#no guarantees but would love to just dump all the doodles that i never posted here (like i always do on twit fjdkfj)

[demondinobear-art]

art summary for 2023 \o/!!!!

[starrysundays]

A little update from me~

So I stopped uploading here for a few days because I had genuinely run out of ideas for what to do for Rin! I had already drawn a few pictures and even wrote a little bit about what Rin means to me but then I kept asking myself what else? In a way, it sort of damaged my feelings for Rin, at first this project was a lot fun and I was really enjoying making things for Rin and talking about her which reignited my love for her.

But then, as I started running out of time in the day because I was busy with schoolwork or my mental state just genuinely being a bit on the border, committing myself to think of something new and fresh to do felt like more of a chore rather than me really wanting to do something. So, after thinking about it for a few days I came to a conclusion.

I never wanted to stop posting and celebrating her, this project has constantly been on my mind and I didn’t want to abandon it after all the work I had already put into it and that initial feeling of genuine love for a character that means so much to me that rushed over me again as I started this project - I wanted to see if I could keep that feeling with me forever.

So I’m going to try and pick this up again, chances are it’ll just be little doodles of Rin and edited wallpapers and icons because that’s what I enjoy doing. I tried to write a short story the other day but no ideas came to mind so maybe I’ll try that when I have the inspiration! Hopefully I’ll be able to post daily again (or every other day at the least) because I’m not at school for the next two weeks that lead up to Rin’s birthday!

Finally, I would like to apologise to Rin, I’m sorry I took a few days away from this project that I promised to dedicate my heart to but I suppose I just fell a bit too down in the dumps but I guarantee that I will keep pushing forward and take many twirling steps into the future and meet you on your birthday!

Day 16.