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crimeronan · 9 months ago
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just burst into tears in a post office and immediately the entire world opened up to me. easy criers must have the best lives what the fuck. i should stop taking my prozac Immediately.
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munsons-melody · 10 months ago
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the russian starlette (prelude)
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summary: after taking a job at starcourt, you accidentally get entangled with russians underneath the mall who decided to experiment on you, causing you to gain telekinetic powers
pairing: female!henderson!reader x eddie munson x steve harrington?
cw: none
word count:  1.0k
a/n: this part of the fic takes place in s3/the summer of 1985 and follows the storyline of s3 closely
✰ part one: the prelude
✰ part two: the experiment
✰ part three: the return (coming soon)
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i do not consent to having any of my works republished, translated, or posted to any other site except here. if you see my works anywhere but tumblr, it has been republished without my knowledge, consent, or permission
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god you wish you never took that stupid job at starcourt mall, but steve was a little too convincing...
"c'mon y/n, we'll go in, apply to a couple of places and if we hear back that's great and then you can save up for a car and i'll save up for college or whatever" steve explained as you sat in his car outside the mall
the engine was turned off, leaving you to contemplate in the silence, your head leaning against the window and your body facing him in the drivers seat
"i don't know steve... a job at the mall?" you questioned and he looked at you with eyes sweeter than honey
"look, you've been saying yourself you feel bad i'm driving you everywhere and that your mom would meet you halfway on the price of a car" he said, using your own words against you
"yeah and eddie's not around to drive me too" you said sadly
you sighed
okay fine, part of the reason you didn't want to get a job at starcourt was because your boyfriend eddie was touring around america with some new band called guns n' roses and it made you feel like the biggest loser that you're stuck in the the middle of nowhere indiana working at a mall
but you knew steve was right, and that you couldn't depend on eddie to drive you to school anymore, and that you felt bad that steve had been driving the two of you around the past few months
you knew you needed the independence so you sighed, and got up, your back cracking a little in the process
"fine, let's go get a job but i'm not dealing with anything with food" you said as the two of you got out of the car and shut the doors
"yeah i'm sorry but you really just can't cook for shit" steve laughed and the two of you started walking inside
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after a month at working at the gap, and seeing your paycheck, things weren't too bad working at the mall
steve got his job at scoops ahoy and luckily, his schedule somehow coincided with yours so he would drive the two of you
you had talked to eddie a few times over the past week, last time you guys spoke he said he was somewhere on the east coast and he was very happy for you and your new job
of course, you still felt like a loser working at the gap in hawkins while your boyfriend is an actual rockstar but steve made the mall bareable
plus, you finally became friends with robin, a girl you would always see around school but never talked to
the three of you would hang out constantly, and you were just happy in your little life of sneaking into the movies with them, or when steve would finish up before you and bother you in the store by trying on random clothes to keep you entertained till you left an hour later
that was until dustin came home from summer camp
you had finished up early at your shift at the gap, and walked over to scoops ahoy to bother steve and robin for the remainder of their shifts
it was nearing dinner time, meaning, most people weren't getting ice cream to eat, leaving the shop empty but you heard the three of them bustling around in the back
you rang the bell, and steve opened up the small window that separated the back room from the front counter
"oh hey y/n, we're just uh- doing stuff back here..." steve said, glancing behind him and then back to you
"wait it's y/n?" you heard dustin say and suddenly his face appeared next to steve's
"come back here, quickly and calmly, i need to tell you something huge" dustin said and you did as you were told
a few minutes later, dustin had explained how he picked up a russian transmission, and that they were trying to crack a secret russian code
hours after hours, you continued to listen to the same message over and over again till eventually you all figured out they were talking about the mall
which led you to the next problem, getting past the big scary russian with a big gun guarding the door
"or i could take him out" steve said nonchalantly
"take who out?" robin questioned
"the guard?" steve replied
"did you forget the part about the big gun?" dustin asked with an annoyed tone
but that guy was the least of your worries
after the secret elevator plummeted down to a crash on the bottom floor, and all five of you slipped through the elevator doors, you were on to finding more of the russians underneath starcourt
after walking for what seemed like miles, you all stumbled upon the hub full of russian guards, scientists, doctors, along with the comms room
and of course chaos ensued again
once in the comms room, you were taken aback by seeing someone in the room with you
robin tried to say the code to the russian man before steve started screaming and charged at the man, knocking him out
"you did it! you won a fight!" dustin exclaimed before a bigger issue caught your eye, the russian's were attempting to open the gate with a large machine which instantly made your stomach drop
alarms started blaring when the guards noticed the five of you, causing panic to ensue and everyone started running
your heart was pounding as everyone scrambled to outrun the guards, steve knocking over giant steel barrels in attempts to slow them down when you all ran into a room, slamming the door behind you
steve pressed his body against the door to keep it shut
"help me!" he yelled as the you and robin ran to him, pressing against the door with all your might
you watched as dustin and erica climbed up stairs and started descending into a hole in the floor
the weight of the guards pushing back seemed to be getting greater and greater
"i'll never forget you!" dustin screamed
"go!" you all screamed in unison as dustin shut the hatch
the guards eventually pushed open the door, causing everyone to go flying
it all went in slow motion as they opened the door, the weight of the push had sent your body flying to the wall, knocking you into complete darkness
to be continued…
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flowtus143 · 8 months ago
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VA-11 Hall-A Fan Fiction: Bedtime Story
Some #va11halla fan fiction I wrote a while back. Don’t know what to do with it, so I’ll post it here. Hope you enjoy!
#va11halla
#va11halla
#va11halla
After re-establishing their sisterly bond, Jill and Gaby have been spending a lot of time together. They both wish to support each other through the grieving process and, in the long term, play a larger role in each other’s lives. Jill thought it would be great for Gaby to meet some of her friends and invited Alma and Dorothy to hang out them at her apartment. Alma was excited at the idea of hanging out with Jill and meeting Gaby for a second time and arrived early. The three are chatting the night away when the doorbell rings. Jill answers the door…
???: “And the crowd goes WILD!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!”
???: “And she haven't even taken off her shoes yet!!”
J: Oh, hey Dorothy. Glad you could make it.
J: You can leave you shoes at the door, with the others.
A: Dorothy! Hey girl!
D: Party’s here!!! Hey honey, hey Alma! Hey, uh, umm…
G: …
J: Right, you two haven’t met before. Gaby, this is Dorothy. She a regular at Valhalla and-
D: A REGULAR!?!? JUST A REGULAR!?!? 
J: Relax. Anyway, Dorothy’s a regular and a really good friend of mine.
A&D: Aww, Jill!!
J: S-shut up. Dorothy, this is Gaby. She's my ex’s little sister…and kinda like my little sister too.
G: ...nice to meet you.
D: Hey, Gaby! Nice to meet you, too!
D: Oh, and I'm sorry for you loss. Jill and Dana told me about your sister a few week ago.
G: …it's okay.
G: I mean, it's not okay. I'm doing the best I can, but it's been hard. It goes without saying but…I miss Lenore.
G: Reconnecting with Jill has been really great for processing my sister's passing.
J: …
J: …yeah, same for me.
A: Wow, you were right, Jill. She is really smart, especially for someone so young.
J: Yep. Always has been. She got it from her sister.
A: Don't you mean sisters? 
J: … *blush*
D: Well, I'm glad both of you guys are starting to feel better! Gaby, let me know if I can do anything for you! I'll be more than happy to help!
J: I don't think she'll be needing your kind of help.
D: Hey!
G: What’s that supposed to mean?
A: …really, Jill?
D: I wouldn't offer that kind of help to a minor anyway!
J: Gaby, forget I said anything.
G: Umm, what kind of help?
D: The kind that…makes lonely people feel a little less lonely!
J: Just forget about it, Gaby.
G: …
G: So, you're a prostitute?
J: …dammit.
A: Like you said, smart girl.
D: W-well, yeah. But I wasn't offering those services to you! Really!!
D: I just wanted you to know that I'm here to support you!
G: …thanks. I'll keep that in mind.
A: Jill!! Time for you to offer drinks!
J: We’re not at the bar.
A: But we are guests in your home. Soooooo…
D: I'll take a beer!
J: …fine.
A: Same, since that's all you have around here.
G: Umm…I'll have some water, or…?
J: We're all having water since there's an underaged person hanging out with us.
J: (That was a one-time thing, Gaby.)
G: (Oh, okay…)
J: Four bottles of water, coming right up.
G: Thanks Jill!
D: Thanks, honey!
A: Yeah, thanks Juli-
J: Finish that sentence and I'll make you wear that water.
D: Booby hacker…dripping wet…
???: (Yeah, throw it on her. Maybe she'll take her top off. Don't you want to see her body in all its curvy glory?)
J: (…is that…?)
D: Yes, I'd love to…
J: Huh!?
A: Haha okay, okay, Ms. Stingray. I would tell you to calm down, but I know my presence, my aura, is flustering.
J: You wish. More like frustrating.
D: Honey, I've never seen you get so bothered before! You're always so calm and cool.
G: She was the same way with Lenore. Nobody could get under Jill’s skin the same way Lenore could.
A: Do I remind you of your ex? Does that mean…
J: Alright, enough…
A: Oh, sorry…thanks for the water Jill…
J: My pleasure.
A: …hug?
J: I’m okay. You’re fine, Alma.
D: Group hug on Jill! Sandwich her with love!
J: No, really. I'm fine. Next subject.
G: What do you want to talk about?
D: OH, I KNOW!!!
D: So, I have an INCREDIBLY story to tell you all!
J: Is it a story from work?
D: Yes!
A: A different type of bedtime story, huh?
J: Pfffft.
G: …
D: There's lots of rope involved too!
J: Well, tell us after Gaby goes to sleep.
G: No need to wait, I'll excuse myself. I don't think I want to hear that kind of story anyway.
J: No, don't leave. We want you to hang out, too.
G: It's fine. I'll just go to your room with Fore for the next 30 or so minutes.
“F”: But I want to hear the story too!
G: …
A: ...
D: …
J: …
“F”: …
G: …we’ll be back soon.
J: …
A: Soooo…about that rope story…
D: *ahem*
D: Saturday, January 7th.
D: A lone woman leaves a bar to meet with a peculiar client. 
D: It was a blistering cold walk through the streets of downtown Glitch City. The flickering lights of overdue MegaChristmas decorations and the hum of the neon signs were the woman's only companions.
D: She receives a call. It's the client.
D: “Hey! I'm heading towar-”
D: The client interrupts the woman before she could even finish her sentence. So rude!
???: “Be discreet. I don't want anyone seeing us meet.”
A: Oooooh, meeting with a big shot?
J: Can you get to the point?
D: But I wanted to add some drama and flair to the story!
A: Jill isn't the type to enjoy foreplay.
J: Nonsense. I play with Fore all the time.
A: And you talk for him too, apparently.
J: …
A: Sorry, Jill! As long as we're friends, you'll never live that down!
D: ANYWAY, BACK TO MY STORY!
D: Skipping ahead a bit, we arrive at his place. It's quite fancy. Maybe a bit gaudy too. Huge bottles of alcohol, giant television screens, massive Texas king-sized bed.
J: Texas? I thought king-sized was the biggest.
D: I did too until I saw his bed. But that's not the most interesting part. He had ropes and harnesses fastened to these giant frames.
A: Listen, I've had my fair share of experiences with shady guys in shady places. But this is severe red flag territory. Weren't you scared? I would've got THE FUCK outta there.
D: I was a little tense, but considering who he was made me feel a little more relaxed. Plus, finger guns.
A: Right…who was he?
D: I don't kiss and tell!
A: Jill, you ask her. Maybe she'll tell you.
J: I already know who it is, I think.
A: Ugh, fine.
D: Back to the story. I was like…
D: “Umm…what are the ropes and stuff for?”
???: “For you, of course. Rope bondage. And you're the bunny.”
D: “I-I don’t think I’d make a good ‘bunny.’ I'm not into overly submissive types of play.”
???: “Don't worry about it. We’re not fucking, if that makes you feel better.”
D: My heart was really starting to race at this point. I’ve never shot anyone before, but there’s a first time for everything.
D: “…then, what are we doing?”
???: *sigh* “Everybody has a price. Here's my offer.”
???: “I’ll explain everything I want and I’ll give you an extra 25% on top of your normal rate. Willing to hear me out?”
D: “Sure…”
???: “Smart choice. Ever heard of shibari?”
D: “No…what's that?”
J: Shibari? Interesting, I've seen it before. It's the Japanese art of rope bondage. The rope is beautifully wrapped around a person's body and-
D: Jill! This is my story!
A: Neeeeeerd!
J: …please continue, Dorothy.
???: “I want to use these ropes and harnesses to bound you, pose you, and suspend you in midair. I want to take pictures too.”
???: “Here are some photos of my other work.”
D: “Wow, this is beautiful!”
???: “You can do that, can’t ya? We can get some really good shots with those extra flexible Lilim limbs. So, you in or out?”
D: “In!”
D: At first, I was terrified. I was completely naked and submitting myself entirely to a stranger.
D: But he was shockingly good at applying bondage so, my fears melted away pretty quickly. It didn't hurt at all!
A: Did you get some good photos out of it?
D: Yes! We did four different poses and got dozens of good shots. I'll show you if you don't mind seeing me naked.
A: Ehh, I don't mind. That was an interesting story, Dorothy!
D: Thanks!
J: Yeah, I was half expecting the story to be “this guy had a really weird dick.”
D: Well, that's not interesting at all! That's just my average Tuesday.
D: But yeah! That's my story! The end!
A: *clap*
J: Okay, Gaby, you can come back now!
G: Okay!
G: Shibari sounds really cool.
J, A, & D: YOU WERE LISTENING!?
