#no bc this is something byungchan does

[kpopcrockpot]

Making Out With Victon (headcanons)

NSFW mentions/language, 18+ only!

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Seungwoo

Confidence meets passion

Seungwoo usually initiates a good makeout on a whim

You shoot him a look and it hits him like a brick, or, he’s had long day and just wants to clear his mind

Or maybe you just look extra nice that day

He’ll walk over, smiling confidently at you, and grabs your face to kiss you firmly

He’s very good at turning himself into a distraction, and you’ll abandon whatever task you were doing

The man immediately needs you straddling him, like he’ll die if you don’t

That said, he’s the most likely of the group to escalate a makeout session into something a little more...gratifying

Maybe he holds you by the hips, using your body to put pressure on himself

He loves running his hands up your back, under your shirt, while you grind on him

A little groan escapes him when you tug at his hair, but he doesn’t stop

Because he’s a really good kisser, and he knows it

He really likes it when you squeeze at his biceps, because he prides himself on his fitness and he likes knowing that you notice it too

And if you both come just from grinding? Whoops lol

You’ll just change clothes, put on a movie, and probably make out some more

Seungsik

Passionate but gentle, and is anyone surprised?

Has the softest lips, sorry I don’t make the rules

It’s cool if you straddle him or if he’s lying between your legs

But Sik’s favorite is when you rest your legs over the tops of his so that you’re sideways in his lap, comfy and warm on the couch

He can rest an arm around your waist and cup your face with his free hand

Most likely to talk in between kisses, in a soft whisper, with love in his eyes

“You’re the most beautiful.” “I love you so much.” “I’m so happy you could come over.”

He doesn’t need to mark you or tease you at all to enjoy your time together

Seungsik exists only in the moment, drinking in every detail

His hands are slow and gentle wherever they land, but usually one of them is by your face

If the kissing gets more urgent, he’ll slide a hand along your neck and into your hair, tugging so gently that it’s almost a massage

Even his tongue swiping across your lips feels like an action full of love and care

But you’re eventually overtaken by the excitement, the exhilaration of the sheer closeness, and the kiss gets more intense

Seungsik brings you back down to Earth every once in a while, sliding his thumb between your mouths and tracing your lips as he pulls away to breathe

Just watching how they’re parted for him, and being in disbelief that he can kiss them whenever he wants

Chan

Most likely to secretly be a master at making out

He knows how to kiss you just the right way to make you breathless

Once he’s comfortable with you, he gets bold about initiating

Even if you’re minding your business sitting next to him, all it takes is for him to reach over and touch your jaw to make you look at him

He closes the distance in seconds, covering your mouth with his own

If you respond positively, his hand slides to the back of your neck, pulling you in a bit more firmly

After Seungsik, he’s the most likely to not use tongue right away

There are other ways to make a kiss more intense, and he likes to build up to it

Slow, deliberate movements where he’s gauging your reaction

Firmly pressing his lips to the soft skin of your neck, tilting your chin up with the same hand on your jaw

Probably bites when he’s worked up bc he gets ahead of himself

If you suck in a sharp breath when his teeth meet your skin, he stops right away and looks at you with wide eyes

If you tell him to do it again, he smiles and does as he’s told

If kissing you dizzy is a game, then he’s winning

Sejun

We all know by now that Sejun is a hot mess, and notoriously clumsy

For this reason, he’s okay with you taking control during makeouts

He’ll let you tip him onto his back, totally gleeful to be ridden

Neck kisses neck kisses neck kisses

Doesn’t matter if it’s giving or receiving, somebody’s mouth better be on somebody’s neck

He’s definitely the one that’s most likely to get handsy right away

Fingers searching up your sides while you’re kissing, or holding your ass

Sejun can be mischievous at times, so he probably enjoys inconveniencing you with his kisses

Kissing the side of your neck while you’re working, or (more often) stealing ingredients while you’re cooking

There have been at least two occasions of something burning on the stove while you and Sejun make out on the counter nearby

RIP the cookies you were baking, but you can’t say no to Sejun and he knows it

His favorite thing is when you run your hands down his front, nails catching lightly on the fabric of his shirt

It sends tingles down his spine and just eggs him on even more

If you have to leave for work, or push him away so he can go to practice, he pouts until you promise to kiss him some more when you’re both home again

Hanse

Besides Seungwoo, Hanse is the most likely to escalate a makeout session quickly, whether intentionally or not

He’ll hold you to the kiss with a hand firm on the back of your neck, and the other on your ass or thigh

Little nips at your lower lip, squeezing any bare piece of skin he can reach

His boldness only spurs on your own, giving you the confidence to be adventurous

He shivers the first time you catch his piercing between your teeth and tug on it gently

The look Hanse gives you is dark, but his hands tighten on your waist in a clear signal: do it again.

