and wearing a huge sweater that makes it look like heâs not wearing anything underneath but Eddie knows he is wearing his green little shorts, the ones that should be illegal. Itâs his go-to comfy outfit and it always makes Eddie want to cuddle up with him on the couch and kiss every inch of him.
âWhy arenât you my boyfriend?â Eddie asks, not even bothering to say hi.
Steve blinks at him and opens and closes his mouth quite a few times, it makes Eddie think of those cute fish that throw kisses.
âI- I-â He stammers and then he huffs and leans on the doorframe, and smiles at Eddie with his head cocked to one side. Itâs a ten thousand wats smile and it just about blinds him,
âI wanted to ask but- Wait, how come you suddenly showed up?â And then his eyes light up, âWas it the tuppers?â
âWhat?â Eddie asks confused, âNo, Wayne asked me and-â And then he remembers Wayne saying Steve had dropped food for them, âWere you trying to feed me into a relationship?â
Steve shrugs, âMaybe⊠everything else I tried wasnât working soâŠâ
Eddie thought about it before while talking to Wayne. When he couldnât come up with any reasons as to why he wasnât dating Steve, he realized all the little things theyâd been doing for each other. Both of them trying to court the other while being incredibly oblivious to each other.
They really are two idiots in love.
Eddie chuckles, and steps into Steveâs space, he moves a strand of hair out his eyes and lovingly places it behind his ear, âSo⊠would you? Be my boyfriend?â he asks him.
Steve smiles and grabs him by the collar of his shirt and pulls him inside, closing the door to the outside world.
Eddie takes that as a âyesâ.
coffee? a homemade meal? âđ
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HAZBIN HOTEL X ROBLOX NOOB! READER
prompt: your best friend John Doe hacked you into a universe where hell is much different in your mind
âOOF-â you said as you press the buttons on your ps5. A portal opens as blocky person with yellow skin exits out of the portal looking at you. âJD!â You said with a â:Pâ face. ânoobâŠyou get to get out the house moreâŠâ John Doe said with a static voice as he picked up your bloxy body and thrown you into a portal as you kept smiling
â:) yay Iâm falling.â You said out loud as you felt yourself fall in the air. You fell but landed on your feet like always. You look around to see that it smell like must, ass, and most importantly fire. You walked around just smiling as demons and sinners looked as if you were some weirdoâŠ..
You came across the hotel and applied for a job to be the schedule manager. You got a red outfit to match vaggie and Charlie as you grab a flat board and started to write who gets to do what.
Noob! Reader is the type to pull out a cannon out of fucking no where and fuck someoneâs life upđŠ(a/n: pinkie pie type shit)
I can see Alastor watching you do a r6 dance as he just looked at you weirdly with a strained smile. You literally said out loud â/E DANCE!â And started to dance đ
Lucifer got scared because he accidentally let you dove off a roofâŠbut you respawned with a blue force field around you making Lucifer think you were an angel.
You love the egg boiz as they love you too! You do color sheets with them as Pentious brings you guys some cookies like a momđ
You had onetime pulled a chainsaw out because husk said he needed to get a haircut on his fur. You literally pullled it out of no while husk jolted looking at your crazed face as you reved it up.
âYou said you needed a hair cut!!â âI SAID HAIR CUT! NOT END MY LIFE YOU FUCKER!â Husk yells back as you chase him smiling like â:Dâ with the chainsaw. It was giving scooby doo as you kept chasing him.
Lucifer would be weirded out with Noob as noob just sticks their tongue out like the :P face while Lucifer pokes you curious about your game like box body.
I imagine noob! Reader showing Charlie a picture of bacon hair boy who is doing orange justice in the back. âOh is that your friend?â Charlie says with a nervous smile at how your friendâs hair literally looks like bacon or is. You nodded excitedly as you wave your phone happily at bacon hair boy.
You blasted âitâs raining tacosâ outside of the Veeâs tower when learning your friends had opps in there. So you wanted to annoy them.
