#nique's random post

[mikaleialt]

request where y/n is a photographer or videographer for a swf mv and the leaders just all have a crush with their masc videographer and are in awe when they meet her💀 but bada is y/n’s endgame

Captured Hearts

Bada Lee x Masc!Reader

Synopsis: it was time for another promotional video shoot for the Street Woman Fighter 2 in collaboration with MAC cosmetics and W Korea

Cw: suggestive, fluff. POV might be all over the place — switching from 2nd to 3rd Person POV— because I'm indecisive.

All real names and businesses mentioned in this story are only used as characters, the following scenes in this story is purely fictional and does not reflect to the real lives of the people and other entities mentioned.

The whole set is bustling at how busy everyone is. People are walking around, carrying heavy cameras, lights, bags and crates full of equipment.

All the staff are excited to work with the guests that will be arriving today, the leaders of Street Woman Fighter 2 are coming together to endorse the brands: CK and MAC.

The stylists prepares their stations and the clothes the 8 women will wear while the camera crew sets up a few lights, and video camera to document the styling process later.

"Where is Y/n?! That girl should be here by now, our guests would be here any minute and our photgrapher is still nowhere to be found!" The director shouts at everyone as some of the staff fumbles on their phone trying to get in contact with the said photographer.

"I messaged her, she said she is still waiting for a cab, she'll be here in 15 minutes" one of the staff nervously answered. The director rubs his temple before letting out a frustrated sigh.

"Tell her to be here in 10 or else she's fired!" The director shouts, just in time the door opens, revealing 8 women who are admiring the spacious set up.

"Hello! Welcome, we are so happy that all of you are here now. Please right this way, the staff will lead you to your dressing room now" the director's expression changes as he greeted the leaders and ushering them to follow one of the staff members.

"For the love of God and everything that is holy, take your time with their make up, do it as slow as possible, we need to buy more time before Y/n arrives." The director whispered at a stylists.

The door opens abruptly for the second time revealing the girl they were all looking for, Y/n arrives at the scene wearing a baggy white shirt and gray sweats as the straps of her camera bag is wrapped around her shoulders.

"Finally, the guests are already here, where have you been?" The director approaches the photographer. "Jeez do you know how bad the traffic was? I had to run down the street just to arrive here on time" the girl answered.

"I don't need your excuses, go to the dressing room already and take some behind the scenes shots. NOW!" The director quickly pushed her to the dressing room, making her stumble on her feet as she enters it.

Everyone looks at Y/n because of her sudden entrance, awkwardly the photographer bowed as she mutters an apology to everyone.

"Woah, she look so handsome" Funky Y muttered to Halo, and she just nodded in agreement. The leaders look at you and admire your charisma.

"She gives me the same vibes Bada has, not gonna lie" Kirsten said which made Bada look at the girl, before smiling shyly.

"Uhmm, hi I'll be your photographer for today's shoot. I'm Y/n by the way." You bowed to everyone as the leaders welcomes you.

The stylists started getting everyone ready, as you go over each of the leaders, documenting the behind the scenes.

The leaders hyping each other up as they all saw each other in their sexy outfits and you captured each moments...

But it seems that you also captured the leaders' hearts, especially one leader in particular... Bada Lee.

The leaders were now ushered in front of the white background set up.

"Ladies, look at all of you looking so beautiful." The director once again welcome the leaders "We'll start now with the shooting, our dear photographer here would gladly lead you to what you need to do" he pointed at you who is busy setting up your camera.

The leaders are excited to work with the handsome photographer as they now step in the camera, waiting for the instructions.

Y/n walks to a speaker and connects to it before playing a random song on spotify. Once the dancers heard the beat they immediately move to the rhythm albeit being confused.

"There we go!" Y/n started hyping the dancers up as she starts rolling the camera. "Just do your own thing, dance" The girl instructed to which the leaders followed, moving to the beat, almost like playing around.

After a few shots, it was now time for their solo shoot, the music still playing as one by one posed for the camera, looking at the lenses seductively.

Y/n couldn't help but blush behind the camera as the attrative women seems to flirt with her, hoping that the leaders doesn't notice it whenever she takes close up shots of them dancing

Soon it was Bada's turn. The leader of Bebe started dancing, swaying her hips. The other leaders hypes the girl up which boost Bada's confidence, moving more seductive now as she moves closer to the camera.

Y/n could swear she stopped breathing right then and there. "O-oh nice, that's it" she stutters which everyone at the set had caught on as they all started laughing.

"Ms.Photographer got shy all of the sudden" Nob and Mina cheered, making you blush even more.

"Bada, take it easy, you're making the poor girl flustered" Lia teased, you had to put down the camera for a while as the director joins in teasing you.

"Ahhh so cute" the two international leaders gushed over at your flustered state. Bada smiles sweetly to you, before you started taking photos again.

After shooting the final shot, it was time for a short 10 minute break for everyone. The leaders started approaching you as showed them some of their shots.

"Oh look how sexy this shot is" Akanen pointed out to a clip of Bada, Lia and Kirsten swaying their hips as their hands is tucked inside their pants'.

Bada smirks as she saw how you zoomed in on her ass and body in that shot, as the others fangirls over them.

"Ms. Photographer really did a great job" everyone agrees, even the director that was about to chew you alive earlier. You cower away, not knowing how to take the compliments that they were throwing your way.

Soon the break ended and the dancers are changing their outfits, that's when the leaders approached you once more, asking for you to take pictures with them which you reluctantly agreed to.

You guys did tons of fun poses with them, and they even asked for your instagram and kakaotalk.

But the fun ended when the dancers were called for an outfit change. You wave to them as each one started making their way back to the dressing room.

One by one the leaders enter the dressing room, but you saw Bada still not going inside, her phone in hand as she took more photos of herself.

"She seems to like taking pictures huh?" A voice suddenly snaps you back from reality, it was the director, "you're staring Ms.Y/n" he chuckled as you blushed once again.

You look back at Bada who is now dancing to "Empire State of Mind" by Jay-Z . Her dance moves looks so enticing, you just can't help yourself.

On the other side, Bada knows what she is doing, she knows that the photographer is looking at her as she danced to the song.

Bada smiles as she finishes and save it to her drafts later to post it. As she start taking pictures of herself once more, it's not everyday she get to wear something so revealing like this. It really gives her more confidence, especially when a certain hot photographer is there watching her.

"Excuse me, Ms. Bada Lee. I see that you are taking pictures, why not let Y/n here do that for you" the director calls out as he saw Bada trying to set a timer on her camera.

Y/n immediately snaps back at the director, eyes wide and face flushed. Bada seems to like the idea and walks to the photographer.

The director pushes you towards the dancer after whispering "I'm doing you a favor, thank me later" he pats her back as Bada finally approached Y/n.

"I'm sorry if I'm bothering you—" Y/n cuts Bada off "oh no, its not a bother. I'm still on break and besides looks like there's an issue with the dressing room" Y/n said in a cool manner at least for Bada, as the girl pointed out the leaders coming out of the dressing room once again, still dressed in their previous attire.

"Why not let me take some pictures of you, for instagram. Just while you guys wait for the stylists to call you back again for outfit change" the photographer proposed to which Bada agreed as the two goes around the studio, taking pictures here and there.

Until they reach a place where there's not much people, Bada leans on a wall as she posed for another pic, Y/n couldn't help but feel her heart beat loudly as the dancer posed in a much more seductive way.

Bada noticed the photographer biting down her lips as she posed, she couldn't help but smirk. There is just an obvious tension between the two.

"There we go. What do you think?" Y/n walks up to the tall girl, showing the photos she took with Bada's phone.

Bada thinks that she really did a great job with the pictures, but she just can't focus on it as Y/n stands close to her. Y/n looks back at Bada, noticing the dancer's gaze on her, making eye contact with her.

By then the tension rises more as Y/n unconsciously looks down at Bada's lips, making her bite down once again on her lip. This is was immediately noticed by Bada, and somehow an unexplainable force just compels the two to finally crash their lips on each other.

Y/n puts the dancer's phone on her pocket as she pushed Bada against the wall, pinning her against it as her tongue licked the leader's bottom lip, asking for permission to which Bada accepts.

Their breath starts getting deeper and shorter as they pull each other, desperate for more. But the need for oxygen finally gets to them as they pulls back.

"Well that's—hah—something" you said as you both catch your breath. Bada looks at you with pleading eyes as she wraps her arms once again on your neck. You knew what she want but decided to tease her.

"What's with that look?" You smirk as she pouts "the kiss felt good... I want more" Bada said in a hush tone and you gave what she wanted, connecting your lips once again, now in a much more gentle way, unlike earlier, aggressive, fueled by lust and desperation.