Each time you do it, he squeezes at you harder

But the little groans escaping him are like music, so you don’t stop

He leaves finger-shaped bruises on your thighs, and they hurt in the best way

Let’s be honest, makeouts with Hanse usually end up turning into more nsfw activities

You’re a pair of chronic hedonists, chasing that good feeling together

But even if all you do is makeout, there’s still something satisfying about it

Cause Hanse is hot, and he knows how to make you feel hot, too

Byungchan

This sweet precious dude is just happy to be there

Probably likes to lay on top of you, between your legs, just for the extra closeness of it

Plus he very much enjoys being taller than you, and this position only adds to it

Most likely to giggle if you bump noses, or if your hair gets in his mouth

But his hands are steady on your waist, giving gentle squeezes

He will whine at you if you suck too harshly on his neck

But has no problem making you whine, too

Don’t let his goofy, clumsy demeanor fool you--he’s absolutely marking you up

Man’s a Scorpio after all

He gets a kick out of making it evident that you’re with him, especially if it’s a hickey in a place that will be difficult to cover up

Making out doesn’t have to end a certain way for him--he just likes being close to you

He does tend to get distracted during regular activities, though

So you’ve had to rewind a few movies to actually watch them, because Byungchan derailed Movie Night with his puppy eyes and pretty lips

He’s a loveable disaster, so you’ve inevitably been caught making out at the dorms

Neither of you will ever live it down, but oh well

Have you seen the man? It’s worth it

Subin

Subin’s brand of kissing: Little Shit meets Confident King

He’s got no problem initiating a makeout session, but he enjoys it more when you come to him first

He loves it when you put yourself in his lap, because it makes him feel like a man

More importantly, it reminds him that you want him, and he feels so lucky every time you drape yourself over him

Teases you with his lips because he knows he can get away with it

You know, moving back when you go to kiss him, smirking as you pout

And it makes you chase after his mouth with your own, which boosts his ego even more

Pulls your hair so he can get to your neck, instead of just asking you to move, because he’s  rude like that

If you get too eager in the kiss, he’d bite your lip with a smirk just to let you know he’s amused by your enthusiasm

Getting even more smug when you start shifting in his lap, because he knows you want him and that makes him feel like he’s ten feet tall

Probably the kind of guy that would take your underwear after a quickie and keep them in his pocket for the rest of the day

You’ll get them back that night, but not until after he makes you work for it

Dangling them over your head, he only hands them back to you after demanding a kiss, which you give him with a roll of the eyes as he grins smugly

[prettygirlcore]

victon as billie eilish songs

a/n: i was hit with so much inspiration for ‘x group as x songs’ excuse me if that’s all these next few days are :]

also remember the song ones are going off of the story the song has, so a lot of these may be weirdish or abstract, bc ya know, billie eilish. i didn’t put a lot of thought into these, it’s all about the v i b e s ™️.

also i try to keep gif sizes somewhat similar so sorry i wish i could size them myself but i am untalented :)

han seungwoo: six feet under

seungwoo can feel the rose thorns pricking at his legs as he walks through a field. all the flowers are dead, but they remind him of you. of you and him. he’s confused. sometimes your love feels like it’s alive again, any small sliver of hope that it’s worth saving he clings to. but sometimes, he thinks it’ll be easier to give up, maybe he’ll heal once you’re gone. he’s lost again, lost in the feeling of your touch ghosting against his skin, and all he can remember is your name.

“i can't help but wonder, if our grave was watered by the rain, would roses bloom? could roses bloom?”

kang seungsik: 8

seungsik overcares, he knows he does. he also knows that you don’t seem to care at all. as much as he wants you badly, he’ll leave with the scars from the ropes on his wrists that tied him to you to for so long. you asked him not to hurt you so long ago and now he’s wondering why he never asked the same of you. he knew all along that you’d love someone, but he didn’t know that your love was for someone else.