This lasted for 2 days until vaggie had found you and took you home as you screamed out the song LOUD AND PROUD
I can imagine Lucifer making you a duck hat that says âdonât duck with me!â Itâs so cute đŠ
I headcannon noob!reader to be the most dangerous being in hell as they literally been to every other gun and fighting game of the roblox universe.
NOOB SOLOSâŒïžâŒïžđ„
You know those badass Roblox games with those cool combat moves? Thatâs what you use. đ€š
You grabbed a sinnerâs face and run dragging their body in the ground with a smile. You lifted your arm and swing them around as they flew to who knows where as the crew behind you had an either shocked or entertained face.
One time Charlie and you were shopping in a mall and you peaked over the boarder to keep people from falling. âI wonder if I can die from this height.â âNOOB NO-â thatâs when you had to get a kid leash on you anytime you go out with the staff.
It was a nice day as Angel was throwing knives to increase his skills. You walked by him curiously grabbing two knives and throwing them at the same time. Making it hit the bullseye as Angel looked at you shock.
âWhoa kid, how did you learn to do that?â Angel asked pulling out the knives you made in the bullseye. âI was murder once!â You said with a happy smile as you walked away. Angel dust has the most confused face ever(picture below)
I headcannon noob!reader to be like Kirby. So like noob pulls out a knife to be murder, and then they could pull out a gun as SheriffâšđŠ
âPew pew pewâ you said as you stood on the balcony of the hotel as you shot at random sinners. Alastor appeared behind you confused but laughs at the misery of the sinner running when a missed shot almost killed them.
One time Angel gave you a Tommy gun not suspecting you know how to use itâŠ.you literally started to blast sinners away-
You SHOT AN OLD LADY ALSOđš
yeah Angel never gave you his Tommy gun ever again.
As you stayed in hell, you didnât know that you would be spied on by the angels as Adam laughs at how chaotic and naive you are.
Youâre so use to bullshit in Roblox you just stand there like âđ§đŸâ as shit goes on. Literally when Charlie was panicking when the extermination was due in 6 months
During a uno game you ate a card as husk was trying to win but forfeited in anger as you screamed out uno. Leaving the missing card out of your mouthâŠ.it got quiet so quick as husk chased after you.
Niffty finds you amazing as you both have crazed tendencies. You both literally cause made chaos around places đ€
YOU USE YOUR ADOPT ME SCAMMING SKILLS TO SCAM PEOPLE đđ I CAN SEE THIS
The overlords are confused when they see Lucifer bring you to a meeting for once. You just sat there eating a taco. âEllo.â You said waving your blocky arm at them.
When watching the horror movies with the crew, you donât react at all with Alastor as you been in lots of horror games with that one guy named GuestâŠyou miss home and him.
I headcannon that you once accidentally summoned John Doe because you sneezed and he literally stood there as you hugged him. The rest of the crew was confused thinking he was your brother.
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accidental eavesdropping (steddie ficlet)
based on this post by @imjust-that-shy. i hope i did this vision justice <3
The doors to the bathroom burst open, and - on some pure, inexplicable instinct and with nearly inhuman speed - Eddie darts back into the stall he'd just been about to come out of and leaps to perch on top of the toilet seat, crouched there like some sort of creature.Â
He hears the sound of retching and the stench of vomit fills the air. He holds his breath, wrinkling his nose and trying to imagine what possible context could be behind Steve Harrington and Robin Buckley bursting in here together to puke their guts out. Eddie knows the two of them work together, heâs seen them sharing shifts at Scoops Ahoy when he's walked by. (Not that he often intentionally passes by the ice cream parlor and slows down just to catch a glimpse of Steve or anything⊠Although who could really blame him if he did? Like, come on, Steve in that uniform? Hello, sailor.) His mind is busy spinning stories of possible explanations, ranging from spoiled ice cream to sneaking alcohol and getting too drunk during their break.Â
Eddie's leaning towards the 'drinking on the job' explanation, especially when the retching finally ceases and Robin says something about the room no longer spinning. Those little rebels, Eddie thinks approvingly.