G: …
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larabiatasstuff · 2 years ago
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Hey bestie 😁 could I make a request please? Could we please have a scenario where Terry wants his girlfriend to sit on his face, but shes really shy about it? CK and KK3 please 💚
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Sure🖤I hope you like it Bestie 🙏
(kk3) It was already late on a Sunday night. Terry and I were lying on the bed having a steamy make out session. When we broke the kiss to get some air he looks at me biting his bottom lip. "May I ask you something baby?" "Of course honey, I'm all ears." he propped himself up on his elbow and looked into my eyes. "I'd like to try something new with you. You know I like variety." "And what do you want to try honey?" he gives me a wide grin. "I want you to sit on my face." I was shocked and sat up beside him. "Do you think that's a good idea honey? I mean I'm not a light weight and what if you can't breath..." Terry put a hand on my cheek "Hey baby baby listen it'll be alright. Let's try it please baby for me. You'll like it I promise." I sighed "Okay but you have to give me a sign if something's wrong." "Don't worry baby I'll give you three taps on your thigh if I'm dying. Come on, relax baby. You don't have to be nervous around me." Terry said and lies on his back. I carefully crawled on top of him and sat on his chest. "There's no need to worry baby. Just enjoy it." he softly stroke my thighs to calm me down. Then he puts his hands on my butt and pulls me closer so I could feel his warm breath on my pussy that send a shiver down my body. Terry started kissing my inner thighs till he reached the spot I wanted him the most. I felt myself blush, my whole face felt hot and I couldn't bring myself to look at him. Suddenly I felt his tongue drawing circles over my clit. I gasped in surprise. The feeling was overwhelming, he hit every right spot and the angle was so good. "Oh my...Terry it feels good, so good." I felt him smiling between my legs. He increased the speed started licking and sucking that all my worries were gone. I felt my orgasm building in my stomach. "God Terry please don't stop, I'm so close honey." his grip on my thighs got tighter and my whole body was shaking as I came harder than ever before. I got off of him and snuggled into his side. "What do you think baby?" Terry asked "Terry that was amazing. I never felt something like that before. Thank you for convincing me honey." he pulled me into a very passionate kiss. "Anything for you baby."
(CK) The thing I loved most about Terry, was that he always came up with something new when it comes to the bedroom. He was always so passionate and gentle but today I could feel that he was up to something. "Come on what's on your mind honey? I can see that you're thinking about something." he gave me a mischievous grin "You know me too well my love. You're right I actually thought about something try with you." he let's his fingers wander over my thigh as he says that "Okay, tell me.I'm very curious now." "I want to try facesitting with you." he said looking straight in my eyes waiting for my reaction. I needed a moment to process what he just said . "Are you alright my love?" "Oh yes, yes I'm just a bit surprised that's all um are you sure you wanna try that? I mean..." "No sweetheart, don't start with 'I'm too heavy' or stuff like that. I heard it's very pleasurable for women and I'm eager to try it with you. You don't have to worry about anything my love please let me take care of you." he grabbed me gently by the jaw and kissed me." Alright but what if something happens? We need a sign. " I said." Hm how about I tap your thigh three times if I'm uncomfortable. But I promise it will be fine my love. Take a deep breath and join me sweetheart." Terry said while lying down on his back pulling me with him." It's okay sweetheart, come here. " he helped me positioning myself on his chest, shaking of nervousness." It's okay my love calm down. You'll enjoy it I promise. " that's when he pulled me closer to his face. His hands stroking and gently massaging my thighs. He starts placing open mouthed kisses on my thighs, his grip on my thighs strong to hold me in place. He kissed his way straight to my already wet pussy and without hesitation he starts licking and sucking on my sensitive clit. He was right it felt amazing and loud moans left my throat in response to his actions. "Yes Terry, right there,... God I'm so close." Terry inserted two fingers and started fucking me without stopping to eat me out. It felt like my body was on fire when I came and immediately collapsed beside him. "Oh my, honey I... That was fantastic." Terry smiled and gave me a slow sensual kiss. "See? I told you, you would like it. Maybe we do it more often from now on."
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minho-hoho · 3 years ago
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Yandere!Enhypen reaction to: Innocent!Naive!S/O finding out about their yandere behaviours and then wanting to leave Pt. 1
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Pocketz ver.
Genre: Yandere themes, murders etc...
Requested: Yes
A/N: REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN, however I'll usually take one to three days to publish them or to publish anything for that matter. I'll also do the maknae line shortly
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Lee Heeseung ¦ 이 희승
You and Heeseung were out for a nice coffee shop date and just wandering around town. When it was getting late and dark outside. Heeseung decided that it was safer if he accompanied you to your house. As you were walking back to your house, not so far from your house, you found an old friend of yours and stopped for a while to chat and catch up on each other's lives. You were so immersed in you conversation with your old pal that you didn't notice your boyfriend getting seriously upset. He was basically fuming. What you did notice was that Heeseung was really clingy. He was like an addicted leech. You kept pushing him off because it was kind of embarrassing to you. But he kept coming back and the fact that you kept pushing him off truly offended him.
At one point he had enough and decided to take the situation into his own hands. He harshly grabbed you by your arm and told you friend to go away. You were appalled by Heeseung's actions, that wasn't what he was like normally. Your friend objected and said that he could talk to you since he's known you for much longer. That made Heeseung's blood boil even more. He couldn't contain his emotions and started to beat up your friend as he was trying to get away and to scream for help. You were crying and yelling at Heeseung to stop, but you saying this to him only made him angrier and within two seconds he stomped on your friends chest, killing him in the process.
You rushed to your friend's corpse, you couldn't believe what just happened. Your boyfriend just killed someone because he was jealous. You wanted to call the police but you were so shocked that you couldn't, all you could do was stare at your dead friend's body laying on the cold ground.
After 2 minutes, Heeseung managed to somewhat calm down. He saw you and immediately rushed to your side.
“Honey, honey, shh” He told you, looking all innocent all while covered in blood.
“You don't need him anyways, all you need is me. He was only bothering us, don't you think?” He added, cupping your face to make you look at him instead.
“Plus, he knows that you're mine so it's entirely his fault for not backing off in the first place.” He said trying to calm you down.
“You shouldn't cry for that asshole, you know. If you don't stop someonens going to hear you. And it won't end graciously. And you wouldn't want another person dead solely because of you, now do you?” He said sounding now more firm and harsh. You nodded not wanting anything else to happen. He smiled at you and pecked you on your lips before getting up. His hands left blood on your tear stained cheeks. He told you to go inside your home and he'll take care of your, now dead, friend and that he'll join later.
“I'll try to be fast. Don't you dare running away or calling the police okay? Love you baby”
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Park Jay ¦ 박 제이
You were at school, in your classroom talking with your group of friends. Everything was going fine until Jay entered the room. You greeted him before going back to your conversation. Your friend started to gush over him as you were sighing and laughing at the stupidity of what they were saying about him. At one point Jay approached all of you. You honestly thought some of your friends were about to die. Anyways all of you were happily chatting with him, until of one your classmates, Hyungjun came over. He was also very popular and it was known between your friend group that the two of you had a thing, nothing official as you two were both taking your sweet time. As soon as he came Jay glared at him, but Hyungjun did not care, all he wanted was to talk with you. You were blushing as you two talked, Jay noticed the thing between you two and absolutely hated it. You and him were meant to be together, so why would you be hanging out with someone that couldn't even come close to him?
He had no problem killing your little friend, he already did with other people as long as it was for you, he didn't mind. But this time it might be a bit more complicated as it was clear that you two were very close. So instead he chose to warn you beforehand, so that maybe he won't have to kill someone else.
At the end of your classes, Jay came to you and told you that he needed to talk to you in private. You agreed and the both of you went to a more private place to talk comfortably.
“Hey I wanted to ask you, are you and Hyungjun dating or something?” He asked with a cold face, which sort of intimidated you.
“Oh, not really. It's not official, we're taking things slow, you know” You answered truthfully.
Jay sighed at your response, which made you tilt your head in response. Why was he sighing? Was he sad? Did he like you? You didn't need to ask yourself any more questions because Jay answered them no more than 30 seconds later.
“Whatever thing is happening between the two of you must stop ok? Just so you know you're mine and mine only. And it's not going to be some random dumbass that's going to take you away from me.” He looked down at you. He looked so serious, so much so that you were actually scared of what he might do if you didn't oblige.
“What if.... I don't?” You asked, immediately regretting ever trying to oppose him.
"Well, he's going to end up like the other students, but haven't I killed enough people for you?” Your eyes widened at his confession. You couldn't believe your ears. Did he just say that he was he one who killed those people in town? Not like it mattered anymore, you were trapped. Jay got closer to you and pushed you against the wall before blocking you.
“Now that I think that my message successfully got through, I think that we can start dating now, hm?” He said slightly smirking at your distressed state. You nodded, knowing that your life will never go back to normal anymore.
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Sim Jake ¦ 심 제이크
You and your boyfriend were just peacefully eating breakfast in your kitchen. As you two finished you decided to go and change yourself into some new clothes while Jake waited for you. At one point Jake decided to go and search for something he forgot in the garage. By that point you already finished getting dressed up, so you went back to the kitchen to start doing the dishes. Your boyfriend's phone buzzed so you went and took a look at it. You saw that it wasn't his usual phone. You didn't remember him changing his phone. It seemed like someone was messaging him. You managed to read some of the messages, they talked about the other person managing to kill Lana, one of your co-workers who was bothering you. Your eyebrows lifted a bit wondering if all of this was a joke or something. It all seemed suspicious but Jake was the sweetest person you knew and it was the case for many people, so you decided to forget about it and just mention it to Jake that you saw the messages.
When Jake came back, you explained what you saw earlier. Jake did not really seem shocked or nervous, so you assumed it was a joke and he comfirmed it to you too, that it was in fact, a running joke between he and his friend.
You had honestly forgotten about this until you went back to work two days later. Your boss, who generally didn't come to see you and your colleagues, came to announce something important and devastating.
“Everyone, today I am saddened to give you those terrible news” He took a pause.
“3 days ago, Choi Lana was missing and yesterday, Lana was found dead.” A heavy atmosphere took place. You were sad for her family. But you didn't worry about it more than that.
It was when you saw Jake, when you came home that you remembered the previous incident. It all dawned on you, but you honestly didn't fully believe it.
“Good afternoon baby” Jake greeted you as you passed the front door.
“Did you hear that your co-worker Lana died recently?” He said to you casually as your eyes started to slowly fill with horror and fear. You nodded.
“Apparently it was a murder” He added now looking at you intensively. He quickly noticed that you put the pieces together, with the look on your face.
“How did you know that?” You said your voice becoming quieter with each words coming out.
“Oh, someone told me. But honestly don't you feel glad that she's gone and won't bother you anymore?”
“Well sort of...” You trailed off.
“Did you... I mean... Did your friend kill her?” You asked hesitantly. Jake's eyes darkened, it was now a certainty that you knew about what they did to Lana.
“Ah, yes. He did, I paid my "friend" to kill her, she was bullying you anyway.” He said as it was a the most normal thing to do.
“I don't think you understand how much I do for you. I just did what was the best for you, like always. And in the end it always end wonderfully, doesn't it?” But this time it was too much for you to handle.
“No... You're joking right?” He shook his head without a hint of remorse showing on his face. You could not be with someone who killed a human being.
“Jake, no way... I can't date someone who kills with no remorse” Jake's eyes darkened and his brows furrowed.
“Baby... You can't leave me. Everything I do is for you. After all I've done for you this is how thank me?” You started to feel guilty, for trying to leave him but a part of your brain still told you to leave.
“J-Jake I don't know... This is not normal, you should get helped maybe...” Jake clearly saw that you his manipulation wasn't working as well as he planned, but he wasn't going to stop.
“Honey, what I did was for your well-being, this is what every good boyfriend should do. You're so perfect and all I'm doing is making sure only quality people are in your life.” You were slowly starting to get convinced.
“But it's still murder!” You said trying to convince yourself
“You're using big words, she wasn't adding anything of value to everyone's life. She was bullying you anyways, in the end it's not a big loss. You know, I'm doing so much and you're trying discredit my work for you. That hurts Y/N. I truly thought you understood me and loved me...” You lost it. He had managed to break your mind to convince you that murder was okay, just so you could stay.
“No no... I understand. I won't leave you, ever. You're only protecting me, I'm sorry. ” You said looking down at the floor feeling guilty for even trying to leave such a "sweet" soul.
“It's okay baby, now come over here” He said smiling contently.
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Park Sunghoon ¦ 박 성훈
A/N: I've already mentioned in my Yan!Sunghoon Headcannons how it would happen, this is just a more detailed explanation of how it is going to happen
It was a chilly afternoon and you and your boyfriend decided to chill and cuddle at his house.
You were both cuddling on the couch while watching movies. You didn't live very far away from Sunghoon's house, but it was still a good 10 minute walk to his house. And since you had stuff to do you couldn't stay to sleep over, which was made clear to Sunghoon beforehand.
It was getting late, and as much as you wanted to stay with your boyfriend you had things to do that couldn't wait.
“I'm so sorry, but I need to get going now” You said getting up from the couch and stretching. Sunghoon looked at you baffled and shocked, his face then turned more serious and he frowned.
“What? No way. Can't you stay longer, it's getting dark outside, you should sleep over.”
He told you, while starting to pout a little.
“I'm sorry, but I've told you I couldn't. But we'll talk and see each other soon!” You said, with a joyful tone, to cheer him up a little.
“But... You should stay. Stay with me Y/N, please” He said his bottom lip fully jutting out. You smiled, and chuckled.
“You know the answer, I really can't today.”
And it went on and on for 5 minutes straight before Sunghoon had enough. He went over to the door looking angry and locked it.