Bada couldn't help but moan into the kiss, Y/n might be a shy type of person, but due to her masculine personality, there is still a bit of boldness hidden in her somewhere, and it is finally showing as Y/n wraps her hand around the dancer's waist, pulling her in closer.

"Y/N L/N WHERE ARE YOU?!" a screeching noise echoes through the whole studio as the megaphone feedbacks from how loud the director's voice was.

"Well that's our cue" Y/n pulls away from the kiss as Bada nodded shyly. "But I do enjoy... uh, this" she points at bada and herself "...so why don't we continue this some other time? How about we go out for dinner next time?" The photographer proposes, as Bada smiles.

"Is the handsome photographer asking me out on a date?" Bada flirts back. "If only the super hot and sexy choreographer agrees to" Y/n retorted with a wink.

The two giggles as they made their way back, Y/n droping Bada off on the dressing room before heading to where the director is.

"There you are—why is your lipstick smudged?" The director pointed out which brought out Y/n's shy personality once again as she covers her face with her camera.

The following shoot after the break were nothing but the leaders and staffs teasing you and Bada as you two interacts with each other, acting like you two didn't disappear out of everyone's sight earlier before making out.

A/N: And done!!! Finally finished a request after getting motivated to write again. Hope that this meet your expectations tho...

[yeetus-feetus]

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

Tagged by: @im-not-buying-it-ether

My WIP’s (they're all DC related):

"Heal me with gold" - hurt/comfort, dark, suggestive

"De aged au" - crack treated seriously

"Batfam vampires and such" - au where they're all varying supernatural creatures

"Untitled document" - three pages of a half assed idea

"Polyamory" - steamy but no smut yet

"Night out" - more half assed idea, more polyamory

"Random poem" - the title

"Sugar, sugar" - crack treated seriously

"Idfk" - crack treated like crack

"undercover" - more half assed idea

"Timcest" - the title

"Untitled document" - literally just four pieces of dialogue with nothing else.

"Self insert again" - crack. Please don't choose this one.

"Tumblr prompt" - don't know how to describe this, but it's Jaytim btw

"DC repunzel au w/ a twist" - angst and crack.

"Fae court" - angst, crack treated seriously, DC au

"Clone baby" - angst. Abandoned plot.

"Omegaverse math" - uhm.

"Untitled document" - angst, song lyrics

""Tim"" - another half assed idea

"Clone babies" - angst, crack treated seriously

"A brother, a son soldier, and a legacy" - angst.

"what if" - crack. dialogue only.

"Half baked" - less than a page of idea.

"DC insert" - angst, smut. Please don't choose this one either.

"Baby" - ?????

And those are just my wips on google docs. I have even more on Ellipsus that are much better and more fleshed out but it's being super wacky rn and I can't get in to it so, you'll just have to choose from these.

Tags: @yeetus-littlebro @arrowheadedbitch @quackery-binx @you-transfix-me @periwinkle-the-11th @ohtobecat @rt-nique @5m-ay-a @mr-something-0r-another @rattylvr @proshipper-on-ship @devotedlydeepestbluebird @bugssiesbeans @froggyinfear @derp-a-la-sheep @lanawinterscigarettes @zetathegrouch @mylifeingotham @beeqisch @imashittalkingmushroom @jasonpetertoddisgod @darkxw-olf17 @m4dm0n1 @mypainischronicbutmyassisiconic

Annnddd I can't think of anymore people omg this was hard why do I have so many wips!??!??

[pompadourpink]

Hi mum <3 do you any tag/post about curse words/expressions/slang? haha i promise to use it wisely! j'ai besoin de scold quelqu'un ;)

Hello dear,

I made those! Here's some more:

This is nonsense: Tu dis n'importe quoi (neutral)/Tu racontes de la merde (rude)

Shut the hell up: Ferme bien ta grande gueule

No one likes you: Personne ne t'aime

Chill: Calme ton cul

Random ways to express frustration without insulting anyone: Merde, Putain, Fait chier, Chier, Nique sa race, Nique sa mère, Chiottes, Ça me fait trop chier, Bordel, Putain de bordel de merde de sa race (as you do)...

Random insults that technically aren't rude (vocabulary) but still savage and efficient; doubting of someone's intelligence or worth: (agender) Face de rat, Banane + Benêt + Abruti + Neuneu (dumb) Cloporte, Andouille, Grosse quiche, Grosse tanche, Sale race; (f) Pouilleuse, Grande dinde; (m) Tête de noeud, Vaurien, Vieux con (older), Sale plouc, Gros porc (perv), Minable, Fils de chien, Pouilleux, Sac à vin (drunk)...

Same but actually rude: (a) Mange-merde, Enflure, Trou du cul, Raclure, Casse-couilles, Connard, Sac à merde, Sac à foutre, Sale merde, Grosse merde, Gros tas de merde, Lèche-cul (asslicker) ; (m) Sale bâtard, Crétin, Crevard (stingy), Couillon, Salopard, Tête de con, Connard, Sale boloss, Branleur (lazy), Ducon, Enculé de ta mère; (f) Grosse chienne, Pétasse, Connasse, Pouf/Poufiasse, Crevarde (stingy), Salope, Grognasse...

Bisous!

[bippityboppitybibuck]

7, 9, 28 for the ask meme !! but most importantly,,,, 1 ?!

Thank you lovely!!❤️❤️❤️

1. Where did you hide the body?

I have a really large forest behind my house, I’m not legally allowed to say what I may or may not have done there, but it would take you far too long to find out the truth for sure 😉😆

7. Something you hate that you love?

Having a messy room 

9. Make up an acrostic for the word Exsanguinate. (you are cruel)

Every so often I hear the

Xylophones answer the calls of the needy

Singing for all to hear

A song of

Never-ending hope

Gain from it a 

Unique bit of 

Insight and let 

Nature welcome you 

And you shall

Too one day enjoy the

Earth we walk upon 

28. Random inside joke? am I allowed to give context imma add context in the tags

Thank you father.

You’re welcome my son.

or even better

Thank you mom.

You’re welcome son. 

Questions come from this post, ask away if you’d like❤️❤️

This was a lot of fun even if you made me use fucking exsanguinate to make a poem, please hold for the context in the tags I don’t have the Xkit thing 😬

[mikaleialt]

Goodbye.

Hello, this will be my last post on this account. I have decided to quit writing for Bada Lee and Bebe completely after weeks of contemplating. I am truly grateful for everyone who had supported me and my works, and to the friends (even the ones who betrayed and lied to me) that I met on this lovely community. Don't worry, this blog account would not be deleted so people can still come back to read my works whenever they want.

However, I will be abandoning this account and will create a new one, as I don't want to pile another content on top of the memories I made within the Bada community. We may meet each other again in another side of tumblr, don't forget to say hi if we do.

The reason for me quitting is not because of the recent issues with minors, but because I lost inspiration to write for Bada for quite a while now. I still support Bada and Team Bebe, however the time has come and I have to grow out of this phase. I had a wonderful time spending with each of you, thank you for all the wonderful memories we made together. This is Nique also known as @mikaleialt, officially signing off.

[tasksweekly]

[TASK 149: THE BAHAMAS]

In celebration of Caribbean American Heritage Month, here’s a masterlist below compiled of over 250+ Bahamian faceclaims categorised by gender with their occupation and ethnicity denoted if there was a reliable source. If you want an extra challenge use random.org to pick a random number! Of course everything listed below are just suggestions and you can pick whichever faceclaim or whichever project you desire.

Any questions can be sent here and all tutorials have been linked below the cut for ease of access! REMEMBER to tag your resources with #TASKSWEEKLY and we will reblog them onto the main! This task can be tagged with whatever you want but if you want us to see it please be sure that our tag is the first five tags, @ mention us or send us a messaging linking us to your post!

THE TASK - scroll down for FC’s!

STEP 1: Decide on a FC you wish to create resources for! You can always do more than one but who are you starting with? There are links to masterlists you can use in order to find them and if you want help, just send us a message and we can pick one for you at random!

STEP 2: Pick what you want to create! You can obviously do more than one thing, but what do you want to start off with? Screencaps, RP icons, GIF packs, masterlists, PNG’s, fancasts, alternative FC’s - LITERALLY anything you desire!

STEP 3: Look back on tasks that we have created previously for tutorials on the thing you are creating unless you have whatever it is you are doing mastered - then of course feel free to just get on and do it. :)

STEP 4: Upload and tag with #TASKSWEEKLY! If you didn’t use your own screencaps/images make sure to credit where you got them from as we will not reblog packs which do not credit caps or original gifs from the original maker.

