#nik is aware that he might be into john but yheres so many mental barriers in his head that hes just...learned to ignore them

[shyravenns]

Listen, as much as I love yearner Nikolai, I am obsessed with the idea of Nik who's so used to flings and hookups that he couldn't possibly conceive *actually* reciprocating someone's romantic advances towards him and Price has resigned him to the fact that while yes Nik is attracted to really anything under the sun, he just isn't attracted to *Price* in particular.