“i came committed, guess i overdid it, wore my heart out on a chain, around my neck but now it's missing,”

heo chan: ocean eyes

he’s scared, to some extent. your eyes were somehow as deep and mysterious as the ocean and as intense and passionate as the fire he sees when you’re confident in yourself. he’s scared of falling into you, worried that he might hit the ground too hard, but the second he looks into your eyes, he feels hypnotized. you must have cast a spell on him, that’s the only explanation.

“i’m scared, i’ve never fallen from quite this high, falling into your ocean eyes,”

lim sejun: xanny

tick, tick, tick, the clock keeps going, the passage of time doesn’t slow to a halt, but sejun feels like he’s the only one in the room still breathing. all they do is sit there, and the ticking is getting louder. and louder. sejun is so fed up with these people. maybe they want to be so out of it that they can’t feel anything, so drugged out that the bad feelings disappear like smoke. in any case, sejun wants to keep feeling, and he definitely has had his fair share of assholes who don’t share anything but an ashtray.

“waking up at sundown, they're late to every party, nobody's ever sorry,”

do hanse: bury a friend

how are you not frightened of him? his fingers trail on the old, wooden table, making a terrible creaking sound that makes you want to do something, anything, other than be here with him. he’s confused, curious, and annoyed all at once, but something in the back of his head is clawing at all his feelings; he wants them to stop. he sees himself in you, and, conversely, you recognize yourself in him. he was you, after all. sometimes we’re our own worst enemy.

“today, i’m thinkin' about the things that are deadly, the way I'm drinkin' you down, like i wanna drown, like i wanna end me,”

choi byungchan: my strange addiction

he’s got no reason, no explanation for the feelings he has. he’s got an addiction to you. you hurt him so much, but he loves it. call him masochistic, but he can’t get over the burst of life he feels when your lips even so much as graze him. he can’t get enough of you. it’s hard to recognize what he feels, but he’s sure it’s not love. he just wants you to set him ablaze, and all you need is some friction.

“deadly fever, please don't ever break, be my reliever 'cause i don't self medicate, and it burns like a gin and i like it,”

jung subin: no time to die

he should have known that you’d betray him, and to some extent he did. it hurt the most when he could still feel the pressure of your lips on his yet he knew you felt absolutely nothing for him. was everything you went through, everything you ever told him, everything you two were, a lie? he’s looking at the people around him and it’s too obvious that they knew. that’s what gets to him: the fact that it was so obvious to others, to the people who tried to warn him, and he turned a blind eye because he practically worshipped you. you were somehow both his paradise and his downfall, his sanctuary and his hell.

“i'd fallen for a lie, you were never on my side, fool me once, fool me twice,”

[elixirsoflife]

my current pdx101 picks (ep.8)

another elimination has occurred and while most of my picks are through (thank god for that), a couple of them are out or have dropped in rank 🙃🙃

anyways without further ado, here are the ones i am keeping an eye on. fixed picks are non-negotiable with any combination of the strong contenders. i haven't thought about the logistics of positions (e.g. main dancer); these are just the people i'm drawn to.

fixed picks

1. cho seongyoun, rank 17: all-rounder of the year. hand on my heart, i believe him to be the strongest contender there. does this man have a single weakness or flaw? the answer is no. this episode showed so much of his personality which i'm so glad about bc it's amazing. who knew mnet could do some things right?

2. choi suhwan, rank 29: i legit spent a good chunk of last week agonising over suhwan's potential departure, especially after he was robbed in the position evaluations. at this point, i don't think he'll debut, but i hope he wows enough people in the concept evaluations to get signed by a company ♡

3. kim yohan, rank 3: he's a PD pick, but i can't help but love him anyway. he lightens up every room he's in and is just so charismatic. would not mind him in a rapping position

4. song yuvin, rank 12: made to be main vocalist, like his voice is sooo stable. has great chemistry with other trainees and he makes me laugh in nearly every scene he's in.

5. lee jinhyuk, rank 2: my reaction today when i saw how high he's climbed confirmed it for me that he's one of my fixed picks. that angel edit did him solid and i am loving it. tbh i would prefer him as a lead rapper rather than a main, but as long as he gets to shine, i'm cool with it

strong contenders

6. nam dohyun, rank 7: what a funky little rapper. the genius edit is a bit overdone, but it's true: his rapping ability is amazing for his training period. just imagine what he'd be like once he fully blooms?

7. han seongwoo, rank 9: everyone loves seungwoo and that includes me. was honestly so surprised to find out that he's a rapper, like what?? with those vocals?? wow another all-rounder here to claim everything

8. kim hyunbin, rank 25: my passionate baby. i feel like the only thing he lacks (and literally the only thing) are solid relations with other members in my line up, but i'm not 100% sure of that. if anyone knows more about that, please let me know!