THINGS YOU CAN MAKE FOR THIS TASK -  examples are linked!

Stumped for ideas? Maybe make a masterlist or graphic of your favourite faceclaims. A masterlist of names. Plot ideas or screencaps from a music video preformed by an artist. Masterlist of quotes and lyrics that can be used for starters, thread titles or tags. Guides on culture and customs.

Screencaps

RP icons [of all sizes]

Gif Pack [maybe gif icons if you wish]

PNG packs

Manips

Dash Icons

Character Aesthetics

PSD’s

XCF’s

Graphic Templates - can be chara header, promo, border or background PSD’s!

FC Masterlists - underused, with resources, without resources!

FC Help - could be related, family templates, alternatives.

Written Guides.

and whatever else you can think of / make!

MASTERLIST!

F:

Debbie Cameron / Deborah Cameron (1958) Afro-Bahamian - singer.

Janine Antoni (1964) Bahamian - artist.

Wendy Coakley-Thompson (1966) Afro-Bahamian - author.

Persia White (1972) Afro-Bahamian / Irish - actress, singer-songwriter, and model.

Sydney Tamiia Poitier (1973) Afro-Bahamian / Lithuanian Jewish, Irish - actress.

Trina / Katrina Taylor (1974) Afro-Bahamian / Afro-Dominican - rapper and tv personality.

Brettina / Brettina Robinson (1976) Afro-Bahamian - actress, singer-songwriter, and model.

Jeanene Fox (1978) Afro-Bahamian / Italian, Scottish - tv personality, model, and interior designer.

Tia Mowry (1978) Afro-Bahamian [including Ghanaian, Ivorian, Cameroonian, Congolese, Malian] / Irish, British, Unspecified Iberian, Unspecified Other European - actress.

Shakara Ledard (1979) Afro-Bahamian / French - actress and model.

Maryke Hendrikse (1979) Bahamian - actress.

Kourtney Brown (1984) Bahamian - actor, tv host, model, and visual artist.

Denia Nixon (1986) Afro-Bahamian - model.

Anastagia Pierre (1988) Afro-Bahamian - actress and model.

Whitney Thompson (1987) 1/16 Bahamian, 15/16 mix of Irish, Scottish, English - model.

Toria Nichole / Toria Nichole Penn (1988) Afro-Bahamian - model and Miss Universe Bahamas 2015.

Zoë Kravitz (1988) 1/8 Afro-Bahamian, 3/8 African-American, 7/16 Russian Jewish, 1/16 Belarusian Jewish - actress, singer, and model.

Ayisa Adderley (1993) Bahamian / Filipina - actress and singer.

Mecca White (1995) Afro-Bahamian, Irish / Unknown - actress, singer, and filmmaker.

Kendearia Pratt (1995) Afro-Bahamian - youtuber (Kendearia & Ricardo).

Chase Carter (1997) Afro-Bahamian / Unspecified White - model.

Angelique Sabrina (1998) Afro-Bahamian - singer, songwriter, dancer, and actress.

Nique (2000) Afro-Bahamian - instagrammer (kissmyspiffyness).

Sasha Fox / Sasha Gabriella Fox (2000) Afro-Bahamian, Italian, Scottish / African-American, English, Welsh, Unconfirmed Unspecified Native American - actress and filmmaker.

Neshuh B. (2000) Afro-Bahamian - funimate star (OfficialNeshuhB).

Nyah Bandelier (2000 or 2001) Bahamian - model Miss World Bahamas 2019.

Haylie Turnquest (2002) Afro-Bahamian - mode (Instagram: haylie_turnquest)

Ashley Hanna (?) Afro-Bahamian - Miss Bahamas Universe 2016.

Kendra Beneby (?) Afro-Bahamian - model.

Saida Karamo (?) Afro-Bahamian - model, actress and singer (Instagram: saidakaramo).

Tiasha Lewis (?) Afro-Bahamian - beauty queen and model (Instagram: queen.tiasha).

Meecah (?) Afro-Bahamian - model, actress, and singer.

Bekuh / beautybybekuh (?) Afro-Bahamian, British, Unknown - Instagrammer (beautybybekuh).

Chelsea Se'Anne (?) Afro Puerto Rican, Bahamian, African-American, Unspecified White - model (Instagram: model_citizensb).

Ariel Newbold (?) Afro-Bahamian - singer (Instagram: _heyyitsari).

Leah Eneas (?) Bahamian - actress and singer.

Syngular Journeé (?) Afro-Bahamian - singer (Instagram: syngularjournee).

Zaafira (?) Afro-Bahamian- singer (Instagram: zaafiramusic).

Jasy Davis (?) Afro-Bahamian - actress and model.

Phara (?) Afro-Bahamian - model (Instagrammer: _pretty_phara).

Antonia.S (?) Afro-Bahamian - model (Instagram: antonya._).

Alexandria P. (?) Afro-Bahamian - model (Instagram: alexandria_pinder).

Michelle E. Louidor (?) Afro-Bahamian - model (Instagram: me_louidor).

Nyesha Carissa (?) Afro-Bahamian - Mrs. Galaxy Bahamas (Instagram: nyeshacarissa).

Tomii Culmer (?) Afro-Bahamian - Miss Universe Bahamas 2014.

Sarafine Andres (?) Bahamian, Indian, Jamaican  - Instagrammer (sarafine_andres).

The Find (?) Afro-Bahamian - Youtuber (The Find Guru) and Instagrammer (goldennn_xo).

Nathaniel Prince Lewis (?) Bahamian - producer, actor, and screenwriter.

Cindy Raphael (?) Bahamian, Haitian - actress.  

Shelly P. (?)  Afro-Bahamian - YouTuber.

TAP (?) Jamaican, Bahamian - YouTuber (Instagrammer: theycallmetap).

Sienna Evans (?) Afro-Bahamian - model (Instagram: sienna.evans).

Lori (?) Afro-Bahamian - Instagrammer (thereallovelori),

F - Athletes:

Claudette Powell (1952) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Shonel Ferguson (1957) Afro-Bahamian - track and field athlete.

Oralee Fowler (1961) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Debbie Greene (1962) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Eldece Clarke-Lewis (1965) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Laverne Eve (1965) Afro-Bahamian - track and field athlete.

Pauline Davis-Thompson (1966) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Jackie Edwards (1971) Afro-Bahamian - long jumper.

Chandra Sturrup (1971) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Dedra Davis (1973) Afro-Bahamian - long jumper.

Savatheda Fynes (1974) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Pollyanna Johns Kimbrough (1975) Afro-Bahamian- basketball player.

Debbie Ferguson-McKenzie (1976) Afro-Bahamian- sprinter.

Tonique Williams-Darling (1976) Afro-Bahamian- sprinter.

Christine Amertil (1979) Afro-Bahamian - track and field athlete.

Tamicka Clarke (1980) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Yolett McPhee-McCuin (1983) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Shandria Brown (1983) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Nikia Deveaux (1985) Afro-Bahamian- swimmer.

Larika Russell (1985) Afro-Bahamian - tennis player.

Alana Dillette (1987) Afro-Bahamian- swimmer.

Lanece Clarke (1987) Afro-Bahamian- sprinter.

Bianca Stuart (1988) Afro-Bahamian - long jumper.

Cache Armbrister (1989) Bahamian [Jamaican] - sprinter.

Sheniqua Ferguson (1989) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Arianna Vanderpool-Wallace (1990) Afro-Bahamian- swimmer.

Krystal Bodie (1990) Afro-Bahamian - hurdler.

Nivea Smith (1990) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Ivanique Kemp (1991) Afro-Bahamian - hurdler.

Kerrie Cartwright (1992) Afro-Bahamian - tennis player.

V'Alonee Robinson (1992) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Tamara Myers (1993) Afro-Bahamian - triple jumper.

Anthonique Strachan (1993) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Katarina Johnson-Thompson (1993) Afro-Bahamian / Unspecified - track and field athlete.

Emily Morley (1993) Bahamian - rower.

Adanaca Brown (1993) Afro-Bahamian - hurdler.

Katrina Seymour (1993) Afro-Bahamian - hurdler.

Tynia Gaither (1993) Afro-Bahamian - hurdler.

Shaunae Miller-Uibo (1994) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Jonquel Jones (1994) Afro-Bahamian- basketball player.

Devynne Charlton (1995) Afro-Bahamian- hurdler.

Carmiesha Cox (1995) Afro-Bahamian- hurdler.

Pedrya Seymour (1995) Afro-Bahamian- hurdler.

Simone Pratt (1996) Afro-Bahamian - tennis player.