“Now you're not going anywhere.” He said looking at you smugly. You raised your eyebrows and asked him to open the door, so that you could go home.
“In your dreams only, sweetie. You live here now.” He voiced out to you. You laughed lightly before asking him if it was some sort of sick joke or prank he was trying to pull on you. He looked seriously offended, his mouth slightly agape.
“Why would I be joking about this? I'm very much serious. Don't you like the idea of living with me forever and ever?” He inquired, expecting you to agree that it was great idea.
“It's not that, but isn't it too early? Plus, I still have things to do today, so I need to go.” You replied trying to reason with him. He sighed out of annoyance and frustration caused by the lack of cooperation on your part.
“Ugh, we love each other, don't we? So you're living with me, and you're sleeping here tonight.” He said stubbornly.
“But I can't and I don't want to right now!” You almost shouted wanting to make your point come across.
“It wasn't a question. You're staying here whether you like it or not.” He spoke strictly.
“Now give me your phone.” He ordered. You did as told, the voice in your head told you to not mess around, you knew Sunghoon wasn't normal right now and you might even get hurt.
“You staying here will make everything so much easier. Since you won't see anyone else, I won't have to take care of a lot of people. Nobody will steal you away from me anymore.” He said so casually.
“I-I won't be able to go out anymore?” You asked worried about what will happen to you.
“Pff. Off course not. I don't want to share you with anyone anymore.” He laughed as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“It's tiring. I don't see why you wouldn't to stay here with me forever. You only need me anyways.” Sunghoon adds not understanding your point of view and your feelings at all.
You didn't know how to process everything that was happening. Will you be held captive here for the rest of your life? Since when Sunghoon was this crazy? You went to the door yourself and tried to open it yourself. You tried forcing it open but it didn't work, you were starting to get truly scared as Sunghoon only snickers from the living room. The only thing you could do was to try and convince him to let you go but you knew that it wouldn't work anyway.
“Mmh, seems like the door is locked babe.” He called out to you with a playful tone. You turned around glaring at him, which only made him smile more.
“Why are you upset baby? Shall we cuddle to make you feel better?” He asked you innocently.
“No! I want to go home! And don't call me baby or whatever nicknames you have. We're not dating anymore.” You exclaimed.
By now Sunghoon wasn't amused or smiling anymore. Were you trying to break up with him? He couldn't believe it, he was literally made for you how couldn't you see that.
“First of all, you're not going anywhere else anymore. Second of all I can call you whatever I want and lastly, we're not breaking up. Ever.” He meanly said to you.
“Now you better stop saying nonsense before I get angry and you end up hurt, okay? I won't hesitate to punish you if you keep saying that you want to leave.” He got up from his seat.
“I'll go and take a shower, you wait for me here.” He added as he went to his bedroom.
You now found yourself sitting on the floor, wondering how did you end up in a such messed up situation not realising that tears were falling down your cheeks.
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[ idol!au ] — ateez x 7/11 employee reader
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notes: this is so fucking stupid i'm cackling. some are based on their vlogs : minkiway, achallenz, ateezlog, and 1day vlog.
— hongjoong
"Let's get the strawberry yogurt smoothie."
"But we already got too many custard and pudding cups?"
"Do you want San to mope for the next two days?"
"No?"
"Alright then. So, get the yogurt smoothie."
You hear the commotion and bickering before even spotting the two, a faint smile finding itself onto your features. You most definitely weren't eavesdropping. Their bickering was audible throughout the entire expanse of the small store, and you finally peered up from organizing the display of flavored gum to spot the smaller of the two give the taller an exasperated expression.
"You know I don't like spicy! Why would you even suggest that, you bum?"
"You asked for my opinion, Joong," Seonghwa rolls his eyes, gaze locking with yours in the process. A knowing smile crawls its way onto his visage for a brief second, before it's replaced with a faux look of concern, "Oh! Y/n! Why don't you suggest something new for Hongjoong to try out?"
At the sound of your name being called, the smaller male stiffens considerably, hand nearly loosening around the packet of kimbap in his hands. With a suspicious glare, his head instantly snaps to his friend, who in return sent a friendly smile towards you. Seonghwa nearly laughed at the flustered male in his peripheral vision, before nodding in acknowledgment towards you once you made yourself towards the aisle. Hongjoong helplessly watched as you conversed with Seonghwa, your laughter ringing in his ears like soft, melodious chimes.
The tips of Hongjoong's ears burned red, his hand subconsciously reaching up several times to tussle his tresses and hide the obvious signs of his infatuation and nervousness. Seonghwa's eyes glimmered with mischief as they briefly darted to eye his sweating comrade.
"I really like this one," you picked up a warm pack of the spicy cheese kimbap to offer them a look, your eyes flickering to Hongjoong immediately, "But you don't like anything spicy, right Hong-"
"I'll take it!"
Seonghwa merely casts him a look of surprise, and Hongjoong almost stutters as the taller scrutinizes him. Was he that obvious?
"I've actually been enjoying spicy food for the past few weeks," he claims defensively, shoulders straightening and frame subconsciously leaning towards your own as he quickly picks up a conversation with you, cheeks red and lips tugged up into a jaw-breaking smile.
When the two step out of the small convenience store, plastic bags in hand, Seonghwa waste no millisecond to address the elephant in the room, tone complacent and all.
"You're whipped."
— seonghwa
You stare at the blue cart filled to the brim with yogurt cups, and you give the tall male a puzzled look. You were accustomed to having the eight men from upstairs purchase an abundance of food, from dried goods to ready-to-eat meals, but this was new.
"Seonghwa, is this really for all eight of you? Just.. yogurt," you mused curiously, hesitant hands reaching towards the yogurt cups to begin scanning and bagging them.
"Yes and no," he offers a soft smile, hands reaching towards the number candle display, rolling it to the side in search of the desired numbers. He places a number 2 and 3 onto the counter, and you're even more confused than before, "It's for Hongjoong's cake. His birthday is today."
"Then why do you need the yogurt?"
"The yogurt is the cake."
Your lips form a silent 'oh' as you nodded absentmindedly. The two of you share a moment of silence, before your shared laughter erupts throughout the convenience store.
"How thoughtful of you, Hwa," you drawl out teasingly, gaze unwavering from his chiseled face, "That's cute. I bet he'll love it."
Seonghwa nods silently, a polite smile brightening his features as he helps you with the items and bags, insisting he'll pack up the yogurt while you scan. He had a habit of always needing to help and making sure he wasn't being too much of a bother. His head snaps up once you call his name for nth time, and a faint dusting of pink blooms on his facial features as he meets your gaze, "Oh. Sorry, did you call me?"
You giggle lightheartedly as you finalize the amount of his purchase, eyes curiously meeting his, "If you were to pick a non-traditional birthday cake, what would it be?"
"Ah, tteokbokki," he states without a second to lose, eyes sparkling underneath the fluorescent lights of the store, "it will definitely be tteokbokki."
"When the time comes, I'll gladly make you a tteokbokki birthday cake," you accept the cash from his hands, before closing the cash register with a bump of your hip, hands working on tying the two plastic bags filled with yogurt cups, "I mean- of course, if you don't mind that is?"
A bashful smile nearly breaks his face into two as he accepts the bags, hands purposefully brushing against your knuckles a second too long as he nearly laughs in amusement at your nervous smile, "I'd love that, Y/n."
— yunho
You wrap the damp rag around your lithe finger to wipe around the buttons and crevices of the dusty cash register. Once it was practically sparkling, you decided to wipe away at the glass fridge displays, roughly rubbing the stubborn fingerprints that remained on the surface.
The doorbell chimed, and from where you stood, you were unable to see the customer that had just walked in. The sound of a group of males pierced the silence of the store, along with the rumbling of the vending machines in the corner. Nevertheless, you called out with a warm welcome and hastily wiped the last of the few glass doors. Your co-worker was supposed to be here minutes ago, while you were slaving around cleaning the place all on your own and dealing with customers simultaneously.
Removing your gloves, you internally grumbled at the fact your co-worker was late from lunch for the third time this same week. Stomping your way towards the cash register you failed to remember to add a wet-floor sign onto the area you had just mopped, utterly forgetting about the whole ordeal as you made yourself to the front of the store. As you turned the corner, your sneakers skidded loudly against the slippery tiles, your frame instantly thrown off balance as a clipped yelp left your mouth, hands bracing in front of your face to shield it from any damage.
It took a few seconds for you to realize a pair of arms were secured around your waist, and you silently gaped at the male above you with a stupefied expression.
Of course, it had to be him.
The very same man you've been crushing on for a few months now. The very same man who worked three stories above you.
Yunho was so graceful for someone so tall.
"Oh, thanks," he laughed in amusement at your shocked expression, your hands reaching up to clamp around your mouth in horror, "Are you okay though? You... uh, you should put a wet-floor sign. Wouldn't want anyone suing you for falling, now would you?"
Heaven knows you were never more thankful for your co-worker being late again than ever before. You were so close to him, you can practically smell the cologne sprayed on his neck.
"No! No, of course not! I'll get it right away!"
When you scurry from his arms and to the back to rummage in the closet, Wooyoung's voice and laughter ring out loudly behind you.
"But you fall harder every time we come here! Just sue Y/n alread—" a muffled sound of a punch and a loud squeal of pain followed suit, "Ow! Hulk hands! What was that for!?"
— yeosang
In the late hours of the evening, you found yourself guiding Yeosang through the aisles of the convenience store for a mission he had to complete for a series they were filming. When you spotted no cameras around, you sighed in relief.
"You know you're cheating, right?" You ask as the male crouches down to examine the array of rice balls and other food on display.
"There are no cameras here. No one will know."
You pause momentarily to glance at the security camera nestled in the corner, before rolling your eyes and crouching next to him to aid him in his task. This isn't an uncommon occurrence. Yeosang has come down to the store numerous times to grab items for the vlogs he filmed. One time it was utensils and a bowl, and the other time was an abundance of gummy bears.
"I can't believe you're making me do this for you," you laugh in disbelief as he stands to watch you look around for a particular item.
"You know what my members like more than I do," he muses with a soft smile, "they practically live here."
"Yeosang," you called out with a quirk of your brow, "you live with them. If anyone's capable, it's you."
"I know. I still need your help though."
You internally sigh and get to work, not that you minded in the slightest. Your heart was practically hammering out of your chest the moment he stepped foot inside the store.
"The guys usually get this pack of ramyun almost every visit, along with this rice ball," you arrange the food in his cart, before dragging him into another aisle, "We also got this new shipment of honey rice cakes- I'm sure Seonghwa will like them. He usually prefers the older types of snacks. Wait. Do you need Mingi's diarrhea medicine too?" You joke with a lighthearted laugh.
Yeosang gives you a grimace, and his judging eyes study you for a second too long that has your neck and ears heating up rapidly, "No, Y/n. Mingi's digestive system is doing just fine now.."
Yeosang nods absentmindedly as he's dragged to and fro from one aisle to the next, unable to focus on the words that come flying rapidly from your mouth "..And Hongjoong always tries new potato chips every time he visits, but these are his favorite, I can tell. San likes anything sweet. If there's no more yogurt smoothies left, just get a chocolate bar."
You peer at Yeosang who remained silent the entire time, his unfocused gaze trained on you. With a snap of your fingers in front of his face, he startles at the sudden sound, eyes wide and darting rapidly in confusion, "Oh! Sorry, Y/n. I got distracted there. Did you say something?"
"Cute," you laugh airily at his flustered expression, thumb jutting behind you towards the drink display, "I almost forgot the most important item- coke! You guys are the reason it's always out of stock here."
Taking a look at the clock above the door, you gawp in disbelief as you wait for the male to fish out his wallet, "Yeo, you've been here for the past half hour. They're going to think you got lost."
"No, that's alright," Yeosang mumbles as he hands you a sufficient amount of cash for the items, eyes looking anywhere but your face, "We should do this again sometime."
"Hm," you glance back up at him questioningly, "Sure. Whenever your next challenge is, I suppose. I don't mind helping."
He reaches up to awkwardly scratch his neck, lips pressing together into a firm line before he has the courage to meet your eyes and reply, "Oh- no. I meant.. on our own free time. No challenge. Just us two. Hanging out? Buying snacks?"
You almost stumble over yourself at his words, hands clammy and face burning. Nodding subtly, you fail to realize the goofy, flirtatious smile settling on your face as you hand him the receipt.
"Challenge accepted."
— san
"And they said it tastes like toothpaste! Can you believe them?"
You reached out to pat a hand onto the taller male's back in a caring manner, nodding when he asked you how ridiculous the other members' statements were.
"Yes, of course," you console him as you carefully organized the new shipment of chocolate bars on display, allowing the male to vent to you in the aisles of the convenience store he frequently visited from upstairs. He's also been trying to persuade you to join his mint chocolate cult for the past two weeks now.
"Mint chocolate doesn't taste like toothpaste! Toothpaste tastes like mint chocolate," San brushes a hand through his pink locks, eyeing you for a reply in agreement. You think he only came down here not only to vent, but to also fuel his ego by finding another person to agree with his statements and judge his friends' taste in food- other than Mingi, of course, "don't you agree?"
You nearly laugh at the awaiting gaze that overtakes his features. He was very serious about this topic, so it was safe to assume his older friends bashed the flavor to the point San took it almost personally, "Yes, San. For the hundredth time, mint and chocolate are the perfect pair. They're like.. peanut butter and jelly. Cheese and corn. Strawberries and bananas. And-"
"Me and you."
You think you hear wrong as he quickly dashes towards the ice cream freezer to grab a handful of mint chocolate ice cream pints.
"What?"
"Hm?" he has the audacity to tilt his head in amusement, eyes practically twinkling with mischief, "What's the matter, Y/n?"
