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lizzy-williams · 4 years ago
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𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 2
🔥Warnings: slight angst, drug references, drug dealing, language.
🦎Theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tC-FOXioDo
In Your Arms by Sunbeam Sound Machine
((He do be vibin tho))
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𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘏𝘈𝘋 𝘉𝘌𝘌𝘕 taking care of Newt for weeks now after he was released from the burn unit, his burns getting better slowly, soon enough turning into scars. You took over his drug dealings, partly because Newt didn’t have the strength, but mostly because he didn’t want to scare away customers from the product. 
But there was something that Newt insisted on having. He wanted to have the apartment as hot as hell, heaters in every corner of his place. Without the heaters, he would say he was freezing, and it would bother him enough to where he wouldn’t sleep. 
You were getting used to the intense heat that went through Newt’s apartment. He was excited about it, mainly because it was an excuse for you to wear less clothing.
You were usually the one to tend his wounds, and take care of him. You ended up just living with him.
Finally, after 4 long weeks of restless nights and illegal transactions, he was finally fully healed, the burns and blisters turning into smoothed over scars. But he looked similar to two-face from batman. 
But even after he was healed, he insisted on keeping the heaters on, and you didn’t mind. What happened to him would most likely cause PTSD, so whatever made him comfortable was fine with you. 
You pulled up to the apartment building, people outside enjoying the nice weather. It was an especially warm day in Woodmere, Louisiana that day. You waved to a few people that waved your way as you brought the groceries up the stairs. Of course, it was nothing substantial. 
Cups of noodles, hot chocolate, waffle mix, anything and everything warm or served hot. That’s what he liked. But it was also nice for you to also get out, so you didn’t get heatstroke, but your body was slowly getting more used to it. 
You walked to the door, the black one with a white painting of a newt on it, giving the secret knock. Seconds later the door opened, stopped by the chain lock. As you caught a glimpse of his face, his eyes went soft. The door closed and was reopened. 
“Anyone follow you?” he asked, the heat brushing over your body like a hairdryer as I entered. 
He looked out the doorframe, closing the door once again, locking every lock. You went into the kitchen, setting the bags down, Newt follows, the red silhouettes, and shadows covering the area. 
“Heard from your cousin lately?” you asked, knowing he followed you. 
“Yeah, I gave her some more product. She’s got some good connections.” he leaned up against the kitchen’s doorframe. 
“That’s good,” you smiled, putting the groceries away, “How you feelin’?” you asked, looking back at him.
“Good. But I would be better if you stayed here for the rest of the night,” he sighed. 
“Newt, honey, you know that I gotta go into work today,”
“But it’s not like you need the money,” he objected, walking closer to you, now leaning against the counter. 
“I know...,” you thought about it. You really didn’t need to. He was right, “I guess I could just...,” you turned to him, your body inches from his, “Call in sick...” as he smiled at your words.
“Give me a kiss...,” he muttered, pulling you closer, his arms pulling you by your waist closer to him. 
You were only recently starting to kiss him again, but the burns didn’t bother you. You were happy to be able to touch him... love him, be close to him. Hell, even sleep in the same bed. 
“Mario Kart?”
“Hell yes,” you responded, dragging him to the couch. 
******
After you played Mario Kart, you ended up watching a few movies. You eventually ended up laying together on the couch, his arms wrapped around you from behind you as you heard him dozing off. 
You shifted more towards him. You missed this. Being able to touch him, kiss him. You also loved getting closer with Robin, you two actually spent more time together. 
You did research while he was recovering, and actually found out what was going on, and the technical name for what happened with Newt... what his “superpower” was. Spontaneous combustion. Otherwise known as extreme heat thermoregulation. 
You couldn’t explain it. But you wouldn’t dare go to anyone professional. He would test on him, and then you’d never see him again. And you didn’t think you could bare that. 
“Newt? You still up?” you muttered.
After a few seconds without a response, you sighed, picking up his scarred hand, tracing over the bumps and cracks of the scars. Normally with third-degree burns all over the body, it would take close to a lifetime to heal all the burns. But at least the pull kinda saved him from that. And you were somewhat thankful. 
But you couldn’t help but want to try it for yourself... what was your power? Newt said it himself... everyone was different. But after he got burned, he also told you one of the deadly side effects... which was that one hit would kill you. But on the other hand... superpowers. 
You slowly got up, doing your best not to wake your boyfriend as you did. You were never really one to try the product. You only ever did weed. Heavy drugs were a no-go. Were these pills really drugs though? There were no laws against them yet, and yes they were lethal, but so are knives, and they weren’t illegal because everyone has some in their home. 
You went into the back room, jumping over the large hole in the middle of the floor. You opened the door to the backdoor, making eye contact with the freezer. That’s where we kept the pills that were for you two, just in case something went wrong. 