Jenae Ambrose (1997) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Joanna Evans (1997) Bahamian- swimmer.

Shaquania Dorsett (1997) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Devine Parker (2000) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

M:

Sidney Poitier (1927) Afro-Bahamian - actor, director, and author.

Pat Rolle (1943/1944) Afro-Bahamian - singer.

Nile Rodgers (1952) 21/32 African-American, 1/4 Afro-Bahamian, 1/16 Unspecified Iroquois, 1/32 mix of Irish, English - singer-songwriter, guitarist, producer, composer, and arranger.

Luke / Uncle Luke / Luke Skyywalker / Luther Campbell (1960) Afro-Bahamian / Afro-Jamaican - actor, rapper, record executive, and promoter.

Ron Butler / Ronnie Butler / Ronald Butler Jr (1962) Afro-Bahamian - actor, comedian, and director.

Lenny Kravitz (1964) Afro-Bahamian, African-American / Ashkenazi Jewish - singer-songwriter and actor.

Michael K. Williams / Michael Kenneth Williams (1966) Afro-Bahamian / African-American - actor.

Sebastian Bach / Sebastian Bierk (1968) Bahamian [Norwegian, Dutch, German, Scottish, English, Unconfirmed Lucayan] - actor and singer-songwriter.

Rick Fox / Ulrich Fox (1969) Afro-Bahamian / Italian, Scottish - actor, basketball player, franchise owner, and businessman.

Blue Curry (1974) Bahamian - artist.

Rik Carey (1977) Afro-Bahamian - singer and musician.

Bryan-Michael Cox (1977) Afro-Bahamian - musician-songwriter and producer.

Lil Duval / Ronald Powell (1977) Afro-Bahamian - actor, rapper, singer, comedian, and writer.

Kazi / Kharma Kazi / Chris Role (1978) Afro-Bahamian - rapper, record executive, and activist.

Tavares Strachan (1979) Afro-Bahamian - artist.

Alano Miller (1980) Bahamian, Cuban, Jamaican - actor.

Skyy John (1980) Afro-Bahamian - tv host and youtuber.

Duncan Casey (1984) Bahamian - actor.

Avvy (1984) Afro-Bahamian - singer.

Don Panton (1984) Afro-Bahamian - youtuber.

Tahj Mowry (1986) Afro-Bahamian [including Ghanaian, Ivorian, Cameroonian, Congolese, Malian] / British, Irish, Unspecified Iberian, Unspecified Other European - actor.

Dorian Foyil (1992) Bahamian - drummer and producer.

Young Raven Miyagi / Ultimate Denzel Curry / Denny Cascade / Denzel Aquarius’killa Curry / Zeltron 6 Billion / Black Metal Terrorist / Denzel Curry (1995) Afro-Bahamian - rapper-songwriter and singer.

Ahmaad Aspen / Ahmaad Aspen Grant (1995) Afro-Bahamian - singer-songwriter.

Ricardo McCartney (1995) Afro-Bahamian - youtuber (Kendearia & Ricardo).

ChristianAdamG / Christian Adam (1998) Afro-Bahamian - rapper and youtuber.

Wyldcard / Kendrick Dean (?) Afro-Bahamian - singer-songwriter, pianist, drummer, organist, and producer.

DJ Ferret / Patrick Rodgers (?) Bahamian - DJ, promoter, producer, and advocate.

Romel Kelly (?) Afro Bahamian - model (Instagram: greek_god96)

Aidan Notarfancesco (?) Bahamian, Italian - model (Instagram: a.notarfrancesco)

Gianni ''Gigi'' Smith (?) Afro-Bahamian, Belgium - dancer and model (Instagram: gianni_smith)

Jared Kemp (?) Afro-Bahamian / Unknown - actor.

Alfred Adderly (?) Afro-Bahamian, Choctaw - actor.

Adam Nicholas Brown (?) Afro-Bahamian - actor, model, and film director.

Chris Rolle (?) Afro-Bahamian - rapper, founder of a record company, and activist.

M - Athletes:

Gomeo Brennan (1939) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Laurence Burnside (1946) Bahamian - cyclist.

Cyril Pinder (1946) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Nat Knowles (1948) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Ed Armbrister (1948) Afro-Bahamian - baseball player.

Ed Smith (1950) Afro-Bahamian - American football player.

Geoffery Burnside (1950) Bahamian - cyclist.

Mychal Thompson (1955) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Andy Knowles (1955) Bahamian - swimmer.

Kendal Pinder (1956) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Lynden Rose (1960) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Steve Larrimore (1963) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Roger Smith (1964) Bahamian - tennis player.

Ray Minus (1964) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Philip Pinder (1964) Bahamian - boxer.

Lionel Haven (1965) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

David Morley (1965) Bahamian - swimmer.

Sean Nottage (1965) Bahamian - swimmer.

Tito Horford (1966) Dominican [Bahamian / Unspecified]  - basketball player.

Ian Lockhart (1967) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Kevin Davies (1967) Bahamian - footballer.

Andre Seymour (1967) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Garvin Ferguson (1968) Bahamian - swimmer.

Dexter Nottage (1970) Afro-Bahamian - American football player.

Mark Dean (1971) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Jocelyn Borgella (1971) Afro-Bahamian - American football player.

Mark Knowles (1971) Bahamian - tennis player.

Mark Merklein (1972) Bahamian - tennis player.

Allan Murray (1972) Bahamian - swimmer.

Freeman Barr (1973) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Kamal Degregory (1974) Bahamian - football player.

Nesley Jean (1975) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Damien Neville (1975) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Rhadi Ferguson (1975) Afro-Bahamian - mixed martial arts trainer, strength and conditioning coach, motivational speaker, and black belt in judo and Brazilian jiu-jitsu.

Samari Rolle (1976) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Yves Edwards (1976) Afro-Bahamian - mixed martial artist.

Dada 5000 / Dhafir Harris (1977) Afro-Bahamian - mixed martial artist and former internet celebrity.

Narendra Ekanayake (1977) Bahamian [Sri Lankan] - cricketer.

Christopher Murray (1978) Bahamian - swimmer.

Jermain Mackey (1979) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Damani Horton (1979) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Trevor Harvey (1980) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Gavin Christie (1981) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Anwar Ferguson (1981) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Jeremy Knowles (1981) Bahamian - swimmer.

Nicholas Rees (1982) Afro-Bahamian - swimmer.

Antrel Rolle (1982) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Alex Smith (1982) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Edner Cherry (1982) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Devard Darling (1982) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Abali Hoilett (1983) Afro-Bahamian - cricketer.

Marvin Rolle (1983) Afro-Bahamian - tennis player.

D'Brickashaw Ferguson (1983) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Mackenson Altidor (1984) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Daron Beneby (1984) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Tureano Johnson (1984) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Donald Thomas (1984) Afro-Bahamian - high jumper.

Chris Vythoulkas (1984) Bahamian - swimmer.

Torin Ferguson (1985) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Devin Mullings (1985) Afro-Bahamian - tennis player.

Myron Rolle (1986) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Dwayne Whylly (1986) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Al Horford (1986) Dominican Republic [Afro-Bahamian] - basketball player.

Magnum Rolle (1986) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Ryan Sweeting (1987) Bahamian - tennis player.

Happy Hall (1987) Bahamian - footballer.

Ramon Miller (1987) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Shemord Thompson (1987) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

J. R. Cadot (1987) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Eric Gordon (1988) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Mychel Thompson (1988) Bahamian - basketball player.

Brian Rolle (1988) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Valentino Knowles (1988) Afro-Bahamian - boxer.

Cameron Hepple (1988) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Aleks Vanderpool-Wallace (1988) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Demont Mitchell (1988) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Elvis Burrows (1989) Afro-Bahamian - swimmer.

Demetrius Pinder (1989) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Lesly St. Fleur (1989) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Dwayne Forbes (1989) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Denair Mitchell (1989) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Kadeem Coleby (1989) Afro-Bahamian - basketball player.

Geno Smith (1990) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Klay Thompson (1990) Afro Bahamian, unspecified other  - basketball player.

Michael Bethel (1990) Bahamian - footballer.

Ambry Moss (1990) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Raynaldo Sturrup (1990) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Jon Horford (1991) Afro-Bahamian, Dominican Republic - basketball player.

George Hunter (1991) Bahamian - rugby player.

Trayce Thompson (1991) Afro-Bahamian - baseball player.

Anton Sealey (1991) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

David Nesbitt (1991) Afro-Bahamian - baseball player.

Denzel Deveaux (1992) Bahamian - footballer.