How dare he fluster you like this. Your jaw is slack as he walks back over to you with the same, bright smile and dimple on display. The words nearly die in your throat as he looms over you with a look of mock curiosity and innocence, "N-nothing, uh- do you want me to check you out?"
"You're more than welcome to anytime, Y/n. No need to ask."
His smile stretches in amusement as your eyes widen in shock. He knew what he was doing to you. You choked out a response, nodding your head as you made yourself over to the register counter.
Once placing the ice cream pints and eight plastic spoons in the bag, you handed it to the bubblegum haired male, whose eyes crinkled happily, "No need to be shy, Y/n. Sometimes, all you need is," he reached over to press the tip of your nose back with the pad of his finger, "encourage-mint."
His laughter rung like the bell chime that signaled his departure, and before he turned the corner to go back to the entertainment building upstairs, he sent you a quick and mischievous wink.
— mingi
The steam from your ramyun cup swirled up to meet the cold air as you sat alone in front of the convenience store for your lunch break. You watched as people scuttled through the streets in an attempt to avoid the light misting of rain. The cup of steaming noodles helped warm your hands though, and the store awning provided enough shelter from the rain.
Taking a generous amount of noodles in your mouth, you slightly wince at the searing temperature on your lips.
"Y/n? What're you doing out here?"
A voice caught your attention, and your head snaps up to meet the eyes of the well-dressed male standing nearby with a to-go bag in hand. You stare with stuffed cheeks and wide eyes, quickly ducking your head to drop the remaining noodles hanging from your lips back into the steaming cup. You don't know why he's asking a question like that. He, along with the others, have numerously visited the store or were nearby when you were on your lunch break. Even Yunho memorized your lunch schedule throughout the week.
"Mingi! Hi-" you cough out suddenly, hand quickly reaching up to wipe the sauce from your lips. He makes his way over to where you're sitting, before plopping beside you and proceeding to open the bag in his hands. You give him a questioning look, and when he feels his eyes on you, he turns to you with a smile.
"You don't mind if I eat lunch with you, yeah?" He snaps his chopsticks apart and gives you a hopeful look, "You just seem all bored and lonely by yourself."
You stare flabbergasted at his words, before shaking your head almost too quickly after a moment of silence. You didn't mind the lack of company actually, but Mingi was too sweet for you to deny, "No, of course not. But it's okay, you don't have to-"
"One doesn't let their friend eat all alone," he simpers, before eyeing his styrofoam box and thrusting it in front of you, "Here! You should try some barbecue eel. It's perfect for this kind of weather."
The two of you spent the next half hour conversing and stuffing your mouths full of food he had gotten from his mother's restaurant. His eyes sparkled once you complimented his mother's cooking skills, and a contagious smile found itself on his visage as you asked for the name of the place. He slurped another strand of noodle into his mouth before boisterously replying with a raised brows and a bright smile.
"I'll see if I'll have time this weekend to visit it," you accepted the napkin he offered you to wipe your mouth, before crumbling it and tidying up the area. He stands to discard the empty boxes of food and bags before checking the time on his phone.
"I'd love to spend more time with you, but Hongjoong will have my ass if I don't go back in time," he laughs loudly while dusting his clothes to rid himself of any fallen crumb, "Oh! Here's a card for my mother's restaurant! I always carry some with me wherever I go."
You accepted it with a grateful smile, brows knitting in confusion at the numbers scribbled on the corner of the small business card, "Oh, there's a number here? Is it their new number?"
"It's mine," he says while patting your head with a cheeky smile, "Next time, we should eat together there— where it's warm and not out here in the freezing cold."
You gape in awe at him, face flushing almost immediately. Mingi smiles, internally reminding himself to thank Yunho for the idea later.
— wooyoung
"Y/n! I can't believe you betrayed me like this!?"
Peeking your head up curiously, you quirked a brow in the direction of the heaving male, "What are you talking about?"
You place the last stack of cash into the register before closing it shut. The display of candy near the register needed organizing, and you sigh to yourself before you begin working on it. His friends stand outside, in front of the store, conversing amongst each other as they waited for him to finish grabbing 'something extremely important'.
Your friend nearly reached over the counter to shake you by your shoulders with an exasperated cry of anguish, "You told me you'll save me at least one of the BTS cold brew bottles! They're all sold out! Again!"
Oh. Of course that was the problem.
You roll your eyes at his dramatic rant, elbows resting onto the counter as you leaned forward teasingly. You were grateful no one else was in the store while Wooyoung had his meltdown. He would've probably frightened them anyway.
"I told you when the new shipment comes in to save me each version of them!"
"Wooyoung- it's just canned americano. We have plenty more brands to tr-"
"No! It has BTS on the packaging!" He explains quickly, "Don't you realize it's a godsend to have packaged food and drinks with their faces on it!?"
"You're going to throw the packaging away anyway! What's the point?" Your unimpressed face studies his in confusion. Internally, you smile to yourself at his frustrated tone. You love to rile him up.
When you were met with silence, you scrunched your nose in distaste, arms crossing in front of your chest defensively. He looks a bit flustered at your gaze, shoulders shrugging silently.
"Gross! Wooyoung, were you seriously planning on keeping and collecting them? Aren't you overdoing it?"
He lets out an indignant squawk and pins you with a pointed stare, which you returned with a blank blinking of your eyes.
"I don't tell you how to live."
Rolling your eyes, you turn to rummage through your bag tucked beneath the counter, before fishing out two cans of the americano. Wooyoung's eyes open wide in astonishment.
"You're lucky I remembered. My manager only let me buy two."
"Y/n?" He scrambles to the counter to take a good look at the cans, before he finds himself tugging you forward by your head with a loud cry of excitement, to which you groaned in protest, "I knew it! I knew you wouldn't let me down!"
Your face flushes at the close proximity and when the bell chimes signaling a new customer, your heart drops to your stomach in fright. You did not need anyone witnessing this. Wooyoung's grip was relentless as he squeezed your cheeks together and continued to praise you for being the most trustworthy person he knows.
"Wooyoung, how many times have I told you harassing someone isn't the way to express your feelings," Hongjoong's annoyed voice calls out from the front.
— jongho
You attempted to remain inconspicuous as you huddled over your phone over the counter, eyes glued onto the screen displaying the current live video. You swore you could hear their rackety footsteps and shouts from three stories below. You wouldn't be surprised if one of them came crashing down from the ceiling one day. An infatuated sigh and droopy smile tugged at your lips as you leaned your cheek against your palm.
A few minutes later, you had to mute your phone to attend a customer ( because heaven knows how loud and rowdy they get when they're all together. And you didn't need their argument about butts to blast out throughout the store ). To your displeasure, another few came strolling in. You wanted to groan in frustration at their impeccable timing. Of course, Ateez would start a live during your shift, and of course customers came flocking in as if the convenience store was suddenly a magnet.
By now, you've missed a good portion of the live, and some of the customers gave you wary looks as you trembled to hastily bag every item they purchased. You nearly ripped the register out in the process of your haste.
You thought it was finally the last of the burdensome customers, when a handful of bags of chips, ice cream pints, and ramyun cups were placed onto the counter. Sighing subtly, you glance up to give the customer a fake smile, only to gape as the male across from you has his eyes set onto your phone screen.
You feel the force of heat rush to your face like a volcano spitting out molten magma, and with a noise between a strangled gasp and cry, your hand quickly slams on top of your phone to shield the screen and hopefully save the last bit of dignity left in your system. You gripped it against your chest with a panicked grin, and his eyes flickered down and then back up to meet your own.
The last thing you wanted was for the boys to know you keep tab of their activities and projects. You were just supposed to be the friendly clerk downstairs. You muster up the energy to not feel too affected by the questioning stare the other is giving you.
"Well," the male chuckles at your perplexed and flustered expression, "I've caught you red handed, Y/n."
Your smile falters at the accusation.
"It's not what it looks like. It just popped up from my notifications- I wasn't even-"
"Hey, hey!" He suddenly quips playfully, arms out in front of him in defense, "No need to be so defensive. So, I take it you were lying when you said you weren't an Atiny?"
Your silence was a dead giveaway, and his smile only grew wider as you attempted to shrink into yourself.
"Who's your bias?" He tried again, and you laughed it off, quickly changing the topic by asking him how many napkins and spoons he needed for the ice cream. He reached a hand up to brush the red bangs from his eyes, before looming over the register a bit suspiciously. When your head snaps up to give him a look of confusion, his attention is suddenly drawn to the gas medicine displayed on the counter. You sigh in relief as you hand him the bags before wishing him a good rest of the day.
"Y/n?"
Before he bid you farewell from the door, he waved a hand up, mischievous smile plying at his lips, "Nice photocard you have there on your phone."
Your eyes glance down immediately to your device resting on the counter, breath leaving your lungs in embarrassment as the same red-head smiles back at you from your phone. Jongho's laughter can still be heard from outside even with the door shut, and you suddenly wish the floor will swallow you up to save the remaining crumb of dignity you had left.
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Groggily wiping your closed eyes, you awoke from a deep sleep. It didn't take long to realize the sheets around you weren't yours. You weren't in your bedroom. You weren't even in your house.
You sat up on the pullout, more alert. Rubbing the sides of your head with your fingertips, you desperately tried to put the pieces of last night together. The clock next to the unmounted flat-screen told you it was two pm. What happened to you?
"Good morning, honey bunny! Or should I say good afternoon?" The cheery voice that broke your confused silence was easy to recognize as Sasha.
What you were doing in the living room of her apartment, you didn't know.  You turned around to see her cooking food for the two of you.
The early events of the night before were clear as day when you retraced your steps. Catching up with everyone, Hitch, Zeke's fiasco, and dancing around were all things you had no issue recalling. 
However, there was one last detail just out of your grasp. Dancing with your friends. . . then with Mikasa. . . but what happened after that? Was it- oh, fuck.
Realization set in and you scrambled off the couch. Clothes from the night clung to your body as you stumbled into Sasha's bright kitchen.
Sitting down on a stool with wide eyes earned you a concerned look. Sasha raised an eyebrow. "Are you okay, Y/n? You look a little sick."
You shook your head. "I'm such an idiot. Can you believe I kissed her? I bet she didn't even want to."
She chuckled and pushed a plate of food in front of you. "From what I remember, she's the one who initiated it."
"I can't remember anything that happened after that. Fill me in?" You started eating your breakfast as you awaited their answer.
"Well, to put it simply, you fainted."
"What?!"
"Yeah, right after you pulled away. You were just out after that. It's really weird how that happened, actually," She put a finger to her chin as she reminisced.
The food on your fork toppled off as you stilled in shock. "Sasha! You better be joking! That's so embarrassing, oh my god."
In an instant, she was leaning over the table to steady your frantic gesticulating arms.
"Hey, hey, honey bunny. Don't freak out. We were all pretty worried about you. Nobody laughed if that's any comfort to you. To help out Marco, I took you back here after I dropped off Connie. He didn't need to worry about you when he had the three drunk idiots to drive home." She took your free hand in hers.
"I should probably text them so they know I'm okay." You left your food unattended as you walked back to the couch to look for your discarded phone. Sasha took it as a sign that you were done and helped herself to the meal.
"I got a picture of you two if you wanna see it," she said nonchalantly through a mouthful of food.
You stopped your searching. "What? Mikasa and I? When?"
"Well, I got a few, actually. I have one of you dancing with her and one of you kissing her. And some others from when Connie and I were joking around."
"Sasha, why?" you groaned. "I already get enough cameras in my face."
She shrugged and continued eating your breakfast. You moved the couch pillows around in hopes of finding your phone.
A reoccurring buzz vibrated the carpet under the pulled-out mattress. You reached under to grab whatever the noise came from.
Luckily, it was your phone. Unluckily, it was blowing up with texts from Jean and Eren. The familiar ringtone sounded as a call from Jean came through. You rushed to pick it up.
"Hello? Jean? Woah, slow down, what's going on?" You could barely make sense of his frantic words on the other side of the line. 
"Y/n, thank god you picked up. Armin's hurt. We're heading to the hospital right now. We think he has a concussion or something."
"What? Oh my god, what happened? How is he?"
"We'll explain later. Come when you can. It's the same hospital we went to when Eren broke his arm."
"Got it, Jean. I'll be there. Keep him safe."
"Of course."
He hung up. You started towards the front door. "We have to go, Sasha."
"Why? What happened? You sound pretty worried. At least change before you got out. I have a spare set of clothes for you," she offered, already on the way to their bedroom.
"No time. I'll change on the way to the hospital." You unlocked the door. 
"The what?" Their confusion and worry were clear from their tone. Despite that, she nodded and frantically reached for her car keys, extra outfit already in hand.
Once she got a hold of them, you both jumped in the car and set off to the hospital.
"What the hell happened to you?" You were seated on the left side of the hospital bed with the rest of your bandmates scattered throughout the bland room.
"To tell you the truth, I fell down a flight of stairs," Armin said sheepishly.
"With a light push from Eren," Mikasa added.
"I didn't mean to push him! I bumped into him!"
"Yeah, nice one, Eren. You're a certified douchebag." Jean rolled his eyes.
"Coming from you, Jean, that's rich." Eren glared back at him.
"Man, why couldn't Eren fall down the stairs." Armin clawed at the bandage on his head in annoyance. "This thing is itchy."
"It's because you are stupid, and I am not," Eren fired back. You snorted.
"Oh yeah, definitely. Remind me who graduated early from college and who dropped out again?"
He scowled. "You dropped out too, idiot."
"Right, but I did it for the band. You did it because it was too hard," you snickered.
"Damn, Y/n. Go a little easy on me, will you? I spent my whole morning at the police station." He pinched the bridge of his nose like he had a headache.
