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hi you just friended me in pjsk. the user named nemesis with the gallerian card :3
Hi! Sorry it took me so long to reply back, haha. I love friending fellow Evillious fans.
#evilliyes answers#i continue to be obsessed with project sekai#i should probably add more content from proseka related to evillious#i feel like people would prefer like#physical content#but something is better than nothing right#no i haven't abandoned this blog#it's just half finished like so many of my other projects
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Kamo Noritoshi - Just classmates, just an accident.
Summary: Reader tripped in front of Noritoshi and he accidentally saw up their skirt. It's been hours and it's still on his mind.
A/N: this was written for my OC originally, just removed names. so it's a female reader wearing a skirt. kind of works as a self-insert if you're okay with she/her pronouns.
Tags: NSFW/18+, M/F, masturbation, one-sided feelings / not in relationship, 3rd person narration
Words: 1,279
He feels disgustingly perverted. But he can't stop thinking about it.
They were in the wooded training zone together for a simple class exercise in the early morning. It was hours ago. She's tripped and fallen a little ways ahead of him. And he hadn't tried to look. It was natural to look at unexpected movement happening right in front of him.
She'd stood up and laughed it off with only the faintest hints of warmth in her cheeks, knowing he'd seen and knowing it couldn't be changed.
It was hours ago, though. He had gone through multiple other classes. Eaten lunch. Taken an exam. Went through his after-school training. Completed his school day with all the diligence and care to detail that everyone would expect from him.
Silently putting great effort into staying on task. Into forcing that single, erotically persistent mental image away from his attention.
The way the fabric hugged her butt, framed by the pleats of her skirt. He actually didn't see that much, and that somehow makes it harder to forget. The way his eyes quickly traveled up her thighs and then between them, the sharp pang of guilt before he finally forced his gaze away. He's wrong for looking – she isn't his to look at.
But he wants her to be. So, so badly. As soon as he's alone in his dormitory, the memory creeps back into his attention. This time he lets it stay there. He locks his door and doesn't bother turning on the lights, just undresses and goes straight into his shower room and starts the water.
To his credit, he does reconsider for a moment while his member twitches between his thighs, growing harder. Is it fair to do this? Is it fair to her?
I guess you aren't the worst option, she'd told him. I woulda maybe died if it was one of the first-year guys.
That must mean she wouldn't mind, no…? Yes? She was embarrassed, but she wasn't upset with him. She would have hated it if the first-years had seen, but if it was him– since it was him, she was okay with it. That's what she meant, wasn't it? This wasn't wrong, was it?
After just a moment's hesitation, Noritoshi's hand moves between his legs, grasping his erection. He was already almost full mast, just thinking about her. To think she has this much of an effect over him…
He sighs out, turning to face the wall and leaning his arm against it as he begins slowly stroking himself. Hot water pelts his back as he closes his eyes and focuses on the mental image of her, on all fours on the forest floor, the skirt of her dress haphazardly tossed up over her hips. What would she have looked like if she'd wanted him to stare longer? He thinks of her coy expressions, the beautiful curl of her lips when she wants to get a reaction out of him. Imagining her there, perking her ass up and spreading her legs for him, blushing just like he saw her today, smiling invitingly like she always does…
He moans, a soft hum low in his throat. His hand curls his palm around the tip and twists slightly. Precum quickly coats his fingers, dribbling down the rest of his cock. He gives himself a few full strokes, smearing it over himself, delighting in the smooth glide that results.
What he'd seen of her ass was just as beautiful and enticing as the rest of her. He wishes he could have touched her, the cleft where thigh meets her rear, the valley between her legs. Wishes he could have moved her panties to the side, seen pink folds beneath pink fabric…
He puts his hand back on the head, thrusting into the tunnel of his fingers. Imagining himself on his knees with her in the forest, pushing his cock into the tunnel of her warmth instead. She'd cry out his name. Kamo-kun? Noritoshi? It didn't matter. He just wanted to feel her, warm and wet and squeezing him. Wanted her to take him, to want him.
She would be welcoming but demanding, the same as she's always been. She'd let him fuck her until he couldn't anymore. She'd whine and moan and call out his name from between her glossy, plush lips, she would tell him she needs more, faster, harder, and he would give it to her as soon as she asked. Because no matter how much he pretends, deep down he knows he can't deny her anything. In fact, he wants to give her everything she could ever ask for. He would, if he could.