Raymorn Sturrup (1992) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Buddy Hield (1992) Afro-Bahamian - baseball player.

O'Jay Ferguson (1993) Afro-Bahamian - sprinter.

Duane Beneby (1993) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Kristoff Wood (1993) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Matthew Lowe (1994) Bahamian - swimmer.

Terry Delancy (1994) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Julio Jemison (1994) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Lourawls Nairn Jr. (1994) Afro-Bahamian - baseball player.

Keanu Pinder (1995) Afro-Bahamian / Unspecified Indigenous Australian - basketball player.

Valin Bodie (1995) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Tre Barry (1996) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Dustin Tynes (1996) Afro-Bahamian - swimmer.

Jaelin Williams (1997) Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

Marcel Joseph (1997) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Isiah Collie (1997) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Troy Pinder (1997) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Devaughn Williamson (1997) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Joshua Fernander (1998) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Christopher Godet (1998) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Deandre Ayton (1998)  Afro-Bahamian - American footballer player.

N'Nhyn Fernander (1998) Afro-Bahamian - swimmer.

Re'john Ene (1999) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Ricardo McPhee (1999) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Ethan Willie (1999) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Liam Holowesko (2000) Bahamian - cyclist.

Jordan Farquharson (2000) Afro-Bahamian - footballer.

Problematic:

Al Roker (1954) Afro-Bahamian / Afro-Jamaican, African-American - actor, tv personality, weather forecaster, journalist, and author - Comments that are racist to Japanese people and defended a white weatherman over his racist remarks referring to Martin Luther King Jr.

Tamera Mowry / Tamera Mowry-Housley (1978) Afro-Bahamian [including Ghanaian, Ivorian, Cameroonian, Congolese, Malian] / British, Irish, Unspecified Iberian, Unspecified Other European - actress, model, singer, tv host, and author - Sexist/slut-shaming comments and believes one can be racist to white people.

[hoshiumies]

Nique didn’t even do anything, so why are you telling people to stop interacting with her?

i was actually planning to make a post about it since ppl keep asking me, so i guess i can just make it here, myself.

but like, when nique first announced they were doing a catfish episode, i had defended them and also tried to comfort them, because people were being kind of disproportionate in making fun of them, esp when the entire episode wasn’t centred around the rpc or anything, they were just talking about it. so i completely gave them the benefit of the doubt because i had assumed that this thing would be about her and her struggles, especially about her r/s with alice.

come the date of the actual catfish episode, and it borderline triggered me, like. real hard. you can handle or interpret it however you’d like, but the way i, and the people i was watching it, were seeing it, it seemed really gaslight-y and guilt-trippy on nique’s part. which, don’t get me wrong, i know they were anxious and they were feeling a lot of difficult emotions because of stuff like alice having different phone numbers, or not wanting to video chat, and especially when she told her not to come to LA.

however. however – all of these things were things they could have directly come to alice about, instead of taking it to national tv. when i watched the part where they called alice and she said she couldn’t do this on tv and begged them not to come to LA, it was very obvious that she was having some sort of anxiety attack and whatnot.

and while i understand this wasn’t their intention, the fact that they all still went to LA anyway, and asked alice again to meet up, made it seem very much so like she had no choice but to say “yes”, because how the hell do you say no to that request when it’s being made on tv ???

don’t get me wrong, i do think it was sweet that nev said they could go to LA for themself and not for alice, but imagine yourself in that kind of situation as alice: if you said no in that kind of situation, could you imagine how people would react to that, or regard you as a terrible person ?? hell, people are STILL doing that, even though alice did talk it out with nique in the episode.

which brings me to the entirety of the situation.

i don’t know or care if this was staged, like nique has claimed.

if it was staged, then i still don’t think this kind of behaviour, especially on tv, was okay. it was subtly geared towards gaslighting alice ( and alice even says herself she didn’t want to say a hard ‘no’ to nique in fear of embarrassing her on live tv, but she was saying ‘no’s multiple times, which nique still interpreted as ‘maybe’s or ‘yes’s ), and is representative of a very toxic mindset. all of these problems could have been solved if nique had literally just talked to alice about it.

but i really don’t think it was staged – not what with what’s been happening after the matter.while i don’t want to divulge what has been happening on alice’s end, i do know that nique has more or less stood by while terrible things have been happening to her, and is instead liking / retweeting tweets bashing alice.what makes me the most alarmed, however, is that nique is straight up blocking everybody who so much as points out that the way they interpreted her behaviour in the episode was not a positive interpretation.

because to me, the way i interpreted it, is that while nique’s emotions and distress involving the situation were 100% valid, they should NOT have completely violated alice’s boundaries like that, especially on national tv. and now alice is receiving the blowback for all of this.

i get that mtv might have changed some things or anted up certain aspects for the drama, but the fact of the matter is, nique is not letting anyone come to their own conclusion about things. and if the general consensus among people in the rpc who have seen this is that this kind of blatant disregard of consent is unacceptable, and the entire situation was geared towards only attacking alice for situations that she had no idea were even happening in the first place ( aka she legitimately had no idea nique was even into her AND BEFORE YOU BRING UP the fact that they shared certain “pictures” with one another, i want to remind you that it’s not that unusual for friends–especially lgbtq+ members, whose entire existence relies on us disrupting determined binaries and expectations in society–to send nudes to one another. like, i have a friend who straight up will post random nudes on her priv twitter to affirm herself. additionally, nique is a sex worker; they should also be aware that not every picture of that nature sent to someone is in a romantic sense. yes, it’s definitely charged in something, i won’t lie, and i don’t blame nique for seeing it as a romantic gesture, but like i said — COMMUNICATION ), then maybe that’s indicative of a larger problem.

yeah, the situation was kinda sucky. alice and nique both should’ve communicated better.but please don’t try to tell me nique did nothing wrong when multiple people have claimed that their actions in that episode were indicative of past abusers in their lives.

[mikaleialt]

Teach me curse words in Portuguese, I'll teach you curse words in Tagalog (Filipino)

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[carnationsinjanuary]

Get to know me tag

Tagged by: @xtemptaetionx Tanks💕

Rules: Answer the questions and tag blogs you want to know better

Nicknames: Mo, Moni, Momo, 'Nique, Monique-y, Nicki, and a lot more these are just the ones used the most

Gender: Female ♀️

Height: 5'3 (160.2 cms)

Time: 8:41pm PST🏝

Star Sign: Aquarius♒ (I'm on the Capricorn-Aquarius cusp tho ☺)

What I post about: Random; things I love and/or intrest me

Favorite KPOP Groups/Artists🎶: BTS, EXO, GOT7, Seventeen, Monsta X, Astro, Jay Park, Dean, NCT

Non-Kpop Artits🎶: Panic! At the Disco, P!nk, Fall Out Boy, Little Mix, 5 Seconds of Summer, Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Paramore, Childish Gambino, Adele, Mystery Skulls, Daft Punk, Ariana Grande, Kendrink Lamar, Ninja Sex Party, Khalid, Christina Aguilera

Song currently stuck in my head 🗣: Greatest Show covered by Panic! At the Disco (Such a great cover)

Meaning of URL: One of my nicknames and then edits added cos I was going to originally post photoedits on Tumblr (considering changing it tho...)

Nationality: Mexican & African-American (Dad's Mexican and my Mom's Black) 😊

Last film I watched📽: Halloween (2018) it was so good and I'm probably gonna end up making ramble posts about it cos I got lots to say.

Last series I watched📺: The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina. So much better than I thought it was gonna be but I am v conflicted about what happened in the last episode (Season 2 wya)!! [Also side note a friend told me the series is being sued by the Satanic Church cos the Satan statue in the Academy is a too-identical-for-comfort knockoff that is used in their churches.]

If anyone wants to do it then go for it!

[beyouniquesworld]

Check out this post… "Random Life Story".

Check out this post… “Random Life Story”.

http://beyou-niquetarot.blogspot.com/2021/03/be-you-nique-tarot.html@beyouniquetarot

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Other Side of the Game (An Urban Sims 4 Story)

Part 9 || Griffey

Corianna’s body started to shake and I felt her walls constrict around me. She always felt right and no matter how many women I had in my bed – she was always the best. Maybe it was because I knew that she was mine and had ever only been mine. Or maybe it was because she was impossibly tight or stayed so wet for me. My breaths started to become ragged and I began to pump faster. The heat under the covers caused me to perspire, making beads of sweat roll off my body and drip onto the valley between her bouncing breasts. They were so full and round, I scooted downward to catch one of them in my mouth. Her fingers clawed over the muscles at the back of my shoulders and pulled me nearer to her body. My lips grazed her collar bone and the touch caused her to whimper. My hips froze as she clenched herself around me and I closed my eyes. Fuck, she felt so soft and warm. As her walls started to spasm around me again I exploded deep inside of her.

