#no matter what restrictive ED’s don’t fully go away lololol
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Today is like the last hot-ish day (not hot is wearing leggings without sweating) and good timing because girlie is having body issues more than normal
#I say more than normal because there has not been a moment that has passed since age 13 that I have not had body issues#it’s okay you can laugh it isn’t tragic when you think about it for too long because of the fact I was a child and so fucked up I was#was starving myself lololol#don’t even get me started on how I wanted to kms and was sh constantly when I was 14 and that truly just is devasting purely just tragic and#a waste of life lolololol#and it doesn’t matter how healthy I am now or how healthy I will get#I will never be normal#childhood trauma fucking rewired your brain in a way I cannot change ever lololol#no matter what restrictive ED’s don’t fully go away lololol#I want to have a healthy relationship and learn what love looks like and what healthy fights and proper communication looks like#but all I bring to the table is a shattered glass that I taped back together so like I can still hold water and I’m a whole glass but I will#always need this tape to keep me from breaking and I will always have cracks no matter what#wow this was a random rant😭😭#rae’s rambles#delete later
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