Confused, you looked at Mikasa, hoping for an explanation. She avoided your eyes and stared at the ground instead. It was the third time she wouldn't directly look at you since you got there.
Armin noticed the interaction and frowned. "He went to get Zeke out of jail," they explained.
Eren sighed. "That was the plan. Until I changed my mind. The bail was a lot of money and, frankly, with all the shit he did, it wasn't worth it. It's a shame he'll miss my birthday again but what good would he cause anyways."
"Oh, I see." 
As distraught as he was the night prior, Eren was able to toughen up with Zeke instead of letting him back into his life so easily. It was admirable he could do such a thing after his previous reactions to Zeke's shenanigans. 
"What did he even do? I guess he pawned that guy's wedding ring but isn't he banned from Nebraska?" Jean pondered.
"Well, he didn't lie about some things. He is several million dollars in debt and he was on the run from the police. Explains why he looked like he was gonna shit his pants when the cops showed up last night," Eren said.
"Okay, but what did he do specifically?" Jean asked again.
"Oh, right. He robbed banks like it was a game. The motherfucker was literally bank hopping around Nebraska. Plus, he stole a bunch of shit from people and pawned it all. There were so many complaints filed against him that he was banned from a ton of pawnshops. He wasn't banned from the state. Just enough places that he felt like he was."
Jean's jaw dropped. "How many banks did he rob?"
Eren shrugged. "Around thirty."
"Thirty? What the hell is that guy on?" he mumbled.
You were surprised as well but glad it wasn't worse. Still, you couldn't believe that he'd been staying with you for less than a week and he already stirred up a whirlwind of problems.
Silence had fallen over the room for a moment before Armin broke it. "Y/n, can I talk to you for a minute? Alone," he said.
"Sure." You were curious about what he had to say to you. He'd been all fidgety during the whole half hour you were there.
Eren and Jean turned from their position on either side of the door and walked out. Mikasa stood from her seat to follow. She shot you one last glance but looked away before your eyes could meet.
Once the three were gone, you scooted your chair closer to the bed.
"What's up?"
Armin's brows furrowed as he brought his nail between his teeth. "Do you know what's going on with Mikasa? She's been acting weird all day. She's always been the closed-off type but she hasn't said more than a few words to us all day."
You frowned. If Mikasa was not only avoiding you but the others too, you could only assume what was on her mind. 
"You don't remember last night? Is amnesia a result of the fall?"
He blinked, confusion still evident. "No, I don't think so. Eren and Jean are just as clueless as I am."
Then you remembered how drunk the three of them were the night before. They must've lost track of things after having enough drinks. So Mikasa hadn't bothered to fill them in.
You tugged at Sasha's shirt collar nervously. "Mikasa kissed me." Armin's mouth fell open. Words came out fast as you tried to explain, "Or I kissed her. It's a little fuzzy, I fainted afterward. Sasha said Mikasa initiated it, though." 
"You- she what? You actually- wait, you fainted? Y/n, are you okay?" The panic in his voice rose as the confusion dissolved.
You placed a hand on his upper arm to stop him from sitting all the way up. "I'm fine. Don't worry about me. I'm not the one in the hospital bed, after all."
He smiled at that. "I guess that's true. But anyway, how was it?"
You felt your face heat up. You weren't expecting them to be so forward. Clearing your throat, you replied, "The kiss was. . . yeah, I'd say it was good."
They grinned. "I'm glad you finally acted on those feelings. Christ's sake, Y/n. You've liked her for how many years now?"
You smiled shyly. "Jeez, I don't know. Quite a few. But don't get your hopes up or anything. She clearly thinks it was a mistake."
Armin's smile disappeared. "You've gotta stop thinking like that. More likely than not, she needs some time to process. You know she gets reserved when she has to think."
So reserved to leave for two years?  Yeah, you knew. You were beginning to believe her behavior would lead to worse.
The blonde seemed to sense something deeper was nagging at you. "Wait, have you ever actually talked about what happened? I figured you spoke to Eren but now that I think about it, whenever anyone brought her up you shut it down."
That was enough to get you thinking. When Mikasa was gone, your friends knew better than to ask about her. Armin was right, you always shut it down. 
You never spoke about how her disappearance made you feel. You never even wanted to think about it. There were times when you couldn't push the feelings away anymore. Times when you couldn't do anything but cry.
Whenever that happened, you made a beeline for Eren. He was the only one you knew wouldn't pry. You never had to say anything. He would just understand. He never told anyone. He never complained. He never asked. He let you cry until you couldn't anymore. He was someone you were very grateful for.
Mikasa's leave was something that affected you more than you let on. Even if it was easy to tell that it was hard for you to deal with, no one knew the extent to which it was.
Remembering that time brought back every feeling you never dwelled on. You couldn't go through it all again. You knew why it was hard to think positively about that kiss.
"I don't want her to leave," you whispered, voice coming out more shaky than you intended. "I can't do it, not again."
Armin looked surprised. "Do you think she'd leave again? Why?"
Lifting your head, your gaze shifted from the floor to his wide blue eyes. "The last time something impacted her emotions so quickly she left us."
He nodded as realization dawned on him. "But the difference between now and then is that this is a positive thing. Come on, Y/n, I'm not blind. Before she and Jean were together, you were dancing around each other for years. Even Jean was shocked when she asked him out and not you."
You thought about that for a moment. Right he was again. There were always moments between you and her before Jean. You always thought you two had an unspoken connection until she asked him out. It seemed others thought so as well.
You smiled hopefully. "Yeah, you're right. Maybe this is a good thing. I mean, I've had these feelings for years so maybe it's good I finally acted on them."
They smiled back. "Hope so. Just give her some time and she'll come around. It's Mikasa, of all people she would never ignore-"
The door banged open just as Armin was finishing his sentence.
Eren stood in the doorway with his phone held up and Mikasa and Jean not far behind.
"Hannes called. Couldn't wait any longer to ask. Are you two down for a performance at the beginning of next month?" He exhaled heavily, out of breath for some reason. "Mikasa and Jean here are already on board."
"You're coming back to the band, Mikasa?" Armin asked.
"Yeah. I miss it," Mikasa said quietly.
"Of course I'm down. It's been so long since we've performed," you chimed.
"So it's settled then. First performance in three months plus Mikasa's big comeback on April 2nd," Jean confirmed.
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satrangee-ray · 3 years ago
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The Snack of a Lifetime
Book: Open Heart 3 and beyond.
Pairing(s): Ethan × NB!MC {Dr Inara Hepburn (she/they)}.
Rating: Teen+
Summary: Inara barges into the DT room with some obnoxious snacks to force Ethan into taking a break. But is that all they have in mind, or will their brilliant plan saved for later take him by pleasant surprise?
Category: Fluff, banter, life decisions and celebrations 🎉😁✌.
Trope: Weddings and Proposals.
Warning(s): one or two swear words, mention of a sex act.
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Writer's note: By the time this starts, Ethan and MC have already said their 'I love you's, are in a committed relationship, and more or less everyone knows about it. In my original HC for Inara and Ethan they don't get married this early, so this is kind of an AU cause I really wanted to write a proposal fic. Also the whole lawsuit drama didn't happen, cause I said so, and most sane people would agree.
Ethan wasn't used to receiving.
It was apparent in the way he interacted with the world, immediately getting suspicious of anyone who would remotely extend some sort of courtesy towards him. 
He knew if he ever wanted to have something for himself, no one but he would have to take initiative to go get it. And for two-way processes like relationships, he had no belief whatsoever on the legitimacy of such things.
That was until Inara waltzed into his life, and amazed him with the possibility that he could be on the receiving end of good things without having to worry about any strings attached. Be it love, or a blowjob, or "care", as he previously liked to call it– the best things life ever had to offer were simply falling into his lap, and he couldn't find himself complaining.
Inara cared, in the truest sense of the word.
She cared enough to take off his glasses and cover him up in warm blankets, whenever he would fall asleep with an open medical journal in his hands. She cared enough to know just how he liked his coffee, or to school his scotch habits whenever they would get a little out of hand. And presently, she cared enough to let him work overtime, by agreeing to grab lunch with Tobias instead.
Ethan couldn't afford to take breaks. These days, he had to work even in between shifts, to finish editing his second medical book decently before it's approaching release date.
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(One month before Inara's board exams)
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The diagnostics office sat deserted, except for one doctor. A wooden desk, with papers sprawled all around. Ethan pinched the bridge of his nose, as he kept his glasses aside.
Suddenly the office door swung open, and three figures strolled in. Two practically tumbled, giggling overenthusiastically. The third one was Harper, who calmly walked in holding a tray, and shook her head with an amused expression.
Ethan looked up, and saw Tobias and Inara, each triumphantly holding up all their 10 fingers at him.
"Ring Chips!" Inara squealed, running towards Ethan. "Si baked these last night, and brought them as extra snacks for her fourteen hour shift today, but of course, we managed to hog some. So dig in!"
Ethan cautiously eyed the bright yellow crisps looped through Inara's fingers, and said, "you're not expecting me to eat those atrocities, are you?"
"Did you just call Sienna's baked goods an atrocity? That's wrong on so many levels E, lemme just get her on the phone..."
"NO", Ethan replied on high alert.
"That's what I thought. Cause bold words for someone who struggles even with a pancake."
Tobias and Harper chuckled, struggling in vain to stifle it.
"Fine, give me one here", Ethan said, extending his hand towards Harper's tray which contained the particular baked snacks.
"Nope, that's not the way", Inara stopped him, slapping his hand. "If you're doing this, you gotta do it right."
A loud exhale escaped Ethan. "What now, Rookie?"
"E, you can't just pick one chip and eat it, okay? You gotta slip it through your finger, and try to grab it with your mouth, the childhood nostalgia way. Like this."
Inara brought their hand to their mouth, and swallowed one whole finger, sucking on it until the chip looped through it flew backwards into their mouth. They proceeded to chew on it, staring straight into Ethan's eyes. 
He was so screwed. 
Turning away from Inara's gaze with tremendous effort, he wordlessly picked up a chip loop from the tray and tried to slip it into his finger.
"Too small", Tobias remarked, and handed him another. "Try a bigger one."
This time the ring effortlessly slipped through his finger, sitting perfectly at it's base. Ethan stared at it, perplexed, for a few moments.
"Yes! Now consume it with your mouth", Inara's excited cheers continued.
Harper couldn't hold in a scoff, while the youngest doctor in the room remained blissfully unaware of the implications of their phrase.
Ethan's mouth opened in protest, but he realized it's futility immediately and decided to close it. Scrunching up his entire face, in disbelief that he was actually doing this, he lowered his head, and slowly raised his hand to his face.
When his finger holding the chip was well within his reach, he opened his mouth once again to grab it. But just when he was about to take the bite, Inara acted quickly and slipped the chip out of his finger, causing Ethan to bite into his own skin instead. 
"Aahh, Nars what the hell! Are you nuts?"
The three other doctors in the room unabashedly cracked up now, not bothering to hide their glee in Ethan being tortured like that.
Inara began stroking his beard softly, before leaving a quick kiss on his cheek.
Shades of light pink took over it in response.
"You should have acted faster, honey", Inara said, taking his hands into theirs. Another gentle peck landed on his lips.
"Now I'm already running late, there's this patient I have to check on, gotta yeet. But you better finish the rest of those snacks, along with the real food we brought you for lunch, and for God's sake, please look up from those damn papers for five minutes, and take a freakin' chill pill!" 
The last words were shouted as they rushed out the door.
Ethan and Tobias sighed.
"They're the best thing that has ever happened to you"
"Indeed", Ethan said in earnest. "I'll be very inclined to agree."
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(Four months after Inara's board exams)
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The gorgeous venue sparkled with chandeliers and boujee people in expensive suits. Small round tables, aesthetic chairs, congratulations in order everywhere. No, it wasn't the medical industry's 'it' couple getting married, it was the 'it' doctor, and the chief of medicine's second book getting launched instead. 
Ethan had walked into the Edenbrook atrium that morning like it was a war zone. His expression still spelt terror, as he uneasily shifted his glance between some of his guests, shooting small, forced smiles their way.
"Why do we always have to do this?", he had asked Naveen. "Why couldn't we just release the damn book in stores? Why host a useless social gathering with forty thousand rich snobs who are only any good at showing off and draining your energy?"
Naveen had shook his head and hit him with an assertive "it's necessary."
So currently, Ethan stood awkward to his bones, in the middle of this necessary evil. Until, a certain presence near the door cued him to look up.
It was them.
Pantsuit in a sinful vermillion, the colour glowing bright against their skin. Red bottom wedges, that only aided their boss status. Brunette locks framing their face, so impeccably contrasting the emerald eyes looking affectionately back at him. Those, which never failed to take his breath away.
Inara Hepburn.
His giver, his lover, his Rookie.
And Ethan couldn't be more mesmerized, or reassured.
"Need some help picking your jaw off the floor, Ramsey?" Inara quipped, as they strode towards Ethan, torturously slow.
"I– well…", he stammered, before clearing his throat. "Is that look the reason why you chose to arrive 'fashionably late', and drive separately to my book launch from our own apartment?"
"Yeah, definitely the look, but I daresay some other things as well", they said, placing a playful hand on Ethan's chest. "You'll soon find out."
He smiled warmly at them. "Is that a challenge?"
"Have you ever backed down from one?"
A reckless mistake of letting his eyes slip to their lips, and Ethan couldn't wait any longer. He wrapped his arms around their waist, kissing them hard and deep. Drinking in their mouth, their warmth, their sensations. Aching to draw as much energy as he could to power through this event, from his greatest source of confidence, his only constant supporter. 
"I love you so much, Rookie", he panted, after the kiss broke off.