“Oooooh,” She moaned loudly in my ear. “Griffey, fuck yesss. Mmm,” I slowed my strokes and muffled her mouth with a kiss to keep her quiet. The temperature under the blankets was increasing and I couldn’t last much longer.

I thrust into her several more times before every part of my body had gone limp. I rolled off of Corianna and somehow found the energy to wipe myself with a brown towel. She slipped on a white dress she had stored away in one of my drawers and cleaned herself with a wash cloth. We sat on the bed in silence for a moment and kissed before I stood up to get dressed in my clothes that had been left on the bed then kicked onto the floor. She looked pleased.

I grabbed the sticky bath towel from her and tossed it on the corner of my computer desk. When I turned around, Kali was in front of me with dimness in her green eyes, her mood had suddenly changed. She only gave me that look when she was upset about something, but I thought that everything was fine. We just had finished having passionate sex and I knew that she was satisfied. What was her issue?

“You know it’s hard for me to take your mad face serious when you’re wearing those bunny slippers right?” I joked in an attempt to make her laugh.

“I’m starting to think you don’t take me serious at all Griff,” The stoic look on her face remained unchanged. I began to wonder if she was bi-polar, she was just moaning my name with her legs up.

“How could I not take you serious? You know how I feel about you,” I told her in a state of disbelief. Corianna was riding and grinding against me less than an hour ago, where was this coming from?

“Actually, I don’t think I know anything about you anymore,” She said with her hands outstretched as if she was mocking me. Yeah, something was definitely up with her. We had been on good terms for a few weeks, but apparently she was mad at me now and felt the need to play mind games and shit.

“Listen yo’, I don’t know what’s wrong with you. But you can tell me or keep your attitude, I don’t have time to stand here and figure out what the fuck is wrong with you,” I decided to get straight to the point. I hated when she acted so childish, especially after I gave her a good pipe down. When I wasn’t hustling or on the corner, I spent a majority of my free time with her, and always made sure that she wanted for nothing. I should be the last person she decided to have a problem with.

“Oh, so we cussing at each other now? Hmph,” She let out a puff of air and rolled her eyes before squinting at me at me. “I don’t have an attitude – you have the damn attitude,” Corianna started laughing to herself, but I didn’t find anything funny. I was starting to get annoyed, she knew just how to push my buttons.

“Look, I didn’t mean to cuss at you and shit, but you trippin’ ma,” I lowered my voice so she understood that I was calm. Besides, yelling wasn’t going to help me find out what was bugging her. “Just tell me what’s wrong? I’ll make it better, a’ight?” She tapped her foot and poked out her bottom lip, I wanted to bite it. She looked so sexy when she was mad.

“Griff,” She let out a breath and looked around the room, everywhere else but me. I figured whatever she was about to say had to be something that I wasn’t going to like.

“Yeah, what it is?” I questioned and waited for her to continue.

“I talked to ‘Nique and she told me –,” I cut her off.

“Ugh! Really though? I should have known her stupid ass said some shit to piss you off!” I hated to hear Unique’s name, she stayed in my fucking business, always reporting to Corianna like some goddamn watchdog. “She told you what Cori? A lie? That’s all she do – just to have something to talk about,” Whether or not what she said to Cori was true, it wasn’t her business to tell.

I started to wonder if she knew about the bitch Candace I was fucking around with? Damn, Corianna was going to be mad for a minute. I started to calculate in my mind how much money I had to spend to make it up to her. I stared at her and prepared myself for her to start crying or screaming about me being a “lying ass cheater”.

“No. Griff,” She sighed and shook her head. “Unique told me that Bella was tryna’ hook her homegirl up with you, that girl with the red hair. Beatrix,” Corianna said with another roll of her eyes, as if saying Bee’s name annoyed her.

I almost sighed in relief at her not knowing about Candace, Good. Unique didn’t know all of my business. Still, Geechie needed to learn how to keep his mouth shut. Unique had him whipped, he was breaking the “bro-code” for her. He knew that he wasn’t supposed to let anything about Beatrix slip around his big-mouth girlfriend.

“Really? Baby? Are you serious?” I asked her, making sure I sounded surprised.

“Yes, I’m serious. Dead serious Griff,” She said and punched my arm making my arm flinch. She didn’t know her own strength.

“I barely even know her, that’s my second time even seeing her,” Okay, maybe my fourth, but she didn’t need to know that. Corianna raised one of her arched eyebrows, giving me a quizzical look and I kept talking. “Unique is blowing the entire thing out of proportion,” I continued explaining. “I only told Bella she could invite her. That’s the only thing I’m guilty of,” I was guilty of a lot, but I hadn’t messed around with Beatrix. Not that I didn’t want to, but it just hadn’t happened yet. I looked at Corianna hoping she would be satisfied with my answer, I was actually being truthful with her.

“Did you have sex with her?” Corianna asked me straightfaced and I sighed while shaking my head ‘no’. “Are you sure, because she was eyeing me all night? You know I’ll beat her ass.” She said waving her palm in front of my face.

“Beatrix can get these hands.” I couldn’t hold in my laughter when she punched at the air. No doubt Corianna could fight, but those were no more than idle threats. For one, I would try my best to keep them apart and I was sure they wouldn’t run into each other on their own because they were totally different and hung out in different groups. And two, no girl I fooled around with had ever tried to fight with her before. No matter how bold they were, all of them still knew where they stood and stayed in their place.

“Yes! I’m serious Cori! Quit trying to fight random females,” I stopped laughing and looked at her eyes. They were calmer and filled with light amusement. She knew that I was being honest with her and I knew that she still didn’t know what truth I wasn’t telling her, so I think in that moment we were both happy. 

“Okay, Griff.” She said with a small smile. I could hear thunder and see lightning strike outside of the window. “I’m sorry… But you know Unique only tries to look out for me.” I nodded and shrugged, not wanting to her her name again.

“Yeah, but looking out for you and stirring up shit in our relationship is two different things baby.” I stepped forward, closing the space between us. “Talk to me about whatever is on your mind first so that we don’t have to get into petty ass arguments.” I pulled her by her waist and drew her nearer to me so that I could kiss her cheek.

“You’re right,” Her voice was softer and her body relaxed as I gently stroked her cheek. “I don’t even know why I was trippin’,” I shushed her with a kiss and pulled away to look at her beautiful face. I hated to see her worry and get upset, but she knew what it was when we started our relationship.

She had to know that I didn’t mean to make her love me and hurt her in the process of me living my life. I wish she could only understand that I didn’t have feelings for the other girls I had sex with. It was as simple as I always told her, they were just something to do. When I got bored with them and lost interest I pursued another. Still, only one woman had the key to my heart, all of them knew that Corianna would always be my baby.

“I care for you so much,” I told her truthfully. “I’d never hurt you like that.” I said quietly because deep inside I knew that I would hurt her over and over again. But for the moment I stood there with her embraced in my arms, right then nothing else mattered but her. I heard thunder boom again, it had started to rain.

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EFT tapping Dr Maharaj.

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EFT tapping Dr Maharaj.