You took a frozen pizza box, shaking a case of the pill into your hand, putting the box back in the freezer, closing it. You opened the case, taking the pill between your fingers, looking at it. 
“Curiosity killed the cat,” you joked to nobody but yourself. 
You twisted it, flinching back as you did. Your nerves were racing. It was like the first time you were about to smoke weed. You were about to be introduced to a whole new way to look at things.
You took a deep breath in, putting it between your teeth. Here we go.
“STOP!” you heard Newt yell from the end of the hallway, making direct eye contact with you, “Don’t fucking move.”
Now or never.
You suddenly downed it, the feeling of the pill going down your throat making you shiver as Newt raced towards you. 
You began to twitch and convulse just like Newt did when he took Power. You felt your insides burn and clench, the most mind-splitting headache you had ever had take over your brain. 
“FUCK!” You yelled out in pain. 
But soon the pain died down to a dull ache as your head started to fill with words that weren’t your own. 
“Fuck, what did it do to her,” you heard Newt’s voice say and you looked over, shocked to find that his lips weren’t moving.
“What?”
“Fuck, I can’t tell what her power is... at least she didn’t die. Thank fuck, I couldn’t stand losing her” you watched in awe. 
You were telekinetic. 
“Babe... I can hear you...”
“I didn’t say anything...?”
“No, no,” you muttered, walking over to him, putting your hands on his face, “I can hear you...” 
“What the fuck are you talking about, baby?” 
“Think of something. Anything. Doesn’t matter what it is, just something.” you demanded, Newt skeptical but compliant. 
“Weed. Robin. You.” 
“Aw, that’s really sweet,” you commented.
“Holy shit, you read minds!!” he exclaimed, pulling you in, hugging you, “You’re gonna be okay!” 
“Yeah, yeah I am,” you laughed.
“Thank fuck, thank fuck, thank fuck” he repeated in his head over and over and over. 
“This could actually be... really useful,” he said, out loud, making you look up at him in confusion. 
“How so?”
“Well, we’re drug dealers. It would be really useful to see what our customers are thinking. It would also be easier to tell a cop from a druggie. We could really use this...,” 
“Alrighty then. Whatever you say, captain,”
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You had been using the pills all week. And it was really starting to take a tole on your body. And the extreme heat that filled Newt’s apartment really wasn’t helping. 
You were now planted on the couch, taking as much Advil as you could, taking just at the suggested dose. 
“Hey, baby,” Newt said gently, bringing you a bowl of soup in the kitchen, setting it in your lap, “How you feelin?”
“Tired. Sick. Tired.” you grumbled after mumbling a ‘thank you’ for the soup. 
“We can give you some of my leftover pain-killers? Maybe those would help your head calm down.”
At this point, you were willing to try anything just to get rid of the throbbing of your head. You nodded quietly, gently rubbing your temples. Newt leaned over and gave you a kiss on your bare shoulder (seeing as you only had a bra and underwear on due to the extreme heat) and stood up, most likely to get the drugs. 
He soon returned, a glass full of water with ice and 2 pills, handing them to you. He then sat down on the couch with you, your body scooting over and placing a pillow on his lap before laying down your head, Newt beginning to watch the movie you had on for background noise, playing with your hair, gently gliding his hands over your scalp. His other hand was rubbing up and down your back, making you drowsy, the pain pills already starting to set in. 
“I love you, Newt,” you muttered. 
“I love you too, baby”
And with that, you began to fall asleep, comfortable in your lover’s arms. 
((Ahhaha, I love writing Newt stuff, I’m obsessed with Project Power, go watch it so you can get some of the references I hid in both part 1 and 2. I’ll continue to make more stuff on him, blurbs, and stuff. Some will be connected to this fanfic, some will not.))
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howdoiliveanymore · 4 years ago
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05?/18/20 4:27 PM
Well I didn’t fucking die sadly, wasn’t even hospitalized tho I def should’ve been. I was 20/30 off the lethal dose and took like 7/8/12? Sleep aids. Thaf was a while ago thou. My meds have been upped or ag least my Zoloft has. Now I’m just numb, one could say happy but it doesn’t feel like it. Anywya I’ve been coping by getting belligerently high, and almsot decided to jump into a threesome just because I knew I’d be on ecstasy which would be the only way for me to like it considering it was men I think. They couldn’t come cause of gas money which sucks I hate living so far away. I hate my body. But I love it and feel so powerful in it men bend beneath me sometimes and it feels so fucking good. I really dislike men so fucking mcuh I haven’t ever met one I trusted, or if I did I don’t anymore. God THERES so many things I wanna write but I don’t know if I care enough.
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