"Some brand new information there", teased Inara, bumping their nose into his. "You know I love you too, E. Now tell me what's bothering you."
Ethan pulled back swiftly at that, and stared at them in astonishment.
"What?"
"What 'what'? It was all over your face when I entered, and you still don't look quite alright. What's wrong, love? I don't recall you being afraid of public speaking!"
"I'd address an audience in my dreams! I just don't understand what's up with these people who come up individually to congratulate me, and purposefully try to expand those two lines into a whole one-on-one conversation. Scandalous!"
Inara nodded vigorously in agreement.
"Such a mood, b*tch, such a mood."
Peels of laughter were shared again, at their effortless mutual understanding, and at the usage of Inara's all time favourite nickname.
"All the best", they wished, shaking him by the lapels of his coat. "Get out there, and kill it!"
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About an hour later, applause sounded from every corner of the atrium. Ethan beamed, as he finished reading the last line of a snippet about his latest research from his book.
Clapping proudly from the crowds was Inara, a lover on a mission.
"Thank you everyone, for joining me here today", Ethan said, amongst cheers and buzzing words of encouragement from fellow doctors and other esteemed medical personalities. "I hope I will be able to add value to patient-care through my efforts behind this book. There are some people I would like to specifically thank for being of immense help on my journey till here, so let's begin. Dad, thank you so much for coming to support me. Means a lot. Maybe because of my personal outlook, I could never comprehend your brand of unconditional love, which you so freely offer without actively needing me to work for it. I know now how valuable and rare that is, and how it has helped me grow into the man I am today. For that I will always be grateful. Naveen, thank you so much. You know if I start listing 'what for', I won't finish."
A lighthearted chuckle spread among the crowd.
"You always keep saying my success is my own, but I firmly believe there was no way I would have been the doctor I am without your help and guidance. Thank you for being the excellent mentor and leader by example that you are, you still motivate me to become better everyday. And, last but not the least… Inara."
All eyes in the audience shifted towards one young attending, who was clutching her glass out of giddiness.
"I really want to say thank you, but those two words will never be able to express the amount of gratitude I hold towards you. Before you, my life was only ever about blacks and whites. Giving my everything into medicine, working late nights and coming back to an empty apartment with scotch in my hand, I thought I was doing it all right. But when I met you, got to know you, I… you left me in utter awe of who you are, both as a professional and as a person. I couldn't stop myself from falling in love, and in respect, with your brain, your mind, and your soul. I am so glad you were patient with me while I was busy trying to deny it. You continued to show that patience even until recently, when I was all cranky with writer's block. Now I know the great Dr. Inara Hepburn is also a published novel writer, so of course that bit might have come out of empathy, but nonetheless, I'm thankful for it. Today, I'm about to release a book I put my all into, the information in which might hopefully change the face of what I'm most passionate about – public healthcare, for the better. And I'd rather not share this moment with anyone else. So Inara, would you please honour me by coming up on stage to receive the first ever copy of 'Prognosis and Evaluation'?"
Inara couldn't speak, stunned into silence for a bit. They had no idea Ethan would be the one for emotional public speeches, and here they were, utterly moved, in for another surprise. So would he be, soon, they reasoned in their head, and gathered themselves. Keeping their drink aside on a table, they strode towards the stage, eyes shining with pride, love, and determination.
Determination to get this right.
Ethan took their hand as soon as they stepped on the first stair, and led them upstage. 
A copy of the book, new and shining, was lying, all theirs to hold.
'Prognosis and Evaluation: A comprehensive study.'
Their heart swelled at the words written on the first page of the book.
Typical Ethan's handwriting, somehow neat and gibberish at the same time.
'My love, my north star, I promise to never let you down' - Dr Ramsey Ethan <3.
Tears. Instantly, a whole lot of them rolled down their cheeks. They clutched the book hard and hugged it to their chest, holding on tight. Ethan held them in turn, locking their shaking frame in his embrace, as the crowd broke into a unanimous applause.
"E, I don't know what to say", Inara began, on being handed over the mic. "Si would have cried so much if she were present here, Naveen's already crying."
Their grandmentor smiled back at them through his tears.
"The thing is, I love success. I love standing in the spotlight, having my own life, and earning my own achievements. Despite that, there is always a deeper warmth in standing next to someone you love, when they accomplish great things, and shouting "my person!" Today, you've given me that opportunity, and I'm so grateful to you for it. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself, and speaking your voice not as a "mechanism of coping with the means of this corrupt world", but as a means to bring genuine change because you believe you can. I've always seen you try so hard to never let your loved ones down, and that effort is what I'm so here for. People like you are rare, and I'm glad I got one to myself, to constantly cheerlead for, now and as long as you'll have me. I'll never leave your side, Ethan. I'd love us to forever be each other's hype person. Not just in practice, but also… officially."
Three distinct gasps were heard in the room.
Alan, Naveen and Tobias let their pinkies lock into each other.
Ethan's eyes widened, as he took in the meaning behind their words, starting to sense what might be coming.
Doubt. Disbelief. Shock. Anticipation.
In the next moment, they were down on one knee.
"Ethan Jonah freaking Ramsey, will you marry me?"
Dead silence in the entire room, everyone taking in what just happened.
Ethan's hands flew to his mouth.
Minutes passed.
One… two… and five...
No one said a word.
Eventually, the entire audience burst into cheers and jubilation. Even in such a formal event as that, quite a few wayward whistles were heard.
And then there was the man of the hour, standing centre stage, shell shocked. Still trying to process everything.
"Inara... Rookie, I–"
He couldn't. Form words or coherent sentences. His entire focus was on the person and the tiny blue box in front of him.
"There's a ring in there for real?"
'Shit', he cursed internally. What a ridiculous question.
Of course this was real. Their love was real, they were real. He was to get married. What? Wow. Really?
Of course there would be a ring for real.
"Depends", Inara said with a wink. "On whether or not you say yes."
"Come on Ethan!" 
Encouragements burst from his acquaintances in the crowd, imploring him to say yes. His three musketeers, however, were heard the loudest.
'Yes', Ethan thought to himself. 'Yes.'
He had to say it.
"Yes", he tried whispering under his breath.
A first time, then a second.
"Yes. YES OF COURSE I’LL MARRY YOU!"
He exclaimed those words in ecstacy before dropping down on his knees as well, and pulled his lover in against him. He engulfed her in his arms, holding her so tight, it could knock the breath out of his chest. 
"Yes Inara, it would mean the world to me if I could marry you", he whispered again into her ear.
"Good thing I asked then, E", Inara whispered back, before squeezing him one last time and pulling away. 
"Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring!", the crowd chanted.
The widest smile ever was shot their way, as Inara once again took hold of the navy box. She waited for both of them to steady themselves, and Ethan found himself holding his breath. 
At last, the cover of the ring case slowly lifted, to reveal… 
A bright yellow ring chip sitting right into the slit of the fabric in the case. 
Confused noises of varying degrees filled the room. Only Naveen, Tobias and Alan watched the whole scene unfold with a twinkle in their eye.
Meanwhile, Ethan's expression progressed from utter cluelessness to gradual realization.
Oh! That ring.
"Wait, how did– how come that snack didn't rot in all these days?"
"Of course it did, love. Our original measuring tape probably decomposed long ago in some trash bin outside a gold shop, after having done its job. This is merely a replica, but you can call it a token."
"Nars… what do you mean?"
"I mean…", Inara said, inserting her hand into her suit pocket, to pull out a sparkling golden band, complete with five little diamonds on top. "May I have your hand?"
"Readily, Rookie… you already have my heart. Always, for as long as you'll have me."
Ethan placed his shivering palm on Inara's steady hand, and she took the opportunity to slip the golden band through his ring finger.
A perfect fit. 
With tears in his eyes, Ethan agreed.
"I'm getting married to you."
"I'm getting married to you!"
Inara squealed at the prospect, and Ethan decided on sealing their joyous sentiment by crashing his lips onto hers in a searing kiss.
The audience went wild, but they were all forgotten in the minds of the lovebirds.
"I can't believe I get to call you fiancé", Ethan wondered in amazement.
"Me neither", said Inara, joining their foreheads together. 
"Say what, we should ask Sienna to bake our wedding cake. Three tier, with a big old fondant ring chip on top."
"What? Ethan Ramsey wants a huge a** fondant snack on the top of his wedding cake! Are you sure he's okay?"
"Yes, he is, and he would do anything for his fiancé!"
With moist eyes and full hearts, they buried themselves again in each other's holds.
This time, with a mutual promise of a forever.
F I N.
Oukay so this happened. I kinda posted it. Shh, I need to breathe.
Thank you so much for reading, if you've made it this far. I hope I haven't damaged too many of your braincells.
Thank you @gaeipsstuff for naming Ethan's book. I would have never, seriously! Thanks for proofreading and giving a detailed analysis, it came extremely handy during the my edit sessions. Thank you @adiehardfan, @jeetushmannfeelz, you know if it wasn't for the both of you, this wouldn't be up on my Tumblr.
This is my first proper OH fic, with an actual story and shenanigans, so I've been super apprehensive about this. Hence, it would mean a real lot to me if you could tell me how you found it. Stay safe, do what you love, stan pixelated characters, and take hugs. Peace✌.
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spidernerdsblog · 4 years ago
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I forgot that you existed: Chapter Two
A/N: Chapter two is here. Tensed situation arising between our ex lovers. Hope you like it. Feedbacks and suggestions are always welcome.
Pairing : Tom Holland × Singer reader
Summary : It's been more than five years since you and Tom have gone their own ways after a heartbreaking breakup which had left both of you shattered. Both of you thought that you were finally over with each other and were happy in your respective lives until you meet again at a reunion trip planned by your best friend and you realise you are still not done with each other.
Warnings: none
Mini playlist: Endgame by Taylor Swift
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Music playing from car stereo
I don't wanna touch you (I don't wanna be)
Just another ex-love (You don't wanna see)
I don't wanna miss you (I don't wanna miss you)
Like the other girls do
I don't wanna hurt you (I just wanna be)
Drinkin' on a beach with (You all over me)
I know what they all say
But I ain't tryna play
I wanna be your endgame
I wanna be your first string
I wanna be your A Team
I wanna be your endgame, endgame
 You leaned on Tom's shoulder as he drove the car. Your hot breath falling on his neck as you start kissing his sweet spot behind his ears as he lets out a soft moan. Your hand intertwining with his free hand resting on his thigh. "Stop it love" Tom mumbled softly.
"Tom" you said softly "Tom!" This time you called his name loudly and Tom suddenly broke out of his trance and was brought to reality it wasn't you but it was his beloved fiancee Eleanor . She straightened herself to look at him with concerned eyes "is anything wrong Tommy?"
 "No love everything is fine" he reassured her
 His attention went to the song playing. He frowned and said "just this song irks me, not a fan actually of such kind of songs."
 "Seriously Tom, how can you not be a fan of Y/N, her songs are too good." El started gushing over you.
 "Yeah I know you are a huge fan of hers but I prefer old school hip hop." Lies.
He was your biggest fan since childhood though he doesn't admit it now but he is very proud of you. Seeing you grow into such a big star makes him admire you more. After so many years he still adores you and your songs. He was nervous to meet you and be in close proximity to you for so many days. Yes he still had feelings for you and that is why your songs wreaked havoc in his mind making him feel your presence even if you were far away from his life. He sometimes feels guilty that he isn't being true to El as soon she is going to be his wife and you still reside in his heart. He can never love anyone as he did to you. El was a very humble, sweet, understanding and smart person whom he got to know through one of his friends. Soon both of them found they had a lot in common, small chats turned into dates and then to a full fledged relationship for 2 years. Dom and Nikki approved their relationship and wanted their son to settle down and finally see him happy. Tom wasn't much excited about the wedding so all the planning he left on El.
 It was around noon when you three finally arrived at the beach house. You were filled with nostalgia as you had lots of fond memories connected with this place. There were a total of  5 bedrooms in the house. 2 were reserved for the couples, one for Tom and another for Harrison's other two friends Ed and Chloe, the others had to share. You liked the sea facing rooms and there were only two on the first floor. You immediately ran upstairs. You suddenly stopped in front of the first room and glanced at the empty room which once belonged to only you.
 Sounds of laughter "Tom stop.. Please oh I can't breathe" you said giggling as Tom tickled you even more. You both laid on the bed and laughed. You took out your phone to take a selfie to capture this moment. Tom kissed your cheek as you clicked the photo. You threw the phone on the bed and climbed on top of him straddling him around the waist as you planted soft kisses on his forehead, his cheeks and lips. You sat back to admire him " I love you so much Tommy" . He rolled you over to be on top of you
" Love you too princess." As he connected his lips onto yours.
 You brushed aside your thoughts as you went to the adjacent room and placed your luggage on the floor. Zendaya came with her luggage afterwards. It was a nice room with a queen sized bed and thankfully an attached bathroom.
 "You don't snore right?" Zendaya chuckled
 "Don't know about snoring but I do kick in my sleep." You laughed.
 "Okay let's freshen up first then we can start unpacking our things." Z said
 "Yeah you go first I need to make a call to my second mom." you chuckled.
You had three missed calls from Alex which left you wondering what was the matter. You put your airpods on and called him. You came out of the room as you started strolling in the corridor.
 "Seriously you don't trust me do you? I have barely spent a day here and you have already called me three times."
 "It was important the company wants you to do a concert at the beach carnival there."
"What! Dude I'm on a vacation and they expect me to do a concert."
 "Yeah it will be nice for the promotion, kind of a tour actually and I think it's good only for you to keep you distracted from, you know what I mean"
 "I don't know I need time to think"
 "There is nothing to think the concert is on the last day of your stay so you will get to enjoy your vacation as well as do a little interaction with your fans good for your rep."