Mindful Energy PsychologyEnergy Psychology 8:1 • May 201645Energy Psychology (EP)Energy  psychology  (EP)  is  a  theoretical  and  practice  approach  based  on  facilitating  energy flow through the body-mind. Originally and pre-dominantly, energy psychology techniques involve percussing  or  tapping  on  specific  acupuncture points (acupoints) to treat psychological disorders (Callahan, 1985; Feinstein, 2010, 2012a, 2012b; Gallo, 2004). When applied therapeutically, EP is also often referred to as energy therapy or energy psychotherapy, although approaches of this genre often involve other diagnostic and therapeutic tech-niques, such as muscle testing, bodily positions, eye  movements  and  positions,  holding  specific areas of the body such as chakras and neurovascu-lar reflexes, as well as cognitive components such as  affirmations  and  visualization  (Gallo,  2002; Hover-Kramer,  2002;  Feinstein,  2012b). Though there has been a proliferation of EP approaches, the initial one addressing psychological problems by  tapping  was  developed  by  Roger  Callahan, PhD, in the late 1970s (Callahan, 2001).Although the case can be made that EP has ancient roots in acupuncture and meridian theory, the more recent history dates back to the 1960s, when George Goodheart, DC, developed applied kinesiology  (Goodheart,  1987;  Walther,  1988), an  approach  that  employs  manual  muscle  testing  and holistic concepts to treat physical problems. Goodheart pioneered therapy localization, which involves  the  practitioner  or  patient  touching  spe-cific bodily locations while applying manual mus-cle  testing  for  diagnostic  and  treatment  purposes  (Kendall, Kendall, & Wadsworth, 1971).While Goodheart reported a connection among specific  muscles,  reflexes,  and  meridians,  others explored  aspects  of  applied  kinesiology  to  treat psychological problems. Diamond (1985) explored the  meridian-emotion  connection  and  the  use  of  affirmations,  music,  and  other  media  in  treating psychological issues. Along similar lines, Callahan developed a treatment method, Thought Field Ther-apy (TFT), which involves attuning to or access-ing  psychological  disorders  such  as  phobias  and traumas and then tapping on prescribed acupoints (Callahan, 1985; Callahan & Turbo, 2002; Gallo, 2004). Callahan’s is a three-tiered approach, includ-ing  specific  treatment  algorithms,  diagnosis,  and treatment  via  muscle  testing,  and  treatment  over the telephone through a protocol called voice tech-nology. Eventually, other related approaches were developed by Craig (Craig & Fowlie, 1995; Craig, 2010), Gallo (2000, 2003, 2004, 2007), and oth-ers (Gallo, 2002; Diepold, Britt, & Bender, 2004; Mollon, 2008; Benor, Ledger, Toussaint, Hett, & Zaccaro, 2009). Some of the approaches discarded muscle testing and several other elements of TFT (Craig, 2010; Benor et al., 2009), while others con-tinued to apply muscle testing and other elements to varying degrees (Gallo, 2000; Diepold et al., 2004; Mollon,  2008).  For  example,  energy  diagnostic and treatment methods (EDxTM) is an integrative approach  that  involves  a  wider  array  of  treatment  acupoints, algorithms, and diagnostic approaches; various  ways  of  addressing  self-sabotaging  inter-ferences  (i.e.,  psychological  reversal);  a  focus on thought recognition; protocols for core beliefs and  peak  performance;  and  several  other  aspects (Gallo, 2000, 2002).Energy Psychology ResearchIn  addition  to  studies  suggesting  that  EP  is  effective  in  treating  a  variety  of  conditions,  the efficiency of EP in treating trauma and posttrau-matic stress disorder (PTSD) has been increasingly established over nearly two decades (Carbonell & Figley, 1996, 1999; Figley, Carbonell, Boscarino, & Chang, 1999; Diepold & Goldstein, 2000, 2008; Johnson,  Shala,  Sejdijaj,  Odell,  &  Dabishevci, 2001;  Sakai  et  al.,  2001;  Church,  Geronilla,  & Dinter, 2009; Sakai, Connolly, & Oas, 2010; Burk, 2010; Church, 2010, 2013; Feinstein, 2010, 2012a, 2012b; Church, Piña, Reategui, & Brooks, 2012; Church, Yount, & Brooks, 2012; Church, Hawk, et  al.,  2013;  Church  &  Brooks,  2014).  Studies using EP in treating PTSD are especially notewor-thy, since PTSD has generally been considered a treatment-resistant and refractory condition. Some have argued that it may be incurable and should be regarded as a condition that can only be managed (Johnson et al., 2001; Phelps, 2009).Though it is traditionally proposed in EP that trauma  and  other  psychological  problems  entail blocked energy flow through meridians and other aspects of the bioenergy system, a position that the author finds intriguing, EP also likely eliminates the trauma by activating the implicit memory associated with  amygdala  neurons  and  permanently  altering  their connections or wiring (Hebb, 1949), reducing cortisol levels (Church, Yount, & Brooks, 2012), and also promoting memory reconsolidation by   intro-ducing  significant  novelty  (Moscovitch  &  Nadel, Energy Psychology 8:1 • May 2016Mindful Energy Psychology461997;  Hupbach,  Gomez,  Hardt,  &  Nadel,  2007; Ecker, Ticic, & Hulley, 2012).Diepold and Goldstein (2000, 2008) reported on  evaluation  of  an  EP  trauma  case  study  with  quantitative electroencephalogram (EEG). Statis-tically abnormal brain-wave patterns were evident when  the  client  thought  about  his  trauma  com-pared  to  a  neutral  baseline  event.  Quantitative EEG (QEEG) with the traumatic memory imme-diately after treatment and at 18-month follow-up revealed no abnormalities. This study supports the hypothesis that negative emotion has a measurable effect, and also objectively identified an immedi-ate and lasting neuroenergetic change in the direc-tion of normalcy and health after EP treatment.Church, Yount, and Brooks (2012) examined cortisol levels in 83 subjects randomly assigned to a single session of Emotional Freedom Tech-niques  (EFT;  Craig  &  Fowlie,  1995;  Church, 2013), talk therapy, or rest. Cortisol is the “master hormone” regulating many aspects of the body’s stress  response  mechanisms,  especially  those associated  with  the  autonomic  nervous  system.  Therefore the researchers proposed that successful therapy would result in lower stress as reflected in  reduced  salivary  cortisol.  Their  investigation found  that  cortisol  levels  in  the  rest  and  therapy  groups decreased at approximately the same rate, but that cortisol in the EFT group decreased sig-nificantly more. The decrease in this physiological marker of stress was also significantly correlated with a decrease in anxiety, depression, and other psychological conditions.As  cortisol  levels  of  PTSD  patients  are  ele-vated as well, effective treatment with EFT would likely  lower  cortisol  levels  in  such  patients. The investigators then examined gene expression in 18 veterans with PTSD and found regulation of inflam-mation genes associated with stress after 10 EFT sessions (Church, Yount, Rachlin, Fox, & Nelms, 2016). A pilot study with four participants examin-ing the entire genome before and after an hour of EFT versus a placebo of similar duration found 72 genes to be significantly regulated, including those implicated in immunity, inflammation, and tumor suppression  (Maharaj,  2016).  Effective  psycho-therapy with EP has been proposed as an epigenetic intervention (Feinstein & Church, 2010).Johnson  et  al.,  (2001)  reported  on  uncon-trolled  treatment  of  trauma  victims  in  Kosovo with Thought Field Therapy during five 2-week trips in the year 2000. Treatments were given to 105 Albanian patients with 249 separate violent traumatic  incidents.  The  traumas  included  rape, torture,  and  witnessing  the  massacre  of  loved ones. Total relief of the traumas was reported by 103 of the patients and for 247 of the 249 sepa-rate  traumas  treated.  Follow-up  data  averaging 5 months revealed no relapses. While these data are based on uncontrolled treatments, the absence of relapse ought to pique our attention, since a 98% spontaneous remission from PTSD is unlikely.Sakai  et  al.,  (2001)  reported  on  an  uncon-trolled  study  of  594 applications  of TFT  in  the treatment  of  714  clients  with  PTSD  and  many other  disorders.  Paired  t  tests  of  pre-  and  post-treatment SUD were statistically significant at the 0.01 level in 31 categories.In a 2006 through 2007 study, 50 orphaned adolescents  with  PTSD  symptoms  from  the Rwandan genocide 12 years earlier were treated with a single TFT session, evidencing significant improvement  on  PTSD  checklists  at  a  <0.001 level.  Improvements  were  maintained  at  1-year  follow-up (Sakai, Connolly, & Oas, 2010).Several EP approaches have been subjected to experimental tests. Efficacy in reducing or eliminating symptoms of PTSD, as well as anxiety, depression, and phobias, has been demonstrated in several stud-ies of EFT (Church, 2013, Feinstein, 2012b, Rowe, 2005;  Wells,  Polglase,  Andrews,  Carrington,  & Baker, 2003; Church & Brooks, 2010, 2014).An early EFT study focused on subjects who had been involved in motor vehicle accidents and who experienced PTSD associated with the acci-dent (Swingle & Pulos, 2004). All subjects received two treatment sessions; all reported improvement immediately  following  treatment.  Brain-wave assessments before and after treatment indicated that subjects who sustained the benefit of the treat-ments  had  increased  13–15  Hz  amplitude  over the sensory motor cortex, decreased right frontal cortex arousal, and an increased 3–7 Hz:16–25 Hz ratio in the occipital region.Stone,  Leyden,  and  Fellows  (2009)  found reductions in PTSD symptoms in genocide survi-vors in a different Rwandan orphanage, using two group  sessions  plus  a  single  individual  session  with the most traumatized individuals.Church, Piña, Reategui, and Brooks (2012) performed  a  randomized  controlled  trial  with 16 abused male children aged 12 to 17 in a group home. The experimental group of eight received EFT, while the control group of eight received Mindful Energy PsychologyEnergy Psychology 8:1 • May 201647no  treatment.  