9. lee hangyul, rank 15: i had him as someone i was interested in last week, but he is now a strong contender. i know bc i realised i lowkey rooted for him once i knew who he was and i just love his personality, he seems so nice and humble. i saw the relay cam of his and something about the way he interacted with others sold me. also (and i swear this doesn't affect him being on my list), the boy's visuals are no joke.

12. choi byungchan, rank 16: i love his personality, i think he'd be a riot on variety. i think his vocals deserve a lot more praise than they get too. out of the plan a boys, he's less likely to make it, but i'd love it if he did.

people i'm keeping an eye on

11. kim sihoon, rank 24: i moved him here from 'strong contender' after a bit of deliberation. i still am very much interested in how he fares on the show, but when i compare my interest in him to others, there is a noticeable difference. i think he is someone i'd be interested in regardless of whether he makes the final line up or not. (i've heard rumours of how fans think he might end up in ab6ix as a late member if he doesn't debut in pdx101).

12. kim wooseok, rank 1: again, i've accepted him as part of the final line up and have no problems with it, but i don't particularly stan him. although! i will say we did get a better insight into his personality in this episode and in the karaoke battle. he seems really... snarky in a good way? a little tongue-in-cheek? i really need to check him out in up10tion

13. son dongpyo, rank 11: i feel rlly sympathetic to him for being the only center to fall out of the top 10 and don't think he deserves it. not going to name names, but he is definitely more talented than a lot of the younger trainees in the current top 10 and has the cutesy image they like so i'm not sure why he's not there. now that he's toned down on the forced aegyo a bit, i can appreciate him more.

14. kim kookheon, rank 22: i can't believe i forgot to add him! i'm absolutely obsessed with the believer performance and he is someone who i keep getting drawn to in that. also he just seems like a stand-up guy.

- won hyuk

- lee midam

ep 5 | ep 6 | ep 7

[kangseungsicc]

i have yet to listen to the bsides you recommended but i've watched the mvs (plus i'm fine) and you were right, they really are aesthetically pleasing 🌸 actually in time of sorrow the red haired rapper lowkey gave me zico vibes for a second wgdgzf (in a good way tho). can you tell me who was the one with the blue umbrella who started the bridge part in unbelievable? also the one who sang right after him sgdff. looking forward to the profiles!! as long as it isn't too much effort for you tho -🍪

ooooo !!💕💓 how did you like the songs (the ones with mvs)? the red haired rapper is hanse btw!💗😂 oh of course! he’s byungchan, and the one who comes after him is heochan uwu 💝💞

no i actually enjoy making profiles lol 😂💗 gonna go ahead and introduce the members to you! 💞💕💖

they’re under Plan A ent and debuted on november 9, 2016.

Seungwoo (24.12.94): leader, rapper and also a vocalist. a multitalent uwu 💕 he’s the dad of the group 💝 he’s really hardworking and once said that he feels like he needs to stay strong for his member bc he’s the oldest 😭😭💔💝 //  the youngest in his family but the leader so basically a little brother in charge 😂💖 also he’s very annoying  😂he’s always screaming in a very high-pitched voice (someone stop him..). Super Athletic,, like.. the other members are scared of him bc of that…. he needs to chill 😂 also w e i r d (watch the mole story video (put on eng cc))

Seungsik (16.4.95): main vocalist. he’s the mom of the group 💓 also the official potato of the group (i think subin was the one to first call him that)😂💖 a silly dorky baby uwu 💕💝💞 king of smiling (honestly his smile lights my whole universe up) and being weird 💗💗 the Iconic otter face. Just a happy sunshine boy we don’t deserve 😭😭💗

Heochan (14.12.95): Main dancer and a vocalist 💞 he’s the uncle of the group  😂💖 weird boi… he’s always standing at the back looking straight at the camera like he knows something we don’t 😂😂 he has a signature hand gesture that makes him look like either a tour guide or a teacher lol 😂 the #1 subin fanboy 💗💗 A dork like the rest of them uwu 💕 his childhood nickname was dinosaur bc “he looks like one” lol (he does a dinosaur style peace sign in every pic fdhurfjdsgh) 😂 his role models are beast/highlight (he’s a fanboy uwu) 