"Y-Y/N..."
He can't help calling out for her, too, though his voice remains quiet underneath the spray of water. He imagines his hands pushing her skirt further up, until he could grip the bare skin of her waist, pulling her body back onto his cock. Watching her ass bouncing off his hips, his member disappearing into her soft pussy over and over again.
He wishes he could give her this, make her feel this touched and pleasured. Wishes he could make her blush and beg until she came all over him, overcome by the feelings he'd aroused in her. He imagines her collapsing onto the ground after he's finished with her, turning herself over and smiling up at him, breathless and sultry, legs spread wide and fingers spreading herself even wider. His load dripping out of her hole. It's erotic and it's obscene, it's– he needs it, needs her, needs her to want him–
Noritoshi stifles his groan into his arm while his cum paints the wall in front of him with thick, creamy droplets. Hot semen dribbles down his fist while he trembles and fucks his hand in a restrained, twitchy rhythm, slowly winding down from his peak.
Noritoshi breathes in and out of his mouth once he feels he has his voice back under control. A new sense of shame washes over him when he opens his eyes and stares at the mess he'd made of the shower wall. He takes one of the wrappings out of his hair – he was so preoccupied he forgot to even remove them – and uses that to wipe it off. He'd just throw it out afterward, he has plenty to spare. There is just no way he could continue wearing the remnants of what he'd just done.
But at least now that he's gotten it out of his system, he can forget about that image properly. At his age, this was just something he had to take care of sometimes. He wasn't wrong for it.
And she would forgive him even if she knew, anyway… She'd said it herself, that he wasn't the worst option. She had laughed it off before, she would do it again.
This wasn't a bad thing that he'd done. It was just… all of it, an accident.
Tomorrow, he will be normal again. His thoughts clear, attention focused where it's actually meant to be.
He will be normal. And they will just be classmates again.
He turns back into the shower spray, and tries hard to ignore his disappointment.
#ns.fw#jjk#kamo noritoshi#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk imagines#slurp#jjk scenarios#noritoshi kamo#noritoshi kamo x reader#I swear I haven't abandoned this blog#I still check notifs and stuff#request are closed but people do occasionally send requests in there. I just am unable to fulfill them in a timely manner#no promises on that#I've moved from undergrad to post-grad education so I'm even busier than when I first started this blog#but I'd like to start posting here more casually again#maybe once every couple weeks or something manageable like that#I do write a lot but it's OC stuff that I'm not interested in posting#this is the first one where I was like “yeah I could make this work for the blog”#anyway. tl;dr would love to return but we will see how motivation/time works out for me with this#i need to make a JJK masterpost just for this. yikes
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actually...
looking at a bunch of my old favorite mutuals blogs that have been inactive for years. i miss them, even if i never really talked to any of them. when you're mutuals with a person for so long they become a comforting presence even without talking. you see them every day and read their posts about their thoughts or feelings or about what's going on in their life and so on. and they just become a part of your daily life in such a subtle way.
and then one day they just never post again. without warning. shit sucks. i actually hate it.
#i think about so many old mutuals like every day#just wondering where they've gone and what they're up to and how their lives have turned out#i love them and miss them so much#actually there have been a couple times when old mutuals suddenly become active again after years#but i can't count on that -- most don't#i wish there was some website or app or whatever#that would make it possible to stay in contact indefinitely#like i just imagine something like linktree or whatever#but also something more#just this one central hub with one username and it is just saved forever#and so any person who remembers your name can just look it up and suddenly have access to all these ways to contact you#because i've had my blog deleted a few times and like i gotta slightly change my url every time#so if someone looks up my og blog url they won't be able to find me#and that shit makes me sad#just a slight change in url could mean the difference between staying in contact#whatever#i get like this occasionally#nostalgic and sad because i miss old mutuals#scrolling their long abandoned blogs#idk why i do this to myself lmao#i do it with facebook sometimes too#i haven't posted since like high school#and sometimes i go back and see all my friends' profiles frozen in time#because a lot of their profiles are also inactive for whatever reason#i don't know why this shit makes me so sad#so yeah if you're a mutual -- even we don't talk -- don't ever just randomly delete or become inactive#even if we don't talk you can give me your other socials or whatever#or even an email idc#i just don't want to lose connection with any of you -- when i'm 80 years old i wanna reminisce with y'all#and i wanna throw everyone a feast someday
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HAPPY NEW YEAR MY DEAR FRIENDS!!! ₊⋆。‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧。⋆ฅ(Wω눈ฅ)
#personal#this year was difficult for me... I hope 2024 will be better#I want to come back here to post like I used to... I miss being here in fandoms haha#I've abandoned this blog for a long time... it's time to come back :)#so let's have fun together again my dear friends!!I haven't watched anime in 3 years haha although now I'm obsessed with hannibal lol#bro depression has really kicked my ass....#Anyway... I wish you all the best for this year!!
