Guess who splurged a little bit hehehe~ 🥰
I got excited and nervous about using it the first time and my pulse went up a bit. (>///<)
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me thinking abt vampires sucking my blood: 🥰🥰🥰
me when i actually have to get blood drawn: what if i killed myself right here in the waiting room
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Hey all, I took much a longer break from writing than I meant to. I stopped writing the middle of December due to moving to a new state plus the holidays with family but my plan was to start writing again the first week of January. However, I got really sick New Year's Eve, like so sick I actually thought I was maybe dying lol. My anxiety was absolutely through the roof, but having pretty extreme anxiety helps me write pretty good angst, so you all benefit from my suffering! :D
Anyway, I wasn't able to write this past month because I'm only just now starting to feel somewhat normal again. I still have some lingering issues and I'm not completely convinced I'm not somehow dying, but I am setting a goal to write at least 15k words during February in addition to uploading the last chapter of Ghost on the Couch some time this week. Don't write me off yet! Still alive for now...
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Is that pain in my arm panic attack or heart attack?
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Hey all my fellow POTS people and dysautonomia denizens, I have some questions for you!
- Do you ever have narrow pulse pressure? (when the top number minus the bottom number of your blood pressure is less than 1/4th of the top number)
- If yes, does it usually happen when you are standing or when you are sitting?
- If you have any advice on how to feel better when you have narrow pulse pressure I am absolutely looking for advice. Like. Hydrate and salt and sit down, but any more specific advice?
- Follow up: if you have a day with very narrow pulse pressure, do you ever feel headachey and bad afterward even when your blood pressure evens out?
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do you guys ever feel the physical symptoms of anxiety but not really feel those feelings? like you're having a hard time breathing, your hands are shaking, heart is pounding, but your mind and soul are elsewhere. so you're just dealing with the symptoms but not really understanding where it's coming from or how to make it stop. not really feeling afraid, either.
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went to the hospital to get my head checked and all they said is my skull is awesome and my little brain is all good
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Also Earthspark did the thing where they displayed ideal/near ideal vitals and the characters were panicking about it LMAO.
And I only noticed it bc my blood pressure is stupid TBH.
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