Sejun (4.5.96): vocalist, visual, face of the group. he’s the oldest son of the group. LOUD AF!! always making weird noises… 😂😂 LOVES eating 😂💗 too extra for this world,,, someone save him pls.. // lowkey cursed highkey an angel uwu💗💓💖 in reality shows seems shy but irl is a big mess 💖💞 

Hanse (25.9.97): Main rapper. he’s the second oldest son of the group.  okay so… we don’t even know.. this bitch is weird af….. usually silent but when he opens his mouth you’ll wish he hadn’t. Like. Why. what’s wrong with him?? also this creepy baby aegyo. he’s like the laziest person ever ( i mean relatable but still.. honey..) always judging the other members even tho he’s as weird as them (if not the weirdest member lol)  💕😂😂 never even tries, he’d just rather be home chilling than doing anything else 😂💖 Also loves subin very much and is now competing for the #1 subin’s fanboy title 💞💞 another boi doing weird noises,,, yikes what’s wrong with victon?? also another Extra boi (we do love those extra ass babies 💕💕) hanse being himself and the other members dying of laughter.

Byungchan(12.11.97): vocalist, visual. he’s the second youngest son of the group. tall skinny legend 💝💝 Also weird af (at this point who in victon isn’t..) kind of uncle-like. The king of gg dances AND sexy dances 💕💕 Honestly by his looks you’d think he’s normal but no. 😂😂Almost never seen in victon videos.. where is he???? Always gets what he wants, like he knows he’s cute and uses it for his own good 💓😂 Super weak, also uses that for his own good lol 😂 needs strong leader seungwoo’s protection uwu 💞💞 a cutie 

Subin (5.4.99): vocalist, maknae. he’s the youngest son of the group. talk about maknae on top,, sigh 💔💔 Like the other members love and adore him So Much and he knows it 💗💗💗 pretty done with the members 24/7 lol 😂 he’s used to their shit but still the most judgemental member 😂 sorry for the viewers in behalf of his older members lol // made the other members kiss for his bday wish UWU!! 💕💕 The pink prince of victon (the other members gave him this nickname during unbelievable era and isn’t that like the cutest thing??)💖💖 THE CUTEST BOY UWUWUWU

and yeah that’s all (well not all but i didn’t want to make this too long)

victon’s official yt channel

their kprofiles profile

some important videos:

victon’s sexy time (put on eng cc)

victon’s dance cover

seungsik’s singing cover

2seung and hanse’s bad boy (by red velvet) remix 

victon ‘그냥 나오면 돼’ Making M/V

subin’s graduation

this mess of a video lol (put on eng cc)

my fav fan youtube channels for victon:

victon subs

hansevicton

nikki jang (they also make videos about other groups)

series to watch:

victon’s born identity // ep 1. (all 16 episodes are available on 1thek’s channel with eng cc!!) ep 1 & 2 actually feature their older sister group apink uwu!!

me7nam // ep 1. their pre-debut reality(all episodes also available on 1thek’s channel with eng cc)

okay so this is A Long Post but i just wanted to say that they have lots of original songs and covers on their official yt channel (such as the bad boy remix) and they’re so talented UGH i’m a proud stan !!!!

and yes they’ve come up with the family positions (mom, dad, uncle, sons) themselves and they’re like one big soft family as they’ve said themselves UWU (okay now i’m making myself cry i love them sm!!!)

sfjhefas i should stop now this is getting too long

[starryseo]

youtuber!chan

kicking off with a stray kids series! hope y’all enjoy this =]

fyi there isnt any xreader kinda thing in this series #sorrynotsorry but i just thought it would be better this way

CHAN | Woojin | Minho | Changbin | Hyunjin | Jisung | Felix | Seungmin | Jeongin

first up is. . . 

the Best Leader™. . .

bang chan!!

most people know him as a music producer

he’s always posting original tracks with the coolest cover art

he dabbles in graphic design - making his own icons/ cover art

his music is amazing: he has some really hard-hitting raps

but then he also has super chill vibes too

his About is probably just “i have too many names, take your pick: bang byungchan, chris, cb97, chan, kangaroo.”

he does a lot of freestyle raps videos & collabs with jisung and changbin, and they got a lot of recognition

so they joined forces and became 3racha

alongside this, he also posts vlogs/ lil’ videos when he’s in Australia

when he was in Australia, on the beach, he did his first face reveal

oh boi

the comments section was !! fiLLED !!! with heart eyes, synonyms for “hot” & “beautiful” and a lot of “;))))” (mainly from felix tbfh)

and, of course, the whole time he was just smiling (blushing a bit the cutie) but showing off those dimples proudly

so, yeah, the crowd went wiLD for the run him when that happened

felix started off the whole “gET SHIRTLESS CHANGAR00!!!1!!!1!1!”