A  1-month  follow-up  was  per-formed, which found that the PTSD levels of all eight of the EFT group had normalized, while no member of the control group had improved (p < 0.001).EFT/EP reduced PTSD symptoms in two pilot studies with war veterans (Church, 2010; Church, Geronilla, & Dinter, 2009). In the first study, 11 veterans  and  their  family  members  received  a weeklong  intensive  consisting  of  10  to  15  ses-sions. Their average PTSD scores dropped from clinical  to  subclinical  levels,  as  did  their  other psychological symptoms such as hostility, psycho-sis, phobic anxiety, and depression. Three follow-ups, including at 1 year, found them stable, having maintained  the  gains  they  experienced  in  the weeklong intensive. In the second study, veterans received six sessions of EFT with similar results.These studies led to a full randomized con-trolled trial with a much larger group of subjects (Church, Hawk, Brooks, et al., 2013). The results from  this  study  again  showed  that  symptoms  in  a  wait-list  control  group  did  not  diminish  over  time, while six sessions of EFT produced drops to  subclinical  levels  of  PTSD,  with  the  average subject remaining subclinical at 3- and 6-month follow-up. The veterans were randomized to EFT (n =  30) or standard of care wait list (n =  29). Inter-vention consisted of six hour-long EFT sessions concurrent with standard care. The EFT subjects evidenced  significantly  reduced  psychological distress  (p < 0.0012) and PTSD symptom levels (p < 0.0001) after the intervention. Additionally, 90% of the EFT group no longer met criteria for PTSD, compared with 4% in the control group. After the wait period, the controls received EFT. In  a  within-subjects  longitudinal  analysis,  60% no longer met PTSD criteria after three sessions, which increased to 86% after six sessions for the 49 subjects who received EFT. Benefits remained at  86%  at  3  months  and  at  80%  at  6  months. A  replication  of  this  study  found  similar  results (Geronilla, McWilliams, & Clond, 2014). By com-parison, a similar PTSD study of cognitive behav-ioral therapy showed that only 40% of veterans improved after treatment (Monson et al., 2006).A meta-analysis of 18 randomized controlled trials including 921 subjects revealed a moderate effect size for EP (Gilomen & Lee, 2015). This study  utilized  conservative  statistical  methods, eliminating  studies  with  large  treatment  effects; had  those  been  included,  the  overall  effect  size would  have  been  large.  Later  meta-analyses  of EFT for specific conditions did indeed find large effect sizes: for anxiety (Clond, 2016), depression (Nelms & Castel, 2016), and PTSD (Sebastian & Nelms, 2016). These results point to the effective-ness and efficiency of EP treatments.Reciprocal Synergy: Mindful Energy Psychology (MEP)Mindful  energy  psychology  is  a  theoretical and practice approach that integrates mindfulness and  energy  psychology.  Since  research  supports  the therapeutic effectiveness of both mindfulness practices and EP, an integration of the two is pro-posed to offer significant synergy. It is the author’s observation that when EP techniques are applied most effectively, mindfulness stands as an essen-tial therapeutic active ingredient. A reciprocal syn-ergy also likely occurs, such that the benefits of mindfulness are accelerated and the benefits of EP are deepened when the two are combined.An essential focus of EP has been the treat-ment  and  elimination  of  psychological  problems as efficiently as possible. In many respects, this is consistent with a medical model. The issue being treated, such as depression or PTSD, is understand-ably considered to be problematic both to the cli-ent  and  therapist.  So  the  somatic  stimulation  and  related techniques of EP are ways of “attacking” the problem, “magic bullets” aimed at eliminating the unwanted malady. This does not, however, appear to be in line with mindfulness, which emphasizes nonjudgmental observation and acceptance without intention to eliminate anything. Mindfulness does not involve attempting to change anything; rather it involves a deep level of presence and acceptance.So  how  can  EP  and  mindfulness  be  recon-ciled? By their very nature, they appear to be at opposite ends of the spectrum, with it appearing paradoxical to hold an emphasis on acceptance or simply  nonjudgmental  observation  of  a  state  or condition  within  the  same  space  of  intending  to  eliminate it.Resolving the ParadoxParadoxes  do  not  have  to  be  eliminated  or resolved. It is conceivable to allow for both change and  acceptance.  Recall  the Serenity  Prayer,  a staple  of  12-step  programs  such  as  Alcoholics Anonymous,  which  begins  with  the  statement, Energy Psychology 8:1 • May 2016Mindful Energy Psychology48“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and  wisdom  to  know  the  difference”  (Niebuhr, 1927).  The  paradox  seems  to  arise  when  both acceptance  and  change  are  positioned  simultane-ously, when one tries to change and accept some-thing at the same time. However, it is feasible to integrate acceptance and change.While  EP  and  many  other  approaches  have been focused on eliminating symptoms, acceptance is  another  way  to  transcend  a  state  or  condition.  In this regard, acceptance involves decentering or stepping back from the situation and observing it from a distinct perspective or distance, so to speak. Rather than acceptance, in some respects observa-tion might more accurately describe the position, although  acceptance  is  along  these  lines.  Also note that trying to eliminate a problem can result in  stress  and  struggle  that  serve  to  perpetuate  the  problem, to a large extent because the situation is being perceived as a problem. On the other hand, by relaxing into and observing the emotional state and its physical aspects (rather than bracing against it  and  wanting  to  change  it)  the  issue  is  more  directly  attuned.  This  position  can  more  deeply facilitate healing. Additionally, this helps the thera-pist and client to be less ego-involved, allowing for healing to occur on its own terms. This assumes that  ego-clinging  is  an  integral  aspect  of  the  con-dition and the suffering, even the perpetrator of it (Jigme, 2004).Psychological ReversalIn line with the foregoing and common to any therapeutic approach, resistance or other kinds of interference  can  occur.  Each  therapy  has  its  con-ceptualization of this phenomenon. Resistance can be viewed as a sign of getting into ripe therapeutic territory. Secondary gains can be factors interfer-ing  with  progress,  indicating  that  the  issue  has certain benefits that need to be addressed. Benefits may include counter beliefs such as loyalty to the family, believing that the problem affords some level of safety, the client believing that he or she deserves to have the problem, or any number of other criteria (Gallo, 2004). Also a problem in the therapeutic  relationship  is  a  systemic  interpreta-tion of resistance, perhaps indicating that the ther-apist has provoked resistance. Any of these factors will block direct access to the presenting issue and interfere with disengaging the interference.From  an  EP  perspective,  the  resistance  or interference is often referred to as “psychological reversal” (Callahan & Turbo, 2002; Gallo, 2004). The assumption here is that there exists an energy blockage or reversal of polarity or energetic flow that  prevents  effective  treatment  of  the  present-ing issue (Pasahow, Callahan, Callahan, & Rapp, 2015). This concept entails a number of permu-tations, and each of these can be seen as a non-acceptance  or  rejection  of  oneself  and  one’s circumstance.These phenomena are referred to as reversal partly because of a response to indicator muscle testing,  which  is  akin  to  ideomotor  signaling. For instance, the client attunes to an issue such as  a  phobia. Then  an  indicator  muscle,  such  as the  anterior  deltoid  or  middle  deltoid,  is  physi-cally  challenged.  Generally,  the  muscle  weak-ens (releases) in response to the stress. Then the client states, “I want to resolve this phobia” versus “I want to keep this phobia.” Without a reversal, the muscle will test strong to “wanting” to resolve the  phobia  and  weak  to  “wanting”  to  keep  it. Given a reversal, the muscle response will be in the  opposite  direction,  namely  strong  to  “want-ing” to keep the phobia. Specific EP procedures are  generally  effective  in  correcting  the  reversal  (Gallo, 2000, 2004). For example, the client taps on  the  ulnar  side  of  either  hand  (i.e.,  the  small intestine–3  acupoint)  while  verbalizing  several times, “Even though I have this problem, I deeply and completely accept myself.”Although  standard  corrections  for  psycho-logical  reversal  contain  mindfulness  elements, reversals are more congruently treated from a mind-ful  energy  psychology  perspective. The  therapist maintains an attitude of acceptance congruent with the client engaging in specific tactile stimulation while being mindful and making a self-acceptance statement and possibly also a statement of accept-ance of the issue being addressed in treatment. For example:“I  accept  myself  with  this  [name  condi-tion].”Or “I accept myself with this [name condi-tion] and I accept this [name condition].”In  some  respects,  the  transmuting  of  psy-chological  reversal  is  similar  to  the  theoretical  position  of  Carl  Rogers  (1961)  regarding  self-acceptance leading to change: “The curious para-dox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then

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