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tagged by @southernreaches thank you fray!!! 🫶
rules: put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for their favorite!
tagging (if you wanna do this, no pressure!!)
@yahgrondu @yharnams @pawnguild @volkihar @nokstella
@gurathins @alexheart @pinkfey @gortash @merdruid
@qingyii @ehlnofaey @tarasahl @katsigian @vilnan
#tag games#ok i know cmx r pretty much unknown outside of finland but i cant watch them go unvoted against tumblr faves lord huron and tamino#gonna vote for them myself 🫵#even if u dont understand the lyrics please check punainen komentaja out it goes so hard i promise!!!#also revealing my kpoppie past with this one 😔#no but like late 2nd gen kpop is where its at. infinite will always be special to me#also sorry i haven't rly responded to uhhh anything i've mostly been focused on recovering from the hospital stint !#strangely it fixed my sleep schedule and my messy meal schedule and like#idk if this is just a phase lol but i've been motivated to live healthier after i got home#which means less time for idle scrolling here lmao#ofc i dont wanna abandon this blog but. i gotta find the right balance. anyway consider this a semi hiatus while i figure it out#i've also been spending lots of time on the fields of mistria.....#working on my little farm and befriending the villagers is paramount to my recovery. the doctor said so
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DEL IN MY NOTES????
i think its time to be active here again muehehehehe >:)
#OHMYGOSH HI HOW ARE YOU 😭😭😭😭#I MISS U I MISS EVERYONE I MISS THE LAUKIDS#life has been insane i had abandoned this blog for so long ohgod-#coming back to this blog gave me a huge nostalgia trip I MISS IT#haven't drawn anything in such a long time 😭#HOPE YALL HAVE BEEN ALRIGHT !!!!!#i just had a huge nostalgia trip going through my old art and I was like oouuughhhwowoowughhh the laukids...... i miss those children#and the wonderful folks from the amrev fandom......#anyways hi AAA !!! i can't promise fresh new art rn but I really like to come back here more frequently as the good old times :D#also I have SO MANY unanswered asks im so sorry they are all buried in the askbox 😭#ask
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what would be some of your ocs recent google searches?
#oc#oc prompt#oc questions#tag your oc#original character#the funnier the better#i haven't abandoned this blog i promise! just busy & not having a ton of inspiration
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Omg! I’m so happy to see a new tumblr dedicated to Lex and Lana in the year 2024! This is so exciting. Thank you for this page! There is a Smallvillle podcast going on right now, I think we should all let Michael know there are die hard Lex and Lana fans out there!
Thank you for the nice words! I just thought there should be a small corner on tumblr dedicated to a possibly controversial but very interesting couple like Lex and Lana :)
#lexandlanafan4life#answered#just in case#i haven't abandoned the blog#and i'll continue to post gifs with them soon
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I'm back from the dead with a new artstyle!! This is art for the fic I still haven't finished writing lol
Colored version underneath
#the land of stories#Ignore that I still can't draw hands#Jay draws#Alex Bailey#Tlos fanart#artists on tumblr#Tlos#The land of stories fanart#I was looking through some old files and found the draft of the fic I've abandoned for months#And I decided to make art for it instead of write it lol#This was supposed to be my secret writing blog but I still haven't written anything..#It's about Alex's first week of learning magic!
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ok so one thing i'd like to see in a fic (and plan on putting in mine) is like...
so you know how tom hiddleston has played loki for like a decade. obviously he has aged, he's gotten some wrinkles, hairline receded just a little bit, etc etc, which isn't a bad thing, aging is normal. Especially in that span of time.