 "Still I need to think Alex . I have to go for rehearsals then I need to know the whole schedule of the event. It's a lot of work."
 "I'll handle those things and get you in touch with the event manager, don't worry."
 You were walking backwards through the corridor as you were talking, you suddenly bumped into a solid sturdy figure, you lost your balance letting out a light shriek as you thought you were about to fall, instead you felt two strong arms catch hold of you, one hand on your back and one wrapped around your waist. You fluttered opened your eyes and your eyes were met with those familiar hazel brown eyes and loose brown curls falling over his face. Tom looked at you with concerned eyes; he himself couldn't stop admiring you. This is the closest he has come to you in the past few years. Your familiar lavender scent was intoxicating for him, he also noticed that your hair is longer than before which made you look more beautiful. You two were so lost in the moment that the whole world hazed out for you. Both felt a warm feeling inside.
But you were brought to reality as Alex started talking.
 "Y/N are you there? what happened?"
 You pulled away from Tom's hold as you stood straight and stuttered
"yea…Yeah I'm fine can I…Can I talk to you later? I'll think and tell you okay"
 "Okay honey bye take care love you"
 "Yeah bye love you too Alex"
 As you turned back to Tom you both blurted out "I'm sorry"
 "No no it was totally my fault I wasn't looking where I was going" you said eagerly.
 "It's okay" Tom said
 You purse your lips and smiled as you were about to turn to go to your room he spoke again
 "By the way Hi! meeting you after a long time."
 You sheepishly looked at him "yeah Hi"
"So how have you been?"
 You were a little taken aback by his warm gesture because he had almost stopped talking to you after the whole breakup "I'm fine, how are you?"
 "I'm fine too" . Tom was about to say something but you were interrupted by a loud shriek
 "Oh My God!!! I can't believe this Y/N Y/L/N" excitement in her voice. "I'm such a huge fan of yours." She pulled you in a tight hug you didn't get the time to process what was happening as you looked wide eyed first to Tom and then to the girl.
 "Oh sorry Hi I'm Eleanor you can call me El I'm Tom's fiance nice to meet you." Your eyes immediately went to the big shining rock adorning her ring finger. A tinge of jealousy creeping inside you.
 "Hey! nice to meet to you too"
 She turned towards Tom and asked "you guys know her ? Why didn't you ever tell me?"
Tom fumbled at his words "umm.. Yeah we have been together since childhood." He looked at you as he continued speaking "then she left and we lost touch" the last line was obviously directed to you.
 "Uh ah correction it was you who lost contact because I was always in touch with the boys. By the way where are they? Can't wait to meet them."
 "They will be here in any second I guess" El said
"I can't believe you know each other since childhood, he always says that he doesn't like your songs"
 "Oh does he?" you looked at him quirking your eyebrow
 "No I didn't say that I don't like her songs I just said it's not my type"
 "Yeah yeah I know you're an old grandpa you prefer old school stuff." you said sarcastically
 "You are coming to our wedding right?" El asked
 You looked at Tom "umm I don't think I'm invited besides I may not have time to attend it. When is it by the way?"
 "Next year in March"
 "Great!! Wish you both a happy married life."
 "Uh ah.. I'm not accepting your bland wishes. You are invited to our wedding and you have to sing at our reception."
 "I would love to honey maybe I'll compose something specially for you guys but I don't think your husband will like that as he hates my songs" you looked at Tom
"Oh leave Tom anyways he has given me all the responsibility of planning the wedding so you are coming and that's final."
 "Okay dear as you wish" you placed a hand on her cheek and smiled.
 " Let's take a selfie. I really want to capture this moment," El insisted. You stood in the middle one hand on Tom's shoulder and the other on El's. You all smiled as she clicked the picture.
 Suddenly there was a lot of noise of people laughing and shouting and you immediately ran down the stairs. There stood Harry, Sam, Paddy, Tuwaine in the middle of the living room. As they saw you they ran towards you and circled around you for a giant hug.
 "Hey!! Y/N missed you so much so happy to see you again"
 "Me too guys"
 "We are going to have lots of fun this time gonna do everything we used to do when we were kids." Paddy said beaming with joy.
 You smiled and you all hugged again. Your eyes went up the stairs to find Tom staring at you. You looked away as you started chatting with them. Jacob, Ed and Chloe also came in later.
………………….
Zendaya and Harrison were sitting on the couch as you kept pacing the room
 "Seriously Y/N it isn't a big deal. It was just an accident stop stressing out about it."
 "It is serious for me Z . The first day on my trip I fell into my ex's arms and had a moment don't know about him but it was definitely a moment for me. And then there is his fiance who is such a sweet and humble person who doesn't have any clue of what relation I share with her husband.Why did I give into your plan God only knows uggh!!!" You sat between them on the couch holding your head. 
 Harrison wrapped his hands around your shoulders and tried to comfort you.
 "I know it's a bit weird for you to be around El due to your past with him but please for my sake try to tolerate just for 10 days."
 "You have vodka right?" you asked
 "Uh yeah why?" Haz looked at you confused
 "I'm exclusively reserving it for me because I'm gonna need it for the next 10 days if I have to stay here." You smirked
 "Tom, are we there yet can I open my eyes?"
"Patience love patience" Tom said, covering your eyes as he led you towards the beach.
It was your 16th birthday and your families had decided to celebrate on the beach house. Tom had told you that he has a surprise planned for you and you were growing impatient to know what it is. You both finally reached the spot Tom removed his hand from your eyes and you slowly opened your eyes as you saw the sea in front of you, waves thrashing on the shore. You looked around to see that he had decorated candles around you in the shape of a heart.
 "Seriously this is your surprise?" you asked him confused.
 "No love, the best part is yet to come."
He kneeled on his right leg as he took out a box from his pocket. He opened it to reveal a sparkling ring. He took it in his hand. He took your left hand and slid it in your ring finger and said
"Y/N Y/L/N will you be my girlfriend forever?
I liked you since childhood but didn't have the courage to say because I thought you were just a passing crush and you are my best friend and didn't want to ruin our friendship. But now I know that I feel happy when you are around, I like to spend time with you, that I love you. You don't have to say yes but I really wanted to say this to you.
 Your eyes were filled with tears, you bent down and kissed him to stop him from talking anymore .Tom gets a little shocked at your sudden act but then he kisses you back. You pull back after sometime as you cup his face with your hands.
"I liked you too Tommy and yes I will be your girlfriend for lifetime.
You looked at the ring to admire it.
"I know this isn't a real diamond because I can't afford a real one right now" Tom said scratching his head
"Your love is worth more than a thousand diamonds." you said as you kissed him again
 You were standing at the porch leaning on a pillar as you sipped into your cola can. You looked at the ring on your finger that Tom gave you. Out of habit you used to wear it everyday but now it's time to let go of it you thought.
 "So you finally had the courage to come here." Tom said grinning.
 What?! You frowned
 You previously thought maybe he's over it and now you two can be on good terms but you were wrong as here he is in front of you again being all cocky.
 "I mean after all these years you finally came here"
 "Firstly, this is my best friend's 30th birthday so couldn't afford to miss it. Secondly stop prioritizing yourself Tom, not everybody's lives revolve around you, not mine, at least" you scoffed
 "Yeah because your life's current priority is Alex right?"
 Was he jealous after he heard you talking to Alex you thought in your mind.
"What? Seriously Tom" you smiled and shook your head. He is my manager and he's like an elder brother, a mentor to me. Why even am I clarifying to you? You don't owe me anything so just leave if you don't have anything else to say."
 "I just came to say that stay away from El. She is my fiance."
 "Yeah I know she is your fiance you posted it on Instagram dufus. I even congratulated you and I had expected a thank you from your side but never mind. "
 It was three months ago you were at your LA residence enjoying an off day. You were scrolling through your Instagram. When you saw the post with the caption she said yes❤️💍. Even after your breakup you guys followed each other to avoid any kind of gossip by the tabloids. You both were very private person so you never went official with your relationship but there were rumours of you two being together which eventually died down. For the first few minutes you didn't know how to react to the whole thing. The life you once imagined for yourselves he is living it but you are no more in it. Your eyes welled up but you overcame your emotions and felt happy that at least one of you is finally going to be happy in life. You liked the picture and commented congratulations🎊❤️❤️❤️.
  "And I also know that she doesn't know about me. Why didn't you tell her about me? Scared of the feelings you still have for me huh?" You smirked
 "Just shut up Y/N. I hate you and that's never gonna change. And you are not gonna tell her anything okay!"
 "But I love you Tommy." You grinned
 Tom scoffed, rolling his eyes and frustrated he started to walk away.
 You called him back "Oi!! Don't worry I'm not gonna tell her anything but I'll still advise you to go and tell her. It will be better and less awkward if she gets to know it from you rather than from anyone else. Trust is the foundation of a relationship, don't break it."
 "Look who is talking about trust and relationships. It's our matter, we can handle it, don't need your advice."
 "Okay cool" you gave a thumbs up
 You really felt exhausted after the whole conversation putting up a no care attitude was really hard as you were totally bothered by the whole ordeal.
………………
 After you and Zendaya finished unpacking your stuff she was exhausted and so decided to get some rest. You on the other hand decided to go for a stroll near the cliff. It was one of your favorite places to go. That place gave you peace and tranquility. You slid your sling bag around your shoulder and put your lyrics notebook inside it. You used to always carry that everywhere whenever you get an idea you note it down in it. You walked along the seashore feeling the cool sea breeze all over your body. You reached the cliff and took a deep breath standing on the edge. You looked over the sea the sun was setting with a golden and orange hue spread across the horizon. It was enchanting. Suddenly some ideas started coming in your head so you took out your notebook and started scribbling on it.
 "What'cha writing?" You were startled by the question you looked back to see Tom climbing the cliff towards you
 "What came to push me down the cliff?" You asked sarcastically
 He rolled his eyes "no seriously what are you writing?"
 "It's none of your business "
 "Come on you can tell me about your new song"
 "I can but first tell me what happens in Avengers 5?"
 Tom shook his head and laughed
 "What?! I'm serious I really can't wait for the movie. Are you bringing back Tony Stark or not. I still cry watching endgame."
"Marvel still doesn't trust me so can't say" he laughed as he took a deep breath and said "I really like this place".
 "Yeah me too"
 "I'm really happy that you came Y/N everyone missed you for the past years"
"And what about you?"
 "Yeah I also did a little." You both smiled.
 You are still confused at what Tom is trying to do. A few moments ago he was being all so mean and rude to you that you were almost about to have a breakdown and now he is here telling you that he missed you. What game are you trying to play with my mind Holland you thought.
You were looking away as Tom stole a glance of you. He really felt guilty, he wanted to apologize for his behavior but showing his anger towards you he thought was the only way to stay far from you. He had a lot of things to say to you but didn't know how to say he missed the time when he could say you everything without any hesitation but now things seemed very complicated for both of you.
 "By the way you look beautiful with long hair. It suits you. "
 You felt a warmth rising in your cheeks as you blushed. You tucked in the stray hair strands flying in the sea breeze behind your ear.
"Umm thanks you look handsome too as always." You smiled awkwardly
 Both looked at each other for a moment then you broke the silence "umm okay then I think I should get going see you around"
 "Yeah sure" Tom nodded
 You turned to go as Tom called you "Y/N! I'm really happy for you. I really am."
 You turned and smiled softly "the feeling is mutual Holland".
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pink-peony-princess · 4 years ago
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I'm your brother it's what I do!
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"Willow, dinner!" Mum called up the stairs. I sighed slowly sitting up on my bed, trying to ignore the dull ache coming from my side and left wrist.
This was the part of the day that I was dreading the most- having to face my brother Shawn. I knew he'd freak out.
The bullying had been going on for months now, and I had been beaten up a few times, but nothing too serious, until today. I'd told Mum and she'd spoken to the school, but they were more concerned with protecting their reputation than their students, and while that made my parents furious they didn't exactly have the funds to just switch schools.
"How was your day?" I asked my brother as I sat down at the table across from him. This was a rare luxury, getting to see him for dinner at home. Shawn was a doctor at a 24hour clinic 30 minutes from here, having gone through an advanced med program in junior and senior year and then onto residency. Now he was moved out into his own place. He loved his place and his work more than anything and he could probably write a book with the stuff he saw on a daily basis. But I missed him, more than anything. We were 5 years apart, but we'd always been close and even now at 17, I relied heavily on him for support- he was my person the only one in the world that I felt like truly understood me.
"It was good. Had a kid with a bead up his nose," he shrugged, before shovelling food into his mouth clearly unfazed.
The rest of dinner was quiet, Mum and Dad discussing their plans for the weekend, Shawn continuing to shovel food down- he was always hungry, and me, pushing my own food around my plate, trying to ignore the throbbing pain of my side that was only getting worse.
"Are you okay Willow?" my mum asked, eyeing me carefully when she realised I still hadn't really taken a bite 20 minutes later.
"Yeah, I'm fine, just tired, I brushed her off, going she'd believe me. "Will you excuse me, I just need to go to the bathroom."
She nodded and I got up making my way to the bathroom. I pulled my shirt up and inspected my aching side. It was black in some places now, worse than this afternoon.
"What is that?" I jumped at the sound of Shawn's voice behind me, I dropped my shirt, spinning around to face him.
"Shawn what are you doing in here?" I spun, tugging my shirt down, panicked.
"I was coming to wash my hands," he answered. "Now stop obfuscating." He stepped forward, his hand coming to pull my shirt up again.
"I fell," I answered, hoping he would buy it, but knowing he wouldn't.
"You and i both know that's bullshit," he scoffed, his harsh tone taking me by surprise.
"You know what Shawn just leave me I can deal with it in my own!" I spat, "It's not like you can change it anyway." I turned away from the mirror, trying to hide my face.