âWhenâs the last time you, uhâŠpeed your pants,â Steve is asking Robin now, in response to her telling him in a Russian accent to interrogate her.Â
Eddie curls over his knees, tilting his head to try to peer through the gap between the stalls and the floor to put an image to his eavesdropping. Might as well, heâs kind of stuck here and thereâs really not much else he can do right now. He can see Steveâs legs, one bent and the other stretched out in front of him, and Robin in the stall past him laying on the floor with her legs up against the stall wall as she answers, âTodayâŠâÂ
âWhat?â Steve questions.
âWhen the Russian doctor took out the bone saw!â Robin says.Â
OkayâŠwhat? Russian doctors and bone saws? Eddieâs now thoroughly intrigued, if a little (okay, a lot) confused. Maybe theyâre talking about a movie they watched or something.
Steveâs legs shake with his laughter. âOh my god.âÂ
âIt was just a little bit, though.â Robin pinches her fingers together as she twists her body in Steveâs direction while he laughs again and mutters that whatever it is they took is still in her system. She pushes her feet off the stall and slides to sit against the opposite wall. Eddie can only see her legs now. âOkay, my turn. Have youâŠever been in love?âÂ
Steve answers that he has, with Nancy, and makes a sound mimicking an explosion. Eddie remembers that, remembers seeing Steve and Nancy being all touchy and cute in the hallways at school while he was trying his damndest to convince himself that he absolutely definitely did not wish he was in Nancyâs place. It didnât work very well. And itâs not working very well now either as Steve starts to go on about some new girl he likes now instead - some girl whoâs funny and smart and can crack secret Russian codes (okay, seriously, what is it with these two and Russians?) and oh shit, heâs talking about Robin.Â
Eddie very suddenly feels like he should not be here listening to this, eavesdropping on Steve confessing his feelings for someone. Not only is that, like, a private and personal thing, but also what if Robin likes him back and they start kissing or something right here in this bathroom where Eddie has to sit here and listen to it and that would just be horrible for him for so many reasons and- Eddieâs getting ahead of himself. Robin hasnât even said anything yet, and her knees are pulled up to her chest and her voice shakes when she confirms sheâs still alive after Steve asks if sheâs ODâd there in the silence and she uncurls with a deep sigh. All signs that she doesnât actually like Steve back.Â
Eddie watches as Steve shifts and slides under the stall into Robinâs, and catches sight of the nasty bruise marring nearly half of Steveâs otherwise beautiful face as he does so. Now concern has been added to the list of emotions this eavesdropping experience has rollercoastered him through so far. The bruise looks fairly fresh and Eddie canât help but wonder what the hell gave Steve a black eye like that and if heâs okay.Â
After a brief spiral of concern for Steveâs face, Eddie tunes back into reality to find himself staring at Steveâs ass as Steve now sits with his back against the stall wall opposite Robin. Eddie blinks, expands his tunnel vision to include Steveâs lower back and Robinâs legs which are also visible beneath the gap in the stalls.Â
âItâs not because I had a crush on you,â Robin is saying. âItâs becauseâŠshe wouldnât stop staring at you.â
âMrs. Click?â Steve sounds confused.
âTammy Thompson,â Robin clarifies. âI wanted her to look at me.â
Oh. Eddie should really not be listening to this. Robin is trying to come out to Steve, trying to share something deeply personal and vulnerable with him and only him, not knowing that sheâs outing herself to an eavesdropping near-stranger as well. Eddie feels violating and intruding. He canât imagine how he would feel if he found out someone he barely knew had been secretly listening in on him coming out - probably not great, probably terrified. This is something he shouldnât know, not like this.Â
âBut Tammy Thompsonâs a girl,â Steve says, his tone unreadable, and Eddieâs heart nearly stops, sure his own anticipatory anxiety is likely only just a fraction of what Robin must be feeling right now.Â
âSteveâŠâÂ
âYeah?â A pause. âOh,â Steveâs voice goes soft. âOh⊠Holy shit.âÂ
âYeah,â Robin sighs. Eddie can see her hands nervously rubbing at her shins. âHoly shit.âÂ
Steve is silent for a few painfully long moments. Eddieâs hands curl nervously around his own shins. Is Steve going to be homophobic? Should Eddie be worried for Robin now?Â
âSteve, did you OD over there?â Robin asks, trying to be light but Eddie can hear the anxiety in her voice.Â
âNo, I just, uh- just thinking,â Steve responds.Â
âOkayâŠâ Robinâs voice is barely audible. Eddie is holding his breath.