But loki himself is a being that would live thousands of years. Even though he does age, the amount of physical aging that tom hiddleston underwent in like a decade would probably happen over the course of several centuries for loki. But even so, you see loki age physically throughout the films, because tom does (and obviously editing tom and chris to look the same age over that many years would probably be offensive and also be a lot of extra work)
So one thing i'd love to see in a fic is like... recognizing that loki is physically aging way faster than he should. Is it all the stress he's been under from thor's coronation + torture + being on the run from thanos? Is it the effects of malnutrition? Did Thanos/The Black Order take advantage of how time is funky in space, and so even though Loki was missing for only a year, perhaps he was tortured/kept aboard The Sanctuary for several years?
And what would Loki think of this? For the context of my fic, Loki basically got resurrected a bit after Infinity War, so he would really be around to see how much his physical appearance has aged. And loki is obviously someone who cares about how he looks, i imagine he would be very self-conscious (maybe even like paranoid) of how he now looks and be sort of desperate to 'fix' it. And it would really add to the whole multi-faceted crisis he's going through.
anyways. yeah.
#bouncin around my head#i hadn't really planned to make a post about it since it would just be in my fic、#but seeing as how it's been like months since i've made any progress、i'm still not even 1/3 through、and it'd be in a later chapter...#also i've had this be my wip for years :((#i want to write it so bad i promise i haven't just abandoned it :(#i'm just so busy#and then the few times i'm not busy i have no inspiration or motivation or energy or anything :((((#please my soul years to create but this body doesnt#also this is about og loki. This is an anti-loki series blog!!#loki#og loki#aging#loki fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3#loki fanfiction#unityrain.txt#headcanon#headcanons
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eugh
#that's a sideways thumb. in between a 👍 and 👎#i've been putting most of my 'creative' focus into working on TofS and having fun with games. the rest of the focus is going into college#once i feel like i've been productive enough i might go back to normally using this blog#my own mood has been constantly flip flopping between 'Im feeling pretty good' to 'the world is fuckin over' so that might influence it too#i dont know how i feel about 'apologizing' for not actively using social media for a bit#but i promise i haven't abandoned this place and other sort of stuff. im just not feeling 100%
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It’s been awhile since I drew this guy huh?
#yugioh#yugioh zexal#Yugioh Zexal fanart#ygo zexal#yugioh zexal vector#zexal vector#I promise I'm not dead and I haven't abandon this blog#I've just been down a series of rabbit holes
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I kind of walked away from VTM and the goth subculture for a little while, but I think I'm ready to get back into it
#anyway this is my main again#goth subculture unrelated but this blog has always centered around early 2000s goth and vampire culture#so i sort of abandoned it for a bit#but a lot of stuff has happened in my life recently and it's really drawn me back to both VTM (haven't played in over a year) and being got#personal#delete later
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Answering this last inbox request and then I'm gonna put my focus on like one fic
Will probably be a smut, but I'm still deciding which killer it's gonna go to
#i haven't received anymore requests and don't think i really will#so i'm gonna shift my focus away from the blog to work on my novel when i post the next fic#i'm not abandoning it!!!#i just don't have requests and will be slower with fics lol
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((I need time off to come back to this blog and write more. Rogue muse is high but free time is low...))
#ooc.#((I swear I haven't abandoned this blog! Life has just been nightmarish lately and I have no time for writing oTL))#((Spring Break is coming up soon so I'll try to dedicate a couple days of that to writing here <3))#((Also- haven't watched 97 yet but I am hesitant about it so we'll see how that goes.#I hope it's good but I don't put any faith in basically anything these days ^^;))
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@famefckr liked for a starter!
josh looks at the blonde, licking his lips before letting out a little sigh. "maya ..." he begins, unsure where exactly to take this conversation. "i ... i don't know what you want from me, at this point in our lives. i know there was probably a lot you expected when i said i was going to play the long game, but ... i still had a lot of growing up myself to do before i could do that. before i was ready to do what you wanted then." a pause. "but during all that growing up, i never forgot about you. you were always in the back of my mind and ... like i said, i don't know what you want now. what you want us to be, what we're supposed to be. but i do know i just want you to be happy, so ... whatever will accomplish that, just tell me and i'll respect it."
#( josh matthews // interactions )#( contact list // maya hart )#( josh matthews // main )#famefckr#(i stg i will NOT abandon this thread after one reply bc that seems to be the theme w every single joshaya thread we've had-)#(tbf - i technically haven't abandoned the ones from *this* blog i just haven't ... got around to replying yet-)#(the ones from my old blogs however yeah those are abandoned rip sorry abt that ily <3)#(also josh matthews is never not in love with maya hart thank you BYE - he loves her sm gods i missed joshaya)
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