and that was when chan decided to end the live stream rip

the other comments he gets are all about kim woojin, another ‘97 liner artist

so chan checked his videos out and thought he was a pretty cool dude

so he messaged woojin, and they did a few collabs together

and became close friends

so now woojin stars in a lot of his vlogs in Korea

they did a video together in chan’s apartment

where they ask each other questions, and if someone gets it wrong

the other gets to post something from their account

chan started off by asking how many likes their first collab video got to the nearest hundred thousand

and woojin was just like “dude wtf how am i meant to know???? 700k?”

chan was just like  “ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 900k ” and posted this picture he took of the two of them making really ugly faces

of course chan cropped himself out of it before he posted it from woojin’s twitter account :’)

woojin got him back though

“what day did you post your first video in australia? i want the exact day :)”

“,,,,, june 3rd?”

“ :) june 4th”

on chan’s twitter, woojin posted "pretty sure @f3lix-dabs is a fake australian”

chan just laughed bc that seemed pretty harmless

but nah

woojin also knows felix 

felix came back with a whole army i kid you not

the comment section of that post is filled with chan’s old pics lmfao

and loads of edits of felix slaying chan

and just a whole lot of mocking chan

to establish felix’s australian superiority

fun and games aside though

chan is a v reliable guy and he’s so so supportive of all his friends

and he really appreciates the friendships he’s made through youtube

he’s super glad he’s met so many people that are so different to him but so similar

tries helping the younger guys with their school work as well

makes sure that they get their work done AND have fun at the same time

he’s such a sentimental dude

hates crying in front of the guys

but when they met up at one of those conventions he was just like

“wow. these are my friends. these are my bros.”

basically the dad of the group

he, changbin and jisung agreed to meet up at a convention

and jisung was like “is it cool if some of my friends come over too?”

and chan was just like “yeah sure im bringing along woojin too then”

jisung was there with some of his gaming friends (hyunjin, felix, seungmin and jeongin)

and felix and hyunjin knew another guy minho bc they all dance together in the same club

what a small world amirite

so they all ended up becoming rlly good friends

chan and felix became besties bc they’re both australian duh

and chan also finds jeongin super cute bc he’s so young wow <3 

so yh, they all do lots of videos now bc all 9 of them became really good friends after that convention

so now they attend other conventions together

jisung jokingly called the group “stray kids” bc they were all random, lost kids until they found each other and became best friends in the most random ways

but the name stuck and now people actually call them that

probably have a shared instagram account that they all post from bless their souls

theyre basically the Stray Kids Clan bc like all of them game together as well

but thats way too long a clan name so it’s just the SK Clan

[reminds me of the ZF clan if anyone knows]

im basing this off of zf now sry

they made a youtube account called StrayKids

and they post videos together on that

like when they’re gaming/ on twitch streams, someone will screen record and cut out the best parts and compile it into a video

they mainly play group games like battlefield or csgo or smth

and there’s just so much banter and fun it’s hilarious to watch

chan made the account and edits the videos with changbin usually

and they always have so much fun with each other

they’re literally one massive family

and chan honestly feels like he’s been blessed with these guys bc they’ve made his life 1000 times better

and he’s never been happier than when he met them all

and they became one huge family at that convention :)

the end :) got really cringey at the end whoops but i hope you liked it :) next in line is. . . K I M  W O O J I N

:) thank you for reading this far lmao sorry that this was kinda short =\

[sejunsneezing]

Dating Byungchan

Okay this bOY he’s gonna take such good care of you

I feel like regardless of how you meet, you’d need to be friends with him for a while before pursuing romantic

Actually he might downplay and suppress his feelings for a while before he realizes that he’s too whipped to deny it anymore 

He cares for you in subtle ways

Holding doors open, pulling out your chair, zipping up your jacket, occasionally tying your shoe, sharing his food, killing bugs for you if need be 

He’s always down to watch some dumb horror movie with you and when he looks at you and listens to you, his brow knits in concentration, eyes warm and focused on y o u and sometimes it makes you flush because his gaze is so intense

But simply, he genuinely listens to everything you tell him

Gives you good advice and pushes you out of your comfort zone a bit 

Basically Byungchan is a best friend before a boyfriend 

And one evening he’s sprawled on the couch, texting you, and he has this ridiculous grin on his face when Sejun strolls in

“So, when are you gonna tell Y/N how you feel?” Sejun piques innocently 

And Byungchan literally falls off the couch and screeches “W h A T?!”