âI mean, yeah,â Steve says finally, âTammy Thompsonâs cute and all, but the only reason I never gave her the time of day was because I was too busy staring at Eddie Munson.âÂ
The aforementioned Eddie Munson releases the breath heâd been holding with an involuntary squeak and claps a hand over his mouth. Thankfully, neither of them heard him over the sound of Robin shouting. âWhat?! Eddie Munson?! You liked Eddie Munson?â she squawks, voicing Eddieâs own stunned thoughts perfectly.
âYeah,â Steve confirms casually, completely unaware that he's throwing an eavesdropping Eddie into an absolute crisis right now. There's a soft thudding sound like Steve's hitting the back of his head against the stall wall. His voice gets kind of wistful, almost dreamy, as he says, âHis rings, man. Rings and tattoosâŠand that long hair and those chains he'd wear⊠Honestly just his whole punk aesthetic thing had me mesmerized.âÂ
âPretty sure he's metal, not punk,â Robin corrects him.Â
Thanks, Robin. Also, what the fuck is happening right now?Â
âWhatever. Still hot as hell,â Steve says.Â
Eddie squeaks again and practically shoves his whole fist in his mouth to keep himself from making any more noise, his teeth knocking against his rings. The rings Steve likes, apparently. He feels like he's going to pass out, his heart beating so erratically it's making him lightheaded. King Steve - the popular, preppy, stupid, gorgeous, dumb jock Eddie's been crushing on since forever - just called him hot???? Â
âDid you hear that?â Robin asks suddenly, voice low and cautious.Â
Shit.Â
âIs anyone else in here?â Steve calls out.Â
Fuck.Â
Eddie bites down hard on his knuckles and holds his breath, going impossibly still. If they get up and search the bathroom, then heâs about to be caught red handed, crouched on top of a toilet seat with his fist in his mouth and his face flushed scarlet, eavesdropping on their private conversation about secret Russians and gay crushes. Eddie contemplates falling into the toilet and attempting to flush himself down it. Every god imaginable is receiving a silent prayer from him right now as he watches apprehensively through the gaps in the stall. One of those gods must've heard and taken pity on this poor gay disaster of a man crouched like a goblin in a bathroom stall, because after a few horrible seconds of silence, all Steve does is lean down to peer beneath the stalls for a moment before sitting back up and saying, âLooks empty. I think the drugs are making us hear things.âÂ
âYeah, probably,â Robin says. Then she giggles, knocking her leg against Steveâs. âI still canât believe you were into Eddie.âÂ
Steve flicks Robinâs knee. âI canât believe you were into Tammy.â
âWhatâs wrong with Tammy?!â Robin protests.
âWhatâs wrong with Eddie?â Steve counters. âAt least heâs actually got talent. Tammyâs a total dud - she wants to be a singer and shit but she canât even hold a tune.âÂ
Eddie is going to die. He is actually going to die right here, right now, because Steve Harrington thinks heâs hot and talented. And then Steve starts mimicking Tammy, singing Total Eclipse of the Heart in a ridiculously goofy voice, and now Eddie is going to die because he finds that so stupidly endearing and adorable. Maybe he should just flush himself down the toilet, save himself from this hopelessly pathetic crush of his. Instead, heâs saved by the bathroom doors bursting open again and a new voice shouting at them, âOkay. What the hell?!âÂ
Steve and Robin collapse into a fit of giggles before being dragged to their feet by the newcomers and led out of the bathroom, leaving Eddie alone and reeling and struggling to process literally everything heâs just overheard. He finally hops down from his toilet perch and exits the stall like heâs in a daze. Heâs not sure how long he had been camped out in there - probably only about ten minutes - but it felt like hours, so long that the world outside of that single bathroom stall almost feels foreign and unfamiliar now.Â
Eddie grips the bathroom sink and stares at his flustered reflection in the mirror and whispers to himself, âWhat the actual fuck?âÂ
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Later, years later, only after he and Steve are already dating, Eddie tells him all about this experience, and Steve laughs so hard he nearly cries.
