#ninphomania

[massimomelani58]

La ninfomania è reale? Quali potrebbero essere le sue cause?

[confessionsofaboyish]

About Feelings. A journal of Oct. 17 - rainy afternoon.

I left because I tought I was too good for them. But there is no good in me, I see that now. I can tell for sure I'm not good enough for anybody. This depraved soul, lost and helpless. This unmended heart who knows no right from wrong . Now my body is empty, nothing but a shell I try so hard to fill with other people's feelings and lust. Maybe this is where the ninphomania comes from, the need of being fulfilled. I try desperally to fullfil my insides, but that's not the point. Inside, I know sex won't make anyone feel something for me, in fact, it has prove itself to be the contrary. People I don't have sex with cherish me. So why can't I stop? Why can't I follow my brains instruction and stop thinking about sex all the time. The lust that runs through my body is probably the only thing that keeps it moving. It's what pumps my blood, for the heart is dead by now. The Heart. Unfortunally, I can't tell for sure that I don't use mine. I feel him sometimes, and it only makes things worst. Jealousy. Sadness. Loneliness. I don't feel the good things.. Not anymore. And all these confusing feelings affect me in ways I tried denying for my whole life. I try to hide it so people won't push me away. I try faking it so they'll like me. But won't it come a day when it will slip trough my fingers? One false step is all it takes to ruin the bounds I've worked so hard to create. And I need those bounds. I might think I can do life without friends and people I care about, but that's not true. I'm clingy, I push hard to be close to people, to have contact and be apreciated.

[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

#NIN #nineinchnails #inlove #ninlove #ninphomania #ninobsessed #gimmiesome #theman #trentreznor #idol #musician #composer #genius #musician #keyboards #computers

[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

#Offering wrists A #precursor to #hesitationmarks from the #selfdestruct era #trentreznor #NIN #nineinchnails #composer #keyboards #computers #ninphomania #ninobsessed #gothangel #blackleather #leathergloves #mrselfdestruct #thedownwardspiral #broken #fixed

[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

#thewalkingdead #nineinchnails #nin #somewhatdamaged #thefragile Finally watched last night's episode and it was an opening to remember!!!! My two favorite things have united and i was squealing like a schoolgirl!! Bahaha! #ninphomania #ninobsessed #carolscasserole #porchdick

[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

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[lewdi-chrissy]

#trentreznor #NIN #nineinchnails #heaven #sexyman #ninlove #ninfans #ninobsessed #ninphomania

[lewdi-chrissy]

#NIN #nineinchnails #hellokitty #love #ninobsessed #ninphomania #ninfreak #mynexttattoo