Even Jaws jumps a little 

Sejun just shrugs, “I’m only wondering.” 

Byungchan is flustered and Seungwoo bursts into the room all frantic “ARE MY SONS OKAY?” 

“I was asking Byungchan when he plans on confessing to Y/N.” 

“Oh! Yeah, good question because it’s been how many months? HEy maybe we should help-” 

Byungchan doesn’t let them help; instead he invites you over to stargaze on the building’s rooftop with a mug of hot chocolate and several blankets and an ounce of courage 

He’s a little awkward and nervous and formal about it but you just tackle him in a hug and nuzzle him and he feels better instantly 

Speaking of nuzzles, mornings with him are always enjoyable because you usually wake up to him nuzzling the crook of your neck, arms wrapped loosely around your waist

Enjoys cooking with you

Moments of uLtRA chEESE 

“My eyez eyez r only 4 u”

“You’re not even from Tennessee, you’re from like...Elevennessee…”

“Choi Byungchan? More like Choi Byungcharm your pants off-”

“Bab pls im gonna vomit”

“No no no-”

He really gets into teaching you girl group dances omg

Actually he just really dedicates himself to...everything he does 

I almost typed something sinful

Anyways you get lost in his magical eyes and in his dimples 

They’re just….so n i c e to look at 

He’s always got this soft smile tugging at his lips when you’re talking on the phone or when someone says your name BASICALLY WHEN YOU’RE ON HIS MIND 

But listen if someone does something the upset you, sassy go go byungchan is coming out aND HE WILL FIGHT sensibly with words

Dates with Byungchan are all over the place (literally) bc he is adventure

He might drag you to an amusement park or carnival or shabby restaurant by the beach with great reviews or the aquarium or a random concert or to a chocolate making class 

He wants you to be engaged in whatever you’re doing and ENJOY TOO 

Arguments only arise because you two challenge each other and most of the time it works out well, but I feel like he knows you really well so he knows how to push your buttons

But he’s down to earth, so he also knows when he’s wrong and genuinely apologizes 

Sometimes you have to share hug time and snuggle time with Sejun

Kisses with Byungchannie oml

Light as a petal and sweet as sugar, peppered all over your face until you’re a giggling mess 

Except sometimes they’re hot and heavy and his fingers dig into your waist and your fingers are tangled in his hair and he sucks diligently on your bottom lip until you’re a whimpering mess

Or something…

PDA consists of back hugs and handholding and he is so TALL back hugs are perfect bc he tucks you under his chin and holds you like you’re the most precious creature in the world 

Bc u r 

He’s so relaxed, it’s easy to lean against him and forget all your troubles

Lots of late night convos about anything and everything and it makes him so happy that he can really open up to you

He completely trusts you but sometimes he needs reassurance so a random “i love you” from your sweet mouth serves him very well

After hanging around the boys and Jaws so much, he begins planning out where you two will live in a few years and how he will adopt a cat and surprise you 

He really likes it when you play with his hair or lean in and rub your nose against his 

Small gestures of affection

He seems like a hand kisser

Like he presses his mouth to your palm or the back of your hand at the end of the night before he drops you off

Basically he is a delightful bub and you would be super blessed  

[elixirsoflife]

my current pdx101 picks (episode 6)

so i think i'm gonna do this weekly to track how my opinions change bc i am really Going Through It atm with this show ffs i hate it why did i get invested in these boys. this post is going to be longer than last week's since i'm going to elaborate a bit on some of the picks ✌🏽

fixed picks

1. cho seongyoun: i... think he might've become my one pick? or a v strong contender for it anyways. funny story actually, i began watching pdx101 for seongyoun since i'd recently discovered his solo music under woodz (check it out if you haven't! he's great), but having 101 boys stare me in the face made me quickly lose track of him until bam. boy reminded me why i shouldn't have forgotten about him in the first place. he truly has it all: vocals, rap skills (did you see him in 'yes or no'?), dance, producing, songwriting, great personality. honestly if he doesn't debut, what even is this show.