(ao3 link)
#saw that post and immediately wrote this within the next four hours lmao. i hope this is what you were imagining#i literally watched the s3 bathroom scene like five times to make this as accurate as possible lol#steddie#steve x eddie#steddie ficlet#steddie fic#steddie fanfiction#steddie fanfic#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#platonic stobin#season 3 steddie#stranger things#stranger things fic#ficlet#mine#5k#!!!!???!??!!!#holy shit y'all thanks for all the love on this <3
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Hi lovely! I know your plate is super full so please don't stress about getting to this request or even fulfilling it if you don't want to! If you feel like it, may I request some HCs of any of the guys's reactions to you accidentally calling them "daddy" in bed?
Ahh yes! I've had a few requests for this one!đđ©” since I had a few I made it into little blurbs/ headcannons. Hope this is okay, feel like I've been losing my touch haha.
141 + König Where Reader Accidentally Calls Them "Daddy" In Bed
Warnings: awful smut (lol), spanking, p in v sex, swearing
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Simon Ghost Riley-
Is surprised when you call him that. He didn't expect it from you
Simon is usually fairly gentle with you during sex, but when he heard you call him that, man nearly went feral
Nearly cums when he hears it
Never really thought it would be something he'd have a kink for, but once he hears it come from you, he never wants to stop hearing it
Gets SUPER shy if you mention it to him outside of the bedroom
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"Please, don't stop, Daddy." You whined, your eyes rolling in the back of your head as Simon relentlessly pounded into you.
Your words ellicited a loud groan from Simon's lips, as his pace slowed. "What just did you call me?"
Your cheeks burned with embarrassment upon realizing what you'd just said. You quickly turned your gaze away from Simon, praying he'd just forget what happened and move on. He reached his hand out and grabbed your chin roughly, forcing you to look at him. "Say it again."
You swallowed thickly as his eyes bore into yours. "Daddy."
Simon gave a grunt of approval, before pushing your legs forward slightly, giving him better access to your pussy. "You want Daddy to fuck this pussy?"
His words sent a flush of heat between your thighs, causing you to grow more wet by the second. He looked down between the two of you with a cocky smirk. "You must, this pussy is soaked. Ask me. Ask me to fuck you."
You gained a sudden surge of confidence as your facial features relaxed. "Fuck me, Daddy."
Simon made it his mission, after hearing those words, to make it so you couldn't walk the next morning.
König-
This poor baby is BEET RED
Honestly, didn't know how to react. He didn't know if he'd heard you correctly
Is adorably awkward when it's confirmed that you did in fact call him daddy
Will shyly ask you to repeat it
Honestly? Will think about it for DAYS afterward
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"Fuck, s-so good, daddy." You panted, as your legs squeezed around Königs waist while he fucked you senseless.
His thrusts halted at your words, his face turning red. "W-what?"
You were too fucked out to realize what you had said, so your brows furrowed in confusion at the look on his face. "What?"
"You...called me... daddy?" He mumbled out, his face turning downward in shame.
A light pink dusting lined your cheeks as you realized what you'd said. You took in the stunned look on Königs face before speaking. "I.. I'm so sorry if that made you uncomfortable."
He shook his head regarding you with a soft smile before leaning down and taking your earlobe in between his teeth. "Don't apologize, Maus."
He began to move his hips again, your velvety walls hugging his cock with every thrust. You let out a load moan as your hands flew to his back, your nails raking in the flesh. "Fuck."
"Could you...could you maybe call me that again, Schatz?"
John Price (aka Daddy Price)
Let's be real. This man probably tells you to call him daddy in bed from the beginning
He will expect to be called it from then on during sex
It strokes his ego when you do. He fucking loves it
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If you don't... be prepared. Price doesn't tolerate brattiness
Sex can go from soft and sensual, to hard-core fucking in a split second if you call him daddy
"Harder, daddy, please!" You begged, gripping the sheets in front of you, as John picked up his pace from behind.