"Wills, what happened?" he asked again, his tone, softer this time, as he reached to bring me into a soft hug.
"Girls at school," I chocked, trying to hold back tears. "It hurts so bad Shawnie," I whispered, the tears escaping.
"Oh princess," he sighed, pulling me into his side again.
"Owwww."
"Sorry hon, let me see," he spoke. As much as I didn't want to I knew I didn't have a choice.
"Holy shit," he let out a low whistle. "When did this happen?" he asked, taking in the swollen, red and bruised skin over my rib cage.
"Lunch," I sniffled.
"I'm taking you into the clinic." he turned from the room, pulling his phone out and dialling a number in a rush.
"Shawn," I whined.
"No Willow, this bruising is bad, and I can hear that you're breathing is laboured, it hurts to breathe doesn't it."
I whimpered, giving the answer away.
"F*ck!" he cursed out, rubbing his face.
"Please don't be mad," I cried.
"On no baby, I'm not mad at you, I promise," he soothed, guiding me from the room quickly, but carefully. "Mum did you know about this?" he asked, pulling my shirt up again to show my mum.
Her face dropped.
"Again Willow?" My shoulders shook as I cried only making the pain worse.
"I'm taking her to the clinic. She needs x-rays and pain relief, she could have punched a lung." It was clear from his tone that he was telling her out of courtesy, not out of nessesity.
"Mum?" I begged, pleading with her to step in, she knew how I hated going to the doctor's. Ironic considering my own brother was one.
"Go with your brother, baby, let him take care of you."
Half an hour and one silent car ride later we were pulling into Shawn's work.
"Easy Princess," he spoke, helping me out of the car, as I struggled to the ground.
"Are you mad?" I asked, not daring to look at him as we made our way slowly inside.
"Yes," he sighed, "But not at you," he squeezed my hand, leading me through the double doors.
"Dr. Mendes,". It still felt weird to hear people refer to my brother as that.
"I need a room now," he spoke urgently. "This is my sister." he added for emphasis.
"Oh my," the receptionist spoke rushing around the counter.
"Room three is free, " she told Shawn, he wasted no time hurrying me down the hallway.
"Hop up on the bed for me Willow?" he asked, as he went to wash his hands and pull on a pair of gloves.
"I'm scared Shawn," I mumbled as he came to stand in from of me.
"There's no need to be," he smiled reassuringly. "I'll tell you everything I'm doing, how about that."
I nodded greatful.
"I'm going to pull up your shirt and have a feel of your ribs okay, can you lie down for me?" he spoke, keeping his word.
"Does this hurt?" he asked, poking around. It was okay, until he hit a section in the middle of the bruise, a sharp ache, eminating from that spot immediately.
"Sorry, Willow, I'm sorry," he apologized as I instinctively recoiled from his touch, tears starting to form.
"S'okay," I mumbled, trying to relax again.
"So I'd like to get an x-ray, to check for breaks," he explained, helping me to sit up again. "But in the meantime how about we deal with your other injuries."
"I looked at him inquisitively, I hadn't mentioned anything about other injuries.
"Come on Willow, I'm a doctor, this isn't my first rodeo, besides, your hoodie sleeve fell down at dinner and a caught a glimpse of what looked like gravel rash. Plus, I highly doubt that if they hurt you enough to potentially crack your ribs, that that would be the only injury you'd sustain." he looked at me knowingly, waiting for me to response.
He had me pinned, I knew it and he knew it.
I sighed giving in and pushing back my left hoodie sleeve exposing the nasty gavel rash that stung when the air hit it.
"This has to be some of the worst I've seen," he admitted, turning my arm carefully to inspect it.
"You're not making me feel any better," I grumbled trying to pull my arm away, but he continued to inspect it, not releasing it.
"Willow, this still has pieces of dirt and gravel in it," he spoke shaking his head. He let me go finally heading over to one of the many cupboards the room had and pulling out several things including a kidney dish, a syringe, two small bottles of what looked like iodised water and antiseptic and some bandages.
"I'm going to have to get the gravel out and flush it, it'll get infected otherwise," he explained, bringing all the stuff over to sit it on the bed next to me.
"Will it hurt?" I asked worried as he sat down on a rolling stool on front of me and positioned my arm where he needed it.
"It might sting a bit," he allowed, "but if I don't do this you WILL end up with an inflection and trust me that will hurt more."
I bit my lip nervously. "Okay," I agreed finally, but my voice wavered giving me away.
"You don't have to be brave Willow," he murmured looking up at me from where he was working to pull the tiny bits of gravel from my arm, me hissing and jumping occasionally. "It's okay to cry." I knew he wasn't just talking about my fear, But everything that had happened to land me here.
"Would you like me to get Cami to come in and hold your hand?" he asked referring to his nurses assistant that I'd gotten to know really well over the last two years.
"Please," I sobbed finally cracking.
"Stay here," he told me, handing me a tissue and patting me on my good arm before leaving the room pulling the door to.
Moments later the door opened again and Shawn was back, Cami in tow.
"Oh Willow, honey," she rushed over to me, giving me a very gentle hug.
She sat with me as Shawn finished pulling bits out and irrigated the wound before wrapping it and pacing an ice-pack on it to help with the pain.
We only had to wait another 10 minutes before x-ray was free, a process that didn't take long.
"You're not going back to that school," he grumbled, returning to the room a short while later and sticking the films on the light board. "See here," he pointed to a barely visible line on two of my ribs. They're cracks. Those girls literally broke your ribs. So I don't care what mum says you're coming to stay with me and you'll finish up school at the local college. It's only a 5 minute walk from my place."
Once he'd finished everything he needed to do and we'd stopped by the pharmacy to get me some painkillers we got back into his jeep. I was so tired now, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and go to sleep, unfortunately my ribs wouldn't let me.
"I've sent mum a text to let her now you're staying with me," Shawn murmured looking over at me as he drove.
"And my stuff?" I stiffled a yawn."
"We'll go back for it in a few days when you're more mobile. If you hit that leaver there the seat will recline so you can nap till we get home," he added as we stopped at a traffic light.
I did what he said and was instantly more comfortable.
"Thanks Shawn," I mumbled softly as I shut my eyes.
"I'm your brother, it's what I do," he smiled, holding his hand out for me to take. "I love you Willow."
"Love you too," I slurred already halfway to dreamland.
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pinkpeonyprincessblog · 4 years ago
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Anything For my Favourite Girl
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"Stop!" I groaned in a desperate whisper, clutching at my chest in the hope of slowing my pounding heartbeat. "Why you won't you stop!" I yelled, scrubbing at my face angrily, ignoring the sting that omitted from the open cut on the side of my cheek as my nail caught it.
I had been sat in one of the schools three girls bathroom stalls for more than half an hour now, and nothing was changing. My chest hurt more than ever, and I struggled to get air in as my lungs constricted.
I was used to the panic attacks. Normally I greeted them as an old friend, letting them wash over me like a wave on the shore, but this one was different. This one felt as though I was caught in a rip, being pulled this way and that, unable to orient myself in the chaos.
Finally, I came to realise that it was no use, I'd have to call my mum, I didn't have a choice. I dialled the number, my knees shaking as I waited for her to pick up, yet hoping that she didn't. It had all started in gym class, when I was assigned goalie for the rotation of the day-soccer drills.
A year ago this would have been fine, I would have enjoyed it even, but as I stood there then, all I could see was the truck veering towards us, unable to stop before it was too late. A whole year later, and the crash was still effecting me, taking everything from me, first my dad, now my sanity.
"Hello?" My mum's voice came through the phone, grounding me again.
"M-mum, I need help," I cried.
"Mia, my darling, what happened?" I could tell she was worried from the way she rushed her words out, but she kept her tone soft.
"Gym, football, hurt,"Was all I managed to get out, before I chocked on a sob.
"I'll be there in five minutes, meet me in the office, can you do that baby? I'll call your brother."
I groaned at the mention of my brother. Shawn was a third year resident at the local emergency department, and while I loved my brother dearly, I hated his chosen profession- yet another side effect of the crash. I nodded, before realising that my mother couldn't see this and mumbled a "Mmmm." Before hanging up, and struggling to my feet. My face and hands were bloody and sore, purplish-blue bruises already starting to form. My whole body ached with every step I took, but I made it eventually, opening the door and earning a gasp from the receptionist.
I didn't have to wait long, before mum was running from the parking lot and ushering me back towards the car. "Your brother's waiting for us at work bubby," she spoke as I rested my head against the glass, wanting to go to sleep. "Don't fall asleep honey, you might Ave a concussion, judging by the bruising."
I signed, but sat up anyway, trying to stay focussed. It was long before we were pulling into the emergency bay of the hospital and I was being ushered into a wheelchair.
"Mia, what happened?" My brother asked, running towards the doors to meet us. When I didn't answer, he turned to mum, waiting for an answer.
"I don't know the full story," she admitted. "She called me in tears, something about gym class, but that's it."
"Pumpkin," he called, putting a hand on my shoulder and crouching down so he was at my height as we came to a stop in a bay. "I know you're in pain right now, and I know you're scared, but I need you to try and tell us what happened so we can help you," he explained.
"Us?" I panicked, the last thing I wanted was for weird strangers to be touching me.
"Before you panic, I know you hate hospitals so I pulled some strings and got my head of department to agree to let me do the consult," he explained softly, brushing some hair out of my eyes. "How does that sound?"
I took a moment to process what he'd said as he stood up again. "S-so no strangers?" I checked.
"No strangers," he confirmed with a soft smile, before holding his hand out to help me up. Holding me steady, as I got shakily to my feet. "Come and sit over here for me poppet," he spoke, directing me to the bed and sitting me down.
I sat on the bed swinging my legs back and forth as I watched Shawn go to the sink and wash his hand, before pulling a pair of gloves from the dispenser on the wall and coming to stand in front of me again.
"Okay, Mia, so tell me what happened."
I went on to tell him everything from the last hour and a half- how I had freaked out when the footballs started coming towards me, and instead of blocking them, they absolutely pummelled me. He listened patiently, but with a distinct look of pity and worry.
"And you're not having an trouble breathing?" he asked, rubbing his stethoscope between his hands and placing it to my chest. I shook my head. Even though I knew it was Shawn, my big brother, my best friend, I couldn't help but jump at the contact. "It's okay," he soothed, "I'm just listening to your heart and lungs."
I nodded, trying to ignore the tears that were building in my eyes again. I felt so stupid, I knew logically that no one would hurt me, especially not Shawn. He had always been my fiercest protector.
"Sounds perfect," he smiled, pulling away. Mum rested her hand gently on my leg, giving me a reassuring squeeze. "Remember, it's just your brother baby."
"That's right, just your annoying big brother," he agreed with a laugh, before pulling a penlight from his pocket. "Look at the wall for me- good," He praised. "Slight signs of concussion, but nothing too major, given that you remember what happened I'd say you'll just need to give your knoggin a rest."
I smiled at that, watching as he got up, amused that despite the professional context he was willing to use the language that he'd used with me at home all my life.
"Are you cold?" He asked, opening a cabinet, and pulling a blanket out. It was only then that I realised I was shivering. I nodded, relaxing into the warmth as he wrapped the soft material around me. "I'm just going to take your temperature. Okay honey."
I nodded, staying still as he waiting for the beep. "All good. Where else are you hurting?" He asked, sitting down on a swivel stool and rolling towards me.
This was the part that I was anxious about- dealing with the actual pain. I could feel the panic rising again, my chest tightening, and my hands going cold.
"Mia?" My brother called, as if from another land. "Mia?" I could feel him taking my hand in his. "Big breathes," he reminded me calmly resting my hand on his chest so I could feel his own steady heart beat. "Better now?" He asked, watching me carefully. I nodded, prompting him to go on.
"So, where were we?" He asked with a soft smile.
"My ribs hurt," I blurted out, " and my cheek and hand," I added.
"Okay," He nodded, "I can see your cheek and hands, they might need a few butterfly stitches, but nothing too major, so I'll deal with your ribs first?" He suggested, waiting for my okay, and gently pulling the fabric of my sweater up when I nodded. Even though it was my brother and we had been through pretty much everything together, there was something that felt so weirdly invasive as his hand ran along my ribs feeling for abnormalities.
"Ow," I hissed, slapping his hand away.
"Sorry honey. They're not broken that's a plus, but I'd say from the bruising you have a hairline fracture so you'll need to ice them and take pain relief. Unfortunately there isn't much else that can be done for ribs. Now how about these cuts?" He asked. I didn't answer immediately, instead reaching for him and focussing my attention on the tattoo on his forearm. The guitar symbolised his love of family, music and family and had always been a favourite.
"Come on bub, you're doing so well. Let's get you fixed up so we can get you outta here." He didn't sound upset or angry, just concerned.
"It's cold," I whined as he wiped over the wounds- first on my head and then on my hands with an anti-bacterial wipe. I hated the smell of them. It brought back so many memories of the accident. I felt so stupid, I had basically let myself be injured all because I had not been able to handle a football coming towards me. In that moment though, it was just a football, it was the truck coming towards me all over again, headlights blaring.
"It could be worse." He commented as he placed the final butterfly strip over the last bit of open flesh.
"You aren't the one bleeding," I grumbled making him laugh.
"Oh Mia, what are we going to do with you?" He asked, pulling his gloves off and pulling me into a tight hug.
"Take her home, give her some pain killers- no aspirin- for head." He told my mum. "I'll see you tonight princess, try to get some rest. I'll give mum a medical certificate for the rest of the week and I'll come check on you when I get home," he added, kissing my head gently.
"Thanks Shawnie," I whispered, nestling into him further.
"Anything for my favourite girl," he smiled. "All in a day's work honey."
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