2. choi suhwan: my original/possibly-still one pick. i just... really love suhwan okay. he's sweet, has a beautiful voice, gets along with other trainees well, can dance and deserves to freaking debut, damn it. i don't understand how he's been rejected from auditions that many times when he's honestly such an all-rounder. if my boy doesn't rise in rankings, i will riot 🤬🤬 he's currently on the verge of elimination at #28 (down 4 from last week ://) so i'm praying knetz vote for him

other strong contenders (not listed in order)

3. song yuvin: main vocal material all the way. his voice is not only beautiful and light but so stable and strong. he can dance and his moments offstage make me smile. also i love his friendship with suhwan (are they ever not holding each other?) so think they would be great in the same group 😘

4. kim yohan: yohan doesn't have the technical ability of many others but he's honestly so attractive regardless. i don't even mean that in a physical sense, though he does have visuals - it's the fact that his personality is so charming and sweet and he does have the stage presence to pull off being an idol. i do think he would bring something invaluable to the final lineup. he just has such a warm and quirky personality that i can't help but like him. also! though he might not be as strong a singer/rapper as others on the list, he really does have the potential to be really good and picks things up fairly quickly. with more dedicated training, he'll shape up great.

5. wonhyuk: he's caught my eye ever since the e entertainment boys' audition. honestly i would be glad with either of them debuting (or both) but wonhyuk catches my attention a liiittle bit more so i put him on here. i think he deserves to be ranked a whole lot higher than he currently is; his voice has such an interesting colour to it and he's a good dancer too!

6. kim wooseok: i'll be honest, wooseok doesn't immediately command my attention but i think that a list without him is incomplete. yes, he is a visual and that is a part of kpop, but he has good stage presence and vocals too. we all remember the love shot performance, don't we? i think his talent is undeniable and he seems like a fixed member of the lineup. tbh i'm not complaining

7. kim hyunbin: i feel like this boy is passion personified. we saw it in the group evals and it's something i admire. he has a real can-do attitude and i rate it highly. i also admire a good rapper so that's a plus. ngl i was surprised to see him choose a vocal song in the position evaluations but he did well! boy has a decent voice ♡

8. kim sihoon: there was a bit of a weird edit this episode with sihoon and wonjin. i did think that sihoon seemed a bit petulant so i don't think i'd necessarily put him in a leader position, but i think he can bring a lot to the table. not only is he a good performer but he can choreograph and compose. another all-rounder.

9. han seongwoo: if you've come away from this episode not loving this man, you need to rewatch it. honestly such a lovely soul and great on the stage too. he really did deserve that no.1 💕 i think that the way other trainees receive him is really telling too which means he will bring the team together really well. even when he feels pressured as the leader, he keeps his head and stays cool.

10. nam dohyun: cute kid, really good rapper especially considering how short his training period has been. i think he would make a decent lead rapper to seongyoun's main. the guy is the definition of raw potential, i feel.

others i am keeping an eye on

11. choi byungchan: i loved him in the girls girls girls performance bc that stage was literally made for him. i think he has a great personality as well. the only reason i haven't put him as a 'strong contender' is bc i want to see his performance in the position evaluations too (at which point he'll probably become one lbr)

12. lee hangyul: i really liked him this week. i feel like i've mentioned personality a fair bit this post lmao but he seems like he has a good one and he makes me laugh! he talks about having a more masculine image, but tbh that's what i prefer. strong image, strong dancer. i just need to look more into him

13. lee midam: another all-rounder! i see a lot of intl support for midam and tbh i can see why. i feel like the main reason he isn't a strong contender is bc mnet doesn't really give him much screentime unless he's in a bigger group; part of this is probably bc he seems like an introvert, but tbh i dig it. he did the vocal rearrangement for twit apparently - so again: very talented. i'm honestly confused as to why he doesn't rank higher, especially with his visuals (since *cough* that seems to be v important for many knetz)

14. lee jinhyuk: i need to see him perform to solidify my impression of him but so far, he seems helpful and leader-like, plus pretty talented. i just haven't been paying him much active attention so need to do that to get a clearer picture.

others who could debut who i'd be okay with in the final lineup (but don't necessarily stan)

15. son dongpyo: feel like he can do both a youthful and more mature concept. talented dancer.

16. ham wonjin: i actually really liked him in earlier episodes. i don't hate him now or anything, i'm just noticing other trainees more. he's talented regardless 👍🏾

so yes that's my very long post on who i'm keeping an eye on for now. we'll see how things turn out next week (with a shorter post probs lmao)

ep. 5 picks