You heard a dark chuckle emit from his lips as a harsh smack landed on your ass cheek. "That's right, baby. I'm Daddy."
He gave a load groan as your walls clenched down on him from the impact of the slap, his hands flying to the flesh of your ass, roughly grasping at the flesh there, causing you to moan.
"You close, baby? You're squeezing me real tight. Does calling me Daddy get you off?" He asked, his hips jutting into you at an unruly pace. "Do you want Daddy to make you cum?"
"Yes! Please! Please I wanna cum." You begged, as sweat began to form on your brow.
"Say it again. Call me Daddy, and ask me to make you cum." He grunted, as he felt his high nearing closer.
"P-please, Daddy, make me cum!" You screamed out as he continued to pound into you relentlessly.
And boy, did he ever.
Johnny Soap MacTavish-
Definitely will tease you about it
Won't admit to you that he almost came when you called him that
This man FOR SURE watched "Daddy" porn when he was single
May end up calling you mommy as a joke, but he ends up secretly developing a mommy kink from it
One day asks if he can record you saying it...for research purposes...
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"God you fuck me so good, Daddy." You gasped, as Johnny assaulted your pussy with his thick cock. The rough snapping of his hips stuttered slightly upon hearing your words.
"Daddy, huh? Didn't know you were into that, baby." He chuckled as he quickly returned to the pace he set before.
You were too far gone to listen, as you blindly reached out for Johnny, your hands finding solace on his shoulders.
"What, nothin to say now? I quite liked the sound of that. Maybe I'll start you calling Mommy." Your walls clenched tighter around him at his words, causing him to moan loudly. "Fucking hell. Do you like that?"
He looked down in between the two of you, nearly cumming at the sight of your pussy swallowing his cock whole.
"You're taking me so well, Mommy." He teased as he pushed your legs further down, so they were now touching the sides of your head, giving him better access to your cunt. "This pussy is so good."
You let out a squeak as you slapped at his chest playfully. "J-Johnny! N-not funny."
"Actually, it's Daddy, sweetheart. Not Johnny."
Kyle Gaz Garrick-
Definitely catches him off guard, he goes a little red when he realizes what you said
He's never once been called that in bed, so not initially sure how to respond
He's had fantasies about it before never had the guts to let it play out during sex
Is definitely the type to never talk about the kink outside of the bedroom. He gets too embarrassed, but in the bedroom? Hello Daddy Kyle.
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"Faster, Daddy, please. I'm so close." You moaned as Kyle thrusted up into you against the cold shower tiles.
It took everything in him to not cum in that moment, as your words sent heat straight to his cock. His grip on your hips tightened as he picked up the speed of his thrusts, groaning as the hot water sprayed on his back.
"Didn't know you were into that sort of kink, babe." He breathed in your ear, biting at the skin below it softly. You let out a moan as he continued his ruthless pace, your orgasm nearing rapidly.
Kyle was close to his own high, as he snaked his hand to your front to toy with your clit. "You going to be good, and cum for me?"
You let out a whimper, nodding as your orgasm washed through you, causing your walls to squeeze his cock tightly. He gave a few more lazy thrusts before emptying himself inside you, as he pressed a longing kiss to your lips.
"That's it. You did good for Daddy."
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A/N: OMG I hate this smđđđđ
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it started as little touches on your inner thigh, but you just pass it off as stiles being clingy; the brunette normally always having an arm around your shoulders or fingers intertwined with your own.
you do get a bit suspicious when his hands travel higher and higher, finally stopping him when his fingers brush against the cotton of your panties, dangerously close to your core.
"stiles!" you hiss, causing a cocky grin to form on your boyfriends face. "scott and malia are literally right there, along with half of our year group!" you say, gesturing your head to your friends that are looking through a bookshelf no less than 10 steps away.
"they're not watching. as for those two, they're looking for a book that they donât even know the title of; they'll be ages..." his sentence trailed off as he added pressure to your clit with the pad of his forefinger, causing a whimper to spill from your lips.
stiles drew teasing lines up and down your covered slit, soft whines escaping your mouth. you keep your head down to hide your facial expressions, pathetically contorting with pleasure considering he was barely touching you, occasionally glancing back at your friends to make sure you knew where they were.
just as you got used to the feeling of his finger swiping up and down your (now damp) panties, he hooked a finger into the edge of the fabric, pulling the lace to the side. you hold back a gasp and stare directly at stiles for the first time since he started, and bite your lip when he gives you an unfaltering gaze back, adding slightly more pressure that makes you exhale a breath you didnât even know you were holding.
the thud of a pile of heavy books being dropped onto the table shakes you and stiles out of your trance, causing him to retract his hand, much to your relief - you were scared the blush that wouldâve definitely heated your cheeks if he didnât stop would be the topic of conversation.
"i mean, can you believe it mali!" scott fumed, "i need one specific book and of course, it's already been loaned out. now i have some half-assed version written by a guy iâve never heard of" scott rambles on as malia calmly sets down her books on the table and sits next to him, seemingly content. âiâm sure youâll find what youâre looking for in hereâ she says, passing him a book of her own.
you roll my eyes at your friendâs antics and go back to studying your textbook, writing notes on a sheet - but the peace only lasted ten seconds.
"stiles," you whisper again, your lips near his ear this time so only he could hear- he had slipped his hand in the middle of you thighs and seemed determined to finish what he started. he kept his head down, seemingly focusing on his book, but beneath the table his long, agile fingers were gathering your slick from your weeping entrance and rubbing it around your aching nub, the action making you bite your lip to stifle back a sound that you would rather not let out in a school library.
you look back up at your book so you donât alert your friends sitting across from you that something might be unusual, standing it up so you could read the pages better in the library's dim lighting, but dropped the leather-bound book with a bang as you feel two fingers that were teasing you before dip into your cunt. you quickly pick it back up, hiding behind the pages as the gaze of ten pairs of eyes slowly diverted. you hiss quietly as stiles' thumb started drawing figure-eights on your clit, two fingers pushing deeper into your hole until they were sheathed up to the third digit.
your head turns to look at him, trying to catch his gaze. when his amber eyes finally locked with yours, you give him a pained look that was asking what hell was he thinking. the arrogant brunette tilts his head in mock confusion, "what is it love? are you alright?" he asks, struggling to keep the grin off his face.
"why are you doing this?" you quickly ask, not wanting to speak longer than needed in case a pent-up moan accidentally escapes your mouth,. "weâre lucky the- mmm⊠others haven't noticed."
"i don't know what you're talking about, angel. the others are studying, as you should too" stiles gave a sugar-coated smile, sweet enough to give him toothache, before returning to his work. you glare at him, but open your book again, knowing arguing with him would get you nowhere, silently letting his fingers continue their ministrations.
before long, the familiar feeling of an approaching orgasm washed over you. ever since he started, stiles had not faltered once, the steady pace hurtling you closer to my release. he could feel you clenching around his slender fingers, and grinned at the feeling. they picked up their pace of thrusting inside me, rubbing my clit with that much extra pressure. you mewl into your palm, glancing towards the chestnut-haired boy still immersed in his books.
you could feel the bliss of release on the horizon, vision going slightly fuzzy on the edges and skimming across the brink of euphoria - but before you could get there, you suddenly feel empty. you look around, startled and confused, mind hazy, and you see him acting as if nothing had just happened- stiles was calmly packing up his books, but when he stood up you spotted the tiny smear of slick of his pants where he had wiped off his fingers.
"i got all my notes, iâll see you guys next chemistry period. tell the others to hurry up with their notes for me angel." stiles says, nodding his head at scott and malia, and you were shocked to see how oblivious they were to what just happened. your boyfriend kisses you on the cheek, tucking a lock of hair behind your ear with a smirk, before walking out of the library. you look over to your friends, who were looking up from what they were doing to watch stiles leave, but quickly went back to their work.
you sigh and place your head on the table, still processing what just happened and how stiles had left you there on the brink.
that little shit...
repost off my old Ao3 account as a fic intended for remus lupin
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